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2021-09-17 02:46:18 +0000 UTC View PostTODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD FOR SEPTEMBER 16th 2021 🪄🤹 THE MA..
TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD FOR SEPTEMBER 16th 2021
🪄🤹 THE MAGICIAN 🤹🪄
The Magician card is numbered One – the number of new beginnings and opportunities – and associates with the planet of Mercury.
He stands with one arm stretched upwards towards the Universe, and the other pointing down to the earth.
His positioning represents his connection between the spiritual realms and the material realms.
The Magician uses this relationship to create and manifest his goals in the physical realm. He is the conduit that converts energy into matter. The Magician’s robe is white, symbolising purity, and his cloak is red, representing worldly experience and knowledge.
On the table in front of him are the four symbols of the Tarot suits – a cup, pentacle, sword and wand – each symbolising one of the four elements – water, earth, air and fire. It is also a sign that he has all the tools (and elements) he needs to manifest his intentions into being.
Above his head is the infinity symbol, and around his waist is a snake biting its own tail – both of which signal that he has access to unlimited potential. And in the foreground is an array of foliage and flowers, symbolising the blossoming and fruition of his ideas and aspirations.
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As a master manifestor, the Magician brings you the tools, resources and energy you need to make your dreams come true. Seriously, everything you need right now is at your fingertips.
You have the spiritual (fire), physical (earth), mental (air) and emotional (water) resources to manifest your desires.
And when you combine them with the energy of the spiritual and earthly realms, you will become a manifestation powerhouse! The key is to bring these tools together synergistically so that the impact of what you create is greater than the separate parts.
This is alchemy at its best!
Now is the perfect time to move forward on an idea that you recently conceived. The seed of potential has sprouted, and you are being called to take action and bring your intention to fruition. The skills, knowledge and capabilities you have gathered along your life path have led you to where you are now, and whether or not you know it, you are ready to turn your ideas into reality.
In your quest to manifest your goals, you must establish a clear vision of what you will create (and why) before you act. It is not enough to be motivated by ego (money, status, or fame) –
you need to have a soul connection to your goals and intentions.
You are a powerful, creative being, and this is your opportunity to bring your Higher Self in alignment with your day-to-day actions to create the future you want most.
When you are clear about your ‘what’ and your ‘why’, the Magician calls on you to take inspired action. You will need focused attention and intense concentration to bring your goals to fruition.
Focus on the ONE thing that will move you towards your goal.
Commitment to the task is essential, so drop any distractions that may draw your focus away from what you want to achieve. Be methodical in your planning to make sure that you stay on track and carry out your tasks.
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God damnit lol this is exactly everything I needed to hear 🤣👏🏼
👼🏼💜 DECISIONS WITH ARCHANGEL JOPHIEL💜👼🏼
You most likely already know what you need to let go of.
It’s anything or anyone that brings you down or makes you experience inadequate feelings like depression, anger or stress of any kind. This also includes foods and substances that are not good for you and cause your body to react negatively such as giving you low energy or irritability.
This delays you from taking positive action of any kind and in moving forward.
The doves here are reminding us to release anything negative so that you can truly be free and soar upwards to where your higher self wants to be.
Each of the seven doves has a colored light surrounding them. They are the colors of the rainbow which represent the seven different chakras within our soul that govern all aspects of our lives (physical, mental, emotional).
If one is unbalanced then that creates an imbalance around that particular area of your life.
A castle looms in the distance showing you a sign of what to expect when you release all of this negative stuff.
You’re on your way to obtaining your dreams. This is the end result and it’s coming close, but you have to do the work. You have to release negative thoughts, patterns and people.
The deep pink roses in the garden represent an expression of joy in this case. Archangel Jophiel appears surrounded by a rose light with tinges of yellow. She works with you to help you have a good time.
She does that by beautifying everything she touches. This can be from things like your home to your thoughts and even the way you carry yourself. The white roses symbolize new beginnings and harmony up ahead when you release the things that have trapped your soul.
This card is showing up at the right time! If you find yourself absorbing negativity, then call on Archangel Jophiel and ask her to intervene and help you with staying positive and optimistic.
