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TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD READING FOR Saturday, JULY 31, 202..

TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD READING FOR Saturday, JULY 31, 2021

🏮💡 THE HERMIT 💡🏮

The Hermit stands alone on the top of a mountain.
The snow-capped range symbolises his spiritual mastery, growth and accomplishment. He has chosen this path of self-discovery and, as a result, has reached a heightened state of awareness.

In his right hand, he holds a lantern with a six-pointed star inside; it is the Seal of Solomon, a symbol of wisdom. As the Hermit walks his path, the lamp lights his way but it only illuminates his next few steps rather than the full journey.
He must step forward to see where to go next, knowing that not everything will be revealed at once. In his left hand, the side of the subconscious mind, the Hermit holds a long staff (a sign of his power and authority), which he uses to guide and balance him.

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The Hermit shows that you are taking a break from everyday life to draw your energy and attention inward and find the answers you seek, deep within your soul.

You realise that your most profound sense of truth and knowledge is within yourself and not in the distractions of the outside world.
You leave behind the mundane to set off on a journey of self-discovery, led only by your inner wisdom and guiding light. Now is the perfect time to go on a weekend retreat or sacred pilgrimage, anything in which you can contemplate your motivations, personal values and principles, and get closer to your authentic self.

The Hermit invites you to retreat into your private world and experience a deep sense of seclusion and introspection.
You know that you need to take this journey alone or with a small, intimate group of spiritually minded people. When you allow yourself to tune in to your inner, guiding light, you will hear the answers you need and grow wise beyond your years. Find your light, shine it on your soul and create your unique path.
You will see what lies ahead of you – not miles upon miles, but enough to know where to step next. From there, take one step at a time.

The Hermit often appears when you are at a pivotal point in your life and considering a new direction. Through meditation, contemplation, and self-examination, you may begin to re-evaluate your personal goals and change your overall course. You will look at your life with a deeper, more spiritual understanding and a few of your priorities will change as a result.

The Hermit also represents the desire to turn away from a consumerist or materialistic society to focus on your inner world.
the Hermit may appear in your life as a spiritual mentor here to raise your vibration and enhance your consciousness. The beauty of this mentor is that, while he may be an expert in his own right, he will teach you how to find your answers within you.

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Okay I am done 🤣
WEEKEND RETREAT????? 😩😩😩😩🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Seriously?? 🤣🤣
Wow.
Just goes to show folks Truman is real and we are merely his puppets 🤣🤡
Wowwwww
These are such crazy days.
Tomorrow is the beginning of my birthday month.
I’ve always loved having a birthday in august.
Since I turned 13 though I have not loved having birthdays lol 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
I’m gonna be fucking 22. HELP ME T SWIFT LOL
whatever, I cannot wait for this new phase of my life. I have never been more me than ever before and childhood me couldn’t even imagine a reality like that as possible.
I’m happiest when alone in my little sanctuary.
Most likely naked.
And free to just exist and play however I chose and stop when I chose 🥰
It’ll be interested to see how much personal time I’ll need once I finally make friends who don’t just drain me 🤣🤣🤣🤡
ANWAY.
I love the hermit card 🥰

🌜🌚 THE MOON 🌝🌛 with archangel HANIEL?????? 😳😳 who???

You’re feeling the need to move on. What once interested you has lost its charm, and you’re seeking more meaning and rewards.
Everyone experiences times in their lives when they're afraid or insecure. Sometimes their fears are based on external factors you can see and sometimes worries stem from irrational or unreal concerns.

In both cases it's important to go within and listen to your intuition as to what to do next.
Ask your inner self about the source of your anxiety, and trust your guidance. The angels sent you this card because this is a time of powerful intuition and psychic ability.
However, your greatest insights will be about yourself. Embrace this period of self-awereness to overcome past blocks that have held you back.
Awaken truths about yourself that you've kept hidden, and see your brilliant light.

