Hey Yall! So sorry I didn’t post a single thing yesterday. It was a crazy fucking day lmao. I have recently become very much acquainted with that human in the last 5 days after meetting him at church and learning that we had some crazy similar backstories on top of us being on the same page with just about everything, When it comes to understanding the laws of the universe lol.
Everything has happened extremely fast but non of it has felted forcedd or like it shouldn’t have happened. We act like we have been friends for 10 yearss to each other lol. He wants to have a romantic relationship with me, I known I don’t want that right now. for a few reasons. The only thing that has me concerned is that right now he is not healthy, physically speaking but that also means that he is also not healthy in any other department either because they all coincide lol.
He has been addicted to different kinds of drugs in the recent past and has been addicted to VAPING since he was 16. Bleh. And now he is at this point in his life I think we’re he is really wanting to start living a life free from the shackles of those kinds of unhealthy attachments,, I may have just become a replacement for one of those unhealthy attachments lol.
I have noticed a pattern of this effect on people when they meett me, especially when they’re struggling with something (which is everyone I meett 🤣). It’s like for the first time in their lives a person is allowing them to be who they are, giving them space to come up for air. I have a very honesty and naturally compassionate soul I guess?? 🤣🤣 I don’t know y’all it’s wild.
Our connection is real. It’s interesting and new and scary now especially when observing the way he communicates to me, he keeps saying his entire life has changed in five days completely. And that ever since he met me, he’s experienced nothing but bliss and peace in his life because of “the things thar I’ve taught him” when we talked about religion and spirituality and the meaning of life. He tells me he loves me and is making all these wild ideas about the future for us to buy a van and travel the world while making music and offering our spiritual guidance to those a match to us 🤣🤣🤣😭😭 and he is DEAD SERIOUS.
We spent almost a whole 24 hours together yesterday which is why I did not post through here. I don’t know how the fuck it even happened lol
He met me at oasis bagels in the morning where I play live music but because it was the 4th of july, nobody was there lol so we left early and just hung out over at a lake near my house, then we brought food over to my mother where she met him for the first time and all she had to say after our interactions where “Does he have a car. Does he have a job. Are you in a relationship?? Are you having sex?” And “don’t let him get too addicted to you” Thanks mom! 🤣🙄 So I already have a general idea of what SHE thinks about this whole situation. But lol that’s her business And has nothing to do with my life at all SO
I’m not quite sure what to do ESPECIALLY after doing today’s tarot reading 💀which looks very clearly to say that he is not a person I want to have in my life.
But we really do have this very interesting connection. He really gets it, not quite all the way because of the torturous indoctrination he experienced through Christianity, but he is SO ready to just change his whole life and rid himself of the old person he once was cuz he realizes very clearly now why he was suffering, and how it’s now in his own hands to make the reality he so desires.
I introduced him to meditation. And recommended that he incorporated it into his life lol. Last night he to kept his vape at my house to have because he wanted to quit.
He was diagnosed with type one diabetes, so his 🩸 sugar is always going up and down, causing his anxiety and overall well-being to fluctuate. He currently does not have a healthy relationship with food and doesn’t eat enough throughout the day to maintain a steady 🩸 sugar.
But he wants to! So I’m thinking that maybe like one day a week he can come over and we will go to the store to buy Ingredients to make healthy food to incorporate into our daily lives so that he can be his greatest version.
All’s I knows is that everything is happening fro a reason, and all if it is working in my favor always, everything is unfolding in a way that encourages my own personal expansion, And im all about it that shit
TODAYS TAROT READING FOR SATURDAY, JULY 3rd 2021 ✨🪄
🃏KNIGHT OF WANDS🃏 The Knight of Wands sits on her horse in full armour, wearing a yellow robe jacket, holding a sprouting wand in right hand, which symbolizes the energy and enthusiasm for mission. The horse rises up on its hind legs, poised and ready for action. Like all the Wands Court Cards, the background is hot, dry and barren, with mountains soaring in the distance.
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the Knight of Wands shows the actual pursuit of that idea, when the page of Wands is more the spark of the idea, the knight of wands takes action!
When this card appears in a Tarot reading, you are charged up with energy, passion, motivation, and enthusiasm, and you channel that energy through your inspired action. You have a clear vision about what you want to create and, fuelled by your passion and inspiration, you are now moving forward with leaps and bounds to turn your vision into reality. This card is your sign to go for it!!
You are bold, courageous, and willing to venture into unknown territories to further your mission and your dreams. You don’t really care if danger lies ahead – in fact, if it does, then it becomes all the more exciting and thrilling for you. Adventures like this light you up because you know growth and expansion are waiting on the other side. Be a pioneer and take calculated risks to reach new heights.
In this light, the Knight of Wands gives you the feeling you can take on the world! You are so committed to your vision and purpose that you will stop at nothing to bring it to life. As you pursue your goals, your confidence skyrockets, and you realise that your potential is limitless.
Your passion, enthusiasm, courage and confidence are highly attractive to others. Others see you as highly charismatic and want to be in your presence to benefit from your energy. While you haven’t yet mastered the art of bringing others along on your journey, like the King of Wands has, you do enjoy the extra attention that your charisma and adventures bring you. The question will be whether others can keep up with you, or if they are merely here to watch and absorb your energy by osmosis!!!
Be mindful that the Knight of Wands can express himself as an ‘act first, think later’ type of person. In your pursuit of action, you may be impulsive and impatient, expecting everything to be done yesterday. While you are bursting with energy, you have a tendency to rush into things with little consideration for the consequences of your actions. You may not have a clear plan of attack, hurting your chances of long-term success. If this resonates, find a way to focus your enthusiasm on the activities that will move you closer to your goal. When you have a new idea, rather than acting on it straight away, take a moment to check in and see if it truly aligns with your goals and whether it needs to happen right now. You may realise that you are better served by waiting for the opportune time to pursue this idea, especially if other ‘waiting’ cards, such as the Hanged Man!! ✨✨✨✨✨ HOLY SHIT!! This is so crazy haha I feel this on every level with everything I am doing. To a T Honestly I don’t even know what else to say because I’d just be repeating words already spoken 😭🤣 good to know I’m on the right path haha I always was 🤣
😇 KNIGHT OF RAPHAEL 😇
The Knight suite typically shows things moving with great speed. The Raphael/Cups suite represents water, which represents feeling and emotions The Knight of Raphael/Cups here is also about a new ‘feeling’, a new you and sense of self. Loving yourself more. It’s also pointing to a new partner or a renewed great feeling with your current partner. If you are single, pay attention as you could be crossing paths with a potential suitor this week even if it’s just a fly by date. The Knight is not always committed. Sometimes it’s just pointing to a great time with someone. If you are in a relationship, you may experience a deeper connection with that person this week, possibly even a proposal or stronger commitment happening between the both of you.
There is always a potential negative side to a card that shows up. And with the Knight of Raphael/Cups, this is no exception. Because it’s in the water suit, when water turns negative what happens? Over emotional. Iciness. Beware of dramatic scenes, jealousy or melodrama . Don’t let your feelings get out of control that they run loose into negative territory. Stay grounded and centered!