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Wow 😭
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Stream started at 09/16/2021 06:21 pm 🌸 YOGA 🌸 rejuvenate 👏..
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🌸 YOGA 🌸 rejuvenate 👏🏼
🌸 todays outfit of the day 🌸 Y’all I haven’t done make up i..
🌸 todays outfit of the day 🌸
Y’all I haven’t done make up in DAYS and I miss it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Today I was taking my respite patient tyler to church and before I got to talk to his mother whom I love so much, and when I told her that I haven’t been making any money being his provider in a few months and she was super sweet enough to Venmo me a small amount that would have covered the amount of gas I probably spent taking him everywhere 🤣😭 I also got to give her some of the homemade
Chipotle food I made for lunch and she loved it!!
She is such an Angel and it’s moments like those where I have so much joy bursting in my heart to have her in my life!
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Todays outfit of the day was hella lazy! These past few day..
Todays outfit of the day was hella lazy!
These past few days have been very lazy!
But they have also been very lovely. I was tryna be productive today and make a YouTube video reviewing some make up remover that got sent to me for free but I realized there was no audio to the entire thing so it was all for nothing 🤣😭
I’m hoping in the next few days or so I’ll build up the motivation again to get all dolled and dressed up lol it just hasn’t been something I’ve felt inspired to do recently.
TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD READING FOR SEPTEMBER 14, 2021 🏆🏆..
TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD READING FOR SEPTEMBER 14, 2021
🏆🏆 2 OF CUPS 🏆🏆
The Two of Cups shows a youngg man and woman, exchanging cups and pledging their love for one another.
Above them floats the Caduceus of Hermes – a winged staff with two snakes wrapped around it – the ancient symbol of commerce, trade, and exchange.
At the top of the caduceus is a lion’s head, signifying passion and fire energy and suggesting that there may be a lot of fiery, sexual energy between these two people.
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If the Ace of Cups represents the flow of love from within, the Two of Cups is the flow of love between two people.
With this card, you are creating deep connections and partnerships, based on shared values, compassion, and unconditional love.
While these relationships are still in the early stages, they have the potential to grow and develop into something deeply fulfilling and rewarding in the long-term. You have mutual respect and appreciation for one another, and together you reach higher planes of consciousness and understanding.
When the Two of Cups card appears in a Tarot reading, you may enter a new partnership, perhaps with a lover, friend or business partner. You are both focused on creating a relationship that is mutually beneficial, one that will create a win-win situation for both parties. You see ‘eye to eye’ and appreciate what each other can bring to the table.
In a romantic relationship, the Two of Cups shows a blossoming new union based on mutual attraction. There is both a physical and soul connection that leaves you giddy and weak at the knees.
You bring out the best in each other and lift each other to even higher levels of potential. The exchange of emotion is heartfelt, and you are both willing to do whatever it takes to support one another. In some cases, the Two of Cups can refer to a marriage, proposal or engagement.
In a business partnership, the Two of Cups is a sign you are both on the same wavelength and share a similar vision for the venture you are creating together.
You may not have the same skills as each other, but you create a beautiful synergy when you work together.
For example, one of you may be talented at sales and marketing while the other excels at managing the business's operations.
A partnership like this – built on trust, harmony, and mutual respect – is likely to succeed so long as you continue to communicate with one another and focus on your shared alignment. (Though, it never hurts to have a contract or agreement in place to ensure this dreamy business partnership continues this way.)
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Well How lovely 👌🏼👼🏼
💚👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼 7 OF RAPHAEL 👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼💚
Time to make a decision! You may feel the situation is too complicated, but further research will reveal the right course of action. Intuition provides useful guidance on how to sort through all the possible choices. Listen to your inner voice!
Don’t be lulled into daydreams. Get clear on what you want, and then take action without looking back. If you’re drawn to a particular bucket on that card, the chakra colour holds meaning and guidance in making your choices.
👼🏼💚👸🏼 QUEEN OF RAPHAEL 👸🏼💚👼🏼
A love of home and family. Trustworthy psychic information.
Your heart is your greatest strength! Expect relationships with others to develop to a new level.
