Realization #10
Music is everything. A good song can change my whole mood in seconds. Lately, I’m into those sultry, vibey tracks that make you wanna move slow and just feel everything.
What’s the one song you’d add to my playlist?
Bisous 😘
Realization #9
Shoes make or break the outfit. Period. Today, I wore my cutest heels but forgot to bring flats, so by hour three, I was wobbling like a baby giraffe. 😂 Lesson learned: always carry backups.
That said, I still looked amazing. Wanna see the outfit?
Bisous 😘
Outcome of the Day
Spent the whole afternoon sunbathing on my balcony. Was it productive? Not really. Did it make me happy? Absolutely. The sunshine on my skin, the soft breeze… it’s like my little slice of paradise.
If you were here, where would we be—beach, mountains, or somewhere cozy?
Bisous 😘
Realization #8
I spend way too much time scrolling. Today, I set my phone aside for an hour—just an hour!—and suddenly, I cleaned, cooked, and even reorganized my closet. It felt like magic. But also, I missed you. 🥺
So maybe I’ll try this again tomorrow, but only if you promise to text me while I’m offline. Deal?
Bisous 😘
Speaking of therapy…
I finally splurged on a new massager. And let me tell you, it’s a game changer. Imagine your tension just melting away… all you have to do is press a button. I didn’t even realize how much I needed it until I tried it.
Want to see me using it? It’s a lot more relaxing than you’d think. 😏
Bisous 😘
Realization #7
I love a good bubble bath. No, wait—need. I lit candles, added some rose oil, and put on my favorite playlist tonight, and it hit me: this is the best therapy ever. Who needs a couch and a notepad when I’ve got lavender-scented bubbles and warm water?
I should share a little peek of the vibe😉
Bisous 😘
Outcome of the Day
Had to file my taxes today🥴 I won’t bore you with the details, but let’s just say I earned the biggest glass of wine afterward. It’s one of those chores that makes you feel like an adult, but also makes you wish for a simpler time when all you had to worry about was what color crayon to use.
So here’s a question: adulting—love it or leave it?
Bisous 😘
Realization #6
I’ve finally figured out why I love lingerie so much: it’s like art, but for me. The lace, the silk, the tiny details—it’s not about anyone else seeing it; it’s about how it makes me feel. Confident, sexy, powerful.
If you’re lucky, I might let you see my newest piece—it’s barely there, and it hugs all the right places. Should I? 😉
Bisous 😘
Realization #5
Sometimes, it’s okay to indulge. Life isn’t meant to be a constant balance of “should I” or “shouldn’t I.” Like yesterday, I ordered dessert just because. No guilt, no justification. I enjoyed every bite of that tiramisu, and it felt soooo good.
So here’s my advice: do it for the joy of it, not because you “deserve it.” You always deserve it, babe.
Bisous 😘
Speaking of toys…
I got my hands on a funky new one recently, and let’s just say it’s wild. When I first saw it, I thought, what on earth is this crazy anime-style thing? Honestly, I probably should’ve done a little research first, because, surprise—I used it wrong the first time! 😂
So, what do you think it’s meant for? And if you’re curious to see me using it “wrong” (but still so enjoyably), let me know. I’ll send you the video—it even somehow turned into an ASMR vibe (not sure how that happened, haha).
Bisous 😘
Realization #4
I’m an addict. Yep, you heard me right—I’m totally addicted… to plants. Today alone, I bought five new ones! Why do I need so many? Honestly, no idea. Maybe it’s my mom’s influence; she was always adding plants and decorations, making our space even cozier, even when it already looked perfect. And, well, I get it now—it does make home feel so much warmer.
So, here’s where you come in: help me switch my focus to something else! Lingerie, toys… mmm, what else should I be obsessed with? 😉
Bisous 😘
Outcome of the Day
4 months' mission: find a new office for our company. (Yes, I don’t just organize events—I get to tackle everything in between, too!) So, in classic Portugal style, things move slooowly. It took two months to find a place we actually liked. Then another month of arranging visits with all levels of executives, negotiating, ironing out details… Basically, we were just about ready to sign the lease.
But today? They called to say, “Sorry, it’s no longer available.” I was like, excuse me?! After all that work?! And all I got was a “good luck finding an office” goodbye.
So, if anyone happens to know a good office lead in Lisbon, I’m all ears! (Because obviously, here’s the place to get top recommendations, right? 😂)
Bisous 😘
Realization #3
I need to moooove! If I’m not active enough, I just slip into that sad, gloomy mode (like last week—remember?). So, I’m back on track: biking, doing yoga, and walking at least 8k steps a day. And hey, it’s definitely going to get me in better shape, too!
Aaannnnd, of course, I need to get back to dancing in my high heels. We both know that’s where the energy flows best, right? Nothing like shaking my booty and feeling the vibe from head to toe!
Bisous 😘
Realization #1
Even if it’s a situationship, you end up treating it like a real relationship in your head. And with that come all the same feelings when it ends. So, I realized that at the very least, we owe it to ourselves to be honest—just that little bit of truth can make moving on so much easier.