This is also about creative endeavors! Because the feeling quotient is high, this is a good week to dive into some creative work or hobby whether that be painting, writing or music . Any kind of creative pursuit will do. Definite success there. Anything that allows you to express your inner self through art is a big plus this week. It’s also a positive way to channel any tempestuous energies you might be experiencing! ✨✨✨✨ HOLY FUCK!! This was a LOT BUT just blew my mind lmao. I literally met somebody like 3 days ago at the church that I’ve been taking Tyler russel and Melissa to only a handful of times. I randomly decided to sit next to him when I noticed 2 tattoos on his left arm. One was an eyeball 👁 And the other was the head of a lion 🦁 At the time I made that connection clearly to my tarot cards I pulled the past days which were both STRENGTH, a card representing a lion. And the eyeball was a tattoo idea I’ve always wanted to get MYSELF on the back of my neck!! 😳👏🏼 So Before the service started I learned over to him and my first words ever were “I FUCKING LOVE YOUR TATTOOS, like LOVE them, just thought I’d say that because I couldn’t NOT” And he looked SHOOK. Like shocked that someone spoke to him?? But then the service started and Melissa started taking about her friend drama mid way through it so I somewhat forgot about the exchange we had. Til the service was over and he instantly turned to me and said •
“IM STEPHEN, what’s your name again??” We had a formal introduction and for some reason the church was decided to set fireworks off after the service outside?? 🤣🤣 Which was actually perfect cuz it gave us time to sit and talk for an hour and discover that we have had VERY VERY SIMILAR PASTS. To the point where it’s scary. We were both homeschooled, we have very similar passions for music with substantial spiritual lyricism WE BOTH PLAY MUSIC we both have experienced agoraphobia and disordered eating which lead to being forrced into treatment without consent We both have similar family situations, both of our younger siblings talk trash about their family on Twitter! We both refer to 2019 as the personal year off hitting rock bottom and starting back up from there 🤣 We both quit playing music for a few years fo fear of it never going anywhere only to get depressed and reunited with it once again!! We both speak each other’s LANGUAGE. It was so instant the minute we started talking. There was no trying to fill each other’s voids in any way or seeking validation from anywhere. I recognized it as different from anything I’ve had before in front of me lol. We are just having a true honest vulnerable conversation. In the middle of church while a bunch of judgmental “Christians” listened in and gave us glares.
It was crazy, next thing I know I invited him to come with me to take Tyler and Melissa to McDonald’s, AND TO DROP THEM OFF LOL so by then end of the night it was just me and him taking for 4 straight hours. It felt like SOUL FOOD. We were on the same page. And he literally told me that night he had given up on making any kind of connections.
WITH ANYONE BECAUSE he had been going to that church for YEARS and nobody ever would have a genuine conversation with him because he has struggled with drug use and mental health and anytime he talked about it those damn brainwashed Bafoons would shut him down or change the subject or just say that’s a sin to discuss 🙄
And he was like “but today you were the first person to actually see me.” I got fucking chills all over my body. I was SHOOK in my seat boi. I think this may be the whole reason I reunited with Melissa?? To find this soul perhaps through her? I love Melissa, But our relationship is very much that of a “mother having to validate her insecure childd that she’s doing good and pretty all the time” type of relationship 💀 Most of my relationships with people I feel are somewhat. Parasitic?? Like I have so much love to give bro. SO MUCH. Which is probably why I attract people who don’t have ANY lol cuz I’m a good consistent supply 🤣😭 And I can feel it. It’s in the energy of the exchange. I can tell when someone is talking to me to reach for something to fill in themselves. For the first time in MY WHOLE LIFE I did not experience this with this person. And it’s not even so much of what I did feel during our conversations it’s what I DIDNT FEEL. I didn’t feel that annoying nagging pulling pinching off sensation that comes with carrying out a very forcedd,, manipulative, inauthentic interaction with somebody. No no no This was True Connection. And I’m still shook. I didn’t know what the fuck to do with myself that night and neither did he. He just kept saying “ literally I thought the closest I could be to someone was what I had with my best friend Ian but this is beyond anything I even knew I could experience”
We are such a two sided mirror. it will be very interesting to see how these next weeks or months unfold to reveal further truths within ourselves. As the cards suggest, We just gotta keep moving forward haha.
So this was today’s little flexibility training 🤣 I’ve been takin for exercising a bit easy cuz I don’t think I’ve been eating enough to do super crazy shit lately lol. I want to get my proper nutritional intake before I start really pushing myself physically.
I’m thinking about maybe getting like a bunk bed type bed where I can have my bed above my desk where I do my readings and play music so that I have more space in my bedroom but then again I’m remembering that I will only be in this house for maybe a year sooo do I really wanna do that 🤣
I’m not sure yet, I’m letting the angels guide me in my decision ahaha they never fail to amaze me.
The Eight of Swords shows a woman bound and blindfolded. Eight swords surround her, seemingly trapping her in place, a symbol of the limiting thoughts, beliefs and mindset that prevent her from moving forward in her life. However, look closer: if the woman removed her blindfold, she would quickly realise that she can escape her predicament by letting go of her limiting beliefs and establishing a new, more empowered mindset. The water pooled at her feet suggests that her intuition might see what her eyes cannot. ⚔️⚔️⚔️⚔️ The Eight of Swords reversed suggests that limiting self-beliefs plague you, preventing you from moving forward. You may tell yourself that you do not deserve to be wealthy, preventing yourself from receiving financial abundance even if it’s offered to you. Or you might conclude you are too old to lose weight, leaving you unhappy with your body and your health. The beliefs you hold about yourself are preventing you from achieving your personal goals.
In light of this, change your belief system. Catch yourself when you are in a negative thought pattern and break the cycle. The reversed Eight of Swords signals that skeletons in the closet need clearing out. Allow yourself to let go of the old patterns of behaviour and belief systems holding you back.
When the Eight of Swords appears reversed, it can show that you are releasing yourself from negative patterns and belief systems. You can see the light at the end of the tunnel, and you can create a more positive reality for yourself by letting go of those self-limiting beliefs.
You made it through a difficult time, and you are more open to change and self-acceptance. Reflect on what worked in the past and changed your perspective and approach. Acknowledge the options in front of you and refuse to play the role of the victim, taking greater accountability for where you are in life. ✨✨✨✨ Wow I cannot believe this! This morning while I was in the shower I decided somewhat like to test the process used in teal swans book called the completion process while in there and it had me in TEARS! I can’t even begin to explain what kind of transformation occurred just then lol all I know is I am completely new.
👼🏼 TEN OF ARIEL 👼🏼
Miss Ariel is here for the third time in a row to remind us of her beautiful powers! I am so very grateful to have everything I do have! I can feel that very soon many things are going to change. Very quickly. I am determined to stay grounded and true to myself.
Todays outfit of the day!!✨👀 A long black and white romper I got from target like 3 yyears ago!! I like it but it’s definitely lost a lot of it’s shape after being washed so much 🤣 There a lot of cute stuff I would wear if only it was available for shorties like me 😭
I did my make up too today but I always forget to take pictures of it 🤣🤣 I just tried to take a pic right now at my friends house but the lighting isn’t the best 😭🤣 I took one with Tyler too before I picked him up for church tonight so I’ll insert them here 🤣
I hope you guys are having an awesome day! ✨❤️ I almost have 70 subscribers and I want to let you all know HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME ❤️❤️ It’s so awesome to have this space to just be completely who I am and share that with you as I learn and grow into whoever the hell im Turning into 🤣👏🏼
HAPPY JULY 1st MY BEAUTIFUL SOULS! ✨ Todays meditation was A total cancer season Meditation for sure! Perfect way to kick of this month. I had no clue what I was even going to be doing for this meditation, I just let my angels come and plant spontaneous seeds into my frontal cortex 🤣 To my surprise, I found myself being guided by the archangel Ariel! The Angel that we got for our tarot reading today! No shallow of a doubt! I was instantly drawn to doing a meditation called inner childd work.
