I remember when I was a childd writing songs was on of my TOP 5 ways of having guaranteed excitement and JOY. I wrote about all kinds of shit from songs I wrote when I was mad at my parents to songs about my imaginary boyfriend drama. Shit was fun and it came so easily WAS IT ANY GOOD? I don’t think so 🤣🤧🤡 That being said I was a CHILDD🤣🤣🤣 Anyways recently I’ve been writing the weirdest shit. They’re not complete songs or poems or anything it’s just a few paragraphs, If that, or strange rhymes and phrases that I’ve wrote from shirt lived sparks of “creativity” I haven’t writtin a full song with semi quality lyrics and chords and structure in MONTHS. It’s concerning my cerebral cortex.
My brain thinks too much when I write now. I’m too busy thinking about the next thing to say instead of feeling into it now. It’s BAD. I need to stop writing garbage and tap back into that careless lil girl 🤣
Todays make up looks okay for SUPER FAR AWAY 🤣🤣🤣 I botched my shit I don’t even know what happened with the eye make up I just started going crazy cuz I was messing up so much 🤣🤣🤣🥲🥲🥲
TODAYS TAROT CARD / ANGEL CARD for July 21sr, 2021
🌚 THE MOON REVERSED 🌝
The Moon card shows a full moon in the night’s sky, positioned between two large towers. The Moon is a symbol of intuition, dreams, and the unconsciouss. Its light is dim compared to the sun, and only slightly illuminates the path to higher consciousness winding between the two towers.
In the foreground is a small pool, representing the watery, subconscious mind. A small crayfish crawls out of the pool, symbolising the early stages of consciousness unfolding. A dog and a wolf stand in the grassy field, howling at the moon, representing both the tamed and the wild aspects of our minds.
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The Moon reversed indicates that you have been dealing with illusion, fears and anxiety, and now the negative influences of these energies are subsiding.
You are working through your fears and anxieties, understanding the impact they have on your life and how you can free yourself from such limiting beliefs. This is a truly liberating and transformational experience.
You may try to bury these feelings even deeper within your subconscious so you can avoid your dark shadows. You may not be ready to face your emotions, pushing them to the side and pretending as if nothing is wrong. This strategy might work in the short-term, but eventually, you will need to resurface these emotions and deal with them head-on.
The Moon reversed can also show that you are receiving intuitive messages and psychic downloads but are struggling to understand what they mean for you. The message may be confusing, or your interpretation differs from what you read elsewhere. When the Moon is reversed, you are being called to listen to your inner voice, and not the voice of someone else.
Trust that the answers you need are already within you, and tune in to your inner guidance system to hear those answers.
Pay attention to your dreams and keep a dream diary because this is how many of your subconscious messages will be relayed to you. If you’re still stuck, record the messages you receive and come back to them later when you have more clarity.
✨✨✨✨✨ OKAY THAT IS SO WEIRD! I had a dream last night which I never do! And all I remember is it had to do something with me recognizing the importance and value of my sense of SMELL and I remember having a conversation with someone explaining to them how some animals use their sense or smell above almost all other sense perceptions??? 🤣🤣🤣 those are the kinds dreams I have lol. What does that mean? Angels I resonate with this a fuck ton. I have been dealing with a lot of hard truths and coming to new realizations about how my reality could be much more joyful as soon as I give up being stuck from where I currently reside lol.
