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When yesterday was your birthday 🥳

When yesterday was your birthday 🥳

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Hello OF tribe!! PLEAAASE read this message! This account ..

Hello OF tribe!! PLEAAASE read this message!

This account isn’t really in use anymore ♥️
There is no nude content and there will not be so please don’t ask.

Eventually in the farrrr future I WILL have content that helps people liberate themselves sexually because humanity is in desperate need for this
but it will not be on this platform,
I will have my OWN platform ✨🥰

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Dressed cute so might as well right ?!?! Instagram doesn’t d..

Dressed cute so might as well right ?!?! Instagram doesn’t deserve this 🥳🥳

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New bodysuit that gave me prince vibes !

New bodysuit that gave me prince vibes !

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My biggest fears have actualized today. Because I am not ma..

My biggest fears have actualized today.
Because I am not making enough money through being a respite caregiver my parents are trying to convince me to get a job at a fucking grocery store.
I don’t know why but this is literally the worst thing I thought could ever happen to me after working so hard to make something out of my music and other TRUE passions, only to realize it isn’t enough and everything gets banned or taken away from me, forcingg me to resort to a job that literally any human being with half a brain can do.
I feel hurt. I feel like a failure. I feel trapped. I feel doomed to have to sacrifice my wellbeing in order to make any kind of income.
All my life I’ve been in awe by the phrase “follow your joy” and I know in my heart that is the only way to true success. I thought I was doing that and I was so excited to prove to the world that I could make a living doing everything I love. I don’t know where I belong now.
but my heart aches at the Idea of putting on a uniform and standing on my feet for 8 hours and trying to find the costumer service vocabulary that I never developed, why do I feel like there’s more I could be doing?? And if I do feel that way then why the fuuuuuuck isn’t there a clear path as to what that is for me?
I am so lost and hurt and I just want to crawl in my bed and die a little

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Hello my remaining 11 friends, I have a shitty announcement ..

Hello my remaining 11 friends,
I have a shitty announcement lol
My newest tiktok account as been completely banned!

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READING TO YOU FLORENCE SCOVEL SHINN ❤️

READING TO YOU FLORENCE SCOVEL SHINN ❤️

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Hello! This will most likely be my last OF post on here so I..

Hello! This will most likely be my last OF post on here so I would recommend unsubscribing from this point forward so that your money doesn’t go to something with no substantial content 🤣

I’m having to think very deeply about what one specific thing I want to do most in my life and give that all of my undivided attention / necessary time to become well educated on it before I can have my hands in multiple things. I need to focus on cultivating a more stable way of making a living and OF is not it.

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Todays outfit very much inspired by the new moon in scorpio,..

Todays outfit very much inspired by the new moon in scorpio, I love this shirt so much it may actually be my favorite.
The words “there is bravery in being gentle” are on this shirt and were a great reminder for me today all through the day.

I went to acting class with my respite patient and we had a good time. I’m learning to surrender to whatever unfolds before me and use it as a creative opportunity rather than an obstacle to get over with lol

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My outfit from Wednesday I took just a few pics before headi..

My outfit from Wednesday I took just a few pics before heading to church to offend and arouse everyone with my my bralessness.

I figure I’ll still post whatever outfits I find myself cultivating on here for the time being til I feel like I should no longer do so.

I don’t think I’ll be doing tarot cards on of any longer.
I did a reading on myself this morning in honor of the new moon and it brought me to tears with its accuracy and realized with a lot of clarity now how by filming myself while doing my readings in the past caused me to care more about the presentation than the actually reading itself.
Tarot is such magic and if I want to learn the wonders of it with all of my heart I have to give it all of my attention and really tap into my intuition / spirit which can be hard to do when you have an audience.

It’s a very transitional point in my life,
Thank you for being here with me in my moments of uncertainty haha I know whatever happens it will be for the greater good of myself and those who truly want to support me in my crazy life journey ❤️

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Last of Halloween costume w gloves, scarf and my vape pen th..

Last of Halloween costume w gloves, scarf and my vape pen this time 🤣

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Only got a few okay ish pics of Halloween make up 🥳

Only got a few okay ish pics of Halloween make up 🥳

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YESTERDAYS COSTUME WAS CRUELLA ❤️🖤🤍🥳

YESTERDAYS COSTUME WAS CRUELLA ❤️🖤🤍🥳

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Stream started at 11/01/2021 10:04 pm CRUELLA MAKE UP!

Stream started at 11/01/2021 10:04 pm

CRUELLA MAKE UP!

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TODAYS TAROT READING FOR OCTOBER 30TH 2021 🪄 PAGE OF WANDS ..

