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An oldie but a goodie- 2022 was an amazing year for me. Hopi..

An oldie but a goodie- 2022 was an amazing year for me. Hoping 2025 is kind, because 2024 was the hardest year of my life to date with losing both Gidget and @god.eternal
Honestly he shot me better than anyone else has. But I do have a very big surprise in the works for you all… I’m getting to connect and create with my previous polycule member @asherblack in early February and create some cinematic and juicy content for you all. So stay tuned.
I don’t know if I’m more excited to see Asher (it’s been over 2 years now) or to create new content, or to see this new photographer and cinematographers style but… that’s happening early February so, you won’t want to miss it. Especially those of you who follow Asher and I and know our history and have seen our content.
So excited to be working with and connecting with him again, and excited to see what the photographer brings to the table too!

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You spin my head right round right round like a record baby…..

You spin my head right round right round like a record baby…. 🪩💿🎶💙

Nothing beats being on the saint Andrew’s cross and getting ..

Nothing beats being on the saint Andrew’s cross and getting fucked with by these two… it’s quite literally electrifying 💥💥💥
Not everyone enjoys a shock but I personally like to get fucked by it because I’m already lightening⚡️

📸 sublime light photography

📸 sublime light photography

Had to make a made dash to Yuma for court, and a hot springs..

Had to make a made dash to Yuma for court, and a hot springs soak and to connect with this gem of a human I’ve been talking to for a few years- we got lucky and happened to be in close enough proximity to create and soak too. I’ll have to make it to Canada next time 😉
Enjoy our sexy and silly madness as we indulge ourselves and each other. 💚💦😏

After sitting in hellacious traffic I got to teach @yomikazi..

After sitting in hellacious traffic I got to teach @yomikazii how to go upside down on the pole this evening which I am thrilled about. So here I am in full teacher mode- and yes I ditched my sweatpants so I had more skin contact on the pole 😉 my tits look nice nearly spilling out the top of my shirt though don’t they? It’s a special top I’m wearing, @krizte @kriztelyn made it 💚🖤 she lost her house in the LA fires 🔥 so if you could show her some support, and check out her page, I know it couldn’t hurt either parties 💋 I miss her too so hopefully I see that goddess soon.

I don’t always whip my titties out in traffic- I also blow b..

I don’t always whip my titties out in traffic- I also blow bubbles 🫧

It’s been nearly 3 months since you left this realm. Everyon..

It’s been nearly 3 months since you left this realm. Everyone misses you, but I miss you the most. Until our souls meet again @god.eternal 🌀🌌✨

Front view or back?

Front view or back?

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Where you belong 🌌📸 Stories in a Picture

Where you belong 🌌

📸 Stories in a Picture

As i rewatched the footage of me gaging on @happy_daddy_ties..

As i rewatched the footage of me gaging on @happy_daddy_ties dick, i realized I never posted the video we were watching which you can hear in the background, of @god.eternal and I’s rendition of the movie The Secretary. Have you seen the original? If so you have to tell me if we did a good job of embodying it and adding our own flair.
I miss my King, but the Queen still reigns and remains. 💥

As she tells me we can’t be late but I can’t help but record..

As she tells me we can’t be late but I can’t help but record for you… 😉

Daddy! Don’t spank me and ruin my outfit…. Or do 💋💥I’ve been..

Daddy! Don’t spank me and ruin my outfit…. Or do 💋💥
I’ve been naughty and I am gladly taking my punishment 😉

I may have been stoned and it might have made this popsicle ..

I may have been stoned and it might have made this popsicle taste even better… and yes the tip did break off down my throat and I almost did die ahahahaha. 😅🤣 Thankfully I somehow managed to keep recording and make it hot for you as I gag and cross my eyes 🤤

Through it all I remember that I never lost the skill of ext..

Through it all I remember that I never lost the skill of extracting and locating frogs… I just love them, and they come to me- or not.
This footage is from hemet, @god.eternal filmed it with me, and it was edited by our mutual friend @noir_et_blanc who used to film us and knows us as well.

Getting ready, clean and pristine for upcoming content. Who ..

Getting ready, clean and pristine for upcoming content. Who am I on my way to see and create magic and fuckery with? 😈
You’ll see 😏

If you have two minutes to spare you can see how my newest t..

If you have two minutes to spare you can see how my newest tattoos came about in memory of my family that I lost this last year in September and late October.
Transcended but never forgotten and always a piece of me in this realm. 💙🐾🌀✨
Rest in paradise, you both are my heart and soul, and I miss you both very much, wishing you were here with me.

For all the new fans who haven’t had time to do a deep dive,..

For all the new fans who haven’t had time to do a deep dive, I’m going to re-release some hidden gems that I myself have been cumming too.
How many of you missed this footage?

Who likes tongue?👅 And some saliva, teasing and pussy play? ..