👼🏼✨ 7 of GABRIEL ✨👼🏼
Now is a critical time for us to stand our ground when it comes to our beliefs and core values because they are being tested!! The angel Gabriel is the herald of visions, messenger of God and one of the angels of higher rank. He makes God's message understandable to people and helps them to accept it with a pure heart. He’s the Saint of all those who work in the field of communication and telecommunications. Many professions can rely on his support and protection in daily working life, including postal employees, philatelists, delivery men, garbage collectors, radio presenters and diplomats. Each of the 7 archangels is associated with the 7 chakras. Illustrated by the example of the rainbow, Archangel Gabriel creates with a white ray of light. a new beginning, clarity, purity. Call on him to eliminate dark thoughts from your head and heart, you can finally see more clearly again!! ✨✨✨✨✨
Well damn! I’m glad I am a person who never really pinched myself off TOO MUCH to my own guidance system. I’m grateful to have this deep quite inner knowing just about almost every situation, but I’m sure archangel Gabriel can help me see things even I was unaware of today ☺️✨🌈🙏
Todays outfit of the day was basically PJs I woke up and thought it was Wednesday so I went to take my friend to work only to realize he did not work that day so instead I went and bought myself a new purse and new stuff to put in my purse the I also cleaned my car and got rid of most of the stuff Stephen has given me that had been accumulating in my car like a shirt of his, and a stuffed animal he got from a crane machine, he also left a pair of his shoes in my car but I didn’t throw those away I put the unicorn out by the car wash where I was cleaning mine and left a not underneath it saying the next person who finds the unicorn will have a blessed miracle come to them and to keep the unicorn. I watched a guy come clean his car, notice it, pick it up and take it into his car then drive off after he cleaned his car 🤣 It made my heart warm.
Here’s a clip from tonight’s first ever live concert! We are still working on the quality but I wanna thank all of you who joined, commented liked and sent gifts! There was only a few but y’all are for sure my favorite people ☺️🙏
Even when it appears that you have everything you ever dreamed of, it can still feel like something is missing deep down. Have you pursued material gain at the expense of your spiritual growth or emotional fulfilment? For example, you might own the most expensive home or car on the block, but you never see your friends and family and are pretty miserable. This is the essence of the reversed Nine of Cups, and when it emerges in a Tarot reading, it asks you to reconsider what you’re wishing for and align it with your Highest Good. You may have lost touch with what’s important to you, instead favouring the ego and chasing what will impress others.
Success and happiness mean different things to different people. So, instead of doing what you think will make other people happy, do what will make you happy. Ask yourself, What does success look like to me? And how will I know when I am successful? If your outside world is not bringing contentment, change your definition of success.
Now is the time to reconnect with your goals and dreams and recommit to bringing them to fruition. You may need to tweak your goals to keep them in full alignment with your personal values. And you may need to be more proactive in creating an action plan to see your goals come to fruition.
The Nine of Cups reversed serves as a reminder not to over-indulge at the expense of your health and well-being. You may be prone to overdoing it on partying or spending. Keep everything in moderation and focus on the long-term consequences of your actions, even if they bring short-term pleasure.
✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ WELL SHIT 🤣 Alright so on top of the fact that I have been banned from going live on TikTok, a lot of other things that I hold dear to me have also disappeared like my entire PURSE That I just restocked full of shit and I’m pretty sure left at the church and someone took it?? 😳😳😳 SO I had to go buy a new purse today, but all the shit I need to put in my purse again, had to go get gas and then my cars maintenance lights turned on and then 10 minutes later I got a bill from my dentist for my 3 hour dental procedure for almost 4000 dollars 🤣😭 SO IT SEEMS I AM BEING TESTED 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 Something is telling me I think that the way I have been operating my current life is not working therefor some things are going to have to DISAPPEAR become no longer accessible in order for me to find new ways of being. That being said I spent a fucking shif ton of money today and feel like I can’t go live and make any☠️☠️ It’s a weird feeling but I think I’m still gonna go live on here for you guys and make a post about it on my other social platforms 🤣
I know that all of this is happening for my greatest good I’m ready bitchh!!
😇👼🏼💋 THE LOVERS 💋👼🏼😇
You’re feeling the need to move on. What once interested you has lost its charm, and you’re seeking more meaning and rewards. This is an excellent omen for those who are looking for love; you'll likely find someone who tugs at your heartstrings and makes your soul sing.
This card also shows a choice between two options in life - one, the more conservative and culturally acceptable choice or person, and then there is the one that sets you afire. Make sure that you carefully consider which one serves you best before moving forward, as this choice will likely affect you for years to come.
It is a great time for communicating your deepest emotions right now, as those you open up to will be trustworthy confidants.
Raphael is best known as a healer, but is also the patron of matchmakers, so his appearance is well intentioned with this card! Love is our most natural state of wellbeing and when we are fully In love with life Life just mirrors it right back to us!!