Someone is in the perfect position to help another person understand his or her own feelings. An immense love of home and family is also in evidence. Any psychic or intuitive information that arises is completely reliable.
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I love archangel Raphael and all of these cards go so well together!! Especially with just about everything the universe has been throwing at me 🧐🤣
I should probably do a meditation with him tonight lol.
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Todays outfit of the day was what I wore to bed last night c..
Todays outfit of the day was what I wore to bed last night cuz I didn’t want to get dressed today but let’s just pretend I did 🤣
2021-09-14 04:48:02 +0000 UTC View PostTODAYS TAROT READING FOR SEPTEMBER 13TH 2021 🎡 WHEEL OF FOR..
TODAYS TAROT READING FOR SEPTEMBER 13TH 2021
🎡 WHEEL OF FORTUNE 🎡
The Wheel of Fortune card shows a giant wheel, with three figures on the outer edges. Four Hebrew letters – YHVH (Yod Heh Vau Heh), the unpronounceable name of God – are inscribed on the wheel’s face.
There are also the letters TORA, thought to be a version of the word Torah, meaning ‘law’, or TAROT, or even ROTA (Latin for ‘wheel’). The middle wheel has the alchemical symbols for mercury, sulphur, water and salt – the building blocks of life and the four elements – and represents formative power.
On the outer circle is a snake, the Egyptian god Typhon (the god of evil), descending on the left side. The snake also represents the life force plunging into the material world. On the right side rises the Anubis, the Egyptian God of the dead who welcomes souls to the underworld. And on top of the wheel sits the Sphinx, representing knowledge and strength.
In the corners of the Wheel of Fortune card are four winged creatures, each associated with the four fixed signs of the Zodiac:
the angel is Aquarius, the eagle is Scorpio, the lion is Leo, and the bull is Taurus. Their wings signify stability amidst movement and change, and each holds the Torah, representing wisdom.
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The Wheel of Fortune reminds you that the wheel is always turning and life is in a state of constant change.
If you’re going through a difficult time rest assured that it will get better from here. Good luck and good fortune will make their return in time.
Similarly, if things are going well, know this, too, will change and life may return to ‘normal’ soon. This cycle shows why it is so important to cherish the blissful moments in your life and make the most of them while they are within reach – because in a flash they could be gone.
The Wheel of Fortune is also known as the wheel of karma and reminds you that ‘what goes around comes around.’ Be a kind and loving person to others, and they’ll be kind and loving to you.
Be nasty and mean, and you will get nasty and mean turning back your way. So, if you want happiness and abundance, make sure you’re sending out that positive juju in kind. What you send out into the Universe will come back your way.
The Wheel of Fortune card asks you to be optimistic and have faith that the Universe will take care of your situation in the best way possible. Meditation and visualisation can reinforce your intention to bring increased abundance, good fortune and prosperity to you.
Your life is about to turn in more positive directions if you are willing to grow and expand. Keep your mind open to all kinds of synchronicities and signs from the Universe.
The magic of fate and destiny is behind you, and miracles are happening.
Be open to the help of others, too, as guidance from both the physical and spiritual realms is supporting you along your journey. They want you to do well, so relish their support right now. Call on them any time you need it. You may also feel compelled to work with the archangels and ascended masters to support and guide you.
If you are someone who likes to have control and stability, then the Wheel of Fortune may come as a shock to the system. This Tarot card suggests that factors outside your control are influencing your situation. It is as though the Universe is dishing up whatever it pleases; it's unpredictable and unnerving.
This is one of the challenging aspects of the Wheel of Fortune since no matter which way the Wheel turns, it is impossible to try to change it. You need to accept what is happening and adapt. Go with the flow!
Finally, the Wheel of Fortune can show a critical turning point in your life. Opportunities you could never imagine are suddenly available to you, and you have the chance to make a significant change in your life.
While it may be unexpected and unfamiliar, see this as an invitation to turn things around and take an entirely new direction in your life. The more you tune in to your intuition and allow the Universe to guide you, the better the outcomes will be.
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Wow this is fucking crazy lmao.
I feel like my entire dna is changing internally which is of course manifesting itself in my life externally 🤣
Everything is changing around me and it’s so freaking wild but that’s been my life since day one and I’m good at adapting so what ever 🤣 I am open and I’m not afraid.
