Hi, lovely people. This is going to be my last post, I will be taking down my Onlyfans tomorrow, Halloween, that way subscriptions don't roll over to November. I'm going to overshare a little bit here because I don't want you guys to think I'm just going awol/abandoning you guys for no reason. I should've made this post sooner, my apologies.
In short, Onlyfans has turned into my main stressor in life and it is no longer healthy for me to continue this line of work. Not only has it resulted in body image issues, self esteem issues and paranoia (doxxing threats), but it has also resulted in extreme financial stress. In the US, you have to file taxes for OF as a small business -- I didn't know this in 2021, so this year I have been taking care of taxes for 2022 and paying 2021 as well. This has caused me to go broke, my bank account hit $0.00 in August. I've lost all of my savings. I have lost a lot of weight because I can't afford to eat. I have to move out of my apartment and sell a bunch of my belongings next month. I'm doing my best to not lose my car. I've spent the last couple months finding different (real) jobs because I can't keep up with the cost of OF taxes. Even if I'm bringing home a couple grand each month, it all goes to the government once tax time rolls around. I just can't afford to do it anymore. I don't have family to rely on, I have been 100% independent since I was 18, so I need to change things up in order to keep surviving.
Over the last couple years, I have made a variety of posts regarding needing to take personal time for stress. I suffer from a stress disorder, so when I am faced with big stressors, my body overreacts. Within the last couple months, this has resulted in me forming heart problems. At 24 years old, I now have to take various bl0od pressure medications and struggle to really exert myself physically. That's another reason I haven't really made posts - I don't wanna try to film a video and have my bl0od pressure skyrocket. So not only is the financial aspect of OF annoying, but it's also literally gonna be the death of me if I let it be. No thanks.
I hope you guys didn't mind my rambling. I'm sorry that I didn't make this post sooner. I will be making a similar post to my reddit account as well, which I will also be wiping within the next couple days.
Thank you for listening and accepting that I'm human. It's been a (relatively) fun last couple of years. <3
2022-10-30 19:02:24 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys, I apologize for being MIA. I don't like sharing a ton of personal stuff here, but I've been dealing with extreme financial stress along with school stress. This has had some pretty negative effects on my mental and physical health, so I haven't been able to create content. I have three exams next week that I'm studying my butt off for, but I will do my best to take care of customs and get a post up this weekend, and I will do my best to be active next week. Thank you to those of you that are patient and understanding. <3
2022-09-18 00:11:31 +0000 UTC
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After all this time I still can't totally swallow his dick ๐ฅฒ๐๐ฆ
2022-09-10 05:28:30 +0000 UTC
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Aaaa I hate to make two posts like this in a row. I apologize for not being active last week, I ended up becoming really stressed out about some stuff in my personal life so that combined with school meant that I didn't get a lot else done. Thank you to those of you that understand. Back to business as usual tomorrow! <3
2022-09-07 01:20:43 +0000 UTC
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๐~ apologies for no posts through the week, it was my first week of senior year so it's been a lot ๐ฅฒ. I've received custom requests and will begin working soon! It's just my luck to get my monthly on my first weekend of school ๐ฅด. I have a fun b/g post idea tho that I'll work on this week for you guys~๐
2022-08-27 00:31:45 +0000 UTC
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Started classes today, commissions are open to help me pay for these books ๐ญ
2022-08-22 21:28:40 +0000 UTC
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short n sweet, just for fun~ ๐
2022-08-21 02:39:37 +0000 UTC
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I could live in giant sweaters for the rest of my life and be content ๐
2022-08-21 02:19:28 +0000 UTC
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Sundress season ๐ผ
Don't mind the blurred out photos and labels lol
2022-08-16 19:32:56 +0000 UTC
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I should clean my room more often, here's some more lingerie and heels I forgot I owned~๐ซ
(The chain on the panties immediately broke when I took them off lol ๐)
2022-08-15 20:26:39 +0000 UTC
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helloooo, happy new year! ๐ I'm all better now, apologies for being gone extra long, it ended up being my turn to catch COVID. ๐ฅด I have fun new content planned with someone special, so keep your eyes peeled for that ๐๐ฆ
2022-01-15 23:27:24 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys! Sorry for being quiet, it's just my luck that as soon as I get on break I have a v serious health thing come up that I need to get a procedure for ๐. As soon as I'm in the clear from that I will be back to spoil you all with late Xmas presents ๐. Happy holidays~
2021-12-25 01:50:39 +0000 UTC
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Unwrap me like a present ๐ just a short lil video~
Midterms week is finally over ๐ฅฒ, I think I did well on everything! I know on the last post I said I would check messages and stuff but I ended up studying my butt off for my chem midterm, which definitely was a good choice. We'll catch up this weekend!!๐
2021-10-16 02:38:33 +0000 UTC
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Eee sorry for being awol for a week, it's midterms so I've been preoccupied ๐. Will check messages tomorrow! If still waiting on a custom, plz message me!!!