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WOW THESE CARDS HAVE BEEN GOING SO GOOD TOGETHER 👏🏼

My pattern app tells me that I have built in feelings of inadequacy so THATS fun and I’m not sure what much to do about that if it’s just a part of me🤣
But I have this horrible issue of not knowing how to
Look at people who are more skilled and their craft than me at ANYTHING
And see it as inspiration rather than a reason to beat myself with is bloody stick 🤣🤡???
I can only make content with all my heart when I completely isolate and forgot that anybody else on the planet has ever played music before 🤣🤣
I have a horrible comparing condition 🤣🤣
I blame my father because he has the exact same issue he admitted it himself that he compares himself to every single person he meetss and feels inadequate to them!
😩🤣
ANYWAY I’m sorta SICK of being this way.
That’s probably the reason I only have friends who wanna suck my soul dry to get their needs manipulatively met??? 🤡
cuz I’m too insecure to surround myself with people who are actually becoming their best selves and making something out of their lives?????? 😳😳😳😳
Oh my
Damnit lol

I would love to feel inspired by other peoples excellence.
I usually can when it’s something completely unrelated to what I’m doing in my life.
But like I am ruining my relationship with my sister because I cannot stand being around her because I have this horrible AVERSION to her BECAUSE I got a ton of really unhealthy shit going on in my head built up from since I was 6 yearss old towards her and it’s a reflection of my attitude towards any other musician, artist I see.
I get this sinking feeling in my heart that feels like I want to start uncontrollably sobbing while at the same time punch someone in the face and tell them to shut the ever loving fuck up. 🤣
And that’s the closest sensation I get to experiencing anger I think lol.
I got some work to do
And I want to cuz it’s fucking miserable to have ur worst nightmare sleeping one room away from you 🤣
I want to look at other people and their gifts as exactly that a gift instead of a giant slap in the face. 🤣🤣

Wow this is exactly what the moon card was talking about lol
I just word vomited 🤣
WHOOPS
WELL!

I guess i should probably go do a meditation with this Angel 🤣
And see if she can cure my envy and LEO ness
🤣🤣🤣
Thanks for coming to my therapy session!

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Todays make up 🥰 I am all ready to come home now that the fu..

Todays make up 🥰
I am all ready to come home now that the funeral service is over 🤣
I miss going live 🥺🥺
But it’s been nice taking a lil break from social media.
I’m gonna post our tarot card reading after I get this uploaded hopefully!
And it’s taking a whole ass hour for me to upload just a couple of photos oh my lorddddd 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩
I’m so sorry you guys!

After the tarot reading I’m gonna get hella baked and sit outside on the hammock while doing a guided meditation for sending a passed on relative your love ❤️

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I have arrived at my home town! I’ll try to post as much as..

I have arrived at my home town!
I’ll try to post as much as I can while I’m here at least the tarot card readings and my outfit / make up of the day! Not too sure about the lives 😭👼🏼
I’ll be home soon! Thank you friends!

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Todays outfit of the day was this simple asf hobo attire wit..

Todays outfit of the day was this simple asf hobo attire with no make up 🤡🌹
Cuz I knew my ass was gonna be sittin in a car for 4 hours!
We have arrived at my grandmothers house.
I’m struggling to upload these simple photos. It’s a slow process haha. It it does go through eventually just takes about 1000 times longer than normal 🤣
Bare with me 🤣

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SHORT YOGA SESH 🥰

SHORT YOGA SESH 🥰

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TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD FOR FRIDAY JULY 30th 2021 ✨🪙 PAGE..

TODAYS TAROT / ANGEL CARD FOR FRIDAY JULY 30th 2021

✨🪙 PAGE OF PENTACLES 🪙✨
you need to give yourself a break to refresh your mind.
With regards to work, the Page of Pentacles reversed may signify that you are currently feeling overwhelmed due to the heavy demands in your workplace. Remember that it is always better to ask for assistance and complete the work rather than to try to finish it all by yourself and end up failing to do so.

the Page of Pentacles reversed may refer to that urge to play and gamble. Be sure to stay responsible and be in control of your actions. In terms of health, do your best to stay away from dangerous activities!

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The site I use to get my tarot card information is currently DOWN 🥺🤣 so I found this translation of the cards which isn’t half as good and the other description but whatever!
This card makes sense along with my little weekend trip coming up lol.
I’m excited to take a small break from always being on my phone and really spending some time with my family while also honoring my great uncles life and physical transition 🙏

👼🏼 4 OF GABRIEL 👼🏼
It’s a time to celebrate! 🥰 archangel Gabriel helps us see the perfection in the imperfect and that’s everything is unfolding as it was meant to. There has been a recent accomplishment that has left you feeling confident and self assured in your dreams! Take time to relish in these new achievements!

