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Sorry I haven't been on in a minute, so the big news is that..

Sorry I haven't been on in a minute, so the big news is that I finally found a guy willing to go on a dàte with me! (at least for now).🥳
I went over a year without going on a dàte cuz no one wanted me😔, but this new guy seems pretty cool.😎✨
Those who follówed me long might know that I've been through😭 [#1 Being dàted as a joke for over a month and being laughed at behind my back by some popular guy who begged me to dàte him until I gave in, made me go on a 4hr hike in +35°C with no water on sharp tiny rocks when I was in slide sandals, not a nice guy, and once I found out the truth I realize all our dàtes were just him torturing me for fun. #2 flying internationally for the first time for a guy who begged me to because he wanted to dàte me, only to find out he secretly had 7 different girlfriends and boyfriends and wanted me to be 8 and thought to pressure me irl, didn't work obviously I was heartbroken, and then he told me how each of them were better than me in detail. #3 I got bullied irl in front of cashiers and stuff, and then he said that I was "embarrassing and disgusting to be seen with" because I "look 12 irl" and then dumped me.]🥹❤️‍🩹
So all bad experiences, then I mèt this new guy. Mall & coffee shop he was nice and waited for my train with me even tho he didn't have to. Then yesterday we walked all around downtown over 2hrs and he had his arm around my waist & shoulder, and even possibly touched my butt a little lightly? I kept insisting we could go where he wanted to eat, but instead he took me to my favorite restaurant. We got a cute little table in the back very far away from the rest, and the waiter even complimented my sweater saying it was cute😳, so I told her where I got it cuz they're probably still selling it. Anyways, that was very kind of him to take me there, and I never thought anyone would like me enough to treat me that nice🥹🍝. He laughed at me quite a bit during dinner but in a nice way I think? I'm just very awkward.🫡💦
THIS FRIDAY after he gets off work, I'm going to his place for the first time and we're going to watch anime and possibly cuddle, he said he was considering kissing even, but I'm totally not ready for that so I just said cheek kisses. We're both the same age and virgins anyways, so definitely no sexual stuff yet he said. But I'm just very happy lately, idk🥹
So I probably won't be posting a whole lot cuz I'll be busy being happy hopefully

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Sorry, just a repost, keep scrolling. I just accidentally fo..

Sorry, just a repost, keep scrolling. I just accidentally forgot to add my gonewild ones and stuff, so I wanted to fix that and have them all together.

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I took a lot of verification pics recently so I guess I will..

I took a lot of verification pics recently so I guess I will also dump them here, not the best but will get the job done hopefully~ Tho some of these subs like ignoring me, especially the ones run by women mods who also post, so second time trying. I basically just repost anything I post on Onlyfans to there, I always post here first.

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Hello🌸

Hello🌸

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Message at the end of the pics. I gave up despite much effor..

Message at the end of the pics. I gave up despite much effort to change as many letters as possible to different versions, Onlyfans makes it impossible to communicate and it never tells u what word it is😮‍💨

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Here's just a random pic, it's not great, but I've been sick..

Here's just a random pic, it's not great, but I've been sick lately so it's something.🧸

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Sorry for not posting lately, I've been going through a lot ..

Sorry for not posting lately, I've been going through a lot and I'm sick with what I assume is COVID right now, these pics are pretty mid and more of the same cute style which I had on my phone still, I'll try to do more pussy pics when I'm better🤒🤧

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Here's some cute teddy bear style pictures.🐻🌈 ~Sorry I was a..

Here's some cute teddy bear style pictures.🐻🌈
~Sorry I was annoying lately, just mad Xvideos officially banned me for "being underàge" even though I'm 24, age verified here, & I sent them my passport and Driver's license. Feel like if I had giant boobs nobody would care and everything would be great, but I face so much backlash everywhere I go for having a flat chest. I bet Xvideos has tons of underàge ppl who never get checked because they have boobs, so much discrimination I face because of my appearance sucks.😓
Men also tell me I should strictly dress goth or whatever to look older, but I think that's crap, if other women can dress kawaii so can I, so I've been dressing up extra cute lately just to be a rebel.
Also I matched with a guy on a dating app who offered to move to my country, just to be ghosted randomly the next day, so single as usual😮‍💨

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I uploaded both my passport and Driver's license including p..

