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2024-07-16 23:16:53 +0000 UTC View Postnew drop of self portraits coming (: first, the scene ๐๐น
2024-07-15 22:45:05 +0000 UTC View Posthave you made a wish on the moon lately?
2024-07-14 16:43:03 +0000 UTC View Postin my post about my ex and the changed locks, when I spoke that and shared it, it released what felt like a hold it had on me, does that make sense? when i asked if i could get another prompt, it was genuine, and then some of yall answered and shared more thoughts in my dm's and something healed where I felt like I didnt need to talk about it any further. so I am sorry if you were looking forward to hearing more!!
there is, of course, so much more to the "story" of what happened that I am still processing through. mid process for some stuff isn't appropriate to bring into a public space. however-- yall have some great thoughts and if you ever want to know things, write the questions to me anyway!
maybe i'll answer them in a different format? i've been meaning to make an audio-only experience..
thanks for all this support, it is great to have this space together ๐น
a different kind of crop. what do you think about these?
2024-07-12 17:00:22 +0000 UTC View Postcrops of my last series. how are we feeling about these?
2024-07-11 17:45:26 +0000 UTC View Posttrying to get these boobs right lol
2024-07-10 18:00:17 +0000 UTC View PostAnother set of swirly self portraits from my last session โจ๐นโจ I kinda like that last one's attitude ๐ซ
2024-07-09 18:05:15 +0000 UTC View PostSome selects from the last process video I made! What do you like about these? ๐น
2024-07-08 19:26:12 +0000 UTC View Posthey loves-- this is a more serious topic but felt very very safe to share here with you. there are a few of you who have reached out and offered some very delicate and kind spaces and energy exchanges that i was inspired to share this here. I need support in sharing stuff like this because it relates to the way i've existed in the world and they are things i need to talk about. i never aim to shame ๐นi need a follow up question to respond to so i can make another video-- would one of you do me the honor?
2024-07-05 21:44:50 +0000 UTC View Postone of my favorites from the last process video I shared ๐ฅฐ
2024-07-05 20:44:21 +0000 UTC View PostHere I am, warm sunny morning, saw this wall of bright white with a nice layer of shadow and wanted to learn mating dances of the local birds ๐
The sun was angled in such a way where my shadow didnt hit the back wall, but the rooftop did. To me, a nice visual backdrop without it being overwhelmingly white. A two-toned vibe!
The sun is coming in from almost directly above, so the light on my body is nicely shaped by the shadows underneath my curves and bends.
Full photos to come soon ๐ฅฐ (if you like these process videos make sure to heart this, or tip for extra sweets! ๐ญ
hiii ๐ฑ bout to jump into some other self portrait edits from the other week ๐น I really love how prolific I've been lately, albeit offline!! I got the songwriting juice pumping through me, I got a whole album to put out, I just performed a set with background vocalists and it was healing for ALL of us ???! and now I'm feeling kinda sexy taking selfies and I hope you're doing well ๐ซ
2024-07-04 00:25:58 +0000 UTC View PostDecided to call this a series and name it Scene 1 ๐น
2024-06-29 17:27:44 +0000 UTC View Postgooood morning/afternoon/evening/whenever you see this ๐
2024-06-29 14:58:55 +0000 UTC View PostI love the way the light lays across my body ๐น
2024-06-26 20:50:21 +0000 UTC View Postwhat does this make you think/feel
2024-06-26 05:00:14 +0000 UTC View Postokay time to start sharing my self portraits from that session!! here's one of my favorites ๐ฅฒ๐น
2024-06-25 02:43:43 +0000 UTC View Postomg I just hid the OnlyFans original account from my feed and now it feels like the chaos is GONE phewww I hated looking at all their advertisements
2024-06-25 01:03:46 +0000 UTC View Postwelp, it's here!! a little process video for you ๐ค what do you like about this video? I'll be sharing my edits soon ๐น
meanwhile I'm sitting at a cafe and an employee said hello to their supervisor who just arrived and the supervisor didn't even make eye contact with them but said hello. I just looked at the supervisor with the thought "life and trust is about connection, it's okay to love and pause to connect" and she turned toward me and her eyes back at me were like ๐ณ oh goodness!!! i love it!!!!
I have this dream where the men in my life understand how to communicate with each other so I can stop being verbally abused, online and in person!!
Have you ever called a friend out (man or woman) for being diminishing, or any of the other 15 forms of verbal abuse? Here's a link to the list of them:
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Go back to read more about this book-- truly life changing. How to recognize it and HOW TO RESPOND. I've about 10 folks in my DMs who are reading it right now, come join!
OKAY SO. Story about these videos.
As I was moving out of this home, I decided to film myself in some self-portrait music videos. Part of this process was me just...doing some things? Whatever felt right at the moment. I didn't think hard about it, I just moved my body as it naturally felt called to and I didn't look at the footage until I was editing a song off my rock album.
These are two teasers I put together using the footage. What was incredible to me was that as I moved, the light literally changed with me. Each video has the normal speed version, and then the sped up version. Isn't that wild??
hello to all my new people here ๐น
here's a video during a self portrait session-- I'll be sharing finished photos this week and next, along with the process videos (I filmed me taking photos and chatting to you about it!). ๐คญ๐
did you know I created a sapphic smut after my first zine, "You Fucked Me So Hard I Had to Write a Poem About It"? DM me if you want the link to go collect them all (:
2024-06-19 02:09:26 +0000 UTC View PostMy favorite three self portraits from the last series I shared with you ๐น the first one here is my number one, but I'm curious to know your favorites, and if you have any inkling as to why ๐ค
2024-06-16 04:29:13 +0000 UTC View Postfor those who didn't guess-- I'm in the hollow of a burnt tree stump ๐ณ
2024-06-11 16:10:03 +0000 UTC View Post