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Haha that’s fucking funny lol. So for some reason one of my TikTok videos is getting a lot of attention which is awesome asf cuz it’s bringing light to my back out account and Its looking like I’ll be getting 1000 followers by my birthday with no question 🥰
I am so very blessed man Idek what I do to deserve such love sometimes.
I’m very excited to see what my back up account turns into once
The head has been shaved 😳🤣

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Swipe for todays live reading!! 🥰

Swipe for todays live reading!! 🥰

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🌹🥰PART 3 of todays OOTD 🥰🌹 ALRIGHTY IM GOING TO BED , I’ll ..

🌹🥰PART 3 of todays OOTD 🥰🌹

ALRIGHTY IM GOING TO BED , I’ll try to do my tarot cards before we live in the morning before we head out! 🙏
Thank you all for all the love you’ve given me 🥰

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OUTFIT OF THE DAY PART 2 🥰🌞✨ Hello my beautiful friends once..

OUTFIT OF THE DAY PART 2 🥰🌞✨
Hello my beautiful friends once again mentioning that I may be posting less frequently over the weekend cuz my hometown has some incredibly horrible internet connection just about ANYWHERE 😭
I am still here!
Thank you all for being here with me! 🙏

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🌹TODAYS OUTFIT OF THE DAY PART 1!!! 🌹 I have an announcement..

🌹TODAYS OUTFIT OF THE DAY PART 1!!! 🌹
I have an announcement to make!
I MAY NOT BE AS ACTIVE THROUGH ONLYFANS THIS WEEKEND AS I USUALLY AM
I will be taking a trip to my hometown to go to my great uncles funeral on
Saturday then coming home Sunday
The wifi there is mad TRASH 🤡
I probably won’t be able to go live but I might try still 🤣🤣
Imma do what I can to keep posting what I can,
Just know I’m not ghostin ya 😉🌞

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Todays make up was BAAAADDD They eyeliner 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 the eyeshado..

Todays make up was BAAAADDD
They eyeliner 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 the eyeshadow 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
Lord help my soul.
So I’m currently in the movie theatre with Tyler Melissa and russel.
I’m very tired and ready for bed.
I’ve spent almost all day with Melissa 🤣
She’s onto a completely new phase of taking a label and making it her entire identity. 😢
About 4 weeks ago she was going on and on about how gay and transgender people just need conversion therapy and to get on their knees for jesus then all their homo vibes would magically dissolve.
I knew she didn’t really believe any of that bullshit she had just taken on the identity of a narrow minded Christian.
Flash back to now I’m pretty sure she has said the words “IM GAY” about 38 times.
And while Tyler is constantly asking her what he can buy her she just says
“Something gay”
I don’t understand why people have to take things and completely lose themselves in it. Who gives a flying fuck who you wanna fuck at the end of the day?? Why does it have to be this whole HERE IS MY IDENTITY PLZ VALIDATE ME BLAH BLAH BLAH

Meanwhile since Tyler’s buying shit for Melissa left and right he has completely stopped buying SHIT for me 🤣😭
all he does now is tell me “oh mckay I forgot to get YOU something “
As we walk out of any establishment post getting Melissa something 🤣🤣🤡🤡
IM NOT MAD WHAT 🤣
Actually I am a little bit cuz on top of that they got me buying shit FOR them too and IM NOT GETTING PAID ANYMORE TO DO ANY OF THIS RN 🤣🤣🤡🤡🤡
So this has to come to an end!
And it can now!! 🥰
WHYY???
Cuz melissa no longer wants to go to those fucking dreaded church events 🤣👏🏼
Which means Tyler doesn’t want to go where Melissa is not,
which means I don’t have to anymore! 🤣

Most likely than not there won’t be other church’s that fit Melissas new expectations🤣🤣 she wants to find one that glorifies the LGBTQLMAOPQRS community while also gettin down on the knees for jesus.
Best of luck to her.
That girl lol.

I spent all night with her on the birthday where she took an edible for like the 3rd time in her whole life. She’s a completely different human when she’s high she actually talks…. Like someone not in a theatrical performance ???
We had some really honest conversations with each other about spirituality, and our shared experiences on energy vampire/empath relationships.
It was my favorite part of the entire day.
And if not for those brief moments of profound connection with her
I don’t know if I would have been able to stand the other side of her. 🤣
Mostly because all of that Isnt who she is, it’s an act in order to get attention and affirmation that she’s a good girl.