Inner childd work is the process of reintegrating unresolved emotions from our childhood into the present moment to finally heal and become whole again. The is obviously a very POWERFUL meditation that will leave you in TEARS if done CORRECTLY as you can see I think was pretty successful.
If you are listening to me while you yourself are doing the meditation, keep in mind that this process does not have a right way. Most likely it’s going to look and feel completely different for you as it did for me. Everyone has different suppressed memories and it will manifest in different ways! Just be open to the experience and and idea of finding new within yourself that you were never aware of before!
In my meditation I focused on letting my childhood self who felt like she had her individuality and inner voice stripped away from her parents due to not being validated for how she felt, instead she was treated like something was wrong with her. This a very common trauma to experience in childhood, I’m sure everyone has it to some degree. That is the emotion I chose today because certain situations in my current family relationship have clearly reflected and triggered that wound from inside me. Yay!! And holy shit was that an experience! I did not expect any of that to unfold whatsoever but I’m so happy it all did! I feel very light and calm ❤️
Always remember to have water with you or after doing any kind of emotionally focused meditation, stay hydrated!
TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD FOR JULY 1st, 2021 ✨ HAPPY FIRST OF JULY ✨ we are still in the depths of cancer season where everyones emotions are HOT AND HEAVY SO LETS GET INTO THIS READING
🃏 THE QUEEN OF CUPS 🃏
The queen of cups is a beautiful introspected woman whom sits on her throne at the edge of the sea. In her hand she holds a golden cup with handles shaped like angels. Unlike most of the cups, we cannot see into the cup meaning that’s her thoughts and feelings may be coming from the subconscious side of the mind and depths of her soul ✨ She sits upon a stone decorated with the images of sea nymphs while there are seashells on the shore besides her thrown. The sea and fish both represent the uunconscious mind while water refers to our emotional perceptions. There’s a clear cloudless blue sky surrounds her suggesting her clear and deliberate focus. Her feet do not touch the shore, She is in tune with her emotions, but not engulfed by them. 🏆🏆🏆
Right now you are highly intuitive, creative and in the flow of your surrounding energies. You can easily insert yourself into a situation and get a feel for what everyone around you may be feeling so that you can communicate with them effectively, so that both people feel heard! ❤️ People may come to you during this time for advice on their personal lives! They trust you as someone with sound judgment. You can instantly tune into what other are going through to help them process and make sense of their emotions. You may be a healer, intuitive coach, or maybe just a real good friend! You recognize the divine in everyone you meeet!
In your creative projects you “feel” into them. Trusting your heart and inner guidance to guide you to the right path. You can feel when something is OFF and pay attention to it rather than avoiding, even if it doesn’t make rational sense.
You are being asked to trust your intuition in new ways that you may have never allowed or done so before, so be open to unexpected new messages to come through, and no matter how bizarre they may seem, trust it! Be open to messages through dreams, meditations, or just flash images or thoughts that come to you throughout the day! Even when these emotions are a bit tricky This is the time to FEEL THE FEELZ. You are much stranger than you know ✨✨✨✨ GOD DAYUM 😭😭😭😭 this is miraculous lmao thank god I started doing these daily readings while my life has taken a MAJOR shift in my entire family dynamics 🤣 Theres a bit of tension in the air which is expected during any nee transitional phase. Things are becoming new and unfamiliar which can threaten our sense of stability, security, and SANITY. Lol I am always been so sensitive and I am only now really understanding how to use this as the superpower that it is instead of letting it hurt me or overusing that power towards things or people that aren’t in my best interest! It’s time for me to start being more mindful of whom and what I am giving my healing and attention focus on, and what they DO with that lol.
👼🏼 STRENGTH 👼🏼 HAHA WE GOT STRENGTH YESTERDAY FROM THE TAROT DECK! 🤣😭❤️ Oh my oh my lol once again. Archangel Ariel is the Lioness of God, here to protect all living creatures, especially the animals and most sentient beings on the planet. Her compassion and pure kindness bring light to any sense situation! She is here to remind us today that true healing can only be present when we are free of resistance, mind body and soul (emotionally). We are confident and at ease in everything we do because we don’t have to pretend or act a certain way to get what we want.
That comes naturally to us when we speak our truth with powerful yet respectful confidence!! So as this day progresses keep miss Ariel in your mind and know she is with you in your time of need, call on her and your decisions will be made clear, and there’s never any harm with allowing people to be and feel how they do. ❤️
TODAYS TAROT / ARCHANGEL CARD FOR WEDNESDAY JUNE 30TH 2021
🦁🃏 STRENGTH 🃏🦁
A woman gently strokes a lion on its forehead and jaw. (Okay yall I’m literally at my dental appointment right now for some extensive cavity removal and I just think it’s HILARIOUS it mentions the JAW🤣 CONTINUE) Although the lion is known for its ferociousness, the woman has tamed this wild beast with her calm compassionate loving energy. The lion is a symbol of raw passion and desire, and in taming him, the woman shows that those passions can be expressed in positive ways with our inner strength and resilience.! She uses no force or coercion. She channels her own inner strength to subtly have a meeting of minds with the lion. She wears a white robe representing her pure spirit, Her flower crown represent the fullest most beautiful expression of nature. Over her head is the infinity sign to show her infinite potential and wisdom.
🦁🦁🦁🦁🦁 YOU hAVE THE SPIRIT TO OVERCOME ANY OBSTACLE!! You have great stamina and persistence with underlying presence and inner calm. You’re committed to what you need to do and go about that in a way that shows your composure and maturity! You are ruled by your personal power, you do not rule by trying to CONTROL others. You quietly influence with your own behavior. Others will underestimate this power because it is INVISIBLE. But this is only to your advantage nobody even knows it’s you calling the shots!!
Your strength gives you the confidence to overcome any growing fears, challenges or doubts. Feel the fear and do it anyway!. You have got what it takes to see this situation through to its eventual end. You’re a loyal friend and a solid supporter, willing to step up and be present when others are in need, and you might also feel compelled to hold space for someone who needs your strength and support. The Strength card urges you to ‘tame’ your animal instincts, gut reactions, and raw emotions, and channel these initial responses constructively. It’s normal for feelings such as anger, rage, sadness, guilt or shame to arise in certain situations.
However, it’s what you do with these emotions that makes all the difference. Now is a time when you need to be conscious of your instinctual urges and bring them into balance with the greater good. This is no time to act out in rage or hatred. Approach your situation from a place of forgiveness, love and compassion. Working with a therapist may also help you create coping strategies for what comes up. ✨✨✨✨✨ WOW WOW WOW!