🎡👼🏼 THE WHEEL 👼🏼🎡
We literally got the same card from both the tarot and Angel cards but they both have slightly different messages soo 🤣🤣
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You’re feeling the need to move on. What once interested you has lost its charm, and you’re seeking more meaning and rewards.
The Wheel points to a time of change in your life - most likely positive change (even if it is a tad bit uncomfy in the beginning). As the Wheel of Life spins from season to season, life marches on, bringing endings and new beginnings.
Many times, the Wheel indicates that Fate will be stepping into your circumstance, bringing change from the clear blue air. If you are looking for a new job, home, or partner, make sure that you tell your friends, relatives, and colleagues, as they might know the "perfect" next partner or place for you.
Trust that the Universe is working in your favor to bring you what you need, as it is always on your side. If you are doing manifestation work, clearly set your intentions and then release them to the Universe, having faith that it will bring you what you desire in Divine Time.
If things haven't been going your way, don't despair. Remember that there are both good times and bad in life - ups and downs. Don't focus on the negative in life or allow yourself to get stuck in a downward spiral. Know that better things are on their way.
Don't forget, too, what goes around comes around.
If you have been acting nastily toward others, Fate might have a little bit of something in store for you. Now is the time to really check your Karma and make sure that you are giving what you'd like to receive from the Universe. If not, make some changes! If others have been treating you with disrespect or unkindly, know that they will "get theirs."
Above all, remain optimistic as there are positive changes headed your way.
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Wow just wow! 🤣
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Todays tarot reading for September 11th 2021 🤴🏼🪄KING OF WAN..
Todays tarot reading for September 11th 2021
🤴🏼🪄KING OF WANDS 🪄🤴🏼 REVERSED
The King of Wands sits on his throne, holding a blossoming wand in his hand, a symbol of life and creativity.
His throne and cape are decorated with lions and salamanders, both symbols of fire and strength. The salamanders biting their own tails represent infinity and the ongoing drive to move forward against all obstacles.
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The King of Wands reversed suggests that while you are in a leadership position, you are not ready to step into that role.
You may be the creative or visionary person in your work, but you have not yet developed a sense of comfort with leading others towards your vision. You may need to work on your leadership skills or enlist the support of someone who has a natural talent at steering others towards a common goal.
Alternatively, you may manage others, but are not leading others; you are assigning tasks and monitoring performance, but you are not communicating the vision and engaging your team to take responsibility for bringing the concept to life. You may think you are the only person who can make this vision a reality, even when your team is here to support you.
At times, the reversed King of Wands can be aggressive and even arrogant in the pursuit of his goals. Be mindful that as you strive towards your dream, you are not putting others off-side, dis-empowering them or taking their contributions for granted.
You need their support one hundred percent of the way.
Also, don’t let success get to your head, thinking you’re above everyone else just because you are the leader. Consider embracing the concept of ‘followership’ – the ability to take direction, be part of a team and deliver on what is expected of you, even as the official leader of the group.
On a personal level, the King of Wands reversed warns you against setting unrealistic expectations for yourself and others. While you are highly ambitious, you may be setting yourself up for failure if you set goals that are significantly out of reach and then pushing hard to reach those unattainable goals.
You may also be prone to get swept up in the hype of other people’s goals to ‘10x your sales!’ or ‘create the next billion-dollar business!’ You don’t have to buy into other people’s dreams and visions (and hype). Stay true to what’s important to you and keep focused on your personal vision and direction.
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ahhhhh hahaha 🥲🥲🥲
Yea I need to work on a lot of things 🤣
⚔️⚔️⚔️⚔️⚔️ 10 OF SWORDS ⚔️⚔️⚔️⚔️⚔️ REVERSED
The Ten of Swords shows a man lying face down, apparently dead, with ten swords in his back.
A red cape drapes over the lower half of his body as a sign of dignity as he leaves this world. While the dark sky is ominous, the sun is rising on the horizon, bringing a renewed sense of hope and opportunity.
The calm sea in the background also brings solace, suggesting that even in times of darkness, there is a sense of peace and calm to be found.