I have this horrible curse of seeing people for who they really are underneath all their muck 🤣🤡
She’s going through so much in her life it feels like she’s a lost puppy finding a favorite toy every time it sees something new.
And then she tells me how much she loves me all the time and how I am the realest friend she’s ever had. I am a very big person in her life right now while she’s basically figuring out who the Fuck she even is after many years of being told whom she is.
And I’m sorta on the same boat myself!
So
Match made in Heaven I guess lmao?? 🤣🤣
Idk man I love the girl lol and I have a fuck ton of empathy for her.
She’s the closest thing I got to a lady friend so
I need to be more appreciative 🤣

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Stream started at 07/29/2021 07:23 pm YOGA, BEGIN🙏🥰

Stream started at 07/29/2021 07:23 pm

YOGA, BEGIN🙏🥰

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TODAYS TAROT READING FOR THURSDAY, JULY 29th 2021 🪄📑 PAGE O..

TODAYS TAROT READING FOR THURSDAY, JULY 29th 2021

🪄📑 PAGE OF WANDS 🪄📑

The Page of Wands shows a youngg man holding a long staff in both hands as he looks inquisitively at the green leaves sprouting from the top.
His tunic is emblazoned with salamanders, a mythical creature associated with fire and transformation.
The Page stands still, with his staff firmly planted on the ground, suggesting that while he is inspired by the potential growth represented by the sprouting staff, he has not yet taken action on this inspiration.

In the background, the landscape is barren and mountainous, implying that this Page has the gift of being able to find growth and potential in the most unlikely places. He is so energised by his ideas that he can make anything happen and isn’t limited by his circumstances.

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With the Page of Wands, you are inclined to give anything and everything a go. You embrace the opportunity to start out on a new journey or project and see where it takes you.
You do not necessarily have a solid plan in place, nor do you really know where you are headed, but you are excited about the possibilities.

You have a gift for dreaming up new creative ideas unfettered by the burdens of everyday life. Nothing will get in the way of your dreams!
And while the appearance of the Page of Wands indicates that you are experiencing creative restlessness, notice that the Page is standing still and his staff is firmly planted on the ground
he is not going anywhere just yet. You still need to take your creative spark and ground it down into reality so that it is ready to be implemented in the physical realm.

You may need to map out your strategy, or you may need to test your ideas or create a few experiments before committing. It could be helpful to run your thoughts through a filter so that you only act on those most aligned with your broader goals.

The Page of Wands can appear when a spiritual path or journey may be calling you. You have a curious mind and are intrigued to see where this call might lead.
While you are very much the novice when it comes to this spiritual endeavour, you are open to the experience and keen to discover new levels of consciousness.

You may benefit from working with a wise mentor, someone who has walked your path before and can now lead you forward.

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Well this card is literally my ONLYFANS 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😭😭
Hahahahha funny shit.
This is the place where I get to freely do whatever the living funk I want and it’s up to me on how to do it and when and where and why and I love it.
I am a genius🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Why hasn’t anyone else thought about at least making a platform like this, which is so much easier than PATREON 🤮🤮🤮🤮
I don’t know but I’m so grateful the idea popped into my head however many months ago.
I am also very ignorant and have no clue what the fuck I’m doing EVER but idgaf cuz that is literally everyone else too. 🤣👌🏼
I love having my growth documented! I love knowing that if I do become badass at anything and someone else thinks they could never achieve that.
I have proof of a time when I myself was still learning and growing into what I may someday become. Because it’s not about the end results it’s all about the fun happening in the process of making results.
Like the card literally said so itself,
I had and still have no fucking clue where this is going to take me lol. I’m just following my impulses and inner guidance system.
I have so much gratitude for OF. The place where I can every light inside me burst through without being told I can’t BE THAT WAY.
🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼 4 OF MICHAEL 👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼

Sir Michael is here once more to remind us that just because we have all these fun new ideas does not always mean they are reading to be shared with the WHOLE WORLD.
We have very new, POWERFUL ideas coming with a fuck ton of potential. But they are merely seedlings sprouting, in need of much tender care and love in order to grow properly. Archangel Michael protects us during these new vulnerable phases as we navigate our way through untreated territories!
Call on him when you feel in need of a safe place to experience that type of vulnerability, it is in that space where we FIND our core wants/ needs, then we can begin to take action with a newfound sense of purpose, drive, and confidence.

