I can always tell deer season is coming, by these cool nights and mornings...π€ It's like electricity is in the air! π (And by cool in the South, I mean 72Β° π ) So ready for it!
Friday night I took psilocybin cubensis mushrooms! I prepared for a week. I always treat those as a sacred ceremony! I fasted for 28 hours.... Only water! I cleaned the house and prepped with lots of fresh fruit for afterwards! I made a big blanket pallet outside about 100 yards from my farmhouse going down a big hill!
The next steps usually are done everytime I take a psychedelic medicine!
I powdered my dried mushrooms, and put them in half grams capsules I use for my herbal medicines that I sell! I made up 6 dried grams of mushrooms! I set my intention, and swallowed all my capsules! Chasing them with lemon water. The acid helps in the digestion.
I sat on my bed and rolled 4 big bombers. I always use cannabis with any psychedelic. It really brings on the visions and insight.
I put on some Icelandic music on YouTube and laid back and relaxed. Having a few puffs of cannabis.
The butterflies always began at about 40 minutes in... literally feels like fluttering butterflies I'm your tummy!
At 45 minutes I went outside and laid down... I planned the time perfectly for sunset...
Laying nude on the blanket staring at my open land and the enormous sky, I waited until 1 hour 15 minutes in and began to smoke cannabis furiously.... I always start my phone timer as soon as I ingest the mushroom.
Time dilation begins in this time.... 1 minute can seem like it's been 1 hour when you look back down at your timer...
I laid back and closed my eyes....
The next descriptions are as close to the actual experience as one can remember. It's difficult to bring back everything from the experience!
I was catapulted into alien worlds..... vast dimensions of novel landscapes and experiences... Awe inspiring, beautiful, and life changing... Animate entities came to and from.... giving me insights, messages, and ideas π‘
Physical traumas and negative holding patterns are released in the body. One is able to breath more deeply than they ever have before...
3 hours passed of this, though at the time it seems like way more... At rhis time, i am vibrating with this overwhelming sexual energy. With eyes closed, I start rubbing my tripping partners body, and begin to make my way towards his dick.... Feeling the nervy emanating from it yearning for my energy.... We begin to fuck, eyes closed, still in this alien expanse... 3 hours of fucking and controlling the orgasm, edging to the brink of rapture... Finally after about 3 hours in, I ride him to orgasm, exploding from head to toe! Lost in bliss and ecstasy π€
We make out way to the house, grabbing some fruit and retiring to the bed! We make slowly drift off to sleep, dreaming about my experience and still receiving insights and knowledge about life!
Always such a magical experience.... But also powerful and life-changing!
4 mile run πββοΈ Deadlifts this afternoon! Meditation, wim Hoff breathing, and cold plunge all done π§ Livestock all moved and farm chores done!
On the potty now with my first meal, hot cum of protein coffee βοΈ π½π§»
A couple hours of computer work, then I'll be on MFC/Chaturbate after lunch. Dm for skype sessions
I'll be doing a big a psilocybin mushroom ceremony tonight! Outdoors, under the stars, naked in the moonlight β¨οΈ π π
It usually lasts up to 5 hours if you've never done it! It's so amazing for healing trauma, reorganizing thought patterns, releasing depression and anxiety, finding the secrets to the universe, etc.... I'm a big proponent and believe that it can change so many people's lives. If it ever becomes legalized, it could changed the world π
Brush mowing my back pasture and 2 cow birds came in. They follow cows and wild herds of ungulates like Buffalo and bison etc...π€ They follow the animals and eat insects that the herd stirs up while grazing!
I think they thought the tractor was a big animal and came down right beside me eating insects and such π Second time I've seen this π
A catalpa/catawba tree I planted 4 years ago from seed! It produces the catalpa worm! A big caterpillar the size of a human finger that turns into a big moth! They lay eggs every season and climb up the tree and feed on the leaves. Makes excellent catfish bai.t! Freeze and fish with all year πͺππ£