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That vibration you carry when you think poorly is what keeps..

That vibration you carry when you think poorly is what keeps you in that loop of disappointment

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You can't take what's already mine

You can't take what's already mine

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I'm successful in every thing I do, Success is defined by pe..

I'm successful in every thing I do, Success is defined by perception, and I choose to see every event in my life as a positive.

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We made it to 300! Hell Yea, thank you all so much. I starte..

We made it to 300! Hell Yea, thank you all so much. I started a Youtube page for anyone who wants to follow that journey, @BabyGotBackends6969 check me out! Also anyone who likes Twitch follow me there too! Twitch/BabyGotBackends Thank You, will be posting and going live here soon.

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Remember that you existing is enough proof and evidence that..

Remember that you existing is enough proof and evidence that you are worth every dream you’ve ever had. Soon I’d like to get into a conversation about Karma and Guilt.

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I’ve had such an interesting year with many obstacles, I’m s..

I’ve had such an interesting year with many obstacles, I’m so grateful to have full faith in myself and God because without that, things could have turned out much differently, and much further from the life I was meant to live. Everything truly does start and end with you. I’m so elated to have made it to 28; thank you guys for being here.

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I love you guys, I hope you’re all doing well 🫶🏼✨

I love you guys, I hope you’re all doing well 🫶🏼✨

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This Gives Me Purpose.

This Gives Me Purpose.

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I saw someone say the reason why you desire for things so de..

I saw someone say the reason why you desire for things so deeply is because it is already yours at some point in your timeline, and I completely agree. Because of how we are taught, I can attest to it being difficult to rationalize this type of thinking, but the deeper I travel into my spiritual life, I understand that yes, ALL realities exist at once, right now, and it is what you believe the most in, focus the most on, that manifests. This is why it is at the utmost importance, to be intentional about what you think, speak, and act on. You have so much more power than you know, and I love every one of you.

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I have to put LOVE FIRST.

I have to put LOVE FIRST.

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Truth be told, healing is never linear.

Truth be told, healing is never linear.

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How are you after this retrograde?

How are you after this retrograde?

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YES, IM SINGLE NOW AND I LOVE IT

YES, IM SINGLE NOW AND I LOVE IT

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One thing I have learned since I have been absent is to PUT ..

One thing I have learned since I have been absent is to PUT MYSELF FIRST! BE SELFISH, WHO ELSE GONE DO IT FOR YOU?!

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DON'T CHASE YOUR DREAMS, CATCH THEM!!!

DON'T CHASE YOUR DREAMS, CATCH THEM!!!

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Welcome Spring <3

Welcome Spring <3

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It’s a heavy responsibility to nurture yourself emotionally...

It’s a heavy responsibility to nurture yourself emotionally. It’s so easy to indulge in escapism, even can become second nature if you’re not careful. As I get older I’m beginning to accept that in order to live my dreams, I have to become comfortable existing/healing in complete solitude. Lately, I’ve dived even further into my spiritual practices, and one thing is certain. Once you commit to this level of faith and abundance, you assume a greater responsibility to taking care of one’s self. You are your own alter/temple, and the life and change you want starts within. Take care of YOU ❤️✨

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I do want to mention that we have entered Mercury Retrograde..

I do want to mention that we have entered Mercury Retrogrades shadow period (The time of transition into the official retrograde period) So please, double check things, be mindful of your words, don't get too upset it certain things fail to work when you "need them to" and keep your faith in yourself and God (or however you identify the universe) that everything is working in your favor always.

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Knowing how organic I hold my thoughts and conversations, I ..

Knowing how organic I hold my thoughts and conversations, I think I'm better suited to utilize the live feature here, that being said once I've committed to posting more and gain a bit more of a following, I will be live streaming conversations here, as I feel this is the most authentic way to connect with you all. I love you, never forget that.

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The way you guys continue to love me even when I haven't sho..

The way you guys continue to love me even when I haven't shown up for myself or you guys is tremendously inspiring, thank you all so much and I love you all so much. Let's get back into it :)

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I made a Patreon :)

I made a Patreon :)

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I want to see more engagement from you all! Don't follow thi..

I want to see more engagement from you all! Don't follow this page for the hell of it! Make something meaningful out of it!

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New Business/Passion idea loading...

New Business/Passion idea loading...

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How did you all feel this month?

How did you all feel this month?

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I love all of you so very much <3 Thank you

I love all of you so very much <3 Thank you

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Welcome in everyone who's recently joined us. I want to than..

Welcome in everyone who's recently joined us. I want to thank you, it means a great deal to me that you seek something deeper, or at the very least want to support my collective effort to help my community to grow and prosper. Thank you soul much <3

This Month, I really want us to identify areas in which we know for sure we need to grow. Personally, there have been so many heavy decisions made in order to step into the success that I have. Sometimes we get sooo caught up in constantly becoming better, we forget how far we've come. If you wanna participate in this exercise, I'd like you to write down 5 ways in which you have grown in last 6 months. If you don't have 5, write down as many as you DO have. If you don't have any, this is a clear message that now is the perfect time to start cultivating change. Under each, I would like you to cite what effort you put in to achieving those milestones. Next, write 5 areas in which you know you gotta make some improvements, then write 1-3 ways in which you can achieve these things. You can really begin to see a map directing you toward the life you dream of. I love you guys so much and I want us all to be successful, and full of love.

I'm committing to being more intentional about the services I offer privately. I know many of you found me in the "adult" communities. We can all attest to the fact that many of you guys prefer discreet interactions, and may not interact out in the open for everyone to see. I'd like to take this time to call out to all of you, letting you know that I see you all, feel you, and want to share all the skills I have to help improve your lives.