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DAYUM!

So if you know me you know I sorta have a LOUD MOUTH 🤣
And I don’t usually ever speak much of my mind on matters especially super controversial shit, like on fucking TikTok to just stir confrontation and hate 🤣
But something inside me wants to do more than just share music through TikTok. I wanna wake people the fuck up with only 15 seconds to 1 minute of information 🤣
Y’all know I love teal swan
She is everything I hope to someday cheaply cosplay 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
I wanna do shit like that 👏🏼👏🏼
I want to provide REAL content and educational information that actually adds some quality to people’s lives when put into practice, ON TOP OF MY MUSIC!!

And I don’t know HOW imma do it.
Cuz that’s not my work lol
That shits for the angels to orchestrate 🤣 imma just keep doing what I be doing,
Watering my garden of thoughts 💭
👼🏼👼🏼👌🏼

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LIVE TAROT CARD READIN🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞

LIVE TAROT CARD READIN🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞

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LAST POST I SWEAR TONIGHT 👌🏼 Of todays outfit!!

LAST POST I SWEAR TONIGHT 👌🏼
Of todays outfit!!

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Outfit for today PART 1 Cutest floral romper you’ve ever se..

Outfit for today PART 1
Cutest floral romper you’ve ever seen! 🌸😳
And my hair poppin again
I have one more post to do then I can call it a night 🤣🙄

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🌸 Todays make up of the day 🌸 Not quite sure what I did but..

🌸 Todays make up of the day 🌸

Not quite sure what I did but I need to stop using pink so much 😳🤣
Also I’m so glad I’ve been taking photos of my hair everyday before the big chop 👌🏼😳

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LAST PICS FROM LAST NIGHT! I need to upload the ones from to..

LAST PICS FROM LAST NIGHT!
I need to upload the ones from tonight 🤣🤣🤡🤡

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LAST NIGHTS OUTFIT PART 1 🙄👌🏼🤡🤣 The wifi here is horrible om..

LAST NIGHTS OUTFIT PART 1 🙄👌🏼🤡🤣
The wifi here is horrible omff

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YESTERDAYS MAKE UP!! ❤️🌹✨🌜🌛 I have so much more shit to po..

YESTERDAYS MAKE UP!!

❤️🌹✨🌜🌛
I have so much more shit to post from yesterday AND TODAY
and I’m currently high asf with my friend Melissa on her bed 🛌 while she talks to her social media friend about them moving in with her.
I’m just gonna be here.
And post my stuff.
🤣🤡

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Stream started at 07/28/2021 08:24 pm Todays MAKE UP!🥰

Stream started at 07/28/2021 08:24 pm

Todays MAKE UP!🥰

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More pics from yesterday morning before I actually got dress..

More pics from yesterday morning before I actually got dressed 😬🤣
The very last video I noticed a strange orb that appears out of nowhere following left hand as I pretended to punch something with my right hand 🤣😳😳
Can you see it??? 😳😳😳

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YOGA! With adriene, today is BALANCE!!

YOGA! With adriene, today is BALANCE!!

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TAROT / ANGEL CARD READING FOR WEDNESDAY, July 28th 2021 🃏P..

TAROT / ANGEL CARD READING FOR WEDNESDAY, July 28th 2021

🃏PAGE OF PENTACLES🃏

The Page of Pentacles depicts a youngg man standing in a grassy field of blooming flowers. In the distance behind him is a small patch of trees and a newly ploughed field, promising an abundant harvest.
The mountain range in the horizon signifies the upcoming challenges and obstacles the Page must surmount along his journey. The Page holds a gold coin in his hand and examines it carefully, as if to discover how to manifest even more gold and abundance.

The Page of Pentacles, like the Pages of all four Tarot suits, brings a welcome message of new beginnings, inspiration and the initial stages of a creative project or venture.
Since Pentacles rule the material realm and correspond to the element of earth, this Page symbolises a burgeoning awareness of the value of money, wealth, possessions, career, and physical health, and how to manifest more of these material blessings.
You welcome new opportunities to your material life! a new job, a new business, or a financial windfall, and wish to discover how to turn your dreams into reality.

