If you're reading this, I'm at PAX Unplugged right now, doing some panels, playing some games, and connecting with some fantastic people.
If you're here, you can totally say hi, but don't make it weird! Remember the first rule, what happens here stays here!
A lot of you resonated with my packing situation, and some of you shared how you're the complete opposite. It's so interesting how different, yet the same, we all are on in this space. I love chatting with you and learning more about how you found your way to this corner of the internet with me.
So, while I won't be answering dms as much, I've scheduled some goodies for you while I'm gone, including this lovely beach scene. This video feels like beach asmr haha. Maybe I should do more asmr videos / audios
Wait until you see the shower *wink wink*
By the way, if you see me sneaking in here to like comments and messages, no you didn't haha
I hope you enjoyed the body-doubling stream! I was thinking about doing them once a month. Let me know your thoughts on that and keep an eye out on your inbox this weekend for the VOD!
On a completely different note, I felt super fancy at this hotel so I took some fancy pictures! I'll send a couple of the spicier ones to your dms later.
I'll be at CHAD this weekend, so if I don't get to your message that is why. I will enjoy the goodies and I'll talk to you on Monday!
Thanks to a rough combination of the end of daylights savings and timezones, I didn't realize that I was booking today's Spicy Body Doubling (Tues, 10/8) at the same time as either most of y'all's A) lunch hour or B) breakfast or C) window of opportunity for voting
As such, since y'all have been so sweet in reaching out and letting me know you really wanted to check it out, I'm going to push back to 2pm EST (that'll ALSO give me time to vote)
If that still doesn't work for you (or you just want to watch again) no worries! I'll have a VOD option ready for you.
Thanks to everyone who messaged me letting me know! See you today at 2pm for my new spicy body doubling series!
I hope you have a nice fun weekend planned! It's been a while since I've done a fun video post for you all, and wanted to show you something new!
A lot of people have been asking about previous posts and if they are still accessible. The answer is YES!
Because of the incident that will remain unnamed, I had to reassess my comfort levels on here so if there was a photoset or video you really enjoyed, please please please message me about it, because I still have it and can send it to you!
I appreciate you all so much and I just wanted to do something fun to thank you for all the great conversations and support you've given me.
Anyway, I'm serious, if you make a pattern for me, I will absolutely do it. If you like this type of content please let me know so I can continue to do more!
I was thinking it's been a while since we've had some sound feet content, so here it is! I was in LA doing some things and thought, this is the perfect time to show off these hard working puppies!
When I say this is a judge free zone, I mean it wholeheartedly! I'm so thankful for this little community we've built and chatting with you is a highlight of my day.
If you like this type of content, ***tip $10 on this post*** and I'll send you some more! I just didn't want to photo dump all the pics on the feed so you can keep a couple for yourself too!
While you're at it, tell me what your plans are this weekend! I'd love to hear what haunted adventures you're going on!
Some day I will get my shit together! In fact, I made a video dropping in your dms this Sunday! Life is messy, and it's totally okay to not be okay.
It's also okay to do the thing even if it's not perfect.
Done is better than perfect
Unless we're talking about orgasms, then it gets a little more nuanced.
Like when you're edging and get SO into it that you accidentally cum but because you weren't prepared to you're not "ready" for it, and it's not as good as you were hoping for.
Then your dom punishes you for cumming too early and now you're not allowed to touch yourself AT ALL 😲
In case you missed the memo, I'd planned to do a live tonight at 8pm EST, but I feel awful and I'm struggling with a migraine and a *really* bad pain day, so I just don't feel like I can give y'all the show you deserve!
Never fear, we're just going to move it back a week. Mark your calendars for *next* Friday, Oct 7th at 8pm EST, the boys will be out of town at TwitchCon and so I've got the house to myself and we can have a REALLY fun time together while nobody's watching!
Sorry to cancel last minute, but thanks for understanding (plus grumpy migraine Cate is maybe not the sexiest version of myself to bring to a live hahaha)
If you're reading this, I'm at DragonCon! What better way to celebrate than a dragon onesie! Maybe it's a dinosaur 😏
It's a new month, which means a new start and boy am I ready to put the last month behind me.