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The Ten of Swords reversed indicates that you are combating an inevitable change or ending because you are not ready to face up to what is happening.
However, the more you resist, the more this situation will continue to drag on, so it’s time to rip off the bandage (however painful that might be) and get this over with so you can start fresh.
Trust that everything is happening for a reason and even though it may be difficult to understand what you are going through, know it is leading to your personal growth and regeneration in the long-term.
Similarly, the Ten of Swords reversed may represent an old situation that ended badly. You are still carrying around wounds from it but have buried them so deeply that you do not realise they are still present (and hurting you).
These old pains need to be dealt with once and for all. It may be difficult to delve back in, but it's the only way to release yourself of this pain and allow it to pass from your life.
The reversed Ten of Swords encourages you to re-evaluate your circumstances and let go of any aspect of your life that is no longer serving you.
Rather than dwelling on your painful past, it is essential to look ahead and realise how these events free you up to reshape your life and choose a new direction for yourself. You can free yourself of your past and create a new sense of self.
Finally, the Ten of Swords reversed can appear as a welcome sign that the pain and sadness you have been feeling is ending.
When upside-down, the swords in the man’s back look to be falling out, releasing him of the pain and hurt he has been suffering. You are releasing the memories of the past and allowing yourself the opportunity to move forward with a sense of renewal and hope for the future.
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Wow this one hit the heart 🤣😭
👼🏼 6 of RAPHAEL 👼🏼
Oh what a lovely memory! Experiences from your distant past or childhood come flooding back in order to help you with the present. Old friends or romantic partners may resurface. New people you meett become instant, close friends due to past-life connections. Previous relationships or friendships may be rekindled.
Deep-rooted issues that hold you back push to be resolved. Be careful not to romanticize the past but rather to see it clearly and objectively.
Additional meaning: Issues involving children. Nostalgia. Embracing your inner childd. Innocence.
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Time to go embrace my inner childd and sing some adventure time songs 👼🏼
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Aaand last of Todays outfit ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Aaand last of Todays outfit ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
2021-09-11 10:19:36 +0000 UTC View PostLast of todays make up 👼🏼❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Last of todays make up 👼🏼❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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TODAYS MAKE UP Part 2 👼🏼 I took a lot
TODAYS MAKE UP Part 2 👼🏼 I took a lot
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Stream started at 09/10/2021 07:32 pm Doing todays MAKE UP!..
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TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD READING FOR SEPTEMBER 10TH 2021 🪄..
TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD READING FOR SEPTEMBER 10TH 2021
🪄🪄🪄🪄🪄🪄🪄 6 OF WANDS 🪄🪄🪄🪄🪄🪄🪄
The Six of Wands depicts a man wearing a victory wreath around his head and riding a decorated white horse through a crowd of cheering people.
His horse represents strength, purity and the successful progression of an adventure, and the group of people marks the public recognition for the man’s achievements.
The rider holds an upright wand with a wreath tied to the top, further emphasising success and achievement.
He is not afraid to show off to others what he has accomplished in his life so far and, even better, the surrounding crowd is delighted to cheer him along.
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The Six of Wands appears when you have reached an important milestone or achieved a significant goal, and you are confident, self-assured, and successful.
You harnessed your strengths and talents to bring about a happy outcome in your endeavours and made it through the chaos of the Five of Wands, minimising your distractions and focusing on the task at hand.
Yes, there were challenges along the way, but you overcame them by concentrating your energies on the one target.
The Six of Wands suggests that not only have you achieved your goals, but you are also receiving public acknowledgement for your efforts. You may have recently received an award, acclaim or recognition from your peers for your work. It may even be just a pat on the back, but this attention is a big boost to your confidence and gives you the strength to continue your endeavours.
The Six of Wands also encourages you to put yourself out there and be proud of what you achieved. Shout your successes from the rooftop and set it all out there for others to see and cheer you on. Be open to receiving love and support from your biggest cheerleaders, who are energised by seeing you succeed. Now is your time to shine!
The Six of Wands is a positive encouragement to believe in who you are and your accomplishments so far. Have faith in what you’ve done and how others will receive it. Do not let fear or guilt stand in the way of your success. You ought to be proud! Hold your head up high and know you‘re worthy of admiration.
