If you need a smothering, you know where to find me

If you need a smothering, you know where to find me
2021-04-30 16:10:48 +0000 UTC View PostIf you need a smothering, you know where to find me
2021-04-30 16:10:48 +0000 UTC View PostOh no, my tiddy slipped~ teehee 🙄🤣 As if these things could be tamed
2021-04-30 15:59:43 +0000 UTC View PostCouldn’t decide which one I like best, I think #1 🧐 what’s your fave?
2021-04-30 07:52:42 +0000 UTC View PostHammin’ it up and playin with my tiddies for you on this beautiful April day 🥰 “I’m a handful, but that’s what hands are for” ;3
2021-04-30 05:45:43 +0000 UTC View PostSilhouettes (But then also slightly brightened versions bc I know not everyone appreciates an ~implied~ nude 🤣)
2021-04-21 07:14:17 +0000 UTC View PostTrying somethin different💗 I love how late the sun is out, if you know me, you know this is my season :’3 Edit*: I did not realize my nipples were out til I reviewed these photos 🤣 smol bra betrayed me
2021-04-21 07:13:10 +0000 UTC View PostGettin back into my groove slowly but surely 🥺 If you don’t follow me on Instagram, you should! I post there daily about what’s goin’ on with me. Www.Instagram.com/undersiegexo I find it cathartic, usually. I got some messages while I was away from people thinking I keeled over or something but I was still active on IG and Twitter documenting the state of myself and sharing memes. I can do more of that on my story here if you’d care to see it. The day after I posted about coming back, cheddar had a back flare-up for the first time in almost 2 yrs. When he was 3 he slipped a disc in his spine from running through a doggy door and the top hitting his back, it built up so much pressure and swelling that his legs stopped working. He had to have an 8000$ surgery immediately or he would have been para—- lyzed (this word is banned??) and incontinent for the rest of his life. After a week in the puppy hospital and physical therapy for a few months he was good, but started to get “flare ups” when he was 5, his back legs would get shakey and he wouldn’t want to move or eat or drink because he was in pain 🥺 Changes in weather could do it, walks that were a little too long, sneakily jumping off the couch. We managed it with gabapentin and steroidal anti-inflammatories+ crate rest for a week and he’d be back to himself, but it still sucked to watch him go through it 2-3 times a year. After his other parent passed, one of the only things that made me feel better was making sure he was taken care of amazingly. I did my research and got him a series of acupuncture, and after his 3rd session and some strengthening exercises (gradual longer walks daily) he was in the best spirits since...idk it was like he was a puppy again 🥺 I could literally see it in his face how much better he felt. And that continued up until last week. I finally was pulling myself out of my rut and part of that was taking long walks every morning to get into gear, and I think it was just too much for him 😔 The day after our long one, he was very reluctant to walk, but he still kept beside me...which was weird because he’s usually walking ME. It’s a problem lol. I kept an eye on him and by the end of the day he wouldn’t even get up while I put his harness on him to go for his night walk. I knew something wasn’t right so I went to the emergency vet, waited from 9 pm-2 am because they were at capacity, just to go home and go to an urgent care vet at 8 am the next day. The doctor there confirmed he was having a potential disc herniation, but his legs were still working, just shakey. She gave him meds and suggested he take it easy. So I went home, I got him cozy on the couch, he still wouldn’t eat or drink but I got him to take his meds. Then around 7 pm he went to the bathroom all over himself and was dragging his legs, a sign it was getting worse. I brought him back to the ER, then had to wait until the next day to see a neurologist. They were wonderful and luckily we were able to avoid surgery so long as he either stayed the same or got a little better within the next 48 hours. He didn’t have reflexes in his back feet, but he could still feel “deep pain” and even responded to light touches on the bottom of his foot. All good signs that with anti-inflammatories and rest, the pressure should subside and he can recover within a few weeks. She gave me a sedative for him, some physical therapy exercises to do, and prescribed strict crate rest for a month. So now my day is wake up, get cheddar to eat and drink by making him “puppy soup” (his wet food+ water so he actually gets liquids+ his meds) and then calling my cat near him because he won’t eat unless he thinks someone else wants it, and I have to watch him like a hawk because he’s been meticulously licking AROUND the pills -.- brattyyyy boy. Then I put him in his stroller 3-4 times a day and waddle around holding the handle on his harness so there’s no weight on his back legs while he does his business (sometimes this involves me setting him on FOUR DIFFERENT GRASS PATCHES til he decides a spot is good enough -.- he’s driving me crazy). His back problem is turning into MY back problem. I feel like I look like some crazy lady, everyone thinks he’s so cute in the stroller and I’m just like >___> yes I know but also he’s disabled rn I’m not just being a Portland weirdo. Especially sus when I’m holding his harness and he starts trying to run himself to the next grass patch so it looks like I’m hovering over this able-bodied dog, when in reality he’s just doped up and thinks he can still walk but would absolutely eat shit if I let go lol. Anyway. I’m beat. But hopeful! He starts acupuncture again next week so fingers crossed it goes just as well. I finally cleaned my house and myself and did my hair...(that’s a whole other story I haven’t been able to tell you guys, but I will when I get it fixed.) I plan on recording 4 of my full-lengths this weekend and making feed content daily for the next few days to get back in the swing and entertain you all :’3 maybe a live stream too? I gotta get comfy in front of the camera again and that usually helps because I’m being hyped-up in real time 🙈 Anyway, thanks for reading if you did💗 I spam now uwu