Realization #2
It’s not easy to be strong all the time, and I’m finally accepting that. I want comfort, I want sweets, I want cute things. There, I said it! Haha, I’m just a girl, not a machine. And you’re just a guy who wants love, sex, someone sweet to talk to. You’re allowed to feel sad and crave cuddles, too.
Bisous 😘
It feels a little scary to share my real self here. Every time I write a post, I wonder if I should just keep it light and happy. But I’ve noticed that putting my feelings into words actually makes me feel lighter. Maybe that’s what we all need—a way to frame our feelings.
I once read, “We are not thinking machines that feel, we are feeling machines that think.” And I think it’s true. That’s why, when we face challenges, it can feel so overwhelming. But over the past couple of weeks, I’ve been slowly figuring out what I need to do to start feeling better. So, I’m going to share my thoughts and discoveries here with you—and for some of them, I might need a little help. Stay tuned! 😊
I had a dream about a foursome while I was lying next to my partner (well, it was more of a “situationship”—we’d see each other now and then, but it meant something to both of us). In my mind, I imagined myself being a little adventurous, getting spanked by strangers. I even daydreamed about trying a gangbang someday. It’s all just been fantasies so far—I’ve never actually done any of it. But would you be okay dating someone like me? Or am I just a complete weirdo?
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But then, what does it even mean to be real? People say it’s about putting in the work, staying close to the relationships you already have, especially with family. And sure, it’s about being authentic with yourself… but what does that even mean? It feels like such a cliché when, honestly, I’m not even sure I know.
I’m here, hiding this side of me—the part that’s passionate about sex, curious about kinks. Can anyone really accept that? Can I truly be myself, someday? Even if that’s not the sweet, charming Mia everyone’s used to—the one in the cute dresses, acting shy while secretly entertaining the dirtiest thoughts?
I’m so tired of pretending. I just want to say what I really feel in the moment, even if it makes some of you turn away. I’ve been holding back for so long, trying to keep up appearances. And where has it gotten me? Nowhere good—just left me feeling lost, insecure, and defeated.
It’s time to be real, even if it’s messy.
I’m starting to realize… I’m just not someone made for traditional relationships. I love my freedom too much. And on top of that, I’m looking for something very specific in a partner. What is that “something”? Honestly, I’m not even sure myself. Maybe it’s someone who can play into that power dynamic I crave?
I want to surrender, to really give in to someone. But deep down, I feel like I can only truly do that once in my life. Maybe I’m just too complicated. Or maybe, I just haven’t met the right person yet.
Being honest here… my situationship ended about a week ago. We were something for two years, so now I’m in this deep, introspective space—and that’s why all these heartfelt, non-spicy posts lately. Maybe you miss the usual vibe? Let me know if you do. But right now, I’m just not feeling it. I’m feeling low, a little lost... just taking things day by day.
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Barely slept last night—nightmares kept pulling me back to thoughts about my path and choices. Lisbon feels like it could be the right place for me, but there’s still something missing… like a certain warmth (and not the sun, haha—we have more than enough sunny days to make anyone jealous!).
I’ve been reading Castaneda, and he says it’s all about perception. I get that, but how do you actually switch to a new perspective? Have you ever figured that out?
I stopped by a coffee shop today and met this guy—handsome, for sure. Those blue eyes and that trust-fund vibe, you know? Haha. But honestly… as good-looking as he was, he didn’t stir anything in me. So now I’m left wondering, what is it that really moves me on a deeper level?
Has that ever happened to you? Where someone checks all the boxes but doesn’t quite reach you? What’s that one thing that really gets to you?
I’ve been wondering… why am I really here? What am I trying to prove to myself? That I’m cute enough, hot enough? None of it will bring my dad back; he passed when I was 11. Maybe I’m getting a bit too deep here—probably should just stick to the fun, flirty posts, right?
But the truth is, even when everything looks perfect on the outside, I’m still working through things on the inside. It’s a journey, even if it looks like I’m living my best life.
November 5th. Time to start gearing up for Christmas and New Year’s. I’d love to feel excited, but if I’m being honest… I just don’t. My mom’s been on a roll, complaining about her life choices (not like I can fix those for her). And me? Well, I’ve been looking back at the year, trying to figure out where I ended up.
I threw myself into event management for tech company and worked so hard to grow my OF. But in both directions…it feels like I didn’t get where I wanted. Right now, I’m just feeling a bit like a failure.
It’s not just about sex, is it? We’re all looking for…something more. I’m not saying it’s love, or even deep feelings. It’s a spark, a desire, mixed with something hidden way down in our subconscious.
I feel like you don’t really know me yet. And maybe I’m still figuring myself out, too. But I’m ready to get real—with you, and with me. So… are you going to join me?
A smile that hides just how much trouble I can be😈
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Just imagine what would happen if we were alone right now…🥵🥵🥵
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