One on One Sessions Are Available Now, and For The Rest of Time :)

Message me, or email me for inquiries @holistichax@gmail.com

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Hey! February is almost at a close. Spring is coming closer...

Hey! February is almost at a close. Spring is coming closer. It's almost time to get back outside and start creating. February was and still is a good month for planting seeds. This month, there were no energetic planetary retrogrades, meaning there is simply nothing stopping you from achieving your goals, or at the very least drawing up the blueprints for the rest of the year. This account is one of the main projects I want to focus more on, so I'm committing myself to posting weekly, if not a couple times a week. My biggest concern holding me back was that I wasn't and still am not sure that the concepts I will share here will be digested or even understood, but I have faith in my community and I have faith in each and every one of you that you all came here with good intentions for yourselves. Together, we can really make some great changes in ourselves, and our lives.

One thing I would like you to ask yourself (I always recommend keeping a spiritual journal to keep track of your growth)

Ask yourself, how did I show love to myself this month?
Who did I give love to, outside of myself?
Is love something you cherish, or something you shy away from?

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Happy New Year to all who celebrate it right now. While I do..

Happy New Year to all who celebrate it right now. While I do hold traditions/ritualistic practice around this time, my true new year begins on the first day of Spring, March 21st :) Until then, I will be resting and doing intensive spiritual cleanse on myself, and my partner will be doing the same. In order for you to truly heal, everyone around you must share the same mindset. Everyone you attract is a true reflection of yourself, and everything you THINK entirely shapes your reality.

I wanted to take this time to address my absence, as I failed to realize or acknowledge that you all may be invested in our journey together at this point. It is only fair to share some of my personal experiences, and to use them to help us come closer, as we are all one. Shortly before my last post, a dear friend of mine, someone I would even consider a sister passed away suddenly. The death was self inflicted, and I still am quite devastated. Death is definitely something uncomfortable for us to talk about, partially due to the fact that there's nothing anyone can really SAY or DO to remedy the situation. I wanted to share, not for condolences, but to expose the reality of healing. I am grateful to be allotted the opportunity to work from home, with quite the easy schedule, which has allowed me to retract into my own thoughts, into my spirit. Sometimes its challenging to continue to give you all my best, when I haven't given myself the most grace. When it comes to showing the most intimate parts of myself, I struggle to maintain vulnerability emotionally, and I really challenge myself this year to use this platform, to strengthen my relationship with my community and with myself. I want the same for all of you. If you've lost someone close, and feel the urge to talk about it, you can share below, or message it to me privately. I'm still working on picking up the pieces, and truly figuring out how to let go of this, and transmute this energy into something more positive. I have to believe that her suffering has ended, and a new chapter for her has begun. No matter how far I go in life, she will always be in my heart <3 Thank you for listening and supporting me.

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Mannn thank you guys for 100 followers, I’m honestly so bles..

Mannn thank you guys for 100 followers, I’m honestly so blessed (not gonna say I’m shocked lmao this was always the intention!) The gratitude I hold for each and every one of you is boundless. Not only because it shows how much you love and support me, but it also is a reflection of how y’all all see yourselves, and how you strive for a healthier existence. That being said, I’m going to do my part to continue to engage y’all’s spirit, and continue to flip through the pages of our stories.

All that being said, I intend to share parts of my story hear with you all, to ensure that you never feel alone in your journeys, and to remind us all that no one is superior, nor perfect. I want to commit to coming here weekly for you guys, and for myself. We can all use this space not only as a learning/growing point, but as an intimate journal. I encourage every one of you message me with questions of your own. This new year is the time for expansion, meaning we all have an opportunity to take this a step further.

Prompts for this week:

When’s the last time you bought yourself a gift?

Do you enjoy the holidays? Why/Why Not?

What does gratitude mean to you? What does it look like?

What are you most grateful for right now?

Don’t be shy, comment your responses below. If you’re too shy, message it to me privately. If you’re STILL too shy, WRITE IT ON PAPER. This is a SAFE SPACE for us all ❤️

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Hey you guys. I’m sure you’ve heard talks of Mercury Retrogr..

Hey you guys. I’m sure you’ve heard talks of Mercury Retrograde from your favorite spiritual baddie, but boyyyy lemme tell you, if you are out of alignment during this time, IT WILL SHOW. This time period is mostly involving reflection on the work, or lack of work you’ve been putting in toward yourself and your life path. If you ain’t been doin it, it’s gonna show in the form of regret, electrical issues, spouts of negative communication, all types of mishaps. It’s your job to realign with what brings you peace harmony and love. If however you’ve been feeling good during this time, affairs in order, schedules going smoothly, money flowing, take that as a message from the universe that you have successfully reached a vibration that is comfortable for your spirit, and keep it going! Personally, during this time I’ve felt very strong. I have battled some of my strongest obstacles and achieved greatness, though emotionally I’ve been experiencing some reflections on my past relationships, sometimes wishing things could be different, but knowing and trusting the universe that everything aligns with my dreams and goals in the end. I trust that the universe will always give me what I need to live well, and it does! I love you all and hope you get through this time with ease and light. Things will start to feel lighter between October 2nd - and be fully back to “normal” around October 18th. DO NOT SIGN ANY CONTRACTS UNTIL THEN, NO BIG PURCHASES NO WEDDINGS NONE OF THAT LOL Also if you know yo ex ain’t shit don’t answer that text or call please 🥰❤️

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