When the Page of Pentacles appears in a Tarot reading, you are tapping into your ability to manifest a personal goal or dream and may be in the midst of a new project such as a hobby, business venture, or the start of a new educational experience.

You are excited about the possibilities and potential of what you put your mind to, knowing you can create whatever you want with focused intention and action.
That said, this Page does not specify the fulfilment of dreams as much as the initial motivation and energy to begin the process of turning those dreams to reality.

You need to put in place clear plans for achieving your dreams and goals.
Stay focused on the practical and tangible elements, keeping your feet planted on the ground and not getting carried away, always looking for the next realistic and achievable step forward. Your common sense and a pragmatic approach will lead you to a solution that works.

In the quest to materialise his dreams, the Page of Pentacles is an avid student and seeks to learn the skills that will ensure his success in the long-term.
The Page of Pentacles often appears when you are ready to up-level your skills and learn something new so you can manifest your dreams.

See this card as an invitation to take a class, continue your education or start an apprenticeship. Even if you are already prosperous in your current field, the Page of Pentacles encourages you to try something new and discover another aspect of yourself. The more skills you bring to your portfolio, the more goals and dreams you can achieve.

The Page of Pentacles may show that you are considering a new business or entrepreneurial venture, or you are in the initial stages of setting up the company to be financially successful and abundant in the long-term. You might be new to this, but you have the enthusiasm, commitment, and devotedness to see the project through.

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Dayum!! I want this card everyday 🤣🤣🤣🤣
I’m finally getting my dumb ass off the couch and really putting deliberate attention and time into getting my backup account to 1000 followers lol.
And making it fun too instead of dreading the whole process which is most important to me above anything else 🤣👌🏼
So maybe I’ll reach 1000 today with the magical manifesting powers supporting me 🤣
1000 tbh is a lot of people
🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔
It’s hard for me to remember how much is a significant amount when I see how many followers I had on my main account and constantly compare myself to the people who had 5 times the followers I have 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Each one is as precious as the other 1000!

🌸👼🏼 8 OF GABRIEL 👼🏼🌸

Archangel Gabriel is the messenger of God and through her we can finally stop sending jesus mixed signals 🤣🤣🤣😭😭🙄🙄
True tho
When we want something but almost instantly or slowly over time shoot that dream in the foot by smacking doubt and fear on top of it we are literally vibrationally contradicting ourselves.
I like to think about literally calling someone and going
🤡“Can you make me a sandwich”
👼🏼“Yes of course”
🤡”wait nvm I don’t want a sandwich”
👼🏼“Oh ok.”



🤡”WHERE IS MY SANDWICH?????”
👼🏼 ( . ͡° ͟ʖ ͡° . )

The universe is constantly responding to what ever vibes may be felt from inside and emitting out into the world. It’s crazy but it is also perfect.

I’m noticing that a lot of my daily thoughts about the other people in my life have been more on the EYE ROLL side then the I LOVE YOU FOR EXISTING DURING THE SAME SPACE TIME CONTINUUM AS ME side,
Which is the side I strive to be on in regards to any relationship I have with anyone 🤣
This is another thing I’ve been learning.

When something we want manifests,
The manifested thing becomes a new avenue for other opportunities to show up, causing more growth and personal evolution.
I remember when I first got offered to be Tyler’s respite caregiver I’ll never forget the feeling.
Because I was literally asking the universe for a fun as fuck way of receiving income that didn’t feel anything close to a “real job”
DAYS LATER I was offered this on a silver platter I didn’t have to do SHIT 🤣
Looking back now it’s CRAZY to think.
When I made that agreement i don’t think I fully conceptualized that taking this opportunity would mean much more than getting paid to drive him to work lol.

It means this person would become a very main character in the reality show that is my life. And I have a responsibility for the things I do, say, and act in their presence. And I have a responsibility for observing the kind of international dialogue that goes on in my head about this character, because once again
We attract who we are, the energy we give off upon putting focus onto something.
We get into habits of perceiving the people around us for how they have been in the past and begin to believe that is just who they are
Classic Tyler!
🤣
I’ve Been a bit pessimistic in my thinking towards my loved ones and I have been feeling it. I notice myself making assumptions about things not going how I’d like because that’s “usually how the night goes with I’m with Tyler”
🤣🤣
Only to realize I have put myself into a cage when I held the key the whole time. 🤡
Our words are so powerful.
Every single thought we have goes somewhere from in us.
So the only question is what do you got going on inside you today?