👼🏼 QUEEN OF ARIEL 👼🏼
Nurture yourself and those you love! This is a need of quality time with the people you care about the most. Practical and wise advice should be freely offered or accepted. You may see the truth clearly when those around you don’t. You excel at taking care of others, but don’t forget to take care of yourself! You have the gift of being able to make anything more beautiful. ✨✨✨
THIS READING LEGIT MADE ME BUTST INTO TEARS the moment I flipped the card over even though I wasn’t ENTIRELY sure what it even meant lol but now that I do know it only confirms the tears
Since I was very youngg I have had somewhat of a distorted perception of myself. And growing up in an environment where I felt I had little control over what mattered to me most in my life I seemed to have developed what people would call an eating disorder lol. I developed a very unhealthy relationship to weighing myself daily I think when I was 11 or 12. It would fluctuate on how obsessed I was through the years till it turned into a full blown issue at 19 and the number on the scale determined if I was having a good day or not lol. It’s weird how when your MISERABLE you don’t even really realize it you know?? ANWAY it took me about a year of torturing myself to finally decide that self love is definitely the way to go on this rollercoaster of life lol. 🤣🤣 And once I made that choice things just starting shifting for the better day by day. I just starting intuitive eating. I threw my fucking scale in the trash and told myself I’d never get on another one again.
WELL LOL I’m going to say this because the evil voice in my head is screaming at me NOT to.To keep it a little special secret between me and my sickness. It’s fucking scary to even write the words down because Exposing the demon dissolved it’s imaginary power over me. I refuse to let them win. And also this is my ONLYFANS and you are my PEOPLE and I promised to always be honest with you about myself and what I’m going thru. 3 days ago I was taking a shower in my mothers bathroom. When I got out I noticed She has a scale! And I did it I’ve done it for 3 days lol. And I know it’s horrible and I’m going to stop. I lovveee myself!!!! I am not a helpless childd who need to control something so insignificant like a fucking number on a scale anymore. I am the creator of my own reality I have control of it all. I cannot be of any service to others if I am disconnected to myself. I REFUSE to ever do that to myself deliberately. I literally just fell to my knees when I got this reading this morning. I am so very loved by so many non physical beings guiding me towards personal expansion. I feel like the support of tiny angels are holding my hand and have a hand on my shoulder as I finally confront this aspect of myself and tell it “ you were birthed to protect me long ago. To give me some sense of control but you are a coping mechanism. Finding one thing to obsess over and have as many own was better than feeling completely at the mercy of the world and OUT OF CONTROL in every aspect. This is not our reality anymore. You can finally be laid to rest”
These words come to me while half of my face is numbed in the middle of my dental appointment lol. There are painful yet happy tears.
Todays outfit of the day! ❤️ Today was super strange lol I got an Instagram Dm from some weird account which fetishized females with strong jawlines?? 🤣🤣
On top of that one of my friends wanted to kiss me tonight And I am very proud of myself for not letting that happen lol 🤣 I’d speak more about it but it’s 1:30 am and I have a dentist appointment at 8 am in the morning so I better get myself to bed 🤣
TODAYS TAROT / ARCH ANGEL READING FOR TUESDAY, JUNE 29th ✨🪄🃏👼🏼
🃏 KNIGHT OF CUPS REVERSED 🃏
The knight rides a white horse while holding a golden cup to bear a message from the heart. She is all dressed up to symbolize creative imagination and beautiful things.
The horse is moving steadily and calmly representing inner peace and power. It’s white coat is a symbol of purity spirituality and light.
Behind here is a nearly barren dessert with only few shrubs and a small stream that flows through. This is to represent the amazing power of a Singular thought, the power of our emotions, and realizing that we have the power to tap into our imagination and create a new life force even when it seems like there is not enough available to do so.
🏆 When the reversed Knight of Cups appears in a Tarot reading, a creative project is emerging, but you are not ready to act on it just yet. it may still be in the gestation phase. Do you spend most of your time dreaming of how wonderful it will be once this manifestation comes about? While this can be very enriching, our plans do not manifest without taking action alongside our visions. You may need to ground these ideas into realities. How much will it all cost? How much time will it take? What will you need? Etc.. This will give your vision the realistic foundation it needs to manifest!
At times this card can indicate a jealous or moody person. You may be feeling frustrated or that you don’t have the opportunities or materials necessary to create a dream into reality. Check the beliefs you have about your current situation and see if possibly you may already have everything you need!
This can describe someone who is very dreamy, romantic and possibly disconnected from reality. Being around a person like this could feel like disillusionment, Or an appealing offer that you agreed to was sugar coated to get your reeled in only to find that it was nothing like you expected it to be.
Have you found yourself caught up in an emotionally exciting situation that made you question if you made the right decision? ✨✨✨✨ Like quitting your job and selling your house on a whim to go live on a tropical island in Hawaii when you’ve never even spent a whole month there lol LOL my DAD🤣🤣👏🏼
👼🏼 4 OF ARIEL 👼🏼 While this card can be a message to remember to share any material prosperity you’ve been blessed with and to also be mindful of OVERSHARING, most often the message of this card is about your emotions and energy. Are you being short-sighted? Stubborn? Stuck in old unhealthy patterns and refusing to consider that there may be a better way? If so, the universe is shouting…" Don't let fear-based thoughts limit your actions." Open to new possibilities, new ways of being and thinking and watch your life transform!! ✨✨✨ MOTHER!!! 🤣🤣🤣
✨👼🏼 EXTRA ANGEL CARD 👼🏼✨ DECISIONS WITH ARCHANGEL JOPHIEL
Now is the time To release that which has been delaying you and holding you back from progress. You most likely already know what you need to let go of. It’s anything or anyone that brings you down or makes you experience inadequate feelings like depression, anger or stress of any kind.
This also includes foods and substances that are not good for you and cause your body to react negatively such as giving you low energy or irritability. This delays you from taking positive action of any kind and in moving forward.
You have the support from this beautiful Angel on this day to make a shift and watch the universe thank you in ways you could never imagine!! ✨✨✨✨ Wow what a powerful reading!! 😭👏🏼
I think I’m going to start sharing my flexibility progress through here! I hope someday to be able to karate kick a beverage out of a really tall guys hand. That is what all the training is for. The opportunity in that singular moment lmao 🤣
But truly I think it would be so cool to look back on this and see that this was not easy for me to do in the beginning I had to work every single day listening to my body and not going to far: somedays I can reach my leg up further than I’ve ever gone before then the next day I feel I can barely do half of that. That’s alright. The joy is in the journey. I love doing this shit. It gets me focus on just me myself and this physical thing I’m stuck with called my body. We dance together and have a really good time every time. I know that whatever this is is merely training. For something. I don’t know what yet but it’s going to be amazing and so beautiful and one of my favorite things on the planet to do. Just wait!
The high priestess sits in front of a then veil with pomegranates on it, representing the separation between the conscious and subconscious realms, the pomegranates represent fertility, abundance, and the divine feminine. She holds great power in her hands available to her at any moment. To her side are two pillars, one black one white symbolizing the duality between feminine and masculine energy. The pillars mark the entrance to a sacred, mystical temple. Acceptable and knowledge of duality is required to enter this sacred space. Her Robe, crown hairpiece, and laptop are a symbol of her divine knowledge and her status as a divine ruler, having all the information at her fingertips. But we cannot see what she can see meaning that this information she holds is sacred and will only be revealed to those ready to look beyond the material realm. The crescent moon is a symbol of her divine feminine energy, connection to the subconscious mind and the lunar cycles.
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She is the guardian of the subconscious mind! The teacher of sacred knowledge and hidden mysteries. The world is not always what it seems and many more profound influences may be at play. She is hear to guide us towards lifting the veil of awareness. Offering you a deep understanding of the universe and the secrets it holds.