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Wow that is so crazy how well those two cards go together 😳🤣 I’m shook! I think I need to sit down and write a good list of mu top priorities / values/ and goals again like how I did when I first broke up with Christian 🤣
LIVE TAROT CARD READING AND ANGEL CARD MEDITATION WITH ARCHANGEL RAPHAEL 🧘♀️ 🙏 so I literally mistook our tarot card for the 7 of pentacles reversed and literally figured out that it was the 9 of pentacles after reading the whole description of the other card 😳🤣 WWHOPPS my bad 🤣 big thanks to the 5 of you who joined the live y’all are my hero’s! 😌
Todays outfit of the day 🤍💮PART 1💮🖤 🤣 I took too many photos today ig. Y’all it’s been a strange week! I’ve lost my purse, had some crazy hard stupid pills to swallow about my personal relationships, then I got banned from my live, then last night my great uncle passed away after a year long battle with cancer.
It is a lot but I am just processing it best I can haha which may be best that I cannot go live on TikTok for the time being.
TODAYS MAKE UP ☺️✨🌈 I FINALLY GOT TO USE THE PALLET FROM MY DEAR FFIEND THIS MORNING! I tried going live through here this morning to do it and I learned that it does give the option to post the lives into my feed so that’s good! I’ll start doing that with my yoga and meditation videos I think instead of recording on my regular camera then uploaded it to here haha so yall can join me when I’m actually doing my practices!!
I’m also thinking about going live READING that book I’m on again to y’all sorta like how I did a few times on TikTok maybe?? And then posting what I’ve read on here because the book is so interesting, Gimme your thoughts!
Todays tarot /Angel Cards for Monday, July 19th 2021!!
🃏🤴🗡 KING OF SWORDS 🗡🤴🃏
The King of Swords sits upon his throne, facing forward as if ready to confront whatever life throws at him. He holds a sword in his right hand, the hand of the conscious, rational mind, and points it upright and to the left, the side of the subconscious, intuitive mind. This symbolises the King’s decisiveness, but also flexibility in all matters; while he makes decisions based mostly on his intellectual understanding, he stays open to his intuition.
The King wears a blue tunic, symbolic of a desire for spiritual knowledge, and a purple cape, symbolic of his compassion and intellect. The back of his throne is decorated with butterflies (transformation), crescent moons and an angel just near his left ear, positioned as if to give him subtle guidance.
The trees behind him stand still, and the clouds have settled. The wind from the previous Swords court cards has died down, giving the impression of stability and clarity rather than the confusion of sweeping change.
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The King of Swords is a symbol of intellectual power and authority and has the courage and intellect to achieve all that he desires. When this card appears in a Tarot reading, you are in your power, ruling from a place of authority and respect. You stand firm in your truth and express yourself with deep conviction. As a result, others pay attention to what you have to say.
The King of Swords indicates that you have a clarity of mind and can perceive the truth, so it is up to you to take the lead with providing an objective point of view and making decisions based on impartial judgement. You are well-positioned to judge your situation appropriately and identify any limiting behaviours getting in the way.
You are also masterful at keeping your emotions in check while you draw upon your intellectual power and mental clarity to ascertain the truth. You cut straight to the point and get to the heart of the matter for maximum efficiency and impact. While you may worry that you are not being particularly caring or sympathetic with others, this detachment is what you need most right now.
The King of Swords encourages you to use your logic and intellect to navigate the path ahead. You will need to make firm and well-researched decisions and stay fair in your dealings with others. You need to be able to take any situation, look at it with total impartiality, and then come to a balanced and insightful decision.
Often, the King of Swords represents a professional advisor, such as a solicitor or attorney, financial adviser or taxation consultant. This advisor has a solid reputation and a vast amount of knowledge in his particular field. He is impartial and will draw upon his experience and his innate understanding of the rules, systems and structures to give you well-researched advice.
He may come across as detached or disinterested in your personal circumstances unless it relates specifically to his skillset. This is so he can provide only the most relevant guidance to you. He prides himself on his expertise and qualifications and is likely to charge a high fee for his services. Nonetheless, he offers the rigour and specialist knowledge that you need right now.