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Stream started at 07/28/2021 02:29 pm Tarot card / Angel ca..

Stream started at 07/28/2021 02:29 pm

Tarot card / Angel card reading 🌞🧡🍑
Our arch Angel card matches my panties today! 👌🏼🌞

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yesterdays PJs !! 🤣 Cuz I didn’t think I was gonna out my fa..

yesterdays PJs !! 🤣
Cuz I didn’t think I was gonna out my face on or get dressed so I thought I’d just take these and I still have more too 🤣🙄 on top of pics from when I actually did get dressed 🤣🤣❤️👌🏼

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❤️ DOING TODAYS MAKE UP ❤️

❤️ DOING TODAYS MAKE UP ❤️

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Stream started at 07/27/2021 05:38 pm YOGA WITH ADRIENE! CO..

Stream started at 07/27/2021 05:38 pm

YOGA WITH ADRIENE! CONNECT! ❤️🔗🖇❤️

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Todays tarot / Angel card READING FOR TUESDAY, JULY 27th 202..

Todays tarot / Angel card READING FOR TUESDAY, JULY 27th 2021,

🐎🪄🤴🏼 KNIGHT OF WANDS 🤴🏼🪄🐎

The Knight of Wands reversed may appear when you are actively pursuing a personal passion project or hobby. A fire has been lit within you, and now you are doing everything to move this passion project forward. You have no intention of turning it into a raging success!
Its simply for you to enjoy and channel your energy into. For example, you may learn to read Tarot purely because you have an interest in this beautiful, spiritual tool, rather than wanting to become a world-renowned Tarot reader.
You are pursuing this passion project with all of your heart because it genuinely lights you up inside.

The Knight of Wands reversed can signal that you are experiencing a considerable build-up of energy but are unsure about how to channel it into the world effectively. You may have a creative restlessness, knowing that you are destined for something ‘big’, but you are restricted from taking action right now.
Perhaps there are frustrating delays, insurmountable obstacles or people standing in your way. The tension from within is palpable, and you desperately need to release this creative energy. Look at alternative ways to pursue your passion or manifest your vision. You may need to adjust your path somewhat while staying true to your original idea.

Conversely, the reversed Knight of Wands suggests that you may be acting impulsively, trying to accomplish everything at once. You are rushing from one task to the other, without focusing on the details or ensuring sustainable success. This may appear to work in the short-term, but long-term you could end up burning yourself out or falling short of your goals. Slow down and know that you don’t need to do everything at once.

The Knight of Wands reversed also suggests that you are at risk of acting impulsively, doing or saying things that you may later regret. You want everything to be ‘fixed’ straight away, but you do not allow yourself the time to think through what is best for you.
Be careful, too, that you are not reacting instantly to everything that happens. Give your circumstances some space and time before you take action. You may also find yourself feeling frustrated that factors beyond your control are impacting your situation. Again, remind yourself that there will be things that you can control and change as you want to,
you just have to find them.

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WOW! How crazy lol this is pretty spot on.
Obviously my whole life has recently become just a wide exploring ground for the many things felt inspired to Pursue, simply because I adore the process of doing it! The results are just a big bonus!
I want to share bits and pieces of information in regards to what I do here with tarot, meditation, yoga and music on my other platforms, to give them a taste 🤣
I don’t know how to do this in the best way.
But since I’ve been live banned on TikTok I’ve actually had the time to think about this Instead of just going live and playing music 🤣

I do have a vision. I want to make brief informative clips of each days tarot reading and post them on TikTok, then vaguely mentioning to click the link in my bio for more information 🤣 and also start doing “make up transformation videos” where I take one clip looking like a complete hobo and then another all dolled up to expose the manipulative power of make up, then I wanna make MEMES 🤣😳
Idk I wanna have more fun TikToks not just music and I know that it will all fall into place perfectly!
strangely because Of the fact that I have 2 TikTok accounts now 🤣
All in divine timing!

🌸👼🏼 TEN OF MICHAEL 👼🏼🌸

Sigh of relief! Sometimes our thoughts in regards a situation become the most unpleasant part about it all!
Let go of the things that are beyond your control, move forward with gratitude that what you went through has prepared you for what’s next!

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Doing tarot / Angel cards!

Doing tarot / Angel cards!

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