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I would love to fuck while being fucked; whose getting fucke..

I would love to fuck while being fucked; whose getting fucked, and whose doing the fucking? Whose doing both 😏😘?

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I really want you to eat my ass and suck my dick πŸ˜˜πŸ’– and mayb..

I really want you to eat my ass and suck my dick πŸ˜˜πŸ’– and maybe worship me a little bit while you're at it πŸ˜πŸ’•

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If I commanded you to kneel before me, would you? How helple..

If I commanded you to kneel before me, would you? How helpless would you be, if I ran my fingers through your hair and gripped it tight? What if I held your jaw in my hand, and ran my thumb over your lips? Would you open your mouth for me?

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I miss going to drag shows so much πŸ˜ͺ I love blurring lines, ..

I miss going to drag shows so much πŸ˜ͺ I love blurring lines, breaking rules, and being blasphemous. I feel like this is gonna be a good year for me, but maybe I'm just on an up swing. But isn't all there ever was to begin with? Just ups and downs. With the inherent subjectivity of trauma, all anyone can hope for it to be able to enjoy the ups, and take care of themselves durring the downs.

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Big switch energy πŸ’ͺ also, one day I will invest in a really ..

Big switch energy πŸ’ͺ also, one day I will invest in a really nice leather strap, if you wanna help me get that sooner, send a hefty tip my way πŸ˜‰

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And now we pray πŸ™πŸ˜Œ

And now we pray πŸ™πŸ˜Œ

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Confess your sins

Confess your sins

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Does the sound do it for anyone else or is it just me? When ..

Does the sound do it for anyone else or is it just me? When I was a chef, I used to work with a lot of gelatinous mixtures that sounded like this.

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A view from behind 😘

A view from behind 😘

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I grabbed my bedpost and rode like a real cowboy 🀠 how long ..

I grabbed my bedpost and rode like a real cowboy 🀠 how long would you last with me on top? One of my fantasies is riding you until you pump me full of cum, and I keep going, it's almost tΓΈrture for you, but I don't stop until you cum again. One day I want to have my tubes tied so I can make that a reality. Stuff me like a Thanksgiving day turkey πŸ˜‹ Tell me how you'd like to fuck me, would you grab my ass by the fistful? Would you thrust into me while pulling my hips down into you? Would you have my tie your hands and feet? I want you to cum for me, to cum in me, a tribute to the sexually divine powers that be.

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😈 tip if you came πŸ’¦ I hope you're cumming every time you vi..

😈 tip if you came πŸ’¦ I hope you're cumming every time you visit me here. I don't expect you to tip every time you cum, especially if you cum everyday. That's not financially sustainable, unless you're into that sorta thing. But when you tip, you're contributing to my growth as a performer. I try to save the money I earn here and reinvest it in things that I can use in my work. Dm me if you're interested in purchasing me a toy or an outfit 😘 imagine how it would feel to watch me fuck myself with something you paid for? Or wearing something you bought me? That's when we start building something that is beyond the screne that we see eachother through. That being said, I hope you enjoy these vids πŸ’–

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I used to never touch myself because I was told it was a sin..

I used to never touch myself because I was told it was a sin (anyone else grew up catholic?) When I started to sexually blossom, I wrestled with my body, and the expectations of me as someone who was assigned female at birth. I didn't start identifying as queer until after I graduated, simplifying my identity to "gay on the weekend" as I referenced my loose party lifestyle I would partake in on the weekends but did not get to dabble in durring days I had class and/or work. Sex work introduced me to my vulva, and I forged a new relationship relationship with myself and sexuality. Leave sexual shame at the door and physically love yourself.

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Carnal instinct, self love, and masturbation. I don't want t..