2021-04-21 07:11:59 +0000 UTC View PostYes I’m spamming, but I don’t really think you’ll mind ;3 Ending off on my favorite, even if my nip is bein squished
2021-04-15 00:37:58 +0000 UTC View PostThe booty still there, just a lil smaller (but she’ll still smother ya so don’t test me) (or do)
2021-04-15 00:31:48 +0000 UTC View PostI want to say thank you to those of you who have been patient with me, and I want to apologize profusely for being a disappointment and a let down. But one thing I am fully confident in, is that I can more than make up for it. I’m issuing free trials to everyone who unsubbed from March 9th til now, and making a bomb full-length video for everyone who left rebill on 🥺 It was so embarrassing to have to dip into my savings to make it the last few weeks, and your subs have kept me afloat and taken care of me when I couldn’t take care of myself. I’m solely going to be working on the March content I had planned and sending that out to everyone who tipped. I have about 10 custom snaps to do also. I’ll still post to the feed, I’m actually feeling pretty good about myself? And happy to take nudes again instead of dreading it? I just probably won’t be going super hard or offering any new content club until may or mid-may. The videos I had planned for March are all time-consuming, well-planned, and I want to do my best. I started losing my spark in my content and I don’t want to put that out there. I think I can pull off a few nudes a day, but I want to produce lower volume of higher quality content. I was happiest doing that, I just haven’t felt confident enough to get back in front of a dslr since last summer. Hopefully working on my skin and fitness changed that for me, too. Thank you for reading. Thank you for sending love, and I’m sorry for worrying or upsetting you 🥺💗
2021-04-15 00:30:50 +0000 UTC View Post^_^ just got in late last night, might post a throwback to keep ya enticed but I need today and tomorrow to settle in and then I’ll be a lil hot n fresh, hot n readyyyy lil lady for ya 😈💗 Also do you prefer text or audio posts?? I feel like I drone on and on when I type so sometimes it’s nice for me to just do an audio message and get to the point ya feel me :p I might send one to your inboxes of affirmations and whatnot because I am quite literally exploding with the warm fuzzies Rn :’3
2021-03-10 22:06:28 +0000 UTC View PostOKAY MFC WAS GREAT, IM COMIN IN HOT LIVE IN 5 YES I HAD A WHITECLAW AKA LIGHTWEIghT LITTY ^O^ Edit*** sorry, I haven’t had more than like *a* drink in a long time, and I technically had like 3 tonight lmao, thank you for putting up with me 🙈
2021-03-06 07:25:45 +0000 UTC View PostHiii if you wanna come hang on Mfc for like 15 mins I’m There til I sign on here 😼 Long day of things being weirdddd but I wanted to hop on anyway :3
2021-03-06 06:01:45 +0000 UTC View PostForgot to get a candle, it’s good but I wish someone was eating it off my titties instead NGL lmao It’s 3 AM EST and officially my birthday 😌 I just woke up from a nap to have my lil cake and fall back to sleep to bladerunner to comfort me lol😭💗 I’m going to get up bright and early and spend the day feeling pretty and taking photos/videos, then I’m going to pick up some drinks and share them with you in the evening like old times 🥰 Planing for 7/8 PM est, sorry if I’m a lil late though, you know me :p If anyone wants to hop in and finish this goal with some teamwork, I’ll be sending out the folders and first batch of content tomorrow ^~^ Thanks for helping me see another year through💗 Xoxo siege https://onlyfans.com/116920376/siegexxx
2021-03-05 07:54:33 +0000 UTC View Post(Please tell me why) Why (Do we build castles in the THIGH) Oh tell me why (All the castles way up THIIIIGH) I’m a creative genius, I know, please hold the applause Though I sure do hope you guys like my new caTHIGHdral (Cathedral) (On the thigh) (Get it ?? :B) I’m having a really bad time lol, gonna spam reply my inbox when I get back to my hotel and watch a Ryan gosling movie to feel better 🥺 Better thigh pic too, the video is doodoo. Gonna finish it in May and hopefully go get some work done by a friend of mine in April to hold me over til then. I just want my body plot to come to fruition 😤 I wish I didn’t take a 4 yr sabbatical because of my anxiety and poor body image lol :/ I could be done by now -.-
