Forgot to post the lingerie reze pics. Long post ahead, sk..
Added 2023-08-15 01:43:01 +0000 UTCForgot to post the lingerie reze pics.
Long post ahead, skip if you don't care about personal stuff 😬
Lately I've been contemplating quitting OF and cosplay content more ofteb than before because I feel like it's gotten to a point where I don't have any drive to do anything specific and although I have many supporters it's not increasing like at the beginning (it's pretty normal, I'm aware, there are ups and downs depending on time of the year and so on) but mostly because I really don't feel pretty 😞 I've always had self image / self esteem issues and see all these girls who are waaaay prettier than me (even with filters or whatever) with bigger boobs and all that, I feel discouraged because sometimes I get mean comments about my body. Even though I can't complain about the negativity since I'm putting myself out there, it still hurts me in a way especially when I'm more mentally down 💀
This is why I started working out more and I've enjoyed the process, I feel like I look better but at the same time I've gotten comments saying I looked better before I started doing weights also 🤣 so right now, I'm just trying to focus on feeling good about my own self and trying to figure out what makes me feel good (still have not figured it out).
Sorry for ranting and no, I don't think I will quit soon because I think about quitting almost everything (even my day job) every few months and it's not good to make decisions like that 🫣
And I appreciate the support you've given me here, especially tipping and buying my explicit stuff does mean a lot 😁