Carnal instinct, self love, and masturbation. I don't want to live in a world that criminalizes sexuality. Why can't spirituality and sexuality coexist? They have in the past. As someone who makes porn, I support teaching porn literacy in school. Too often kΓ­ds grow up looking to porn to learn about sex and sexuality. As an adult in the porn world, aren't I obligated to support a comprehensive sex ed? As a peddler of porn, and some one who grew up with misconception about sexuality because I didn't understand what I was watching, aren't I also obligated to engage in some kind of dialog about it? I think that's a huge reason as to why I try to talk more about the invisible strings that connect us to the universe. Self stimulation is healthy, maturation is healthy. When it becomes unhealthy, it's usually from a lack of comprehension, and external (and often traumatic) narratives, that shift the relationship with porn and masturbation to an unhealthy level. I always wonder if any of the people who quietly lurk have that relationship with my content, or if they have a healthy relationship.

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I think about the shapes I make, I try to explore the frame...

I think about the shapes I make, I try to explore the frame. How does one communicate desire? Especially when you think about how it's just me and my camera (which is really just my phone), and maybe one of my animals is around just out of frame. Who is my audience that I dance for? I feel like I'm in the beginning of something, like a language being translated. An organic or Gian language of carnality, what shapes my tongue takes, what shapes my body takes, and those birds who build stages to perform on, using fΓΈrced perspective to make them seem larger, or their plumage more vibrant. I think about the body that I will leave behind, and how my identity is beyond my body. Viktor E Frankl describes his experience in concentration camps in his book Mans Search For Meaning. He talks about being stripped down to his bare humanity, and I think about what that means as some one who preforms in the nude. To be nude, to convey desire, to be desirable, what does that look like, here and now in this space? It's easy to stand naked in front of a camera and take a picture, it only becomes are when you think more about what it means to stand in front of a camera naked. What shapes you take, what you wear or don't wear. Success is subjective.

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What is it about the booty that is so wonderful? When I thin..

What is it about the booty that is so wonderful? When I think about our innate identity, I can very clearly see sexuality, but it takes no firm shape. Our sexuality is fluid and amorphous. We either allow ourselves to explore the feelings and emotions we experience or we don't and we submit to an identity provided to us by our social culture. I wonder how many cist/het/mono identifying people chose that role, where conditioned into that roll, and the intersection of those identities to familial trauma. I think about how gender express has changed throughout human history, across the planets landscape, and over the ages. I think about the age of antiquity, the Roman's, and Kush, and how even then we had global trade, and the exchange and appropriation of culture. I think about ancient artworks and how they glorify fat bodies and celebrate sexuality. I think about diet culture, and thin super models. I think about not that long ago women used to say "do these jeans make my ass look fat" with a different connotation. How some people only want fat in some parts of their body but not on other areas, a flat tummy with a big ass and big tits. Or no fat and just completely ripped. And then I think about how the strongest man in the world has a tummy. Sometimes I long for the ancient and natural world, and resent the new modernity. I wish I could go back with a warning of everything that went wrong. But thats the kind of healing that can only exist in literature, in the myriad of worlds we build inside ourselves. An imperfect solution that can only explore the theory of what our world would look like had the industrial revolution never happened. What humans would roam this land, and what would they call themselves? Would this be a post racial society? I don't know if that's possible, but clearly they would have some form of identity. What would their sexuality and gender expression look like? How much of us is truely us, and how much is just... situational?

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We've been dancing since before our tongues could command th..