While the Six of Wands marks an important milestone, keep in mind that you’re not quite at the finish line just yet. You still have some way to go, and challenges may sit on the path ahead – but take heart knowing you have the support of those around you and they are here to back you 100%
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Either I am super disconnected to the situation of my true reality based on what this card is telling more or it was meant to be be reversed but I asked the cards if it was meant to be reversed and it said no 🤣
Reading this hurt my heart cuz it felt like everything I thought I would be feeling at this point in time.
This morning my parental figures approaching me about my financial situation asking me basically what the fuck I’m going to do from this point forward to pay rent because I am not making as much as I’ve been spending now that I can’t go live and as well as I’m not getting paid to be my friends respite care provider, though I’m still doing all that comes with being a provider which is just costing me more money 🤣
I feel very weak in my heart just trying to process the fact that I have no wide outlet for me to share myself /my music. Then trying to put any energy forth into what I’m going to do to compensate for that leaves me with the sickest feeling.
I’ve been super non productive these past few days. More than I’ve been this entire year. Many hours just laying in my bed feeling pooo with crazy random flare ups of emotions. Other then today I have not been getting properly dressed 🤣
So with that being my dominant emotional space it’s quite fascinating to me that I picked a card well associated with success, accomplishments, people ACKNOWLEDGING those compliments, and overall feeling confident in ones own creative projects.
This card did help me sort of get my head out of my ass upon the negative narrative of “ I don’t have any support” cuz that is simply just a bunch of absolute bullshit lmaoooo but my stupid brain got the best of me this morning so I’m very glad that card was able to shift that closed minded perception. I am supported in everything I do by very many people and I know that.
I would not be here without it!
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Time to make a decision!
You may feel the situation is too complicated, but further research will reveal the right course of action. Intuition provides useful guidance on how to sort through all the possible choices. Listen to your inner voice!
Don’t be lulled into daydreams. Get clear on what you want, and then take action without looking back. If you’re drawn to a particular bucket on that card, the chakra colour holds meaning and guidance in making your choices.
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Reading this back now I can see this card is expressing the purpose in constraining situations such as this. You only know exactly what it is you want when your in the midst of experiencing the exact opposite and recognizing just how fucking terrible that makes you feel! Lol
I’m going to probably do a crazy ass full moon ceremony in the next week sometime around the 20th to let go of all of these neggy vibes to make space for a whole lot of new stuff.
A lot of things are changing right before our eyes.
Stream started at 09/10/2021 06:21 pm LIVE TAROT CARDS and ..
Stream started at 09/10/2021 06:21 pm
LIVE TAROT CARDS and me word vomiting about my chaotic life
Todays outfit was hella hobo 🤣 I didn’t do make up or any wi..
Todays outfit was hella hobo 🤣
I didn’t do make up or any wig stuff but I still wanted to take record of my hair length cuz it looks so different everyday! 👼🏼
Today was the first day in many many many months where I did so much of anything 🤣
I spent a lot of time just laying around in bed doing meditations and listening to some woo woo podcasts. 🤣
I have a very hard time sitting still sometimes I always want to be engaging in something that is challenging or stimulating my mind, not so much just consuming information lol.
I feel like there is a huge piece of my life quality missing now that I cannot go live to play music 🤣 but I’m slowly coming to terms with reality.
This is such a very strange time in my life lol.
It’s the very first time I find myself completely responsible for what I do everyday now as far as my “job” 🤣 which is something I always wanted since the first time I experienced what it’s like having someone else be my boss 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
I was begging for freedom and some kind of proof that I could do all of what I enjoy and make a living doing it, now That I’ve had it, and sorta lost it all; I am in such a weird space. Im questing my entire life’s direction but I do that just about every 3 weeks lmao and I know that overthinking does nothing but cause more emotional strain.
I’m trying to surrender to the reality of this moment even though there is no real proof of it resolving itself on its own anytime soon. Taking breaks is very hard lol. I like knowing that I am making money and adding and sharing value to the world now I feel incapable of it to some degree.
But I know there is significance in it.