TODAYS TAROT READING FOR OCTOBER 30TH 2021

🪄 PAGE OF WANDS 🪄

The Page of Wands shows a youngg man holding a long staff in both hands as he looks inquisitively at the green leaves sprouting from the top. His tunic is emblazoned with salamanders, a mythical creature associated with fire and transformation. The Page stands still, with his staff firmly planted on the ground, suggesting that while he is inspired by the potential growth represented by the sprouting staff, he has not yet taken action on this inspiration.
In the background, the landscape is barren and mountainous, implying that this Page has the gift of being able to find growth and potential in the most unlikely places. He is so energised by his ideas that he can make anything happen and isn’t limited by his circumstances.

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With the Page of Wands, you are inclined to give anything and everything a go. You embrace the opportunity to start out on a new journey or project and see where it takes you. You do not necessarily have a solid plan in place, nor do you really know where you are headed, but you are excited about the possibilities.

You have a gift for dreaming up new creative ideas unfettered by the burdens of everyday life. Nothing will get in the way of your dreams!
And while the appearance of the Page of Wands indicates that you are experiencing creative restlessness, notice that the Page is standing still and his staff is firmly planted on the ground – he is not going anywhere just yet. You still need to take your creative spark and ground it down into reality so that it is ready to be implemented in the physical realm. You may need to map out your strategy, or you may need to test your ideas or create a few experiments before committing. It could be helpful to run your thoughts through a filter so that you only act on those most aligned with your broader goals.

The Page of Wands can appear when a spiritual path or journey may be calling you. You have a curious mind and are intrigued to see where this call might lead. While you are very much the novice when it comes to this spiritual endeavour, you are open to the experience and keen to discover new levels of consciousness. You may benefit from working with a wise mentor, someone who has walked your path before and can now lead you forward

👼🏼 PAGE OF MICHAEL 👼🏼
An exciting new challenge is coming! Life brings you something unexpected, but don’t worry you have what it takes to proceed successfully. Your intellect and ability to discern the truth are the only tools you’ll need. Don’t hesitate to do research or ask for assistance from those with the right expertise. Business or legal contracts will need thorough review.

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Todays tarot reading for October 29th 2021 🏆 8 of CUPS REVE..

Todays tarot reading for October 29th 2021

🏆 8 of CUPS REVERSED 🏆

In the Eight of Cups, a man walks away from the eight cups standing in the foreground. The cups are arranged in such a way that it looks like one is missing, a sign that emotional fulfilment and wholeness is lacking.

The man has turned his back on these cups with a sense of loss and disappointment and shuffles away into the mountains. A nearby river symbolises his emotions, and the mountains represent the awareness that this will not be an easy journey (though it will be necessary for true long-term happiness).

The moon in the night’s sky illuminates the path ahead – the man is leaving in the dead of night hoping to go unnoticed, suggesting that there may be a level of escape or avoidance in this card.

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If the reversed Eight of Cups is paired with more passive cards such as the Hanged Man or the Four of Swords, then it may be a sign that you wish to try one more time.
However, if this card couples with a more active card such as the Eight of Wands or Chariot, it may be time to move on and pursue a different path.

The reversed Eight of Cups invites you to listen to your heart about your next course of action. Others may have an opinion, but it comes down to what’s important to you.
Only you know whether this situation is serving you and if there is hope for the future. Be mindful of what you want and then check in to see if this move is in alignment with your goals and dreams.

At times, the reversed Eight of Cups can show that you are drifting from one place to the next because you never feel satisfied with staying in one place. “The grass is always greener on the other side.” If this resonates, ask yourself what makes you happy and how you can design your life in alignment with your deepest contentment.

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How fascinating!! The only thing that resonates for me with this is my inkling to to discontinue the acting classes that I have been taking my friend to every Thursday night now that they have gone from doing improve to actual scripted work which isn’t really my taste haha.
If I were to stop going myself, I’d still have to take my patient there, but I’m somewhat fond of the idea of having 2 whole hours to myself in my car to maybe read, or listen to educational podcasts and such,, something that would be more Fulfilling for me!

👼🏼 THE EMPRESS 👼🏼

You’re feeling the need to move on. What once interested you has lost its charm, and you’re seeking more meaning and rewards.

The Empress represents the core characteristics of the feminine: mother, nurturer, fertility, giving birth (to children and dreams), receptiveness, abundance, inner peace. When she comes up in a reading, know that your needs will be more than provided for and that you'll feel well taken care of.

She also shows that you will find happiness in nurturing those around you. If you are a man, she might be encouraging you to get more in touch with your feminine qualities. When you are a woman, her presence lets you know it is OK to fully appreciate your role as a woman.

This card also points to creativity and beauty. Seeing the Empress tarot card in a reading means that you should get in touch with your creative side and to beautify your surroundings. She strengthens your resolve to be innovative and she helps you see form and order where none might have been previously.