If you have not engaged the help of an expert, the arrival of the King of Swords suggests that it may be worthwhile getting legal or financial advice. If you are expecting changes or particular circumstances that will require an expert opinion, you can be on the front foot by seeking help before they happen. That way, when they do roll through, you are ready to demand your rights and find an outcome that benefits you. You may also benefit from finding an advocate or mentor who can provide you with smart advice. ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨
DAMN OKAY! 😩🤣 I relate to his character in certain senses. I feel like I usually have a pretty clear idea of what I’m doing, why, and the purpose / intentions behind my choices/ behaviors! Also for some reason people like the shit that comes out of my mouth sometimes 🤣🤣 The last paragraph is interesting 🤔 reminds me of my TikTok ban 🤣
👼🏼🌸👸🏼QUEEN OF ARIEL👸🏼 🌸👼🏼
Archangel Ariel is the lioness of GOD!! 🦁 She oversees the protection and healing of animals and plants, as well as the care of the Earth's elements (such as water, wind, and fire). She is aware of the consequences to those who harm God's creation. During this time we must be mindful of the things we do and say to those we love and make sure we are acting with true intentions!
Ariel is also a liaison between the human and the elemental world of sprites, faeries, mystical crystals, and other manifestations of magic. To call upon Ariel, you need only request her guidance for goals that are within her realm. For example, you might ask her "please help me to heal this animal," or "please help me to better understand the beauty of the natural world." ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ WOW!! I think miss Ariel is becoming my favorite archangel lol I found this beautiful prayer to do when you wish to call upon her magical presence I will copy and paste it here!
“ Ariel, angel of nature, I thank God for making you such a powerful protector of creation. Please help me do my part to take good care of this natural world
Guide me to treat all animals well and to help animals in need, Whenever an animal brings me joy (from listening to the natural music of birds singing in the morning, to riding on the back of a horse), remind me that each creature is a gift.
Let the unconditional love that animals give us humans inspire me to become a more loving person since we are all here to work together in the unity of love!”
I went live on ONLYFANS for the first time this morning! Doing a test run haha cuz i got BANNED from going live on TikTok and they still have my appeal under REVIEW 🙄 But that’s alright I wanted to give this TikTok love stuff a go and I’m glad I ddi because now I know that I can just go live on here and post my shit afterwords instead of recording it on my phone and trying to upload the video to my ONLYFANS 🤣 I’m gonna do that from now on now that I know I can post my lives!! 🥰🥰
Todays outfit of the day was I did not get dressed today 🤣😩 Today was a ME DAY 🤣 I got to do all the things I needed and wanted to do that could do yesterday 🌈 And basically spent the entire day alone cuz everyone else in the house was out! It was perfect. I also got banned again on TikTok today for using my pendulum board cuz some people think I’m talk to demons or something or maybe they think I am a hoe either way I don’t care I have faith that my lovely live privileges with return and if they don’t then I will just start going live on here for you guys 😘
Anway I think I may have stretched my right leg a bit too far the last time I went to the gym because I am very sore now in that hip socket area AND I’m currently experiencing to pulsating crampage in my right calf, Intense! 🤣
TODAYS MAKE UP ❤️🧡💛 So literally I was having a small little crying session this morning 🤣 just processing the recent events that happened in a 24 hours period you know 🤣 Having a short lived poor me party 🎉🤮 lmao and AFTER I had put this full face of make up on I noticed 2 packages outside my bedroom door 😩❤️ I instantly got really emotional for some reason cuz I’m a little bitch right now lol and I was overwhelmed with so much gratitude. I wish I had opened the packages before I did my make up so I could have used the AMAZING pallet that was so generously gifted to me along with beautiful blue butterfly wings 🦋😩😭🙏 Idk what on earth I did to deserve such wonderful gifts but today they came to me at the perfect time to remind me that I am like the little caterpillar, destined to evolve from whatever experience I’m currently facing because what I’m facing now is preparing me for all I have asked for ✨🙏🦋 Thank you all for supporting me when I get down in the dumps! 🌈🌼😇
The clip from this mornings tarot card reading 🥰 we got Temperance and The Queen of Gabriel 🥰 both here to remind us now is a good time to seek balance in all areas of life if we are feeling depleted or overwhelmed in certain areas 🌸
YESTERDAYS MAKE UP 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸 I tried using eyeshadow as a sort of PRE eyeliner so I could kinda have more precision and direction as to where to go when I did apply the eyeliner and I didn’t make any giant mistakes I think thanks to that!! I’m gettin really sick of how fake those freckles appear lol 🤣
TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARDS FOR SUNDAY JULY 18th 2021
🃏🙏🦋💕 TEMPERANCE 💕🦋🙏🃏
The Temperance card shows a large, winged angel who is both masculine and feminine. She wears a light blue robe with a triangle enclosed in a square on the front, representing that humans are bound by the Earth and natural law.