This card signifies spiritual enlightenment, wisdom and divine knowledge. She shows up when that veil between you and the underworld is thin. And you have access to the knowledge deep within your own soul.
Now is the time to be still. So that you can tune into your intuition. The answers you seek will come In meditation, visualization, journaling, and being apart of spiritual communities. Pay attention to any new psychic abilities, and nature these new skills as you continue your journey towards your right path.
You are being called to embrace the divine feminine that lives in us all, regardless of gender we all have intuitive and gut instinct, empathy compassion and wisdom. We must learn to balance these energies to use them to their greatest advantage.
Fell rather than think Create rather than destroy Collaborate rather than compete
Even if the situation presents itself in a masculine form Be proud of your ability to nurture, trust, sense, and empathize instead of hiding it away❤️ ✨✨✨✨ WOWZA! That was a lot. I am definitely feeling this today. The external world is shifting so fast and many things are becoming something completely new. I feel it. I see it manifesting in the people around me which is such a lashing out type energy. I’m going to be doing a very deep meditation later today ❤️
5 of Gabriel 👼🏼 Yup! Things are changing! And changing fast. That’s what the number 5 is all about. My beloved arch Angel Raphael is here today to offer a healing hand on our shoulder as we maybe uncontrollably sob into our hands screaming WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME??? don’t fret my childd. This is all part of the grand scheme of things. Those desires you have asked for in the past few weeks are becoming seedlings of potential, But we must make room for these new desires by decluttering those things that are no longer of service to us. Depending on our resistance to the changes and potential death of old habits/ situations, the universe might be pushing us towards change in a not so subtle manner anymore lol. Angel Raphael is also here to tell us that all though a recent situation may have left you feeling regretful, or that you had done something wrong, this is furthest from the truth! We may be suffering from tunnel vision and unable to see the big picture therefore blind to the many opportunities and blessings that are so present in our lives! All is right with the world! ✨✨✨ I feel that haha a lot of crazy shit is going on right now all around me and I’m just like OH WOW RLLY WELL OKAY! So this card offered a lot of relief as a reminder sir Raphael is here, to guide and protect us today as we find our footing once more.
I pulled an card from my mothers Angel cards this morning to for some extra love and got the Angel of harmony! When we let go of our resentment, anger, fear, and resistance the only way to go, Is with the flow. In perfect harmony with the universe instead of hanging on for dear life ✨❤️
OUTFIT OF THE DAY I FREAKING LOVE THESE BELL BOTTOMS SO SOFT AND SILKY AND COMFORTABLE YET STILL CUTE!! ❤️❤️ Only thing that would make them better is if they had POCKETS and if I had 10 of them all in different colors lol 🤣 The energy today is so crazy lol I literally woke up to my mother coming into my bedroom saying Tyler had to take down the YouTube channel we made yesterday and scolding me for being honest about my opinion on drugs in The video ABOUT DRUGS when he asked me to share my opinion. On top of that Tyler’s friend russel works in the military and apparently you cannot mention taking an edible once or twice in ur whole life 🤣🙄 THEN the video started actually getting some attention because people got the wrong idea about why the fuck I was laughing at the beginning of the video thinking I was laughing at Tyler 🙄🙄 Didnt help that I have his entire intro lines memorized and I wanted to show off to my friend that I knew exactly what he was about to say by mouthing his words along side him 🤣🤣👏🏼 Bruh the comments He started getting on that video before he took it down had me ROLLING one of them was “that girl with the big jaw is so rude and has an ONLYFANS 🤦🏼♀️“ 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 What those people will never know 👀 I was laughing at the beginning cuz Tyler had restarted the video 3 times due to me messing up and making weird noises 💀🤣 The laughter was a result of me trying to keep our composure once we started recording again for the sake of his video 🤣 But you slap that next to me mouthing his intro with him and you got a few people taking a situation wayyy out of context !! Crazy shit right? Just goes to show that you never really know what’s going on even when u THINK you have clear evidence in front of you!
I took Tyler to work today after his mom asked him to take the video down for Russel’s job safety and he was so confused as to what was so wrong about the video. Cuz there wasn’t anything wrong tyler! And what surprised me most was when he turned to me and said “AND WHY DO PEOPLE THINK YOU ARE RUDE YOUR NOT RUDE MCKAY I DID NOT THINK YOU WERE BEING RUDE AND I LOVE YOUR PERFECT JAW” 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ My heart!!! So I told him that the next time we do a YouTube video explaining ourselves if he wanted to and he was super excited about that 🤣
What a crazy life! So that’s been my morning! Other than all of my phone chargers, and my ring light, and my make up foundation bottle all broke in a span of 24 hours 😭😭🤣🤣🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️ Whatever! I’m steady on my feet! I know that my intentions with everything I do come from a place of love, Therefore bitches aint got shit on me 💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅
The reversed Four of Pentacles can appear when you are re-evaluating what’s important to you, especially when it comes to money and wealth. Have You placed too much value on material possessions? Have you now come to the realization that money and ‘things’ won’t make you happy?
Only love will make you happy. As a result, you may be loosening your grip on the need to surround yourself with ‘things’, in favour of seeking out more love and happiness in your life instead. You might be compelled to declutter your home or opt for a minimalist lifestyle. Money is no longer your number one priority and you are redefining your relationship with material possessions and money. The Four of Pentacles reversed can indicate that money is slipping through your fingers and your spending habits exceed your saving habits. You may be spending unconsciously, hoping it will bring happiness, but all it does is bring you more stress and anxiety as your bank balance declines.
At times, the reversed Four of Pentacles can suggest that your love for money has turned to greed. You want more, more, more – but at what cost? In the quest to earn more money, you may be working longer hours but neglecting your loved ones. Or, if you have your own business, you may be pushing sales harder to generate more profit, but at the expense of your customers’ well-being. Look at the overall equation of cost versus benefit, and assess whether your quest for ‘more’ is really bringing you the happiness that you most desire.
Finally, the Four of Pentacles can appear in a Tarot reading when you are in self-protection mode. You have a strong desire for security, stability and certainty and you are doing everything within your power to create a stable environment for yourself. Even when your outer world seems chaotic and in a constant state of change, you can create more certainty for yourself by controlling your inner environment. You might find tidying the house or organizing your things to be calming and relaxing under these circumstances. ✨✨✨✨ HOLY COW! How crazy! I definitely relate to almost all of this to some degree! I’m putting a lot of focus into how I can be of most service from this point forward in my life truly. Every moment I want to feel like I am giving to my best ability in each moment without draining myself of course. It seems like I’m getting a ton at new opportunities once again falling into my lap. I’ve been offered a somewhat position at the bagel shop that I’m currently just playin at??? 🤣🤣🤣 And idk I’m somewhat considering it perhaps. I want to be of help. I’m areas that I know I can be OF help lol. So funny that the minute I tell the universe I would like to be of more service am I offered once again a job in the SERVICE industry lmao. I really dislike dealing with the correct exchanging of money and communicating with people about money 🤣 So this is probably my new trail to get over that bullshit lol BOO. I don’t know I’m still on the fence about it even though this reading is probably my clarity on the situation hahahaha
👼🏼 9 OF GABRIEL Don’t give up! Your determination and courage are needed now more than ever! You’ve come a long way, and your work has been important and valuable. Stand your ground and protect what you have created. Be prepared for any possibility. You’ve already proven yourself, and your position is secure so long as you have the confidence. You may be tired, but this is the last challenging situation before success comes your way!
