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Added 2021-07-30 05:58:05 +0000 UTCTodays make up was BAAAADDD
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Lord help my soul.
So I’m currently in the movie theatre with Tyler Melissa and russel.
I’m very tired and ready for bed.
I’ve spent almost all day with Melissa 🤣
She’s onto a completely new phase of taking a label and making it her entire identity. 😢
About 4 weeks ago she was going on and on about how gay and transgender people just need conversion therapy and to get on their knees for jesus then all their homo vibes would magically dissolve.
I knew she didn’t really believe any of that bullshit she had just taken on the identity of a narrow minded Christian.
Flash back to now I’m pretty sure she has said the words “IM GAY” about 38 times.
And while Tyler is constantly asking her what he can buy her she just says
“Something gay”
I don’t understand why people have to take things and completely lose themselves in it. Who gives a flying fuck who you wanna fuck at the end of the day?? Why does it have to be this whole HERE IS MY IDENTITY PLZ VALIDATE ME BLAH BLAH BLAH
Meanwhile since Tyler’s buying shit for Melissa left and right he has completely stopped buying SHIT for me 🤣😭
all he does now is tell me “oh mckay I forgot to get YOU something “
As we walk out of any establishment post getting Melissa something 🤣🤣🤡🤡
IM NOT MAD WHAT 🤣
Actually I am a little bit cuz on top of that they got me buying shit FOR them too and IM NOT GETTING PAID ANYMORE TO DO ANY OF THIS RN 🤣🤣🤡🤡🤡
So this has to come to an end!
And it can now!! 🥰
WHYY???
Cuz melissa no longer wants to go to those fucking dreaded church events 🤣👏🏼
Which means Tyler doesn’t want to go where Melissa is not,
which means I don’t have to anymore! 🤣
Most likely than not there won’t be other church’s that fit Melissas new expectations🤣🤣 she wants to find one that glorifies the LGBTQLMAOPQRS community while also gettin down on the knees for jesus.
Best of luck to her.
That girl lol.
I spent all night with her on the birthday where she took an edible for like the 3rd time in her whole life. She’s a completely different human when she’s high she actually talks…. Like someone not in a theatrical performance ???
We had some really honest conversations with each other about spirituality, and our shared experiences on energy vampire/empath relationships.
It was my favorite part of the entire day.
And if not for those brief moments of profound connection with her
I don’t know if I would have been able to stand the other side of her. 🤣
Mostly because all of that Isnt who she is, it’s an act in order to get attention and affirmation that she’s a good girl.
I have this horrible curse of seeing people for who they really are underneath all their muck 🤣🤡
She’s going through so much in her life it feels like she’s a lost puppy finding a favorite toy every time it sees something new.
And then she tells me how much she loves me all the time and how I am the realest friend she’s ever had. I am a very big person in her life right now while she’s basically figuring out who the Fuck she even is after many years of being told whom she is.
And I’m sorta on the same boat myself!
So
Match made in Heaven I guess lmao?? 🤣🤣
Idk man I love the girl lol and I have a fuck ton of empathy for her.
She’s the closest thing I got to a lady friend so
I need to be more appreciative 🤣