2021-10-13 02:57:19 +0000 UTC
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On/off ๐
Sorry for lack of posts the last few days - multiple exams next week so classes have been keeping me busy
2021-09-12 03:26:44 +0000 UTC
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I've still never really sat on anyone's face, I'm too shy ๐ฅด
2021-09-08 02:57:04 +0000 UTC
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It's another kitty photo bomb, ofc ๐งก
An update on my last post, things look a tad better but still on the fence. Classes start tomorrow too ๐ญ I'm gonna make sure to get everything caught up tho before school starts getting too crazy
2021-08-23 04:25:20 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys, sorry for no post yesterday and today. One of my pets has become gravely ill, and it isn't looking good, so I've been preoccupied with worrying and trying to nurse her back to health. I tried to sit down and finally film, but I cannot get into it because my anxiety is too high. I'm sorry. I promise I am still working to catch up on everything, but the universe really just wants to keep kicking me while I'm down. :/
*also, yeah I've heard the OF news. Just gonna have to see how that plays out. I will try to get at least a couple vids up before they nuke the site.
*additionally, commissions are closed. I simply cannot keep up with it all - the demand vastly outweighs the supply I'm capable of producing. Anyone currently backlogged, I will do my best to reach out and check in, but if you think I missed you, plzplzplz message me. If you paid in advance and want a refund, let me know and we can arrange that.
Thank you for your continued patience.
2021-08-22 03:35:27 +0000 UTC
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Does looking good in baggy jeans count as a strong suit?๐
2021-08-06 05:25:26 +0000 UTC
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Copy cat ๐งก
Exam today went well! Have one more tomorrow, then finals next week ๐. Will get back to work ASAP!๐
2021-08-04 04:59:17 +0000 UTC
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Photo dump ๐
I haven't made a video post in foreverrrr ๐ซ. Leave suggestions in the comments, most popular comment will be filmed tomorrow!! (Also, I will finally get to my backlog of customs - major apologies to everyone who has been waiting on me, I appreciate your patience!๐)
2021-07-21 04:59:14 +0000 UTC
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Hi!! I'm back again!! The family i had visiting ended up staying at my place the whole 2 weeks, so I was unable to make any content ๐ฅฒ. Also, had aNOTHERRR exam today so I was busy studying. (Tutor me in calculus 2 and I'll send u butt pics ๐ญ). I was trying to show off my ~exam outfit~ (aka, my "i woke up 10 minutes before I had to leave for class" outfit), and my new foster kitten decided he wanted to have his pic taken too!๐งก
2021-07-20 04:43:13 +0000 UTC
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No makeup messy bed part: I stopped counting ๐
Sorry again for missing the last couple days. I've been visiting friends from out of state and also stressing over school starting next week. Gonna try my hardest to get all the filming n such caught up over the weekend!
2021-06-04 04:35:05 +0000 UTC
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The rare spread pelfie, courtesy of yours truly ๐
2021-06-01 04:31:13 +0000 UTC
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Apologies for my absence over the weekend, I'm back now though! This might be my new favorite lingerie set ๐ฅ๐. Also, it's officially my birthday week! I'll be 23 on Saturday, ~wink wink nudge nudge~ My body should be back in commission within a few days so I should be able to have a vid post featuring new toys up by then, it'll be my lil bday gift to you all ๐
2021-05-18 03:10:51 +0000 UTC
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I just saw that I've gotten over 29k hearts! I got most of my new toys in the mail today, once my monthly is over I'll be making a really fun appreciation video post for you all~๐๐ฅฐ
2021-05-15 05:00:14 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys! I missed you!๐ I'm so sorry for being gone for so long. I was super overwhelmed with work and finals going on so I really needed to take a breather. I hope you all understand! I hadn't really taken a break from working in awhile so it was much needed and really nice. I didn't do anything spectacular other than sleep hahaha. I'm happy to be back though!
For this post, I tried my hand at tying myself up again - I think I did a lil better this time! I was going to film for you guys in it but I got itchy and it started thunderstorming lol, will be filming tonight tho, that's a pinkie promise! I owe it to you guys~๐
2021-05-04 23:57:34 +0000 UTC
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Remember when I said I would film yesterday? I laid down for a nap and slept until 1 PM today ๐ฌ I've been busy all day with the last of my schoolwork and preparing for my final tomorrow. I think I underestimated how stressed/overwhelmed I've been lately. Let me get this final stuff taken care of and *then* I'll finally have the time to catch up with you guys. Sorry again! I hate feeling so unreliable ๐
2021-04-25 04:29:05 +0000 UTC
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Here's another cute pic from the other night when I tied myself up~๐งถ
I planned on filming a 27k hearts appreciation vid for you guys today but mother nature came calling so it'll have to wait a few more days, I'm sorry!๐ซ
2021-04-14 02:17:34 +0000 UTC
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My latest obsession is body oil, so here's my shiny booty ๐ฆ๐ plus bonus pussy pic to let you guys know that I'm working on growing my hair back out !!
2021-04-13 04:18:05 +0000 UTC
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