Additional meaning: Sticking with your plans. Ability to fight off illness. Environmental activism. Growing organic food. ✨✨✨✨
So I started going to our residential gym and I have once again like before fallen in love with the CAGE! ITS MY FAVORITE THING THERE AND I WANT ONE OF MY OWN SOMEDAY because when I do this crazy shit I get many judging glares from fellow females who are just running in place like a hamster on their treadmills lol. I don’t give too many fucks about them but I know I would feel so much more comfortable being able to have one of these babies in the comfort of my own home lol. SOMEDAY! I love working on flexibly and every time I go to the gym now I notice small improvements! I love going live with I do it too to share that anyone can do it too just start from where you are! Let me know if y’all would like me to post more of this when I go to the gym haha I sped the video up to 30 seconds then the next slide is just the regular speed 🤣
Todays outfit of the day was simple but by the end of the night my face sorta resembled a rodeo clown cuz I put my own make up on then went to a 4 yearr old girls b day party where she put more blush and red asf liptstick on me 🤣 It was a very fun day. I want to somehow get some kind of make up that allows me to draw more detailed designs around my eye that regular eyeliner cannot do but I’m not sure if there’s an actually product that exists 🤣 I hope so! I love drawing hearts and freckles flowers haha why not put that sh on my face 🤣🤣
🃏 PAGE OF CUPS 🏆 A girl is surprised to see a fish popping up from her cup! The fish and the sea represent the element of water, our emotions, intuition and what to do with creativity. The unexpected fish represents a new creative spark arising from what seems like out of the blue!
Your creative energy is flowing, and the question now is how will it be expressed? It’s completely up to you to let it flow through you, or someone else. It is a time to be open to anything, like a fish popping from nowhere! having a curios mind today will help you discover aspects within yourself that you may have not been entirely aware of! Be ready to dream the impossible dream Even if it seems out of reach. The page of cups is asking you to take the hand of your inner childd and remember once again that everything is possible. It’s time to explore your emotional self. You may be starting a new class or start reading books about self expression, or developing new psychic abilities. Don’t be afraid to let your feelings show, wear your heart on your sleeve.
This card appears when you are being called to trust your intuition and be open to a multitude of of divine messages coming your way. Be aware of synchronicities and the signs that are guiding you. They WILL come up in unexpected places, or may not make sense to the rational mind! One clue leads to the next Then one day you find yourself down the rabbit hole of bliss and alignment!
👼🏼 THREE OF RAPHAEL It’s a time for celebration with your closest loved ones! This card is all about finding your sacred soul community and relishing in their presence! Accompanied by the page of cups this could be a sign that very very soon we may just find ourselves in a group of people who are on a similar journey or dream ✨👀
Let’s start to really take into consideration the Angel that we pick each day and remember that this Angel will be with us, guiding and protecting us in all the ways we need for the moment, as long as we become aware of it and use it! ✨🪄🥰❤️
I FEEL SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW YALL! I did my first ever like SUPER serious reading for some one else just MINUTES AGO AND IT WENT FUCKING AMAZING!! My wonderful friend Ryan whom I met during my 2 week hawaii trip texted me out of the blue after us not being on speaking terms for weeks! Telling me he was a little intoxicated at the moment and seeking universal guidance and was asking for it through me!! I was like OMF DO I DO IT?? 😳 How could I NOT?? So I DID! We called each other shortly after and I gave him my first “professional” tarot reading 🤣 And I took that shit more serious than ever in my life before lol I did a whole 20 minute meditation prior to the reading asking all of my angels, ancestors, and my own inner being to flow through me to deliver the exact right message meant for him in that moment. I loved the meditation because it focused on visualizing myself in the process of the reading and afterwords and how I would have liked the experience to unfold and look like! And that’s exactly what happened when I DID FHE READING!! He didn’t tell me SQUAT about the situation he was going through at all so I was taking a total shot in the dark which is WHY When I started reading his cards to him and he started hysterically LAUGHING as if someone had just slapped him silly my heart starting BEAMING WITH JOY AND PRIDE thinking over and over “Omg I’m doing this shit!! I’m doing this shit for real and offering REAL guidance for somebody from the DIVINE” Holy cow!! I pulled 3 cards for him, one Angel card and 2 tarot cards The Angel card was the archangel Ariel which he resonated with because he had a childhood cat that he loved by that name! And in reading that card held the secret to what he was needing clarity on, Along with the other tarot cards! I think the card that moved him the most though was the 10 of swords reversed. After I read the reading to him he gave me a little context on what he was going through and come to find out in the past 72 hours he had debated changing his entire educational future and has been seeing signs from the universe that he is destined to go into graduate school to become a teacher! This blew my mind and gave me goosebumps and a heart full of love all at once! I’m so glad he decided to reach out to me! I just couldn’t help but share this monumental moment for myself hehe and I can’t help but feel like everyone is sorta rediscovering new or hidden passions within themselves too!! I know I sure am! 🥰
🃏 3 OF WANDS! 🪄 we got this card just the other day! With all the determination in our heart, mind and soul, we are venturing off into a new stage of life with new desires and goals to achieve. We can see beyond the horizon clearly and know what kind of challenges may be ahead, we take them on knowing that we will grow and be better because of what we gone through. There is hope, enthusiasm and will to take the first step!! ✨✨✨ 👼🏼 THE CHARIOT! 🐎 WOW! This is like the exact same message as the 3 of WANDS! 😤 When I think of the chariot I can hear the sounds of the horses hooves trotting on soil with stride and purpose. This is how We want to embody ourselves in everything we do! There’s been some uncertainty recently that has us questioning ourselves, Which is why arche Angel Metatron is here to give us that big ol hug of reassurance that our internal guidance system is always right! Go for those big dreams because that is your destiny!
Good MORNING ☀️🥰 Today I wanted to share with you some of the more easy postures to stretch in to work towards doing the SPLITS! There are many different ways to do this! And it really just comes down to you listening to your body and remembering to breathe when doing anything that puts pressure on the body! I was the least flexible person I knew just 3 yearss ago. Once I starting actually wanting to love and take care of my SELF was when yoga came into my life and changed it forever. One of my many life’s work here is to make this vessel of mine a flexible and adaptable conduit from which magic can flow freely through And sharing that. I’m still trying to figure out a way I can do this, sharing my complete authentic self, and not offend people I guess.🤣 My mother decided to let me know that I made my neighbor uncomfortable with what I was wearing the last time I went over and also made him uncomfortable when I went live on TikTok while I was doing artwork in his house. 👏🏼😳 And it’s moments like that where i just ask myself Alright. Do I reject a part of who I am to make the people around me more comfortable? Or do I tell everyone to go fuck themselves and do me and if they don’t like then I won’t come over ever again and lose all of my friends? 🤣😭 Dramatic asf I know. The last thing I want to do is be a burden to everyone I come into contact with 🤣 so yea that’s new! I’ve always been a very, OPEN person. I don’t know anyone like me. I have zero secrets which is why I don’t mind sharing with the world. It’s hard to remember that some people live polar opposite lives cuz I couldnt even try to do that even when I wanted to. 😭😭🤣 I’m just really excited to fucking share my journey and process and show people that they can get off their lazy asses at any moment and do the same. Sorry that I’m cute and it’s 120 degrees outside so clothes are the last thing u want clingy to ur sweaty skin 😤 It’s very interesting to me. Why can’t I just share my joy??????????? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I want to go live doing whatever the fuck I wanna do, Am I hurting people doing that tho 🤔🤔🤔
Some things that have been on my mind lately lol especially when my authorities figures keep nudged me that apparently I’m doing something WRONG.