Side note if you haven't checked out my new Improv series called Dungeons yes, and Dragons please do! I'm super excited about helping others stretch their improv wings when it comes to tabletop adventures!
Did you read about the new series I will be doing on YouTube? I'm finally transitioning off of TikTok. I am incredibly excited to explore so many of my passions and educate people on this new page. The first episode will be on my YouTube page next week so keep an eye!
Since I'm going to be at GenCon on Friday, I wanted to post this sooner rather than later to make sure everyone knows what's going on. Please watch all the way through, I'd really appreciate it.
Tomorrow I'm sending out a special gift for those of you that have auto-renew on! It's my way of saying thank you so much for being on this journey with me and allowing me to step out of my comfort zone a little to explore, play and grow.
Next week is GenCon and I'll be around there doing some things. I'm starting to feel more like myself every day and your encouragement is helping so much! I don't know how I'll ever be able to thank you for all the support you've given me, so an exclusive photo set for those who never miss a beat seems appropriate.
LOOK AT THESE PICTURES! If you haven't gussied yourself up for a sexy photoshoot, I HIGHLY recommend. Nothing that makes you feel yourself, I promise.
Taking a break from the clock app has moved me to explore other means of content creation and it's been more liberating than I ever imagined.
Again, like this picture set.
I'm always looking for new inspirations and ways to reinvent myself or try new things. From Shakespeare to Blacksmithing to whatever this is and possibly into voice acting in the future, your support has meant the most in all of it and I am SO GREATFUL for you every single day.
If there's ever a thing you'd like to know about me, or any suggestions on what adventures to go on next, I'm always happy to chat in DMs!
A long time ago, in this galaxy right here, I announced an erotic audio book project I have always wanted to work on. The goal was to release it on Tuesdays, and with everything happening in the world, it's been a slower process than I thought.
This post is just to say, yes it's still coming (hehe) but in the meantime here are some spicy photos for your Tuesday!
You have been sending me messages of support and I am so grateful for you. Many of you have been asking how I keep going when life is hard, and honestly I wish I had a better answer for you other then, "I have NO idea."
The truth is we push on because we need the distraction or maybe because not doing anything is worse. I know I've said this before, but if you're struggling right now, I see you and I'm so proud of you for continuing to push through when times are hard.
You deserve ALL THE FRUIT SNACKS!
All that being said, I will be at GenCon doing some things! Who's going?
First of all, thank you all so much for the support and kindness you showed me with my last post- I was REALLY nervous to admit that I was struggling (ironic? yes. On brand? Also yes), and so just hearing such kind words from all of you was so gratifying and relieving to me, I wish I had the words to let you know how much it meant to me.
Next up: It's Final Foot Friday. Or First Foot Friday, I suppose, depending on how you look at it, the calendar was weird this month.
It's been a long, long week for a lot of us-- I don't know about you, but one of the things that helps me the most when I'm struggling is just ...touch. I will KILL A MAN for a good backrub, and foot rubs are absolutely no exception, so I made this little video for you to enjoy. POV: you're being really nice to me while we hang out and I try to remember the plot of Stranger Things. (Don't worry I put some music in there because the ACTUAL conversation we were having was RIDICULOUS and involved an argument about Vecna vs the MindFlayer).
There is a lot going on in the world right now, and so I just want to remind you that it's okay to take a break. It's okay to need to take space away from the news, it's okay to put your phone down. Remember to drink some water, to eat a snack, to take your meds, remember to breathe and remember that you can't pour from an empty cup- take care of yourselves so we can take care of each other.
OH ONE LAST THING: I have a really big favor to ask- I got asked to partner with HelloFresh to do this new cooking competition thing they're doing. It's happening LIVE on Twitch on Tuesday, July 5th at 5pm EST and I am SUPER nervous that nobody is going to show up- the other streamers have like five times the following I do, and so I feel like the awkward new kid at school who doesn't have any friends. If you're free, would you mind swinging by the stream to support me? I'm trying to get a decent amount of Fruitsnack Nation representation in the chat and I'd love for you to be there. It'll be streamed here:
https://www.twitch.tv/unleashthefeasttv and also on my channel at the same time.
Thanks yall!