Who likes tongue?👅
And some saliva, teasing and pussy play?
Well if you aren’t into those things then skip this video as it’s not for you… 😉

Shout out to the fan who requested my gorgeous long tongue, whenever I had the time and energy to provide it- I see you! And wouldn’t you like it if I spit in your mouth? 💦
Open wide and drink my divine juices 💋

Swipe allllll the way to the end for the kitty through the t..

Swipe allllll the way to the end for the kitty through the tunnel shot 😻😈
And my favorite one is either the first or second photo in this set. I wonder if you’ll like the front or the back more… literally and figuratively so, swipe and find out for yourself 💋

We made it to 2025 everyone. 🥰 2024 was the hardest year of ..

We made it to 2025 everyone. 🥰
2024 was the hardest year of my life, and I’ve been trying to take care of myself still through it, as well as getting all the support I need from my polycule, friends and family too along the way.
Have you had the chance to worship yourself in some way yet this year?
I try to keep my temple nice internally and externally. Keeping kindness, love, acceptance and grace at the top of my gratitudes and how I treat not only myself but others as well.✨

Swipe for the video 😈 I couldn’t let this year go without on..

Swipe for the video 😈
I couldn’t let this year go without one more snippet of my fuckery.
I’m coming back slow but I’m still cumming… 😉💦🤤

Water 💦 is life. Remember to worship- always, the things you..

Water 💦 is life.
Remember to worship- always, the things you treasure.
She was commenting on my stacks of necklaces- I have Gidget’s ashes in a vile, and @god.eternal intention water in a vile too, and they are with me as I fuck with you 😉 and her, and us all.
Anyone else fuck with magic?
What about power play?

This was the last thing we recorded for ourselves before Gid..

This was the last thing we recorded for ourselves before Gidget passed, and we hadn’t recorded together in any capacity since. I miss his cock and his eye for capturing me and editing photo and film. Miss him for more than that but I know my page in particular will miss the caliber of work we had started producing.

There may be more on his computer, but until I go through it we both won’t know- and I have other people to see and fuckery to be had through the new year so it won’t be until after that anyway.
But here’s my last documented experience with my God 💕✨🌀
Hoping those that are celebrating this year are doing enough celebrating for us all, and for those of us who are too sad to celebrate due to missing their family or chosen family and friends, it’s ok, I’m right there with you and thankfully Christmas is less then 24 hours from being over.
If this year fucked you hard, know better fuckery is on the horizon in 2025.
Let’s just make it tonight the year, shall we?
And see what I can get into between now and then 😜

An Ode to the ones I love: Me, You, Us ThreeRide or die unti..

An Ode to the ones I love:
Me, You, Us Three

Ride or die until eternity

Love so timeless, traveling to other galaxies

I kissed your silver lining and Gidget purred at me

I beckon you, my God, my King and cat daddy too

I can’t begin to describe all the ways I worship and adore you

Remembering our last night together

Knowing you two are safe and sound, vibrating high forever

You both left this realm so unexpectedly

Your souls departures were an extension of me

I’m learning to continue to transcend through this universe peacefully

Knowing what we have was never really easy…

Because love never is, and love never dies

But with your souls passing through the energy is running sky high

Heightened emotions bring us to a landslide

Cosmic clarity got me wishing I was blind

Turn up the music and I close my eyes

Feel the breeze on my face,

The tragic synchronicity of crossing at the same place

No rain but I saw the rainbow bridge

Beautiful and full of color, leading us home

I wept tears of metallic in the Superstition mountains for the two parts of my soul that passed

Forever lost in paradise

Spiraling into me continuously

I eat your heart and drink your soul

Magical pussy, forever eternal

Mine and Gidget both

Tatter Puss and Whisper dick

Our silly names reign free

We three, always traveling intergalactically and magically.

I’ll see you both in the next life 🐾🌀🌌✨


* A special thank you to @noir_et_blanc for helping capture and create this concept for me and for them.


And to @god.eternal I will always eat your heart and drink your soul. 🌀

Got to shoot in Arizona, photographer has only gotten me one..

Got to shoot in Arizona, photographer has only gotten me one so far but the rest are coming.
New years I’m running a promotion for a month and dropping my sub price since I haven’t been able to upload daily content for some time and I feel I’ve been doing my fans a disservice when it comes to posting.
Hope your holiday season is going alright if you celebrate, and that your days are beautiful regardless of the holidays which I know can be a trying time. This year has been the hardest for me to get through, but it’s coming to a close which I’m grateful for.

I needed some therapy and I did get my body looked at when I..

I needed some therapy and I did get my body looked at when I went to see him, just not in the usual ways…. It’s been 2 decades since we have been upon each other physically in any capacity. Always see the obstetrician 🌌💥💥

Just a tease, some spreading and a little taste for you and ..

Just a tease, some spreading and a little taste for you and me ✨