I love how my ass looks pressed up against the glass 😫 I don't know what it is, but I love it! Also I felt like those old porn shop peep shows were you pay and the partition goes down and there's a sworker on the otherwise of the glass. The red light reinforces that sexy, seedy, vibe ✨😍 I wonder if any of those places are still open 🤔 oh man, I hope they fully decriminalize swork, that'd be so cool if new shops owned by sworkers opened up 💖
Yall fill my heart so much that sometimes I don't have enough words 💖 I am so glad to be able to have this space to share with you ❤ I have so much gratitude 💗
Caught my reflection and just enjoyed the composition 💘 sometimes I look like a stranger to myself, I definitely slip into a roll when I film. But I still try remain connected to my authentic self. Here is the actor admiring the character in real time, not for the traits that the character has, but for the truth they are able to tell. Did you know theater can be cathartic and helps us heal our trauma? Being present in the duality and fluidity of one's nature, and recognizing that you can bring truth and authenticity into each action, helps me let go of this idea of what sex work is supposed to look like and embrace a more holistic approach. I hope it is that authenticity that keeps you here. I hope that my work is nourishing. Especially since so many people can struggle with having a healthy relationship with porn. And especially since so many sworkers are more focused on money (which is valid). But I don't want to think of you as a customer, or a consumer. I am not a product. So when I look in the mirror and I see some one else, I imagine I am you, looking at me. I think "damn is this must be what they think , I'm so hot 🔥" lol wich may be vain but hey, it's a heck of a lot better than hating yourself. I have a very bright and colorful internal world, *worlds even, and I get to build more to it when I get to share in your fantasies 💖 and a new version of me is born and lives inside your memories and dreams, even if they aren't exactly me. That's the real multiverse ✨ have any of yall read Rethinking Consciousness by Michael S. A. Graziano?
Just having a little fun, still got some wax on me 😜 idk if you heard that weird flapping noise in the beginning but it was my dog shaking her head as she got up and walked out of the room. Yall don't know how much my animals interrupt my work 😅 anyways, just feelin a little high from the rush of neuro chemicals after wax play and I'm just enjoying myself. I think dancing with people is definitely one of the top things I miss about the Pre-Rona world 🌎
Would you dance with me at the club? How so? Would you grab my hips real slow? 😏💖 anyways, thanks for all of yalls support 💓
🎶 Aloha - Charlie Heat & Denzel Curry
"Amateur Angle", I don't have a snapchat anymore but I might do the snapchat/body tour/up skirt/selfie/dance around naked in your room thing every now and then 💖 it may not be the same quality as some of my other content, but some one out there will appreciate it, and that person is the right person 😘💕
🎶 Dead Star - Wicca Phase Springs Eternal & Clams Casino & Fish Marc
Relishing the moment 💖 what fun sensory play wax can be 💕 I did burn myself a little cause I got carried away hehee, but I was a chef so that's like a paper cut to me lol. Be careful if you're playing with a partner, open communication about preferences and boundaries is so important if you want safe, ethical, and healthy sexual experiences 💖 I know that's kinda obvious, but porn literacy is important. I'm ok with using the candle so close, and getting burned, or bruised from impact play, but some people don't like that, and some people *love* anal abuse. And it's never ok to demand some one change their boundaries just because you see it in porn 💖 the hound from GOT would probably never be ok with wax play and that's just a fantasy that will have to live in my head 💙
🎶 Forerunner Foray - Shabazz Palaces
Everything about this is yummy 💖 I love the way wax feels, the quick hot and shimmering sensations, the visceral connection, oof I'm so grounded in the moment that I'm almost lost in it, carried away by the fantasy 💘
🎶 Mystery - Wicca Phase Eternal & (ofc) Clams Casino and Fish Narc
Ok, being more casual with this one (and I took off my shoes) just having fun and lowkey pretending I'm at a concert 🙃 anyone else ready for a Renaissance? (🎵 Diver - Vundabar)
Ok, so last night and this morning I've been a little loud about FOSTA, SESTA, and EARN IT Act, it's something I've been trying to tackle for years but I keep having platforms pulled out from under me so I never really get any momentum. But that won't stop me from occasionally re-centering my focus. Activism has been a core aspect of sex work for as long as sex work has been around. It would be a disservice to all sex workers, now, and before us, to stand by and do nothing. Before SIESTA was shut down I listed resources in my bio. They're still there and still relevant even though SIESTA died. It will come back, along with even more harmful legislation, so long as fosta/sesta/earn it are still here.
TOS, and social media purges are the smaller downside to this legislation, legal and consensual SW is being labeled as trafficking, wasting real resources, and providing actual trafficker a fog to hide behind. Let's not forget about the invasion of privacy and the backdoor into out behavioral data that the US military wants for the sake of 'national security' meaning you're dick pick in the dms or just having BLM in your bio could warrant probable cause for an investigation. I know all of you are here to sate your sexual appetites, not politics and I may sound like an alarmist, but these are very serious issues that involve all of us. Even if you arent based in the US.
If you write your reps, sign petitions, and/or share resources, I will reward you! I will honor this for as long as this legislation exists. The reward is negotiable, but I ask that you reflect on why it takes a reward for you to get involved in the first place. I know I am not the best adult content creator out there, but who ever your favorite is is also impacted by this legislation, and while they may not be making noise or giving hand outs to anyone who helps, I am. And I hope that influences you.
Thank you for taking the time to hear me out. Once again, I have resources listed in my bio. I don't always have the spoons for activism, so I get it if it's hard for you. But activism is not supposed to be comfortable or glamorous. If it is, it's probably just capitalism masquerading as activism. And if you're into books, consider picking up The Age of Surveillance Capitalism by Zuboff, she doesn't talk about fosta/sesta but it is very relevant to that legislation and to anyone who uses big tech. Also Mindfuck by Wylie, who again doesn't talk about fosta/sesta but it's still relevant. Remember that it's was trumps cabinet that pushed this legislation, I recognize this legislation as a smokescreen to hide and protect real predators which very well may include trump as well as other international political figures. Ok lol I'm ranting now 😬 but for real, take this issue seriously. Get informed and get involved.
Our whole world depends on the sun 🌞 do not take it for granted. It is more than light or warmth, it is life 💛 there isn't a day that goes by where my head isn't in space 🪐🛸🌙