But if anything,, I understand how the laws of this universe work hehe. In order to know what you REALLY want, you have to experience contrast. A little taste of something NOT wanted, That bit of resistance that lets you know THIS AINT IT CHIEF
and that’s what this is teaching me. It’s through this experience that i am creating new desires to fulfill and achieve and receive.
I’m going to have my studio. Just for me. It’s gonna have a cage like they have at the gym where I can go ape shit on, imma start dancing and singing more and more while I go ape shit ONE THE CAGE, imma have my yoga swing up and ready for me to swing and play in, I’m probably GONNA GET A POLE INSTALLED AND SOME POINT AND TAKE UP POLE DANCING, and I am going to be completely me whenever I please in the comfort of my own home and then go live if I want to go live. 🥰
🃏 3 OF CUPS 🏆 three youngg women dancing with each other in a circle, raising their cups high in the air in a toast of joy and celebration. They look to one another with appreciation, honour and respect, and are bound by their emotional connection and friendship. There is a sense of lifting each other up and celebrating each woman’s unique contribution to the group. The ground is layered with flowers, fruit and a pumpkin, symbolising the celebration of an abundant harvest and the goodness in life.
It’s a celebration of sisterhood and creative collaborations!! They stand by each other through thick and thin through their different life journeys.they are forever friends and can always count on each other.
When the 3 of cups is in a reading, you are encouraged to gather all of your closest friends and have a good time together! Talking, laughing, sharing and creating. You may feel inspired to house a party or have a night out with friends, the energy is high and you’re here to do amazing things together!
This indicates a very social period. This is the opportunity to let your hair down, forget about the day to day commitments for a while!
This card also invites you to start collaborating with others on creative ideas and inspire each other to reach new heights! Hype each other up about your passions! This is a great time to connect to with others and share the most authentic intimacy with likeminded souls! ✨✨✨✨
HOLY SHIT! This is crazy! I’m literally going to be picking up 3 of my pals hanging out at the west gate mall tonight 😳😳😳 spookey!
👼 5 of MICHAEL THERES A NEGATIVE ENERGY COMING FROM OTHER PEOPLE THAT DO NOT MATCH YOUR VIBRATION!! Oh my god this shit hits home! Lemme tell you lmao So I just got BANNED from going live on TikTok, still waiting to see if they’ll lift it, and I low key think it was because I was promoting my tarot readings through here on onlyfans and some people don’t like that now that I’m thinking about it but it could have also been that they didn’t like my clothes cuz they reported me pornographic content 🙄 Anyway I didn’t give too many fooks cuz I knew I did absolutely nothing wrong. But I receive some unsolicited advice from both my parents when I mentioned this that I need to “talk to my angels about what I’ve been doing” meaning when I go live as I work out and share how to increase flexibility at the gym or when I play music and wear comfortable clothing that makes me feel good. They say I need to be more modest They say I need to cover my nearly nonexistent nipples They say I need to deny reject and disown a part of myself in order to receive respect and to feel safe in the world from everyone around me. That is not living. I am not here to be a complete embodiment of my true self. McKay 2.0 That’s not going to look anything like your average person of WALMART that person is even less modest than who I am today, fucking TRUST me If ANYTHING they’re words may have helped me consider learning about self defense, taking a class perhaps on self protection and becoming a badass so that I can be that awesome bitch that knows they don’t wanna fuck with me 👼 is something everyone should know how to do in any situation!
But never. Will I ever. Again in my life pinch myself off from my own source of self expression to make others comfortable.
GOOD MORNING MY FRIENDS 💚 Happy Cancer Season ♋️ Cancer season invites us to surrender to ourselves, our truth, our emotions even when they get intense, I made a joke this morning to myself that I should tally each time I cry during this month because cancer season always gets me in my feels,, Well I can already ad one tally for the month because by the end of this meditation I did end up feeling emotionally moved by the truth I found in myself once I got into the meditation 🤣 I woke up today super sore from doing a bunch of crazy yoga stuff yesterday 🤣 So while I was hoping to do a yoga video today, I decided to listen to my bod and do a meditation FOR giving a specific part of the body love and patience while it recovers! I had to do it in 3 parts because I did not expect myself to get so carried away in the process of just PREPARING for the actually meditation lololol But I had a lot of fun sharing what I did too! 🤣❤️ I hope at some point today you take the time to sit and have a conversation with a part of yourself that has.been asking for your undivided attention for maybe quite some time ❤️
🃏 6 OF WANDS REVERSED! This card depicts a pretty proud lady riding a white horse that represent purity and success in recent adventures. She holds a wand in her right hand while a wreath hanging from the wand to symbolize the celebration of victory along with her bougie V Earrings! Behind her are groups of people giving public acknowledgment for her accomplishments. She is not afraid to tl show off her achievements so far, and is delighted to see the crowd of people expanding.
🪄when REVERSED this card could signify that you’ve reached a more personal and private milestone, unlike the upright reading, you may prefer to keep it to yourself for now. Public praise for your sacred work can feel uncomfortable, or this may just be an accomplishment that doesn’t need to go noticed. Ask yourself how you feel. Do you feel there’s no need to share? Are you afraid to share a part of yourself? Are you afraid of being seen as TOO OVER THE TOP??
This card is giving you the green light to CREATE YOUR OWN DEFINITION OF SUCCESS! it’s easy to get caught in the opinions, expectations, and the comparing of other people, but in Doing so we lose focus of our authentic values and aspirations. Ask yourself “ am I doing this to express my creativity or for public validation?” Have you stripped yourself of your personal beliefs and power to fit into some kind of box someone else made for you?? NO MORE! It’s time to stop relying on someone else’s idea of what success is, and start asking yourself because it LOOKS DIFFERENT TO EVERYONE! Once you have that clear idea of your true personal values, you are unstoppable. Nobody can take from you what is rightfully, only yours. You will have this inner power everywhere you go in each decision you make because at the core lies your true self.
The shadow side of this card can indicate perhaps arrogance and egotistical behaviors. Be mindful of how you speak about yourself, do you see everyone else as beneath you? Selfish attitudes never brings us closer to the things we truly desire in the end. We must keep our ego in check, and realize that true success is living in alignment with our core values and passions 🥰
👼 ACE OF RAPHAEL! We got this card again not too long ago! Falling in love much??? 😳
HAPPY INTERNATIONAL YOGA DAY! 🧘♀️ I STARTED DOING YOGA 2 YEARSs AGO, consistently that is and my entire life has changed for the better! Since then I’ve had this fire in my heart to share the magic!! But today is the first time I’ll be going live on TikTok sharing what I know to inform people of Whats happening here ! 🥰 So if you are here now from my TikTok, I want to thank you so very very much for being here, with me in my most authentic form ❤️ I hope that through the power of yoga there will awaken within you that bad bitch youve always know yourself to be. I love you!
