Should I do my hair all black (natural hair color) ? Or purple again? My hair looks pretty nasty now, would like some input 😂 I was thinking to doing black because I wouldn't have to worry about touching it up every month lol I'm just lazy
Long post ahead, skip if you don't care about personal stuff 😬
Lately I've been contemplating quitting OF and cosplay content more ofteb than before because I feel like it's gotten to a point where I don't have any drive to do anything specific and although I have many supporters it's not increasing like at the beginning (it's pretty normal, I'm aware, there are ups and downs depending on time of the year and so on) but mostly because I really don't feel pretty 😞 I've always had self image / self esteem issues and see all these girls who are waaaay prettier than me (even with filters or whatever) with bigger boobs and all that, I feel discouraged because sometimes I get mean comments about my body. Even though I can't complain about the negativity since I'm putting myself out there, it still hurts me in a way especially when I'm more mentally down 💀
This is why I started working out more and I've enjoyed the process, I feel like I look better but at the same time I've gotten comments saying I looked better before I started doing weights also 🤣 so right now, I'm just trying to focus on feeling good about my own self and trying to figure out what makes me feel good (still have not figured it out).
Sorry for ranting and no, I don't think I will quit soon because I think about quitting almost everything (even my day job) every few months and it's not good to make decisions like that 🫣
And I appreciate the support you've given me here, especially tipping and buying my explicit stuff does mean a lot 😁
He really wanted to do this with my 🍑😅 Full vid is on linktree (one of the expensive videos so I won't share via dm, if you want it you can tell me though)
Working out, I have a hard time putting the camera in the right position but whatever, it's the first time I record myself 😅 I'm glad I'm physically feeling better than last week, exercising is fun and I hate not being able to do it
Damaged box for the faputa figure but figure ok. Got a preorder come in in a damaged box. Weird thing is that the box was undamaged but it was almost broken on the inside like they delivered it with a broken shipping 📦 and the post office refused it but they sent it back in an undamaged box because they had all the shipping labels and stuff on the inside.
I had to talk to Amazon jp via chat and they gave me a full refund and the price difference to buy a new one from a 3rd party seller. I wish they would go back to using DHL like before but I guess it's very expensive.
I now preorder all my figures on amiami and not amazon, since the shipping prices are not that good anyways and I always have bad luck with these cheaper figures. My other figures were ok though.