The angel balances between one foot on the rocks, expressing the need to stay grounded, and one foot in the water, showing the need to be in flow. She pours water between two cups, symbolic of the flow and alchemy of life.
In the background, there is a winding path up to a mountain range, reflecting the journey through life. Above the mountains hovers a golden crown encased in a glowing light, a symbol of taking the Higher path and staying true to one’s life purpose and meaning.
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You are being invited to stabilise your energy and to allow the life force to flow through you without force or resistance. It’s time to recover your flow and get your life back into order and balance.
This card calls on you to remain calm, even when life feels stressful or frantic. Maintain an even temperament and manage your emotions. You have learned to keep composed in stressful situations. Little things don’t get to you, thanks to your seemingly abundant source of PATIENCE! Your respect for balance and tranquillity is what will help you achieve and experience fulfilment in your life.
Temperance asks you to take the middle path and accommodate all perspectives. Now is not the time to be highly opinionated or controversial. Be the peacekeeper and take a balanced and moderate approach, avoiding any extremes. Include others and bring together diverse groups of people to create harmony and cooperation. By working together, you will collectively leverage the right mix of talents, experiences, abilities and skills.
There is alchemy within Temperance. This Tarot card is about blending, mixing, and combining diverse elements in a way that creates something new and even more valuable than its separate parts.
‘Blending’ can take on many forms; for example, a blended family, an artist who blends different materials or techniques, a bartender who mixes new and exciting cocktails, or a chef who combines different cuisines and cooking styles.
The Temperance card shows that you have a clear, long-term vision of what you want to achieve. You are not rushing things along; instead, you are taking your time to ensure that you do the best job you can. You know you need a moderate, guided approach to reach your goals.
this card also reflects higher learning. You are learning a great deal where you are now and are at peace with what you are doing – it is all coming together well. Your inner voice is guiding you to the right outcome, and you are patiently listening and following. ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ God damn 🤣 yall. Alright lol so this is so resonant🤣 last night was one of the top worst eye opening experiences of my entire life 🤣🤮 so far and thats a scary thought cuz this isn’t even that bad
I got some obvious proof of some things that I did not want to be true!! Which would imply that I have to do the 1 thing I hate most, what ive had to do with almost every connection Ive ever made with a friend, lover, etc. I have to seperate myself once again for the sake of my own personal well being because my overall well-being is the last thing they are corncerned about. It is time I revert to being content again with little to no social life 🤣 Which is FINE But having to clean up the shit that has already fallen on the floor due to this situation is the really crappy part lolol. There was a moment last night where I felt as significant as a slab of meat in the middle of a dinner table being fought over by two immature Conceded siblings wanting what they want for their own selfish desires, unaware that the poor sentient beings corpse never wanted to be on the table like that in the first place.
