Ya know, I think I may actually die of sexual frustration. I've been listening to a really spicy audiobook this week (Lights Out by Navessa Allen) which is hitting me in all the sweet kink spots when it comes to voyeurism, exhibitionism, obsession/possession/ownership. And it's driving me CRAZY! What especially doesn't help is the fact my local boyfriend (aka Cowboy) hasn't fucked me in a month and a half. 😤 Ya boi is sexually frustrated. Why don't I have a Josh like from that book who can pin me down to a bed and just sexually t*rt*re me until I'm an absolute mess! 😤
We're finally back to having reliable cell service and wifi! Time to try uploading this video for the 10th time!
There's just something about knowing the walls are thin and anyone can hear you, while also having to be quiet so the people you're tracking with can't hear you... The mescal cocktails, cute bartender, and all the attention during karaoke left me with some "business" to attend to. Good thing I packed a vibrator!
Let's get down to business~~~ to masturbate~~~ during a cruuuiiiiiise~~~
Now to figure out a good filming angle for us! 😁 Like I mentioned on the freemium, I am SO GLAD that the Royal Caribbean wifi doesn't block OF. I'd hate to leave you all high and dry for a week 🤭
I'm genuinely missing being out in Palo Duro! It was so peaceful the whole week we were there, and the moments of "Hey let's pull over here for some photos! Dax, take your top off and drop your pants down!" were too fucking funny 🤣
With a shirt like this, I'm gonna need to get some more practice in with my plugs! Cowboy is very interested in being the first to lay claim to that territory. 🫣
I got this mug at a White Elephant exchange during a Christmas party and goddamn... If it isn't just perfect for me. I only wish it ACTUALLY said the name of the site, but I'm pretty obsessed regardless. 🤣 Nothing some sharpies can't fix!
I love my new Friday the 13th tattoos so much! 🥰 The "BAT!" genuinely makes me laugh each time - I'm so sad What We Do In The Shadows is ending, but this is a lovely little homage
The doggos are just so demanding when I'm trying to be a slut on the internet! Gotta love them though 🥹
Can't lie, ya boi is still struggling a little after the election, but I'm working on finding joy anywhere else I can. The new boyfriend's dogs have been an AMAZING help, but they're not conducive to masturbation! 🤣 I need to get back on my ho shit so I can regale you guys with my experiences at Renfest and the swingers club I just went to while naked and having fun!
I just realised it's been a hot minute since I last posted some shower pics! So come get wet with me, and have a little bit of Moon Monday too 😘
Renfest has been so amazing this season, but the biggest surprise is still how I've gotten closer to one of my friends of two years. I may or may not have kinda broken his back last weekend in a surprise birthday threesome (my trend for this year is apparently giving men in their 40s veeeeery memorable birthdays...), which he's still recovering from! 🤣 The Dax is quite the giver.
But with this being closing weekend and Thanksgiving, he's finally on the mend and making some pretty delicious threats about tying me to his trailer hitch and flogging me out in the open. 🫠 He's a bit of a sexual sadist too, it seems, and his mission for this week is to train me into having multiple orgasms. 😳 I'm, uh, I'm in danger. 😳 Apparently it's the quiet army vets you've gotta look out for! On the bright side, I finally settled on a safeword with him and I can't wait to be pushed to my limits so I have to use it...
GOOD NEWS! I sucked his cock while pinching his nipples and the shivers and litany of "Oh fuck" I got from him were immaculate. 🫠 He was dripping by the time I was done. I love getting to brag that I was trained how to give a blowjob by a pornstar. And then he flipped me onto the mattress and tore into me while biting my chest... Tight wet bitch definitely left some stains on his bedding. 🫣 The cuddles and sleep afterwards were so great too. It's almost 6:00 a.m. and I'm just leaving his house after 11 hours.
I'ma be real with you my dudes. And this might be the 2 glasses of whiskey speaking. My brain is just going DICK DICK DICK DICK DICK and wanting to whip his out while on this porch and get on my knees and go to town sucking him. Oh my god. Please. Get in my mouth. Fuuuuuuuck.
Fellas, are crotchless panties too forward for a date? 🫣 I also made sure to put on my chainmail collar in case he wants to put the chainmail leash he bought Friday night on me...
Oh shit. It's happening. I'm going to his place tomorrow night. 👀 I'M SO NERVOUS but also ridiculously excited. He's doing a homemade stir-fry for us. Now the hard part of figuring out an outfit that's cute but also, uh, accessible. My loves, is it crotchless panties time? Or just wear something he can tear off instead? 🫠 We've been horny texting all afternoon. One things for sure... I need to bust out a dildo tonight to prepare so I'm not too tight!!
Apparently the answer to "How am I supposed to be a horny bitch in these conditions" was to go to the Renaissance Festival, spend both nights of the weekend in an air conditioned camper with my new crush, then get fingered and kissed and flogged and lead around the grounds on a chainmail leash so hot women could spank me at will, then be fed a homemade meal before cuddles. I'm finally back at my house and if I don't masturbate and cum in the next 20 minutes I'm going to implode. 🫠 Ohhhhhhh my gods.
Hey, my loves. This has been a rough week for all of us, and I'll be honest I haven't been able to stop crying for three days. As a queer trans immigrant, I'm pretty fucking scared for my future and my life at the moment. I'm going to take the weekend to grieve and try to have some fun at the Renaissance Festival. I hope you're all taking care of yourselves too.
For anyone else also struggling: You are loved, you are wanted, and you are needed. Don't let this week break your sobriety or ruin your life. We'll get through this together.
A mostly innocent video this time lol! I'm at the Texas Renfest and had an AMAZING drink this morning called Le Petit Mort with gin, lavender, and a whipped champagne topping... So of course I had to try and lick it up. 🫣 This is quite the gag reel of me trying and failing to look sexy! I'll try again next weekend, my loves.
Now it's time to go home, unwind, and start figuring out my content schedule for jewelry, tiktok, and OF going forward! What kind of posts do you want to see consistently going forward? 🥰
Definitely had fun trying out a new camera angle and position! Having a smaller tripod for recording made things SO much easier. I can't wait to try some shots from behind/below too. But also, after not cumming for a week and a half I got off really fast... 🫣 Once the ~internal massage~ of the suckers happens, I'm just a goner!
Trying to plot some content to record for Halloween and the temptation to put on my horns is SO tempting... I just don't want Freya/cajungoblin to think I'm ripping off her brand! 🤣 I'm just a spooky bitch who also has a penchant for spooky accessories!
My boyfriend might be the perfect photographer 🥰 I'm missing Orlando and the beach already! On the plane back to Houston now, and then tomorrow night I'm headed back to the Texas Renfest!
