YESTERDAYS MAKE UP FEAT ME WITHOUT MY WIG LOL I thought I to..

YESTERDAYS MAKE UP FEAT ME WITHOUT MY WIG LOL
I thought I took more pictures but they might have not been saved 😳
YESTERDAYS MAKE UP FEAT ME WITHOUT MY WIG LOL
I thought I took more pictures but they might have not been saved 😳
TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD READING FOR TUESDAY AUGUST 10Th 2021
⚔️🗡 9 OF SWORDS 🗡⚔️ REVERSED
The Nine of Swords shows a woman sitting up in her bed with her head in her hands. She appears to have been jolted awake from a terrible nightmare that has left her disturbed, scared and anxious. Nine swords hang on the dark wall behind her, representing the negative thoughts that weigh heavily on her mind. The base of the woman’s bed features a carving of one person defeating another, and roses and the outlines of astrological symbols adorn the quilt wrapped around her
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The Nine of Swords reversed shows that you are experiencing deep inner turmoil as a result of your mindset. Your negative thoughts are taking you in a downward spiral of despair and anxiety that contradicts reality; you are making things feel much worse than they really are.
You may try to keep your worries private and personal to you, but if you are struggling to keep your head above water, it may now be time to confide in others and seek their help and support. Others will offer you a new perspective, or even just a place to vent, that will ease some of the stress and tension.
The Nine of Swords reversed appears when you are gripped by fear. You are allowing your fears to impede your fullest potential and it is stripping you of your life force. You cannot take a step forward because you are so distressed about what might happen. Get a reality check and evaluate which fears are warranted, and which are not. Release your limiting beliefs, crippling fears, and self-doubt.
The reversed Nine of Swords can also point out that you are incredibly hard on yourself, putting yourself down or engaging in negative self-talk. So, when the Nine of Swords reversed appears in a reading, ask yourself why you are so hard on yourself. How are you putting yourself down, and what is the source of your depression?
What can you do to make yourself feel better? You may need to make a more conscious effort to quit the negative self-talk and replace it with positive reinforcement for a job well done.
On a more positive note, the Nine of Swords reversed can show that you have already worked through this period of worry and depression and are making a recovery. You may have come to the realisation that things are not as bad as you made them out to be, and you are beginning to relax and calm yourself about what was once a terrifying situation.
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I mentioned this when I pulled this card during the live reading, but this card would have been a perfect reflection of how my perception of reality was like during the majority of my childhood. Looking back from my current perspective is super trippy and clear proof to me that we create our own reality simply by the things we are thinking about believing to be true.
Since I shaved my head on my birthday I feel like I’ve been rebirthed, to go back to my past and be the person that baby/childhood mckay needed when she was confused and scared and tired of suffering with seemingly no end in sight.
It’s a beautiful experience and also an emotional one. It’s what I’ve agreed to do!
In a way I feel this card for me is reminding me of how there was a time when I was so identified to this card on a deep level.
I can look back at that now with a big picture point of view and see the value from each experience and nurture that smol childd who didn’t know why the fuck life was “doing what it was doing to me” 🤣
👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼 4 OF GABRIEL 👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼
Sir Gabriel is here to place his cosmic phalanges on our trapezius muscle and suck all the negie vibes out of us.
Here is a prayer I found for anxiety
Saint Gabriel
Remove all of the anxiety that I have been feeling through and through.
I give you permission to clear the fear and also any self-sabotage I’ve been doing knowingly or unknowingly.
Help me to know deep within my being what my true capabilities are.
Show me where I should strengthen my skills so that I can be fully confident with who I am and what I’m capable of.
Thank you and so it is.
Stream started at 08/10/2021 03:07 pm
TODAYS TAROT LIVE!!
MY MEALS OF THE DAY!!
CHOCOLATE SMOOTHIE!!
It’s the first time during the challenge that breakfast was not a green smoothie 🤣😳
I was craving something to actually make me feel full of energy 🤣
This was yum but I ended up going with mother to a necktar smoothie place to meeet up with my aunt and I got a giant ass green smoothie full of fucking parsley and kale and celery and all kinds of VEGETABLES SHIT????