2021-03-05 02:16:53 +0000 UTC View PostSome of you guys need to change your DM settings btw >.> If you have them turned off or if your sub runs out, you won’t get the update messages or links or anything .-. (Sometimes they’re separate) I just sent out my VIP list update, at least 120 people were on my list, the DM only sent to 100 people so :x Send me a message if you tipped for feb VIP but it didn’t send to you. Also if you have mass DM’s turned off in general, stop being a hater because I send out free stuff too :p And more often soon, so that there’s less explicit stuff on the feed for people who just pop in every 4 months and get to see everything my loyal peeps have funded. If I DM you the content it will stay in your inbox, too, no need to rifle through my feed for it :3 So even if you never buy a paid DM in your life, keep them on and just delete the ones that don’t interest youuu, or you will miss out .-. Ok ok I’m done🙈💗
2021-03-04 10:08:59 +0000 UTC View PostBeso’s bb’s, I’m only doing a 4 hour session tomorrow so I should be feelin’ good enough to get to shootin’ and show off my saran-wrapped sleeve progress to you :p Wish me luck 🥰
2021-03-04 08:53:48 +0000 UTC View PostFelt a lil lackluster in these shots, but still glam 🧐 I gotta shoot in the daytime to make my energy match my look🙈
2021-03-04 08:52:29 +0000 UTC View PostFiiiinally finished my backlog 😈 DMing the link updates to VIP list now, and sending out nudie-nude folder
2021-03-04 08:49:52 +0000 UTC View PostHOLY FIN SHITTTTTT YOU GUYS 😭💗💗💗 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU My birthday isn’t til the 5th and we’re already almost there 🥺 if I am not dead tired that day I will stream on here and MFC to celebrate with you since I’ll be by my lonesome that day, and y’all never, ever fail to make me feel spesh :’3 I’m currently in bed recovering from yesterday, but I just took my meds and will be on an editing and DMing frenzy for the next 4 hours so I at least feel like I’m returning the good feels AT LEAST A LIL BIT💗 Thank you thank you thank you for always helping me pick up my crown :’3 https://onlyfans.com/116920376/siegexxx
2021-03-03 22:41:19 +0000 UTC View PostSorry for being awkwarddd I’m on my tippytoes trying to get a good shot 🤣 this was about an hour ago, we just did my shoulder and my tender back arm and I am :-) cry It will be worth it 😭 probs gonna blast over my mermaid lady too, she lived a good life but her potential was never realized Oh whale
2021-03-02 22:49:23 +0000 UTC View PostHappy March ^_^ I’m sitting on a buttload of content I need to upload, thank you for being patient on it! I traveled yesterday and am getting tattooed for the next 4-5 hours, and then I will have everything squared away, and then shooting new stuff tomorrow at my hotel :3 Going to upload the process here since I didn’t do ~tatty daddy~ club like last time. Also sneak peak of birthday club content ;3
2021-03-02 21:43:00 +0000 UTC View PostThank you for the love on my last post! Almost there ^~^ I think this pay period ends in like an hour, so if you want it go get it! Sending out nude photoset now, And then sending out the strappy photoset and new GFE JOI vid to VIP list (and as a DM as well) And then attempting to make my sultry dance tease if my body cooperates, if not then tomorrow or Tuesday 🙈 (finally starts exercising, pulls calf muscle 🤠 my life)
2021-02-28 23:05:01 +0000 UTC View PostToo many straps for all this thiccness 👀
2021-02-28 13:12:38 +0000 UTC View PostUnsending that cream pie vid in your DM’s tonight, it’ll be 15$ on my new menu so snag it if ya want it💗 Currently sorting out outfits for content tonight and tomorrow after a very productive day, see you soon ;3
2021-02-28 04:40:43 +0000 UTC View PostThe comments on that last post had me cracking up, I love you guys 🤣💗 I’m really thankful I’ve been able to get my subcount back up to a number I’m happy with, I hope that more of you see my posts than it seems 😭 I always appreciate your feedback and likes and all that goodness, OF is becoming my happy place again instead of a source of anxiety, I know I was dropping the ball for a while there and I just hate being a letdown. But such is life, can’t be perfect all the time, or at all, but I always mean it when I say things only get better from here. I have this vision of where I’ll be at this time next year, or even a few months from now, and I know I’ve got what it takes to bring it to fruition. Upping my production value, being happy with my physical form enough to share it unabashedly, having the self-confidence to share myself live more often and create a community. I just have a hard time starting because I don’t want to mess it up, you know? But I’ve gotta start somewhere. Anyway, those are my thoughts for the day💗 Just gratitude and envisioning, Pisces season hittin’ hard. The last poll got dominated by “sultry tease” so I shall deliver that to the feed tonight 😼 probably not til around midnight because my sleeping schedule is ass tho -.- Xoxo 😽
2021-02-27 03:00:29 +0000 UTC View PostOkay so I’m doing busy-work to distract myself, which means tackling that “ultimate video list” for people to buy content A La Carte And wow I haven’t watched some of these videos in like 5 yrz. I’m deleting so many, I only want to keep the worthy ones T^T This one didn’t make the cut, but it truly takes me back 🤣 I made this video when cheddar broke his back and I was desperately hustling money to pay for his 8 thousand dollar surgery T.T it was meant to be funny and then sexy and just Wow yeah, baby siege, much doofus. Wanted to share so y’all can see how far I’ve come 🤣 Watch with sound on for my critique~
2021-02-26 06:52:52 +0000 UTC View Post