We've been dancing since before our tongues could command the language, perhaps it is the original language, the kind of birds and beasts. I think of showgirls, with their breasts crested with rhinestones, and vibrant plumage surrounding their elegant figures, as they stride and kick in tandem across the stage. We inherited our limbic system from the dinosaurs, and birds are their closest living relatives. I think about that when I watch the birds at the feeder I placed outside my kitchen window. At first the room might seem silent, but if you're still enough, quiet yourself, the world becomes so loud. The general sound of birds becomes, the bird in the tree in the neighbors yard, or the birds at the feeder. The sound of seeds spilling, being cracked between beaks, and feathers, and it all seems so loud. They have their own vibrant social world, they display altruism towards their in group and distrust towards the out group. They obey the tacit rules of our society, do they question them? Is it the brave birds, who test the limits of their relationship, who are the anarchist revolutionaries in the bird world? We both create song and dance and often marry the two for a chance at romance. Some birds mate for life, while others have some variation of nonmonogomy. Some birds form life long homosexual relationships, while others are just trying to bang as many ladies as they can. Courtship ranged from the presentation of a stone, not unlike the symbolism of an engagement ring, to synchronized dance, like those showgirls I saw in Vegas. Do you think the dinosaurs danced? I wonder how they courted their mates πŸ’– Anyways, if you don't have a birdfeeder, you should get one, especially durring the cold seasons. I live in the south so we get a lot of migratory birds durring the "cold" months. I live in a neighborhood that is expanding and displacing a lot of native wildlife πŸ’” providing a feeder is my way of saying thank you and sorry to the birds. It is a respect I pay, because of them, we have dance. Either because we share the same lizard brain, and we have an instinct to express our emotions through song and dance, or because early humans observed this interaction amongst birds social spheres and we imitated them through our own imaginative retelling and explanations of the wild world around the campfire. Most likely, it is both. "Nature", the innate behavior or written programming, and "Nurture", the environment we are shaped by, are two vines wrapping around eachother for stability, that form the foundation for our psychology. Since I put my feeder up (a few years ago), I have seen different generations of birds from the same family be raised, fly off, come back, have a family, and go again. They've learned to peck the window when I am too slow to refill the feeder. They trust me not to hurt them, but still maintain a distance. I've made no efforts to feed them from my hand however. I feel like their aversion of humans is one of their rules, and I shouldn't break that. We are cruel creatures, sometimes. But these birds watch and wait for the dogs to be brought in before they flock to the feeder. And it's a competitive environment too, enter the stereotype of the African savanna watering hole, and the hierarchy of the wild. We all share resources. This planet, the atmosphere, the very air that fills our lungs was the same one that the dinosaurs breathed. Recycling life in real time. If we can connect so powerfully to dance and nature, why not also to nature? All life came from the sea and here we are poisoning it with nuclear water and plastic. So feeding birds, really is one of the smallest ways I can participate as a citizen to this planet, as a human who occupies the natural world, disillusioned by our society.

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Stay hydrated frens πŸ’–πŸ’¦ 🎢 Beast Slayer - COSMIC

Stay hydrated frens πŸ’–πŸ’¦ 🎢 Beast Slayer - COSMIC

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Lol playing with movement is fun, dancing is fun, being nake..

Lol playing with movement is fun, dancing is fun, being naked and baked while I do it is fun πŸ’– 🎢 Drip - Sace

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Lol I really start out all my dance vids in the same pose an..

Lol I really start out all my dance vids in the same pose and I realized that and changed it up a little bit πŸ˜… I'm always trying to do the *whole song* but so often I mess up or get interrupted by animals barking, or just walking in lol. Anyways, it's nice to be able to just get into a song completely and nothing go wrong 😌 and I know I'm not the best dancer, but it's still a valid form of self care and expression ✨ and I'm p thankful to be able to share it with yall 🎢 Darling - Anbuu

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Imagine being at the club and looking up at me n my lil kiwi..

Imagine being at the club and looking up at me n my lil kiwi πŸ₯ how much money would you spend on me? πŸ€‘πŸ˜πŸ˜˜ 🎢 Paris - Stradeus

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Feels good to break a sweat ☺ get the bløød pumping, ignite ..

Feels good to break a sweat ☺ get the blΓΈΓΈd pumping, ignite the energetic body πŸ”₯ just look at those hips move πŸ₯° 🎢 1992 - Skeler

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I'm a little lava lamp farie πŸ§šβ€β™€οΈsend tips if you enjoy my g..

