dadeleine posts

Oh please please please tell me there's a way to come back

Oh please please please tell me there's a way to come back

2024-01-06 10:08:54 +0000 UTC View Post

Happy New Year everyoneeee...✌️🙃 I've been wanting to touch..

Happy New Year everyoneeee...✌️🙃 I've been wanting to touch base for quite some time now, so my apologies for the long winded greeting.... First I want to thank everyone for the support I've received the past couple years, but even more importantly, the patience everyone has had. I am unbelievably grateful, to everyone who has stayed with me, even in my absence and silence. I want that to be clear. If you've been following me for some time, here or elsewhere, there is a good chance you have at least some idea of what I've been going through. Without giving excuses, I've been trying to find the words to express the mental, emotional, physical, spiritual, and social toll it's had on me and every aspect of my life. I've felt like I've been running a never ending, directionless, marathon over eggshells, lego blocks, broken glass, and booby traps (no pun intended). Hardly able handle my personal affairs, I have obviously not shared or been present for quite some time. It has been an unimaginably scary, lonely, and tiresome journey over the past few years for me. I have been trying to catch up with everyone, but admittedly because of my absence, the message cache has been...well, a tad overwhelming (which I suppose is a positive thing because it means so many do still care and I haven't screwed up *TOO* too bad 😅?) But it also is not a quick, easy or small task. I am doing my best to respond to my messages, but I do want to be clear that my head has essentially been in a bingo cage for 4 years, and my anxiety has been a massive little monster on my shoulders. This possibly sounds like an unnecessary rambling excuse, but I haven't had a clue where to begin, or how to say anything since I've hardly been able to comprehend any of it myself. How does one effectively and succinctly explain the unexplainable, or squeeze the details of the past few years into a nutshell? Anyhow... As I am settling my footing, readjusting my bearings, rekindling my confidence, and rediscovering my voice, I wanted everyone to know I am still here, and plan to be here more. I've never been one to back down, run away, or give up. From the bottom of my heart, (and pockets), I truly would not have made it through the past 4 years if it weren't for all of you, and I cannot express how grateful I am. I look forward to not only feeling myself again, but finding a newer self in me this year, and of course, sharing that with everyone. Not a ghost, just learning how to be an angel🙏

2024-01-04 04:45:00 +0000 UTC View Post

Of course my computer died......

2023-11-01 02:15:44 +0000 UTC View Post

I'm bein featured in an upcoming art show, and this print wi..

I'm bein featured in an upcoming art show, and this print will be up for sale, but you could buy it first. Better make some space on your wall (20.5" X 36")

2023-05-12 19:23:12 +0000 UTC View Post

It's been too long so..... I wanted to share...Tell me if yo..

It's been too long so..... I wanted to share...Tell me if you missed me

2023-03-18 04:17:56 +0000 UTC View Post

Forgot about this

Forgot about this

2023-03-06 23:31:44 +0000 UTC View Post

At least he doesn't judge me when I have a mental breakdown ..

At least he doesn't judge me when I have a mental breakdown ❤️

2023-03-03 21:44:16 +0000 UTC View Post

Look at me, give me attention…so I can give it back

Look at me, give me attention…so I can give it back

2023-02-27 04:50:58 +0000 UTC View Post

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2023-02-27 04:36:43 +0000 UTC View Post

2023-02-04 04:03:33 +0000 UTC View Post

January sucked, hope I’m not too late to wash it off…….

2023-02-02 06:37:25 +0000 UTC View Post

Cookies and milk and

Cookies and milk and

2023-01-01 04:17:15 +0000 UTC View Post

Before the year is over I figured I better take what I can f..

Before the year is over I figured I better take what I can from the holiday season

2023-01-01 04:13:11 +0000 UTC View Post

Always busy doing anything but what I'm supposed to be doing..

Always busy doing anything but what I'm supposed to be doing. Here's to focusing better in 2023

2023-01-01 03:54:36 +0000 UTC View Post

Decided this looked too good for IG but can't decide if they..

Decided this looked too good for IG but can't decide if they deserve it

2022-12-25 07:57:02 +0000 UTC View Post

I've been actually terrible... Happy holidays!

I've been actually terrible... Happy holidays!

2022-12-25 03:33:03 +0000 UTC View Post

Falling...or floating?

Falling...or floating?

2022-11-16 03:30:12 +0000 UTC View Post

2022-11-12 20:10:42 +0000 UTC View Post

I've been really really sad lately lol. Seems like everyone ..

I've been really really sad lately lol. Seems like everyone else is doing just as sad. I'll be less sad if you promise not to be sad too.

2022-10-21 11:06:39 +0000 UTC View Post

A lot can happen in the dark, some information's not for sha..

A lot can happen in the dark, some information's not for sharing

2022-09-24 08:01:19 +0000 UTC View Post

Waste Management. It's official. New member of the team. S..

Waste Management. It's official. New member of the team. Stay tuned.

2022-09-24 04:15:59 +0000 UTC View Post

I hate it when you leave me unattended Maybe I could do an ..

I hate it when you leave me unattended Maybe I could do an airpod promo with the last pic

2022-05-14 04:27:17 +0000 UTC View Post

Meant to post these for earth day but I am just bad at being..

Meant to post these for earth day but I am just bad at being a person…where does everyone find hours because mine must be fucked up

2022-04-30 03:16:24 +0000 UTC View Post

Happy Easter from the Easter Raccoon

Happy Easter from the Easter Raccoon

2022-04-18 04:14:11 +0000 UTC View Post

So I turned 30 and have come to terms I’m not going to catch..

So I turned 30 and have come to terms I’m not going to catch a break and that’s that. I’m just gonna have to just evolve. No more bullshit. No other options.

2022-04-09 05:58:12 +0000 UTC View Post