The Empress also shows a need to connect with the Mother Earth. If you haven't been getting outside lately, this card points to a need to spend more time in nature, soaking up the beauty and peacefulness of your surrounding environment.

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How cool!! I’m spending so much more time in the sun lately haha I’m getting super dark skinned from it but it’s so so lovely to bask in the sun!

I think this card is further confirmation of what I should do with the acting classes lol

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Stream started at 10/29/2021 08:48 pm

Stream started at 10/29/2021 08:48 pm

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LAST OF TODAYS OUTFIT ⚫️⚪️⚫️⚪️

LAST OF TODAYS OUTFIT ⚫️⚪️⚫️⚪️

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Todays outfit of the day!! ⚪️⚫️ I WENT TO CHURCH IN THIS DAN..

Todays outfit of the day!! ⚪️⚫️ I WENT TO CHURCH IN THIS DANCING AROUND LIKE A LOON GIVING ABSOLUTELY ZERO FUCKS

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TODAYS MAKE UP ⚫️⚪️⚫️⚪️⚫️⚪️⚫️⚪️⚫️

TODAYS MAKE UP ⚫️⚪️⚫️⚪️⚫️⚪️⚫️⚪️⚫️

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Stream started at 10/27/2021 10:49 pm TODAYS TAROT LIVE!

Stream started at 10/27/2021 10:49 pm

TODAYS TAROT LIVE!

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LAST OF TODAYS OUTFIT 🖤🤍🖤🤍🖤🤍🖤

LAST OF TODAYS OUTFIT 🖤🤍🖤🤍🖤🤍🖤

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🦇 LAST OF TODAYS MAKE UP PART 2 🦇

🦇 LAST OF TODAYS MAKE UP PART 2 🦇

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Todays outfit of the day part 1 🖤🤍

Todays outfit of the day part 1 🖤🤍

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🦇 TODAYS MAKE UP PART 1 🦇

🦇 TODAYS MAKE UP PART 1 🦇

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Stream started at 10/26/2021 09:52 pm MAKE UP!

Stream started at 10/26/2021 09:52 pm

MAKE UP!

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TODAYS TAROT READING FOR OCTOBER 26th 2021! (live video was ..

TODAYS TAROT READING FOR OCTOBER 26th 2021! (live video was randomly shut off today lol)

⚔️🗡⚔️🗡 6 OF SWORDS 🗡⚔️🗡⚔️

The Six of Swords shows a woman and a youngg childd being rowed across a body of water towards a nearby land.
Her head is covered, suggesting sadness or loss as she moves away from something in her past. Her childd nestles in close to her body, looking for safety and comfort as they make this journey together.
In the boat stand six swords, suggesting that the woman and childd are still carrying memories or baggage from their past into their future.

While the water on the right of the boat is turbulent, the sea ahead is tranquil. This imagery suggests that they are leaving behind a tumultuous situation, bound for a more peaceful and supportive environment.

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The Six of Swords shows that you are in a state of transition, leaving behind what was familiar and moving towards the unknown.

You might be moving house, leaving a relationship, changing jobs, going through a rite of passage or a mental shift. This change may be your own doing or forcedd upon you, and you may feel sad to leave behind what is so familiar to you. However, you know this move is essential for your growth and personal development. The sadness over what you have lost (or released) will soon be replaced by greater mental clarity and a renewed acceptance of change. You will become a better person as a result.

The Six of Swords invites you to let go of whatever is holding you back, be it from your past or your present circumstances. Instead gaze ahead to your future and choose the way most in alignment with your Highest Good and long-term potential. You will need to make tough decisions and compromises along the way; see it as a rite of passage. You are headed towards a much better position in life, so long as you are willing to evolve and shed whatever you no longer need. Do not dwell on what gets left behind. Instead, use this as an opportunity for changing your beliefs about yourself, moving away from whom you used to be and towards whom you want to be.

Similarly, the Six of Swords asks you to reflect on any emotional or mental baggage you may carry as you move from one phase to the next. In the boat stand six upstanding swords – a sign you are still carrying a heavy weight from your past as you move forward, which might slow your personal growth. These 'swords' may be memories, relationships, habits, behaviours, thought patterns and beliefs that are no longer serving you. Decide what you need to take with you and what you can leave behind.

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What a beautiful card ❤️
Funny how it mentions the chance of moving cuz in a month from now we will begin our transition into our new HOME ❤️
Theres been a lot of talk about the past today as my and my mother Snapchat memories from one to 3 yyears ago popped up as we reminisced about my past boyfriends and compared them with each other and how they were very similar lolol. Today I decided to look upon those memories with gratitude instead of resentment and bless them as fellow human beings wherever they happen to be today hahahaha

👼🏼 5 of GABRIEL 👼🏼

Solutions often present themselves when we change how we look at something. Resist the urge to simply do what others tell you or take the ‘easy’ way out. This is a puzzle only you can solve and a situation that can only truly be resolved by tuning into that intuitive knowing and considering all options. The answer does not have to complicated. In fact, it might be quite simple. Allow yourself some perspective. Perhaps meditate on the situation to see what your inner wisdom guides you to do!