WHO AM I??? 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
By the time we got home lunchtime had passed but it all worked out cuz we just made dinner first and had “lunch” for our desert while mother went live on her TikTok account and we cooked mushrooms and sang karaoke 🤣🤣🤣🤣
It’s fun to share times with her like that!
Dinner was fucking fantastic omg
Best thing I ever put in my mouth no joke
Mushroom pasta
SWEET JESJS
I cannot believe all this stuff is completely vegan
Desert was mango acai!!!
It was good but I was so full from dinner I couldn’t have much and mother for some reason had a strange tongue inflammation when she started to take a few bites so she didn’t eat anymore 🤣🤣
Overall the experience was wonderful.
I love cutting vegetables. It’s become like a meditation to do 3 times a day. I get to just fully engage and submerge my mind into this freaking mushroom in my hand and give it all my love and wash it and kiss it and give it beautiful flavor and then bring it as a part of myself BY EATING IT !! To nourish myself and my loved ones. Ahh
It’s a beautiful experience.
My friends I did take photos of my make up and outfit today but it’s so late I will pose them tomorrow cuz I need sleep 😇🧚🏼✨👼🏼
SWIPE TO WATCH ME GO FROM A GREMLIN TO A FAIRY IN AN HOUR 😳🧚🏼🌸
2021-08-09 20:41:52 +0000 UTC View PostTHE LIVE FROM LAST NIGHT FINALLY WAS DOWLOADED TO MY PHONE!! 😇🙏
SWIPE TO LISTEN TO IT WHENEVER YOU PLEASE 😇
Thank you to any of you who came into my TikTok live last night while I played music for you! ✨✨🧚🏼🧚🏼
It means the absolute world to me to have people who show up regularly to just hang out with ME 🥺🥺
TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD READING FOR MONDAY, AUGUST 9TH, 2021
🤺🤼♀️ 5 OF WANDS 🤼♀️🤺 What’s your relationship to competition?? 👀
In the Five of Wands, five men appear to be fighting each other, using their wands as weapons.
However, on closer observation, their wands are raised but not striking or injuring anyone. It is as if there is no real purpose or outcome in this chaotic scene other than to create conflict and sow discord amongst the group.
Each man wears a different outfit, symbolising their diverse backgrounds and belief systems, and suggesting that, because of their differences, they cannot find harmony and common ground with one another.
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In the Tarot, the Fives typically represent conflict and change, and the Five of Wands is no exception.
This card indicates that you are in the midst of battle, tension, and competition with others and it is impacting your ability to move forward with your goals. Rather than being able to work towards a common goal, you are running up against constant opposition.
With the Five of Wands, everyone is fighting to be heard. But guess what? No one is listening. When everybody has a different opinion, but no-one is stopping to hear each other out, conflict and misunderstandings will run rampant. If you find yourself in this situation, see it as an opportunity to rise above the chaos and disorder.
Take a moment to listen to what others have to say – even if you agree to disagree. The key is to tune in to one another and allow each person to make their case. And perhaps, in the process, their opinions may become softer and quieter. They may also give you the respect you’re seeking and listen to your viewpoint.
Sometimes, this type of conflict and discussion can be very productive, such as with group brainstorming and problem-solving. You need a constructive environment where you can test your ideas and have them challenged (and improved) by others.
You may benefit from establishing a working group, committee or mastermind group with other individuals who bring varying perspectives and experiences. Be open to this debate as a positive contribution to improving the quality of your ideas and actions.
The Five of Wands also encourages diversity and differences of opinion. You may deal with people from different cultures and backgrounds and struggle to accept their way of living. Know that each person has something unique to bring to the table and that you will benefit by learning more about them and what they have to offer.
The Five of Wands encourages an enthusiastic approach to change. Transition (or even transformation) is coming whether or not you like it; your challenge will be in ensuring that everyone is on the same page and dealing with this shift constructively and positively.
