Caught my reflection and just enjoyed the composition 💘 some..
Added 2021-02-01 13:48:30 +0000 UTCCaught my reflection and just enjoyed the composition 💘 sometimes I look like a stranger to myself, I definitely slip into a roll when I film. But I still try remain connected to my authentic self. Here is the actor admiring the character in real time, not for the traits that the character has, but for the truth they are able to tell. Did you know theater can be cathartic and helps us heal our trauma? Being present in the duality and fluidity of one's nature, and recognizing that you can bring truth and authenticity into each action, helps me let go of this idea of what sex work is supposed to look like and embrace a more holistic approach. I hope it is that authenticity that keeps you here. I hope that my work is nourishing. Especially since so many people can struggle with having a healthy relationship with porn. And especially since so many sworkers are more focused on money (which is valid). But I don't want to think of you as a customer, or a consumer. I am not a product. So when I look in the mirror and I see some one else, I imagine I am you, looking at me. I think "damn is this must be what they think , I'm so hot 🔥" lol wich may be vain but hey, it's a heck of a lot better than hating yourself. I have a very bright and colorful internal world, *worlds even, and I get to build more to it when I get to share in your fantasies 💖 and a new version of me is born and lives inside your memories and dreams, even if they aren't exactly me. That's the real multiverse ✨ have any of yall read Rethinking Consciousness by Michael S. A. Graziano?