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All puzzle pieces fit perfectly when we don’t try to force a puzzle piece into spaces where it does not belong ❤️
Our new house has 3 very small bedrooms, very little space for my grand visions to take place lol. One of the bedrooms will not have anyone sleeping in it, therefor I am hoping,, and this may only be an option once my sibling has moved out of the house, to have the extra room to myself for me to pursue my creative projects of dancing, singing, playing music, doing my tarot readings, yoga/ meditation… etc…
It would be very lovely to have a separate space between where I sleep and where I do my magic cuz right now that is not the case haha
And I do not want to share that sacred space and mesh my energy with my siblings energy
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I know there’s a divine way for everything so I am not going to give it to much of my concerns.
🌈 whatever is rightfully mine will come to pass.

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TODAYS OUTFIT OF THE DAY WAS HELLA CASUAL BUT MY DOGGO MADE ..

TODAYS OUTFIT OF THE DAY WAS HELLA CASUAL BUT MY DOGGO MADE IT SPECIAL ❤️🥰

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Stream started at 10/25/2021 08:35 pm FIRST Meditation / YO..

Stream started at 10/25/2021 08:35 pm

FIRST Meditation / YOGA IN A LONG ASS TIME!

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TODAYS TAROT READING FOR OCTOBER 25TH 2021 ⚔️❤️ 3 of SWORDS..

TODAYS TAROT READING FOR OCTOBER 25TH 2021

⚔️❤️ 3 of SWORDS ❤️⚔️

The Three of Swords shows a heart pierced by three swords, representing the pain inflicted by words, actions and intent on the emotional and physical self.
The dark clouds gathering in the background mirror this pain but offer the hope that, just as the storm clouds will disappear, so too will the pain and hurt you are experiencing.

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The Three of Swords reversed encourages you to pay attention to your inner thoughts and self-talk. Your words are powerful, especially those you repeat to yourself day after day. You may be prone to self-criticism, limiting beliefs and negative self-talk. You may identify with an ‘inner mean girl’ (or boy) who is constantly telling you why you’re not good enough.

When you hear these negative thoughts come up, ask yourself whether you would ever utter these words to a friend or loved one and if the answer is a 'hell no', then why are you speaking these words to yourself? Look at how you can shift your thoughts towards the positive to reinforce your confidence. You have what it takes to be the person you deserve to be.

You may also be hypersensitive to others’ words and need to develop a thick skin. Let go of the hurt that these words are causing you – it will only hold you back – and do some self-reflection. What has triggered your feelings and why? And how might you address the underlying issue? For example, if you are upset by a friend’s accusation that you are selfish, look within yourself to see where you may be acting selfishly. If this behaviour is no longer serving you, then let it go.

The Three of Swords reversed can indicate that you have recently gone through a difficult patch in which a relationship has ended.
Thankfully, the reversal of this card suggests that this time has passed, and you are on the path to recovery, realising that with every cloud comes a silver lining and you have other things in your life which bring you joy. You have reached a point where you can accept the pain and are ready to move forward.

Learn to accept your circumstances so that the healing process will not become blocked. Allow yourself to experience the pain, give yourself the right to grieve and release the heartache. Open the door to new experiences. When you see the reversed Three of Swords, ask yourself, “In what ways am I suffering? What am I most sorrowful about? What can I do to release this pain and learn from it?”

If you are experiencing challenges in your relationships, the reversed Three of Swords serves as a reminder to be the peacemaker. Always think before you speak, so you will not later regret what you have said. And never be afraid to say you are sorry.

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Wow this is wild!!
Last night I do believe that I was awoken in the middle of the night to make peace with a part of my past that has kept me In mental bondage for YEARS!!! ❤️✌🏼🥰

👼🏼 10 OF MICHAEL 👼🏼

It’s finally over! A situation has ended, and you are finally free. You probably saw this time coming and have been welcoming it.
New opportunities for happiness will now follow. It’s possible that you’ll have a sense of sadness,but this card more often brings with it a great sense of relief! If you’ve been struggling,the worst is over now.

Let go of what you’ve been holding on to. Have faith that your angels will walk with you into the beauty of a brand-new dawn.

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So for the past 3 days I have been very much carefully and deliberately choosing my point of deliberate focus from the moment I opened my eyes in the morning and being more conscious/ aware of the mental chatter that goes on. And cleaning up the inner monologue that is obviously not serving my highest good. I feel like myself again finally! I am connected to my spirit once more like never before and I know that this is just the beginning..
amazing things are about to become

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