Have a safe and wonderful weekend, Thirstosaurs! Catieosaurus
I just wanted to pop in here to say that on Monday, I lost a dear, dear friend of mine who I've known since I was 14. I lost my dad when I was 20, and he stepped into that role big time and was a huge part of my life. He was like a father to me, and now he's gone and I am...not doing very well. On top of that, on Tuesday, Chris wrecked his car and on Wednesday, I got some bad medical news that is looking like it will involve pretty invasive surgery and ALSO last week, I found out our home needs multiple thousands of dollars in repairs from water damage that we didn't know about...and all of that is on top of *gestures vaguely at the state of America*.
I'm not doing great, and I feel such a responsibility to this community and to all of you, and one of the big things that I love doing the most here are your customs. I know a few of you have been waiting a long time for them- I try to get a couple of done a week, but the past few weeks have just been awful, and this week, especially, has kind of just broken me a little bit.
I'm not okay, and so I just want to beg your patience and your understanding. If you are mad or upset, I take full responsibility for the wait- I didn't realize how emotionally vulnerable custom content can be, and so I tend to need to be in the right headspace to make customs I'm proud of-- and the past few weeks have just been an avalanche of awful that I'm really starting to feel the effects of.
I work really hard to normalize conversations about mental health and advocating for your needs, and even still, this is really hard to write because I feel like I'm admitting that I'm a failure or something. I know that's silly, but that's what my Scumbag Brain is telling me, so I just wanted to thank you all so sincerely for being here and for extending me the grace, kindness and compassion and support you show me here in this space.
Anyway, I don't want to bring the room down more than I already have, but I just wanted to let you know what is going on with me, and so if I'm a little slower to respond or am a little scattered, please know that it's not you and that I am just infinitely grateful that you're here.
Hey y'all, I have some *super frustrating news*: last night after my Sybian live, my computer crashed while it was processing the video, and I lost EVERYTHING, the entire file is just gone and there's no way of getting it back.
Normally I wouldn't be so upset, but so many of you have already reached out about the PPV that it's looking like it's literally going to cost me rent and bills this month and I'm honestly really upset.
If anybody *happened* to maybe screen record any of it for your own personal enjoyment, it would massively help me out if you could send it over my way. OBVIOUSLY we all know that posting my content elsewhere is a violation of OFs terms of service, but y'all have been just so incredibly kind and respectful when it comes to honoring my boundaries about keeping this space for the Spicy Stuff, so I'm hoping that maybe a couple of heroes out there have at least a few clips for me to share?
If you do, please reach out, I promise I will not be at all upset or offended, you'll honestly be doing me a huge favor.
Thank you to EVERYONE who came out last night, I had a great time and I hope you did too! We raised about $300 for the Trevor Project which is pretty cool!
I'm going to go cry a little more ♥️🦕♥️🦕🦕♥️ Catieosaurus
It's been a wild week in the TTRPG community and I'm tired. I just want to say that I am SO thankful and appreciative of you! Your support keeps me going, and you absolutely matter.
This photoshoot was so much fun to make that I couldn't keep any of it as a PPV. I wanted to spread joy today as we all definitely need it. I'm also on my way to NoCoCon for the weekend, so if you notice I'm a little quiet this weekend, I'm on the con floor!
Hopefully no con crud this time! 🤞
What are your weekend plans? How are you taking care of yourself?
Til next time! ~Catieosaurus
Side note: I promise the BOGATSBWAPK erotic audio book is on its way! If I could get my brain to focus on the things I want, that would be greeeaaaaat!
We are one week closer to my BOGATSBWAPK erotic audio book reveal! I have a lot of it written already, but I've been struggling with the opening scene, to be honest.
Do we start right in with a steamy sex scene OR do we open in a public setting, like a coffee shop? I mean, you know I love me a good edging, yet I'm torn because sometimes the anticipation is unbearable. So why not do a poll?
Side note: This outfit gives me "Author headshot" vibes. What do you think?
Thank you for supporting this dream of mine, and always encouraging me to go for the things I've always wanted in life.
So excited to read your thoughts! Happy Tuesday! - Catieosaurus
If you haven't seen, we didn't make it to Momocon this weekend. We had to make the hard decision to back out due to lingering effects from Frolicon, BUT LOOK AT THESE PICTURES! What do you think? Aren't they gorgeous?