🃏 QUEEN OF SWORDS 🗡 She is the queen of boundaries! Communication! And Direct Honesty accompanied by gentle compassion!! She rests on a stone surrounded by cherub which represents her soft nature. Her left hand reaching out as she looks towards the future with a swords in her right hand. She drives to find truth in all matters and bring light to all variables in a situation. The clouds and crow above her resemble the ongoing nature of movement and change. 🗡 in a reading this depicts a person with a gift of intellect and unbiased judgement while also remaining flexible and open to receive input from other sources. Using the head above the heart to make sense and calculate matters in a realistic and constructive way. She is open to all opinions of others ideas but filters all the information to decide for herself what is true and what is not. She does not tolerate gossip or beating around the bush for it’s a waste of energy. This card suggests that you have the innate ability to tell things like they are. A quick thinker who gets straight to the point and may be seen as brutally honest. You are upfront about your true intentions dreams beliefs and goals, and expect the same from others! which is why many people respect your opinion and reach out for you when in need of clarity! ✨✨✨ Wow I love that card! I’ve never pulled this one before! I try to live up to this way of being best I can. I never want to think there’s only one truth and I must reject and deny everything else that isn’t in agreement with some small box of limiting belief systems!! I want my heart to always be open to receive new and exciting information to ad new beliefs dreams and ideas! ❤️❤️❤️
🃏 ANGEL CARD: KING OF RAPHAEL
What a beautiful card after the queen of swords! When we are honest and clear then we have nothing to fear! We can trust ourselves and the world around us because the foundations from which we built our lives are strong! It’s a safe space to be who you are and let your natural abilities shine through and maybe introduce some long lost passions! Tap into your inner artist and see what comes to life! ✨❤️ ✨✨✨ I feel that shit! With my art music yoga meditation tarot craziness I can’t imagine having more things to be excited to learn honestly what more could there be?? 🤣 What are your thoughts on this reading?? ❤️☺️🥰
Todays outfit of the day 🌸 Imma be honest with y’all I woke up this morning to a pretty severe anxiety attack 😢 so I’m taking it easy today and wearing simple comfortable pjs today even though I’m going out to take Tyler to work and go get my guitar and ukulele restringed 🤣
It’s funny how quickly your mind can convince you of something that you thought was not the case just moments later! Our body can only believe what our mind tells it and when our minds are in the fight or flight mode we have convinced our body that we are being attacked and that there is danger. Though my extreme phobia I’ve had to learn to somehow be in the midst of the anxiety inside and talk to myself as if I was trying to sooth another person, perhaps the inner childd in me. I start referring to myself in the third talking automatically which I find very fascinating! I’d love to hear if you guys have had any experiences with anxiety, PTSD, phobias, panic attacks and what your personal journey with that looks like if you feel open to sharing ❤️
TODAYS TAROT READING 👏🏼🃏 I went live on TikTok doing my reading today which was fun! I’d like to do that more often to get more exposure of what I’m doing on here! Yay! So let’s get into it!
First tarot Cars: 2 OF CUPS ✨ This depicts two pretty gals facing each other in love and shared mutual appreciation. I get the sense of “I fill your cup and you fill mine” not in a feeding ego sense but more like spiritual nourishment. Above them is the “Caduceus of Hermès” which is the symbol of trade exchange and commerce. A lions head is between the girls which represents passionate sexual firey energy 🃏 when this card is in a reading you may soon or may currently be creating deep connections with others based on core values and shared beliefs. This relationship is usually in its beginning stages but will continue to grow into a very deep and fulfilling partnership. There is both physical and and a soul connection that leaves you both giddy and weak at the knees all at once. Could refer to marriage or engagement! This could also work in a business setting with finding a perfect partner who sees your vision and has a similar dream! ✨✨✨ I do and also don’t want to believe that reading 🤣
Extra tarot card: 4 OF CUPS REVERSED ✨ (This is not the main tarot reading so this is more like a slight nudge” A women sits with her arms crossed displeased and overrun by her pessimistic thoughts that she is completely oblivious to the good fortunes and opportunities presenting themself before her. 🃏 when reversed this card encourages you to decide what’s most important to you and to not be afraid to decline new opportunities or projects that don’t align with your highest self The reversed 4 of cups also suggests this is a time for turning energy and focus inward to re align with a new chapter or upcoming phase in life. We must be standing firm before we take our first steps. There are many alluring opportunities so it’s important to stay grounded in your true desires and creating new space for the kind of Opportunities thar will bring true happiness and success! This card could be a slight indication of losing the zest for life and finding regular life routines boring and pointless. It’s time to tap back into what sparks true joy! Encourage yourself to try something you’ve always wanted to! ✨✨✨ This is such an important card! I feel it too!
Our Angel card: 2 of Raphael! OKAY WOW this is like the exact same as the 2 of cups! It even looks like it! 😳
My outfit of the day today was a very comfortable and cuddly which is my favorite 🤣 I would text about my day and how my friend Tyler recently has not stopped telling me about how he is looking for a women in her 40s to 60s who doesn’t drink or do drugs and also doesn’t mind fulfilling his man baby fetish but really that is already too much information 🤣 and I’m too tired rn 😴
so I’m just gonna say other than our day was lovely!
🃏 3 OF WANDS! Three of Wands shows that your plans are now well underway and you are considering even more opportunities to expand your current strategy and maximise your ultimate potential. Everything is progressing steadily and as expected, thanks to your solid preparation and ongoing drive.
Many chances are available to you to broaden your horizons through study, travel, business enterprise and learning. You are becoming more aware of the opportunities that exist for you right now – and there are still more to come.
To take advantage of this potential, you must stay committed to your path and be prepared to stretch beyond your comfort zone, knowing your best hopes lie outside of your current environment. It is time to think BIG.
The Three of Wands also brings your attention to the changes and challenges that lie ahead. We have a clear view of the obstacles that are ahead of us! The bodies of water may be a sign that an overseas trip or some opportunities for travel! ✨✨✨✨ Wow that’s crazy! I felt that shit! I’m feeling so inspired to up my game and really start Turning this into the vision I have in mind! 🥰
🃏 5 OF GABRIEL! What a fascinating and truthful card! This reminds me of when I go to pick up Tyler and like 3 of our other friends and we are all spewing out our own opinions on things and some people get a little defensive. Sometimes I sit in silence and just listen to them all having their trips and I think. “Are these people I spend time with like a reflective combination of who I am on the inside and that’s why I attracted them into my life? Cuz if that’s the case 👀👀💀💀 Then I have a serious issue with needing constant validation 🤣🤔 cuz that’s a lot of what I see, but perhaps this is just my practice of patience for those who can’t quite assure themselves yet and need it constantly from external sources?? Im beginning to realize I’ve never really had A friend group before? A group of more than 2 people who get together regularly to just be together on a weekly basis??? So it’s all very new to me actually. Some of it is what I expected it to be and a lot of it isn’t 🤣 I’m very grateful to have the people I do have in my life tho, and I know that they too probably have never had this kind of connection with a group of people, so it’s new for us all! With this card being pulled I feel reminded to stay grounded in my truth, and not get sucked into the luring temptations of DRAMA and petty shit, which I usually do alright with??? 🤣 I’ll have to keep you updated cuz I’m taking all of them out for pizza tonight 💀 Heheheh lemme know what u thought about today’s cards 👀
I Felt inspired to sing this song to you this morning ❤️ Baby I Love your way! Happy Saturday morning my friends let’s remember to be open to the unexpected ✨
