I am considering deleting this account. It was never what I wanted it to be. Should I keep my content up? I just don’t know. I don’t find value in the content I made of myself that was overly sexualized in the past. I just want to make art. So if you see me disappear, you know why. And if I stick around, it may not be what you were looking for, so feel free to unsubscribe.
i don’t know if i ever posted these … but they are going to remove my account if i don’t post :( so let me catch up on content soon i need to shoot more just have no money or time lately sorry for my inactivity
Behind the scenes. A lot going on in my life right now but you should see me on from time to time! Hopefully I can make more time to model this summer ❤️💕
Hey everyone! I’m so sorry for being gone. Here’s an update on my end:
I started reading and writing again (two of my favorite hobbies)
I finished some personal development classes and enrolled in some programming classes!
I’ve been saving up to move out. I was supposed to move Summer 2020 but for obvious reasons I was unable to.
My new plan is to move by September of this year and secure an at home job as a programmer. I’m super excited!
I know I haven’t been shooting much and I apologize for that! Every shoot I plan gets bigger and better!! Not shooting a lot has allowed me to really evaluate what I want out of modeling, as my time is becoming more valuable. I really just want to make images that set me apart from others. Images that make you feel something- as cheesy as that sounds. I do plan to continue shooting on a regular basis (every month probably) but I want to produce high quality images that really look like art. I am passionate about this so I hope you guys will enjoy my ideas and really see how much effort I’m putting in. I don’t want to look like just another hot girl posing by a creek. My shoots are getting closer to 200$ per set which is pretty insane, but I believe it’s worth it. There’s a lot to take into account when you have a clear idea in your head. There has to be emotion and a vision behind my work. I’m excited for what’s to come in the future and so glad to have you all here on this journey with me. ♥️ See you on Valentine’s Day
Watching the go pro footage is pretty fun :) here’s some BTS from today and we also did some NSFW shots of this!!! Can’t wait to show them all to you guys 🥰
My shoot got postponed a bit but I promise it’s coming soon guys. There’s a lot going on right now in my personal life, but I miss modeling very much and I’m excited to get back into it. Your patience is much appreciated!♥️