There is much for me to learn and that is what I’m beginning to understand haha I have quite to dharma to fill. That’s okay. I’m a tough bitch once I stop crying lmaooo
👼🏼🧡🌼 QUEEN OF GABRIEL 🌼🧡👼🏼
Here we have the Queen sitting in her royal throne relaxed, content and we can actually pause and see that we have all that we need to accomplish and attract what we want. We are able to attract the right people to assist and support us. And – we actually can do anything right now. So all the ideas you have, choose one and go for it! You actually are more ready than you realize, and your kindheartedness is being noticed by others who want to work with you.This message brings some ease to anything you may have been worrying about especially in manifesting a project. ✨✨✨✨
🤡🤡🤡 really tho?? 🤔🤔 🤣🤣🤣 Wow this is a very ironic card lolol this feels far from the truth based off of what is reflecting to me externally 🤣🤣 but then again everything external to me has already manifested, therefor it’s old news therefor I am now STILL in this present moment currently creating momentum towards a potential new reality for the future. So in a way this is correct! And by letting of if what does not serve you you make room for the new. I am trying to see all this from a how does this really serve me point of view haha because I know deep down everything is working out perfectly for me. 🤣
TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARDS FOR SATURDAY, JULY 17th 2021
🏆✨ 7 OF CUPS✨🏆
In the Seven of Cups, a man stands before seven cups filled with various gifts. Some cups bear desirable gifts such as jewels and a wreath of victory.
But others hold gifts that are not gifts at all; instead, they are curses, such as the snake or dragon. The clouds and the cups symbolise the man’s wishes and dreams, and the different gifts inside suggest that you need to be careful what you wish for as not everything is as it seems. Choices need to be made, but in doing so, you must go beyond illusion and allure, and instead focus on what’s right for you.
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The Seven of Cups is a card of new opportunities, choices, and at times, illusion. When the Seven of Cups appears in a Tarot reading, you have many options and opportunities from which you can choose.
But be careful! You are prone to illusion and unrealistic ideals. An opportunity with promises of more money, more fame, or more power may sound appealing, but as you look deeper into what is on offer, you may realise it’s not everything it’s cracked up to be. Your ego may pull you in a specific direction, but it’s important you check in with your Higher Self first. Evaluate your options and dig below the surface to discover what’s involved with each choice.
Often, the Seven of Cups can be a sign of wishful thinking and projecting into the future about what you would like to create, rather than taking action here in the present to make it happen. For example, you may wish for a fitter, more healthy body, until it's time to get out there and exercise.
Or you might wish for a successful business fuelled by passive income, but you’re not ready and willing to put in the hard work now to enjoy the fruits of your labour later. If you spend most of your time wishing but not doing the work, then it’s time to choose just one thing and make it happen.
You may find that your ideas are not grounded in reality. Your plans might sound fabulous in your imagination, but when it comes to implementing them, you may realise they do not work in the real world.
The Seven of Cups may be a sign of ‘shiny object syndrome’, where you keep finding the ‘next big thing’ but fail to see any of those new opportunities through to the end. When you are constantly in the idea phase, you miss the chance to bring your designs into fruition.
Again, now is a time to focus on the one thing that will move you closer to your goal; resist the temptation to get side-tracked with other ideas as they arise. If need be, note your ideas as they come up, but stay focused on the one thing you’re doing.
This card is inviting you to move out of the ideas and options phase and choose. Each will have its pros and cons – it’s up to you to make sure that the option you select is in alignment with your purpose and your Highest Good – even if you feel somewhat paralysed by the options available to you!!
😇👼🏼🧡 ARCHANGEL GABRIEL 🧡👼🏼😇
Enjoy the beautiful things in life, knowing that you deserve to be wonderfully provided for: Take excellent care of your body with massage; yoga; or anything that makes you feel healthy , vibrant, and luxurious.
Additional meanings of this card: Abundance. Spending time in nature, indulging in creative and artistic projects. Loving and nurturing yourself or others. A time of excellent emotional or physical health.
Archangel Gabriel is the messenger angel who guides and supports expectant and adoptive parents-as well as those involved in “newborn” creative projects. Call upon Gabriel to inspire your creative ideas and give you the courage and the opportunities to express them.
Today you can’t go wrong pursuing your dreams. Dig into projects that you have been wanting to start, don’t let fear hold you back any longer. This is your time to shine! You have the Divine support of Archangel Gabriel, who is watching over you at this time. Be sure to connect with her through gratitude, thanking her for her help, guidance and Divine intervention. Focus with laser intention on your dreams and don’t let your ego hold you back. You are on the right track, know it, feel your project completed in the most successful and abundant way and keep your faith in your ability at this time. Don’t let obstacles get in your way, they are only a distraction, not a hindrance; acknowledge them and let them go. You are unstoppable!