I uploaded both my passport and Driver's license including pictures with me holding them as instructed and they deleted my account still😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ???? What am I supposed to do, can't even email them back because it says the email doesn't take replies

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I hate it here🥲 I'm like 24 & a half, how long are ppl going..

I hate it here🥲 I'm like 24 & a half, how long are ppl going to be trying to delete me and why do blind ppl keep reporting me. My second time verifying with them because apparently they forgot I did already.

I went to University for both law👩‍⚖️ & healthcare👩‍⚕️and everyone thinks I'm some high schoøler or middle schoøler not to be respected especially with my bâbyface I never show here. During working at the hospital for a month full time independently to get my certification I had a doctor from another unit look me straight in the eyes upon seeing me immediately say she wants to speak to "someone who works here"🥴 it's me!, and it was a very simple easy request within my abilities too!😭 She probably thought I was a middle schøoler on a field trip observing or something.🤓📝
Also a guy years younger than me dumped me because I "look 12 irl" and he was "embarrassed/disgusted" to be seen with me, so that's mainly my villain origin story🦹‍♀️💔

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I took this random nude trying to model with my chin on my h..

I took this random nude trying to model with my chin on my hand before I took a bath.
My fan engagement/erratic posting might always be terrible, but at least it's always real. Most girls hire men🧔🏻‍♂️ to pretend to be them to chat all day with their fans tricking them. It's a whole business with people dming to annoy me.
Also like I said in my last post, I planned a date with a guy who ghosted & blocked me. Well right after that happened I was lucky enough to plan another date with a new guy thinking I must be on a roll/am a rizz master😎 because last date I planned before these two was last October, but this guy told me we're going on a date Thursday and our second date will be Friday or Saturday my choice. So here I am Thursday, left on read all day and it's evening and I just got out of the bath so I'm going to take a nap😴🧸
Can't even say I'm disappointed tbh, I expected this to happen coming off the heels of the last one. I'm in my tie dye blue sweater I wear a lot and blue panties, super clean and soft, and warm from the bath I just had, gonna fall asleep fast😪🌫️

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Modeling some superhero panties today, not really sure what ..

Modeling some superhero panties today, not really sure what picture to post so I just posted them all idk☺️🌈✨
Planned a date with a guy recently and then I texted him "Good morning" and he never texted me back, and then I texted him another "good morning" the next day embarrassingly double texting and then gave up on him. I get ghosted a lot so not surprised🙈👻

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Here's a random older pic I wasn't going to post, I always t..

Here's a random older pic I wasn't going to post, I always tend to take nudes when doing laundry so everything is in piles everywhere so ignore the background😳🧺🧦
Just wanted to vent.
About a creepy guy.
•I worked a night shift job temporarily in a big group of like 20 ppl. Me & this guy never worked together, but he got my last name off the attendance sheet and found my Instagram, he liked my selfies and followed me so I blocked him. Because I don't know him.
•Then one day my usual partner was sick so I was squatted down working & he came and squatted facing my side and slowly went “I'm so sorry *my name, I'm not going to hurt you” and he said it twice word for word because I was so shocked, so I went “I don't know what you're talking about” and fast walked away to find the group quickly. Super bad vibes from this guy.
• Then I punched out, grabbed my bag, and as I was leaving he was running to catch up to me and trying to talk to me, I didn't like where this was going and felt he was going to confess to me or something weird, so I fast walked harder and luckily my dad was picking me up after work, so he stopped following me.
• He started a fight at work when I wasn't there with our male coworker telling him to “stay away from *insert my name!” and apparently it went to the higher ups that he wanted to work separately, so I just stuck to that other random dude he didn't like that way I figured he would stay away.
• My bad luck he found me on a dating app & then messaged me that he ‘never had a chance to confess his feelings’, I obviously hit X super hard
• Someone I worked with in the big group previously said he was in during the day and asking about me.
• He showed up when I was working two days later, it's a public shop but it sure didn't feel like a coincidence because he had no cart or basket or anything in his hands near the end of the store. I basically acted faked busy trying to get to the back room as he angrily yelled my first name multiple times. The anger in his voice really scared me. I felt like he was trying to confess to me in public even tho he already did on the dating app.
• Then today a different worker I know said he was in a couple days ago and asking about me again.
Like can I just say this guy is a COMPLETE STRANGER!!??? To be getting angry at me because he feels entitled to my time is crazy. I’ve been pretty freaked out at times in conclusion and how's he’s trying to keep tabs on me through multiple ppl. I'm a very shy and nervous anxiety person as it is.
I need to get like a fake boyfriend or something I am too shy to deal with this issue😭 and I also heard he was pursuing this other girl before me before and is the type of guy that doesn't take no as an answer, whatever the heck that means.