Currently, your group’s energy is scattered by misdirected enthusiasm. Everybody has ideas, but no one is there to bring them into a logical path forward. Your role may be in identifying a clear strategy and purpose that can be implemented by all involved..
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WOW OKAY so I love this new book I got for fucking 5 dollars at 5 below!! ✨🤣
I love it!! And this is so funny cuz I have never had a very good relationship to competition!! I remember anytime my family would force me to play board games where they would get SUPER INTO IT
I would literally do my BEST to try to LOSE to the best of my ability so I wouldn’t have to play anymore,
That might be just because I fucking hate board games tho 🤔🤔🤔🤔
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BUUUT also like I don’t know how to like accept challenges and make them FUN you know? Once I know something is a competition and I have people who are quote on quote “challenging me for the throne” I like shrivel up into a self doubting shrimp questioning my value on everything I’ve ever done when I start comparing myself to my rivals.🤣🤣🤣
My relationship to my sister is a great example of this! 🤣
But also this is why I struggle with following other super talented musicians, when I see they’re content I don’t get inspired tho I WISH I DID.
I feel a sick underlying sense that they have beat me in competition 🤮🤮🤮
Which is super dumbbb lol.
This card today helped me become more aware of this pattern in myself so that’s good lol when you become aware of something fully is when you can change it!!
👼🏼😇 8 OF RAPHAEL 😇👼🏼
SIR RAPHAEL IS HERE TO REMIND US THAT IF WE JUST KEEP LISTENING TO OUR HEARTS THEN THINGS WILL JUST GET BETTER AND BETTER AND BETTER!!
here is a prayer I found for healing, archangel Raphaels special powers! ☺️💚
Glorious Archangel St. Raphael,
great prince of the heavenly court,
you are illustrious for your gifts of wisdom and grace.
You are a guide of those who journey by land or sea or air, consoler of the afflicted, and refuge of sinners.
I beg you, assist me in all my needs and in all the sufferings of this life, as once you helped Tobias on his travels.
Because you are the “medicine of God” I humbly pray you to heal the many infirmities of my soul and the ills that afflict my body.
I especially ask of you the favor (here mention your special intention), and the great grace of purity to prepare me to be the temple of the Holy Spirit.
Amen.
Todays meals of the day!!
Literally all I basically did today was make my food and go grocery shopping for my food for the next few days 🤣
And i went live on TikTok for the first time cuz I reached 1000 followers!!
It was a lot of fun and I’m so happy to be back and have such wonderful people who love me enough to show up at a stay 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
I am so very blessed.
I’m trying to upload the damn live from TikTok to post on here but of course the internet is once again testing my sanity and it keeps saying it uploaded then nothing shows up to my camera roll lol
OH WELL whatever.
I’m sorry I didn’t get to doing my outfits or make up of the day today my friends 🥺
But it was nice to not do all ghat for a day and just chill 🤣
TODAYS TAROT/ ANGEL CARD READING FOR SUNDAY AUGUST 8th 2021
🪄⛰7 OF WANDS ⛰🪄
After the success of the Six of Wands, you are now in an enviable position and are being challenged by others who want to take your place.
You worked hard to get to where you are, but some people covet what you have and are prepared to fight you for it. While it is flattering that they strive for your success, it also makes for a tense and competitive environment because you need to protect what you earned and must continually prove yourself.
It is a sad fact of life, but the more visibility you have as a leader in your field and the bigger your audience, the more likely it is that you will need to grapple with this kind of pressure. Others see your success and will either challenge your point of view or want to take you down; in Australia, we call it the ‘tall poppy syndrome’.
When the Seven of Wands appears in a Tarot reading, expect to see an increase in ‘haters’, trolls and people who disagree with you. You will need to secure your territory and fight for what you stand for. You may also want to engage a lawyer or a loyal support team who can defend you from any possible threat.
The Seven of Wands may appear when you hold a contentious point of view or wish to voice your opinion in a public forum.
Be ready to support your argument and back yourself. Stand firm in your conviction of what you believe (and why) so that others do not topple you from your mountain of self-belief.