Spend some time in nature today, connecting with Mother Earth, grounding yourself to clear your thoughts. Find the power in setting your intention outside, while connected with bare feet to the earth.
It doesn’t matter if you don’t have a lot of time, even a few moments with palms open and receiving, face to the sky will make a huge difference. Then take a few moments to write you intention down on paper, carrying it around in your pocket with a favourite crystal is one of my favourite ways to keep my intentions close to my heart.
If you have an “ego” moment of doubt, you can pull out your paper and read it, taking a moment to ask for Divine help and guidance. You will be amazed at the results. Vision boards are also a great visual stimulation to help you manifest your dreams. Keep yours somewhere that you can admire it many times a day as you pass by, filling it with images that make your heart and soul soar! ✨✨✨✨✨
I cannot believe the crazy night I have had and my brain is no longer working anymore especially after how much this reading resonates with me in a very slap in the face kind of way and I’m high as shit right now so I’m just gonna leave this here :)
IDK WHAT I DID TODAAY all I know is I just wanted my hair and clothes to match 😇 I’m already feeling Bored with regular eyeshadow🤣😭 I can’t wait to finally get a hold of some different wet liners and start dabbling in that magic 🥰🥰🥰🥰 There’s this gal I found on Instagram who does the sorta stuff I know I wanna do! Shes crazy good and I’m going to use her as a guide once I get my hands on some 😳🥰
Here is the video for TODAYS TAROR READING / GUIDED MEDITATION inviting arch Angel Raphael To come and heal / READING TO YOU The book: THE KNOWING 🙏😇 By Sage and Serena Dyer! I absolutely love this book so if u want to hear some of it but don’t wanna do the tarot or meditation skip to the last 30 minutes or so! 💕 Thank you so much to The kindest for getting the tarot deck AND book for me 💕😇
SO, I asked a couple of y’all if you would prefer that I start posting my live TikTok concerts and a good amount said DO IT SO here is my lil concert from yesterday!! I never remember anything I do or say in the moment during my lives so this should be interesting 🤣🤣🤣
TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD FOR JULY 16th, 2021 !! ✨🦋💋🌼
🪙✨ 9 OF PENTACLES REVERSED ✨🪙
The Nine of Pentacles shows a well-dressed woman standing in a beautiful garden. She wears a flowing, golden robe and a red beret, signs of her wealth and social status. The vines behind her are heavy with grapes and golden coins, representing the fruitful accomplishment of all her desires. Her right hand rests upon one of the many coins, and her fingers wrap around the purple grapes on the vine, symbolising her healthy relationship with money. She can enjoy the fruits of her labours without overdoing it. A hooded falcon sits calmly on her left hand, signifying the woman’s intellectual and spiritual self-control. Far in the background is a large house, presumably belonging to the woman herself, a further signal of her abounding wealth and financial plenty.
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When this card is reversed. You may question whether you are ‘enough’. whether your skills are valuable. whether you can charge higher prices or ask for a pay raise. whether you can attract the right people into your life. You may be under-charging for your services, working for free or accepting a lower salary than you should. Know that you deserve to be wealthy in all facets of the word!
On the other hand, you may focus on increasing your sense of self-worth. Invest in yourself! get a wardrobe makeover, learn a new skill to enhance your career or take a personal development course. Practice self-love. Even if you are reluctant to spend money on yourself, know you can indulge in life’s luxuries, particularly if it makes you feel good and ‘worth it’. You ARE enough. You are more than enough. You are AMAZING!
Similarly, the reversed Nine of Pentacles suggests that you may need to release some of your need for a particular income or standard of living, especially if it gets in the way of other life priorities such as family or relationships.
It is vital that you focus on what is most important to you. Finances may need to come second, and while you need to at least put food on the table, there may be areas where you can cut back and reduce your dependence on material wealth!