I'm a little lava lamp farie πŸ§šβ€β™€οΈsend tips if you enjoy my groovy moves 😎 after all, it is valentine's day month πŸ’ 🎢 Only You - Cristion D'or

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Sassy, confident, maybe a little manic πŸ™ƒ I'm glad I get to c..

Sassy, confident, maybe a little manic πŸ™ƒ I'm glad I get to channel my creative mania into this place πŸ’– 🎢 Lantana - MISOGI

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Ugh πŸ’– I love this song 🎡 also I cramped up a bit lol kept it..

Ugh πŸ’– I love this song 🎡 also I cramped up a bit lol kept it cause I'm just human and honestly who cares? I'm cute when I'm multidimensional πŸ’– 🎢 Headlock - Vowl.

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I'm always experimenting, whats the point of creating if you..

I'm always experimenting, whats the point of creating if you can't explore and push boundaries? I'm not working with much lol and my hands always travel all around me. But it's fun, and it's a whole body experience, and I get to connect with music, some one else's art, and I get to share it with you, and all of a sudden we are all interconnected πŸ’– just humans doing human things, creating stuff πŸ’– it's nice 🎢 Q - Brothel

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Some days my soul just needs to dance πŸ’– I hope yall don't mi..

Some days my soul just needs to dance πŸ’– I hope yall don't mind πŸ’• 🎢 Nakama - Blankz

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Most of the time I just throw on a playlist and improvise an..

Most of the time I just throw on a playlist and improvise and go wherever the music takes me. Sometimes it's slow and sensual, sometimes it's a little dorky, sometimes it's casual, sometimes it's hard. Sometimes I get frustrated cause I can't name the emotion I want to channel or I feel blocked, but that's ok. Or sometimes my body is creaky and trembles and feels weak. So on the days that I'm in it, I truely am *in it*. Dance is a creative expression, sex work is preforming art, music is catharsis, and all of it is integral to the human experience πŸ’– 🎢 Alright - Shogonodo

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πŸ‘πŸ‘ all oiled up and ready to go πŸ’• some one please make it ra..

πŸ‘πŸ‘ all oiled up and ready to go πŸ’• some one please make it rain on me πŸ’Έ I probably don't have what it takes to work the club honestly πŸ˜… I don't think I have the stanima or patience. They are champions! Anyways, that's probably why I appreciate this space so much. I work with what I have and try to make the most of it πŸ’– I'm glad yall are here and that this space works for you too πŸ’“ also is it just me or do I look strong πŸ’ͺ yoga is paying off (sorry I don't upload more yoga stuff, I film it and then wind up not liking it or I'm just bombarded by animals that I wind up with nothing to use πŸ’” maybe some day) 🎢 Release - Slight

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Lol I slipped πŸ˜… and also Charlie got in frame, if I kick the..

Lol I slipped πŸ˜… and also Charlie got in frame, if I kick them out they'll just bark and whine at the door, so I usually keep it cracked and they come and go. Charlie is almost always laying just out of frame somewhere, is that weird? Also if you have any animals you are more than 100000% welcome to send me pics of them and tell me about them. That goes for garden stuff too! I love plants and animals 😍

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Are you into shower sex? I love giving head in the shower, p..

Are you into shower sex? I love giving head in the shower, plus it's easy clean up, so no shame in getting messy! I take really really hot showers πŸ”₯ 🚿 and my shampoo is jasmine and pear sented πŸ’– but my bodywash is rose 🌹 it's dr bronners πŸ’– there's an interesting documentary about the dude that invented that soap. Did you know he escaped an asylum? Now his grandson runs the show and it's a *brand* , but I think the human history behind it is super neat, and there is a treasure trove of human history behind everything πŸ˜€ how fascinating ✨ I hope that everything you see Dr bronners soap on the shelf, or at your friend's, or in your own bathroom, that you remember my ass, and that the dude was crazy, but in a good wayπŸ’•

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