TODAYS TAROT / ARCHANGEL CARD FOR WEDNESDAY JUNE 30TH 2021 ..

TODAYS TAROT / ARCHANGEL CARD FOR WEDNESDAY JUNE 30TH 2021

🦁🃏 STRENGTH 🃏🦁

A woman gently strokes a lion on its forehead and jaw. (Okay yall I’m literally at my dental appointment right now for some extensive cavity removal and I just think it’s HILARIOUS it mentions the JAW🤣 CONTINUE)
Although the lion is known for its ferociousness, the woman has tamed this wild beast with her calm compassionate loving energy. The lion is a symbol of raw passion and desire, and in taming him, the woman shows that those passions can be expressed in positive ways with our inner strength and resilience.!
She uses no force or coercion. She channels her own inner strength to subtly have a meeting of minds with the lion.
She wears a white robe representing her pure spirit,
Her flower crown represent the fullest most beautiful expression of nature.
Over her head is the infinity sign to show her infinite potential and wisdom.

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YOU hAVE THE SPIRIT TO OVERCOME ANY OBSTACLE!!
You have great stamina and persistence with underlying presence and inner calm. You’re committed to what you need to do and go about that in a way that shows your composure and maturity!
You are ruled by your personal power, you do not rule by trying to CONTROL others. You quietly influence with your own behavior. Others will underestimate this power because it is INVISIBLE. But this is only to your advantage nobody even knows it’s you calling the shots!!

Your strength gives you the confidence to overcome any growing fears, challenges or doubts. Feel the fear and do it anyway!. You have got what it takes to see this situation through to its eventual end.
You’re a loyal friend and a solid supporter, willing to step up and be present when others are in need, and you might also feel compelled to hold space for someone who needs your strength and support.
The Strength card urges you to ‘tame’ your animal instincts, gut reactions, and raw emotions, and channel these initial responses constructively. It’s normal for feelings such as anger, rage, sadness, guilt or shame to arise in certain situations.

However, it’s what you do with these emotions that makes all the difference. Now is a time when you need to be conscious of your instinctual urges and bring them into balance with the greater good. This is no time to act out in rage or hatred. Approach your situation from a place of forgiveness, love and compassion. Working with a therapist may also help you create coping strategies for what comes up.
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WOW WOW WOW!

👼🏼 QUEEN OF ARIEL 👼🏼

Nurture yourself and those you love! This is a need of quality time with the people you care about the most. Practical and wise advice should be freely offered or accepted. You may see the truth clearly when those around you don’t. You excel at taking care of others, but don’t forget to take care of yourself! You have the gift of being able to make anything more beautiful.
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THIS READING LEGIT MADE ME BUTST INTO TEARS the moment I flipped the card over even though I wasn’t ENTIRELY sure what it even meant lol but now that I do know it only confirms the tears

Since I was very youngg I have had somewhat of a distorted perception of myself. And growing up in an environment where I felt I had little control over what mattered to me most in my life I seemed to have developed what people would call an eating disorder lol. I developed a very unhealthy relationship to weighing myself daily I think when I was 11 or 12. It would fluctuate on how obsessed I was through the years till it turned into a full blown issue at 19 and the number on the scale determined if I was having a good day or not lol.
It’s weird how when your MISERABLE you don’t even really realize it you know??
ANWAY it took me about a year of torturing myself to finally decide that self love is definitely the way to go on this rollercoaster of life lol.
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And once I made that choice things just starting shifting for the better day by day. I just starting intuitive eating. I threw my fucking scale in the trash and told myself I’d never get on another one again.

WELL LOL
I’m going to say this because the evil voice in my head is screaming at me NOT to.To keep it a little special secret between me and my sickness. It’s fucking scary to even write the words down because Exposing the demon dissolved it’s imaginary power over me. I refuse to let them win.
And also this is my ONLYFANS and you are my PEOPLE and I promised to always be honest with you about myself and what I’m going thru.
3 days ago I was taking a shower in my mothers bathroom. When I got out I noticed She has a scale!
And I did it
I’ve done it for 3 days lol.
And I know it’s horrible and I’m going to stop.
I lovveee myself!!!!
I am not a helpless childd who need to control something so insignificant like a fucking number on a scale anymore.
I am the creator of my own reality I have control of it all.
I cannot be of any service to others if I am disconnected to myself.
I REFUSE to ever do that to myself deliberately.
I literally just fell to my knees when I got this reading this morning. I am so very loved by so many non physical beings guiding me towards personal expansion.
I feel like the support of tiny angels are holding my hand and have a hand on my shoulder as I finally confront this aspect of myself and tell it
“ you were birthed to protect me long ago. To give me some sense of control but you are a coping mechanism. Finding one thing to obsess over and have as many own was better than feeling completely at the mercy of the world and OUT OF CONTROL in every aspect. This is not our reality anymore. You can finally be laid to rest”

These words come to me while half of my face is numbed in the middle of my dental appointment lol. There are painful yet happy tears.