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I tried Axe shampoo for the first time since I ran out of my..

I tried Axe shampoo for the first time since I ran out of my usual shampoo & had some from a Christmas gift set, basically made my hair fall out more than usual & gave me a rash on my chest where my hair reaches, apparently I'm allergic to it, so just ignore that if possible.
Otherwise, I have a creepy stalker, will probably elaborate more about that in my next post.
And I am kind of poor at the moment, which stresses me out just a little because my work cut my hours, but I'm just going hope everything turns out fine, and I have a lot of anxiety so maybe everything will turn out fine, and I just worry, dunno.

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I just want to be a little fuck doll who gets my fertile pus..

I just want to be a little fuck doll who gets my fertile pussy creampied gang banged by big cocks some days🍆So horny💖🤤

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Here's some more videos, very nice weather where I am and I ..

Here's some more videos, very nice weather where I am and I have the day off, cleaned my room & everything. Feeling good vibes rn~🌳☺️⛅

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I hate videos because I am highly insecure about my body😖, b..

I hate videos because I am highly insecure about my body😖, but I decided to try a little bit. More to come, it's just too much to post at once I think.🙈
Wearing my pink sweater, I get told I wear it a lot, but that's just because it's my favorite so emotional comfort, and I think it makes my nipples look good.🩷

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I was sick last month/May including on my birthday, but tbh ..

I was sick last month/May including on my birthday, but tbh I probably wouldn't have posted anyways because busy, but here some pictures I just took a few minutes ago. I'm 24 years old now🎉
Still haven't had a boyfriend yet, I actually wish for one every year lowkey.🎂😮‍💨💖 Don't bully me

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Lots of people message me asking me "How are you a virgin?/y..

Lots of people message me asking me "How are you a virgin?/you're a liar" and saying lots of guys would be all over me irl.
Well, I present exhibit A: Guy said he might fall in love with me, stayed up till 3am chatting, I text him "good morning" the next day, he never responds again. Apparently he was the ghost all along! Ghosting me.😭
(For context he was talking about loving scary movies, and I mentioned that I genuinely live in a house that's supposed to be extremely haunted, I'm in the master bedroom and my parents in the dining hall, people are very afraid of it because lots of freaky deaths have happened, and people in the past have attempted to try and fix it, so I find random junk occasionally like tarot cards in my walls or a oujii board locked up in my attics closet and stuff. It's a big house sold for less than a car because the real estate company was afraid. There's a second house 1 meter away from mine on the same plot of land that's also haunted in the same way, multiple entire families all dying freaky deaths like drowning in the bathtub or a stray bullet catches them in the yard, etc, growing up so it was a genuine rule in my life that I couldn't cross the property line by my parents otherwise I might get killed when playing outside. About 4 families have died in that house in my 24yrs of life, and then a new one moves in and then they start dying too all in different ways. Basically just weird chance I guess? My family has always been totally fine tho)

I sleep so well in my room too, nice and cold even in the summer because the other house gives my room shade being so close, it's a comfy place.😌

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My butt is flat😭 I'll be going to the gym more soon tho🗣️ Pi..

My butt is flat😭 I'll be going to the gym more soon tho🗣️
Picture isn't that great because my ceiling lighting is very orange in my old building and then my phone camera makes all my pictures look more black & white. In real life the rainbow colors are super vibrant🌈
I feel like an oversized rainbow colored shirt/sweater would be great & comfy with this outfit, I'll keep my eye out for one.👁️

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I wonder what my issue is, I turn 24 next month, and I'm sti..