✨✨✨✨ Damn! This is something that has been on my life since I recently began dedicating so much of my life to keeping consistent content on ONLYFANS and TikTok 🤣 I’ve definitely been putting about 90% of all of attention into my creative projects leaving little room for time with my family and my so called “social life” lol But I’ve never been happier in my whole life lol And my social life isn’t really a current department that I want to put very much energy into 🤣 which I probably should if I want anything to CHANGE 🤣🤣
🦋😇👼🏼 10 OF RAPHAEL 🦋😇👼🏼
This card is also about community. Being a card that indicates spiritual growth, this could be a nod to your spiritual community, the people who have played either an active or passive role in your spiritual development.
If you’re the esoteric or metaphysical type, this card is known as the “soul family” card. From this perspective, you understand that there is a bond—a sort of contract–you have agreed upon with your birth family to learn certain lessons designed for your own soul’s growth.
Looking at things in this way, what lessons have you learned from the members of your family of origin? My own growth came from looking at the challenging relationship with my mother from this perspective, and played a major part in my spiritual growth and direction.
So, this week, 10 of Raphael asks you to look beyond the material things you have—or think you need to have to make your life better. 10 of Raphael, instead, asks you to look at the ways life makes you feel satisfaction and a sense of peace.
✨✨✨✨✨ I love this!!! I feel like I have really been striving to me more aware of the MANY MANY blessings present all around me thanks to the overwhelming amount of support given to me by my family, and ALL OF YOU!!
I always want to lead with that sense of appreciation in my heart for how I got to where I am today, which I feel like in the past I have sorta become neutral and not as grateful as I should be!! No more! I have so much love in my heart it is time to eXPRESS IT to all of those who DESERVE IT 🤣
GOOD MORNING MY FAVORITES 😇🙏🌼 How are you doing today?? I’ve got just about 88 subscribers now! I hope you know I adore you all 🥰 I’m going to start incorporating more music into my ONLYFANS finally! Imma try to start doing a song of the day!! Just for you! Thank you all so so much for being here with me as I grow and continuouslyelvovr into the mystical badass I was born to become! 🌈❤️ If you feel inspired to comment any songs that you would like me to play next for tomarrow let me know! ❤️ Much love!
TODAYS OUTFIT OF THE DAY! YOU BET YOUR ASS I WORE THIS TO CHURCH 😇👏🏼 So today I took Tyler and Melissa to church and I got to spend time with Stephen once again. He and I ditched the service about 20 minutes in because it was getting unbearable with the bullshit they were spewing especially when Melissa was adding her bits of insight which sounded like empty words searching for validation once more. By the time i was about DONE with it all, Stephen leaned in and asked if I wanted to go outside and walk around instead. I was like PLEASE lol And we ended up once again just having a very authentic genuine conversation with him that felt so magnetic. Hes on a bunch of medications now from his parents for PSYCHOSIS. Which makes him very SLEEPY. And much more calm. There’s some weird shit going on with this human being and I have no clue what it is
TODAYS TAROT READING AND ANGEL MEDITATION FROM THIS MORNING 😇🌈 Today we pulled arch Angel Michael whom is the protector of all things, angels, humans, and animals. His color is deep dark blue and he is known as the CHIEF of angels 👼🏼 Let us call upon him to support us when we feel unsteady in the world, uncertain about if we are making the right choices, or if we simply just need someone to be with while we let all our walls down! Thank you Archangel Michael! 💙
💙 TODAYS MAKE UP INSPIRED BY TODAYS ARCHANGEL that we pulled from my tarot deck today sir MICHAEL 💙 Even tho he represent dark blue 🤣 Whoops! Anyway so TODAY I did something I’ve never done before. Put some blue trashy eyeshadow on my lash lid then slapped about 10 layers of dollar store eyeliner on top of that 🤣🤣😭😭😭 Eyeliner is CRAZY one slip up and u fucked up the WHOLE thing lol But it’s a very fun and exciting challenge For the fact that I just started back up again, im using really shitty cheap products, and I don’t have all the products necessary to do exactly what I want, I think I’m doing okay 🤣