Sometimes, this threat or opposition may catch you by surprise, and you feel inadequately prepared for such a battle. Just like the man in the card has rushed to put his shoes on and ended up with a mismatched pair, you must scramble to fight even though you don’t have everything in place.
To be better prepared next time, the Seven of Wands encourages you to map out any potential threats or risks before moving ahead with your plans. That way, you can have a ‘worst-case scenario’ plan ready to go.
The Seven of Wands can also mean a challenge to the success of a creative project from an external source.
Someone or something may get in the way of you being able to pursue your goals and dreams.
While it appears to block your path forward, you can overcome this obstacle by drawing upon your strong self-confidence, self-belief, and continual self-improvement. Establish clear boundaries and then protect them so that others do not mess with you.
Hold your ground, take a stand, and defend your position at all costs. This will require courage and persistence, but you have the strength and determination to do it. Keep fighting for what you believe in and confront those who may oppose or threaten you.
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DAYUM!
what a reading. I do certainly feel a sense of great accomplishment for getting myself back to 1000 followers to go live again on TikTok which I CAN DO NOW 🙏😇🌞
Yay!! Hopefully I can go live tonight!
But yes, it’s been quite the journey and this is only the beginning. I’m being called to transform beyond anything I’ve ever been before and that’s going to drastically change the way people perceive me, and I’m probably going to get more negative feedback than ever before.
It’s my work to learn how to receive, process and respond with respect and love, use it as fuel for more creative content rather than let it get me down.
I know I’ll get there 🌞
😇👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼6 of GABRIEL 👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼😇
archangel Gabriel is here!!
Gabriel is considered to be the protector of those who work in communications, postmen, ambassadors, journalists and couriers.
Call upon archangel Gabriel to help you fully express your true nature and speak from your center in all matters.
You have made many many accomplished and it’s time to enjoy your fruits and also move towards your new projects!
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WOWZA!! Lots of YOU DID GOOD, now on to bigger things! 🤣🤣
I’m looking forward to 🌚
MORE PICS FROM TODAYS wild outfit!!
Thank you guys for being here with me on OF, truly from the bottom of my heart!
It’s been a dream come true being able to share myself with you in my most natural state which I’ve never now been comfortable enough to do, so this is all new to me as well,
As my OF grows I want this to be more than just some form of income for myself. I want fo have real healthy connections with the people I am sharing my heart with. And I know I’ll get there everything is unfolding perfectly 🦋🙏
Todays outfit of the day…. 🦋
I turned into a butterfly on this day.
It’s been a good birthday!
Didnt do much! Shaved my head this morning then I was basically on my phone for the rest of the day replying to all the well wishing messages I got, and taking photos , and uploading those photos 🤣
My mum got me a cutting board and another vegan cook book which is very kind of her!
I don’t feel 22 🤣
TODAYS MAKE UP OF FHE DAY 😇🙏👀
And my NEW CROME DOME!!! 😳
Thank you to everybody who has supported me in my decision and journey towards letting go of my hair 🙏😇
TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD READING FOR AUGUST 7TH 2021
🌎 🪄2 OF WANDS 🪄🌎
The Two of Wands is a more mature version of the ace of wands, meaning that that this tarot card is all about planning and moving forward, progression.
you have already set out to achieve a particular task, which means you have turned an idea into a realistic plan. Such a plan will require fulfillment and therefore you have to progress from just having the plan to actually achieving what you set out for.
Discovery is being considered as another two of wands meaning.
This is because it means that you are stepping out of your cocoon and exploring new experiences and worlds. While the beginning might seem tough and difficult, the Two of Wands card encourages you to strive on and push forward.
The Two of Wands card also means that you are beginning to realize your objectives and long-term goals before you set out to achieve these objectives. In other words, you have strived to get to where you are and now, moving forward, you have your long-term goals in mind.
the Two of Wands revolves around making decisions. In other words, you are either satisfied with your current knowledge, or you are moving forward and taking risks. It means, leaving our comfort zones and exploring new territory.