I just don’t see it lol.
Just letting the universe have her way with me
TODAYS TAROT READING FOR SEPTEMBER 9TH 2021 🐎 KNIGHT OF WAN..
TODAYS TAROT READING FOR SEPTEMBER 9TH 2021
🐎 KNIGHT OF WANDS 🐎
The Knight of Swords shows a knight dressed in armour, charging ahead with great energy on his powerful white horse. The knight’s sword is held high, a symbol of his dedication to his purpose and mission.
The white horse symbolises the purity of the intellectual energy that motivates the knight. In the background, storm clouds are beginning to form, and the trees bend in the strong winds. The wind doesn’t stop the knight, however; he heads directly into it, eager to complete his mission.
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The Knight of Swords reversed can appear in a Tarot reading when you are brimming with energy and motivation but cannot effectively channel and release this energy.
You are growing restless and frustrated because you want to take action, but something is holding you back. Perhaps the timing isn’t right, you don’t have enough resources, or you’re relying on someone else who isn’t ready. You need to find alternative ways to release this energy.
Otherwise, you are going to burst.
Similarly, the Knight of Swords reversed suggests that you have little direction and are making rash and impulsive decisions, pulling others down with you. Your thoughts are scattered, and you are constantly changing your mind. If you are leading others, this can be very confusing and frustrating for all involved.
Even if working alone, you may find that your distracting ‘monkey mind’ is getting in the way of your overall success. You may need to apply a single focus; pick an idea and then stick with it until it is complete. It will take mental discipline to see it through – are you up to the task?
The reversed Knight of Swords can also suggest that you need to slow down; otherwise, you are at risk of severe burnout and exhaustion. You want to be involved in everything, but you are not succeeding at anything due to this roving energy. As such, you are accomplishing very little and growing more tired by the day. Take some time out so that you can first ground yourself, gather your thoughts and concentrate on only the top priorities.
Finally, the Knight of Swords reversed indicates that you need to go it alone to build up valuable life experience and maturity. As you search for freedom and independence, it is likely you will make mistakes on your way due to your reckless and impatient nature, but this is all a part of the journey.
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HA.
Wow.
What a slap in the face once more lol.
That last part is literally me being stupid on TikTok causing me to get banned so that’s funny asf
But also
I’ve been trying to build up the mental foundation for me to correctly introduce
GarageBand into one of my many creative relationships.
Today I was going to really start trying to record the very simple theme song from adventure time which is like a 10 second song 🤣 but I wanted to make it really extra with harmonies and everything so that has been my plan since day one.
Then of course today my FATHER has to poke me about what the fuck I’m doing with my crumbling financial situation by asking
“Why haven’t you put any songs out yet Whats so bad about recording. Just go in there and record it once and post it”
To which I replied “just about everything, and that’s not how I want to do it.”
And his RESPONSE “OH SO YOU DO NOT LIKE MONEY?? What song are you going to do?”
Instead of leaving the room which I SHOULDA done I said the adventure time Theme song 🤣😭
And he got the dumbest look on his face and goes “seriously??????? why would you throw away 12 dollars on that it’s not even a song, you’re trying to make money not waste it.”
I don’t even know what I said after that cuz my brain broke lmao.
On top of all that he keeps making “jokes” about how now that I’ve got myself banned from going live on TikTok imma have to start applying to work at fucking Taco Bell or somewhere cuz I am no longer making any money rn.
So now all the tiny weak sparks of inspiration I have been trying to cultivate in myself (despite the mass amounts of OBSTACLES that are ahead of me) to get started with garage band feel completely SMOOCHED.
And I’m not sure what I’m gonna do.
Not fun times
I don’t feel like my vocals will be in good condition enough to sing today cuz of the ridiculous emotional bursts I keep having just about everything that has been going on the last week or so lol but maybe I can get myself together enough tonight to record the guitar for the theme song but now it just feels like there’s no point anything I want to do doesn’t seem to be worth it in their eyes.
Meanwhile we got the magician Angel card which literally says now is the best time to get started on this new project but all the confidence has left my soul 😭🤣
Stream started at 09/09/2021 03:09 pm LIVE TAROT CARDS!
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