I was so nervous. This is something that I've always wanted to try. Shibari is a magnificent intersection of bondage, kink, and performance art that is deeply rooted in centuries of Japanese history.
There's something so beautiful about fully surrendering, to have permission to just exist. The goal wasn't to escape, like in my other bondage PPV content. It was to trust in the artistry of the binding and the rope to hold my existence while suspended.
To surrender to it.
I highly recommend it if you get the chance to try it out. I was so excited about this experience, I sent a PPV to your DMs this week! I also have another coming on Sunday as well!
Also, the first preview of the BOGATSBWAPK book SHOULD be ready soon!
Thank you so much for being a part of this journey with me. I'm so thankful for your support, your stories and the experiences you share with me.
Still in recovery from Frolicon, so that first teaser chapter of my BOGATSBWAPK book will be coming soon. However I couldn't keep this photoshoot to myself any more so I'll be sliding into your DMs in about 30 minutes!
It was such an amazing experience and since we've been talking so much about stepping outside of comfort zones, I had to share it today!
I'm still at Frolicon, but I MADE SURE I still got at least SOME content scheduled for y'all today. It's been very busy, but there are still plenty of fruit snacks left for the table.
I just wanted to give y'all a heads up that I will not be as available for the next few days in my DMs because I'll be at Frolicon in Atlanta, GA, educating about neurodiversity and kink!
If you're going to be there, this is my event schedule this weekend. Feel free to stop by and say hello! (and yes, I'll have fruitsnacks at my fan table for you).
I present to you officially the most un-sexy photo in the history of OnlyFans.
Y'all I want to be honest, I am STRUGGLING. I am allergic to... something, and having been to three different doctors, nobody can tell me what, but I've got massive hives all over me, so you'll forgive me for not feeling particularly sexy and up to regularly scheduled content. I itch like a MOTHERFUCKER and it just keeps getting worse, so I'm taking it easy right now.
However, I **do** have some EXCEPTIONALLY cool news that I'm really excited to share: I'm writing a porno.
SPECIFICALLY, the burnt out gifted and talented submissive brat with a praise kink porno the world needs.
Search your soul, you knew this was inevitable.
Next week I'll be starting a new weekly project (I'm thinking Tuesdays but we'll see) where I'll post some short snippets of my progress and give you the opportunity to check out an audio option as well.
Once it's finished, I'll be publishing it as a real-live erotic novel, and I'll probably offer y'all some sort of OG cool kids signed copy deal or something.
It's a little pie-in-thr-sky, but I think having the opportunity to share it with y'all as it changes and grows will help me stay on target for completion...hehehe.
I'm sorry I don't have more content for you today but I just...wow I just truly feel awful. Im also sorry I'm behind on some of y'all's custom orders, this week has been a lot of doctors appointments and benadryl, so thank you for your patience while I figure out what the fuuuuuck is going on.
If you HAVEN'T ordered a custom and you're like...hey wait you do customs, yes indeed I do! Slide on into my DMs and we can discuss getting you something special.
If you'll be at GARF this weekend, I'll be there- come say hi! If not, have a wonderful, wonderful and hopefully less itchy weekend than mine!
I CANT BELIEVE IT I FINALLY OWN A SYBIAN! I'm freaking out. Genuinely. Both from excitement and also because you'll see at the end I turned it on and this uhhhh may have been way more than I bargained for.
IMPORTANT: let's cum for a cause:
A LOOOOT of you have reached out about the PPV for this, so I'm offering an early access opportunity if you want to be first to see the video of my first SYBIAN ride-- *anybody who tips $10 on this post will get a preview in your inbox early*, ahead of the full video that I'll drop later in the week, and I'll donate to the Trevor Project as a way of paying it forward.
This is a longer video, (about 20 min) so grab some popcorn (or some lube, I dunno how you party) and get comfy!
I know it's only Wednesday, but in talking with y'all in my DMs, it seems like there is a consensus that you really like my riding/reading videos...so tonight I bought a Sybian...I've been saving up for awhile now and it was finally financially viable...soooooo
🎶 I just did a bad thing🎶 🎶I regret the thing I did🎶
J/K I have absolutely no regrets...should we schedule a live show sometime later in the month to show what this baby can do?