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Oh my 😳🌚
This is pretty crazy! Lol we’ll I certainly think we are moving forward 🤣😳
😇 PAGE OF ARIEL 😇
when Page of Ariel appears, it’s about the value gained from the learning experience—and putting those lessons learned into practical application. Remember, Ariel is the angel of resources, you’re to be resourceful with what you’ve gained.
Keeping with the student slant of this card, it’s about making that education “pay for itself.”
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How fascinating!!
This reminds me of how much stuff I have accumulated in my room in just a matter of months 🤣🤣🤣🤣
And how useful all of it is!! 😳😳😳😳😳
And how I need more time in the day to use it all!!!
Stream started at 08/07/2021 01:05 pm
🥳 TODAYS BIRTHDAY TAROT CARDS 🥳
It’s the last time I go to bed with all my hair attached to my head. ❤️
My hair has served me well.
We have been through everything together.
And she was there to make me more comfortable when I was insecure about my true self.
Each strand of hair carries the emotions and thoughts that I happened to be thinking in the brief moment of follicular life.
The icky starvation hair, bleached to a crisp from 2019 still lays on my shoulders.
I am not that bitch anymore.
I have freed myself from so many limiting beliefs systems and finally stepping my toe into my own personal power.
Through this period i had the strangest calling to not only Let go of those old parts within me, but to also let go of something outside of me that I used as a coping mechanism to hide from the world.
Mckay 2.0 is calling me fo prove my dedication. To self love and expansion no matter what it looks like.
I’m going to be a fucking badass.
OOTD PART FREAKING 3 I TOOK SO MANY PICS GUYS HALP 🤣🤣
2021-08-07 07:50:17 +0000 UTC View PostOutfit of the day part 2 🌚🌚🌚🌚🌚🌚
Lots of yellow 🌻
I wish they made clothes more accommodating for shorties like me all the things I like are usually too big for me 😭😭😭😭
TODAYS MAKE UP part 2!! 🌻
I love love LOVE wet eyeliner!! Anything is possible 🌚
MY OUTFIT OF THE DAY 😇
Can you believe it’s already my birthday basically 🌚
TODAYS MEALS WERE SUPER YUM
GREEN SMOOTHIE!
Date snicker bars 😳
And my first time making and eating zoodles with vegan Alfredo sauce!
All of it was divine!!
TODAYS MAKE UP PART 1!!!
SUNFLOWERS EVERHWHERE AND IVE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER 😇🦋🌚
Stream started at 08/06/2021 04:17 pm
DOING MY MAKE UP!! SUNFLOWERS!
TODAYS TAROT READING FOR FRIDAY, AUGUST 6th 2021
🐈⬛🪄🌻👑👸🏼 QUEEN OF WANDS 👸🏼👑 🌻🪄🐈⬛
The Queen of Wands sits upon a throne decorated with lions facing opposing directions, a symbol of fire and strength.
In her left hand, on her crown and behind her are sunflowers, symbolising life, fertility, joy and satisfaction, and her right hand holds a wand with one small sprout springing to life.
A black cat sits at her feet, a sign that while this Queen is bold and outgoing she is also in touch with her shadow self – the darker, lesser-known side of her being.
🌻✨🐈⬛✨🪄👸🏼✨👑✨🐈⬛✨🌻✨🪄✨👸🏼✨👑✨ 🐈⬛
The Queen of Wands reminds you that you are upbeat, courageous, and determined. You are here to see through your creative visions and life purpose, even in the face of adversity and challenge. Highly self-actualised and self-aware, you know how to best channel your strengths and weaknesses to achieve your goals.
You are optimistic and full of ideas to share with others. You know what you want and how to get it, and are masterful at engaging with others to achieve your goals. Stay fiercely determined and focused on your goals while being friendly and optimistic with those around you.
The Queen of Wands asks you to be bold in your undertakings and actions. Don’t be afraid to own your real power and put it out into the world. You have so much to offer – so shine your light bright! Believe in yourself and what you stand for, and don't be afraid to speak up and be heard. No one will silence you.
Ever the social butterfly, the Queen of Wands suggests that you lead a busy life, making connections with others and putting yourself out there as you pursue your creative vision.
You radiate health and vitality, and your inner vibrancy fills you with energy and inspiration – a natural-born, intelligent leader who actively inspires others. You can be quite the ‘mover and shaker,’ influencing others through your vision, courage and determination.
You instil confidence in others, and you give them the power and self-assurance that they can achieve anything they set their mind to.
The Queen of Wands also shows you are expressing yourself fully in your external world and enjoy being the centre of attention. You create a powerful first impression and can quickly win others over with your sweet, warm and charming nature.
Now is the perfect time to put yourself out there and meeet new people or create a community of like-minded people. They will be drawn in by your energy, passion and enthusiasm, and together you can create positive change in the world.
Finally, the Queen of Wands encourages you to get to know your shadow self, the lesser-known and sometimes darker side of who you really are.
This doesn’t necessarily need to be a negative aspect of yourself, but could be something that most people don’t know about you… yet! It may be your dark sense of humour, a secret life from your past, or a passion project you’ve kept hidden away.
While you may want to protect this part of yourself, the Queen of Wands encourages you to express this side more openly with others – don’t be afraid to show your shadow now and then. It will enable you to connect with others on a deeper level.
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Wow, this is exactly how I’m sure almost every leo THINKS about themselves 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
I love this card tho and idk what else to say cuz it hit like EVERYTHING! 🤣
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PAGE OF MICHAEL
ARCHANGEL MICHAEL IS HERE to help us finally tackle our demons to the ground lmaoo. See them as friends with information and fun opportunity rather than the enemy!!!
Everything is working in your favor even when there are small obstacles to overcome!
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I love archangel Michael when I get his card for a day I feel like I remember it more throughout my day compared to other angels
Maybe I just need to give the other angels more love 🤣
Stream started at 08/06/2021 01:52 pm
LIVE TAROT CARDS!!
TODAYS OUTFIT OF THE DAY PART 2!!
I love dresses but ones like this restrict my leg movement and I LOVE MY LEG MOVEMENT 🤣🤣
I need more dresses that are more accommodating to my crazy yogi lifestyle 😤 also I need to change my toenail polish if y’all have any color recommendations please share 🤣
My meals of the day sorta got fucked up cuz I spent so much time on my make up 🤣 and getting content out on TikTok WHOOPS!! And then my sister and her gf decided to make themselves dinner right when I did so they took the cutting board and I had to contemplate cutting up CABBAGE on a paper towel or waiting a whole hour for them to be done with the fuckin cutting board which is WHY the last pic u can see all my things on a damn paper towel,
And I still chose the ladder cuz
CABBAGE IS SAVAGE
and goes EVERYWHERE when u chop it.
Overall today was a food fail 🤣
I got breakfast done good but didn’t log anything in my book.
Completely skipped lunch and didn’t start making dinner til 5 🤡
Yikes lol I CANNOT do that
Especially now with what I’m eating cuz imma lose weight way too quickly and then I won’t want to STOP soooooo
I gotta take responsibility for my health above all else.
Hopefully tomarrow will be better!
I’m sorta having a lil birthday party tomarrow so it’ll be interesting to see how well I can do tomarrow with that on the schedule 🤣
Wish me luck!
TODAYS MAKE UP PART 1!! PRACTICING FOR MY BIRTHDAY IN 2 DAYS! 😳
I hope you are aware that I’m buzzing all my hair on on my b day haha don’t go unsubbing just cuz I don’t have HAIR 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
My content goes beyond hair🤣
Anyway I’m pretty happy with how this turned out I think I wanna make the top wings look more like actually butterfly wings next time I just gotta figure out how the fuck to do that 🤣
MY OUTFIT OF THE DAY TODAY part 1 😇
BUTTERFLY DRESS! 😇✨
And I didn’t put away shoes on all day cuz I didn’t HAVE TO! 😇🙏
PRACTICING FOR MY BIRTHDAY MAKE UP 😳
2021-08-05 21:23:41 +0000 UTC View Post