I wonder what my issue is, I turn 24 next month, and I'm still a kissless virgin. Guys like my face videos first, then my nudes, I like them back, and get ghosted. If I kept all my verification signs I made for men who claimed to like me I could have a giant pile. Honestly breaks my heart every time because I get all my hopes up thinking all day about a guy and I don't even cross his mind. Whatever tho💀
(It's not like I'm a high maintenance girl either, the fanciest date I've ever been on was McDonald's where I paid for myself and this rich guy was close to 1hr and a half late for no reason, so I just waited, and it turns out he was dating me as a joke, so maybe he thought I wasn't going to show up or something, but I'm super easy to make happy so I didn't notice he was laughing at me behind my back because it was the best I've ever been treated.)

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Cute pajamas for night🐻😪💤💙, just needed cuddles, I was a bit..

Cute pajamas for night🐻😪💤💙, just needed cuddles, I was a bit cold after my bath

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I just found this video from November on my phone so I thoug..

I just found this video from November on my phone so I thought I'd be brave and post it.😬🙈
I'll be back to posting more in 1 week after my work goes back to part time and I'm free lol. I ordered some kawaii panties to celebrate because they were in the women's section for the 25th anniversary. Also some rainbow socks, just waiting for it to arrive in the mail, gonna look super cute🌸✨

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I wanted to post a short video, but I edited out 1 second at..

I wanted to post a short video, but I edited out 1 second at the start using my phone because it was a little shaky when I hit the record button. Anyways, that totally made it so I couldn't select the video on here, just doesn't appear under Camera. I suck at technology, so here's a link: 🍓https://photos.app.goo.gl/SToCMgptkdpSFwuz7 I look to left in this video once I sit down because I noticed I forgot to throw away my cum tissues from masturbating last night, please don't tell anyone that I'm a horny little bunny🥹🐇 I wanna ride dick so bad

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Just showing off an outfit. I really like anything with hear..

Just showing off an outfit. I really like anything with hearts on it if you notice my bed sheets too, and my last pajama pics, and not to be down bad or anything, but that's because what I want the most and can't have ever is love lol🩷❤️🩷❤️ Also, I am very fat in these pictures, as I am on my period

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I tried to take butt pictures this morning and they didn't t..

I tried to take butt pictures this morning and they didn't turn out good at all.😬 Gotta do more squats or something. And I should donate that chick plush🐥, a guy bought it for me on a date which sounds romantic right? But it was actually bought out of hatred after I begged him not to x10, and then he used it to humiliate me in front of a cashier calling me a 3yr old who begged for it and stuff. Was basically used to bully me. I kept it because I felt bad to throw it away because it's not the chick's fault, but I just realized I can donate it. I'm gonna go have a bath now anyways, and not to flex, but I got bath foam for Christmas🌫️😶‍🌫️🌊

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Here's some quick videos looking at my nipples, I never edit..

Here's some quick videos looking at my nipples, I never edit my pictures as you can see.🌸

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Smooth everywhere😏✨. And I finally posted again, I had covid..

Smooth everywhere😏✨. And I finally posted again, I had covid recently and still kinda do, finished my university finals for this semester and even got 100% on two of them, which was funny to me because those were the two classes I only attended once then constantly skipped, Math & Technology. Will probably post more over the break tho I will be busy working away too. Starting some light construction job during the night shift full time in a few weeks, and then I'll be going to school in the morning after work, so my posting will probably drop off in January lol

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I made this verification for a guy tonight, only to get reje..

I made this verification for a guy tonight, only to get rejected again shortly after. So you guys might appreciate pictures if he didn't. I have like 4 months of school left, but our different cities aren't that far apart. I felt like the real reason was probably because I was ugly because it happened right after I sent these pictures. Must be like the 100th guy this year I've been suddenly rejected by tho🥹🕳️1️⃣0️⃣0️⃣

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🙂So, I haven't posted in a minute,and that's because I final..

🙂So, I haven't posted in a minute,and that's because I finally achieved my ultimate goal of getting a boyfriend (we hala dated tho so no touching.) He was talking about getting married in 1 year and discussing where to buy rings, and kids, and telling me he loved me lots.❤️ Unfortunately, he suddenly said he was "embarrassed/disgusted" to be seen with me because I "look 12 irl", and he felt everyone was staring at him. [I'm 3 years older than him btw] I only wore plain sweaters and plain jeans when we were together and there was nothing I could do about my face🥹. He also dropped multiple bombs including that he hated my personality because I was too introverted and that he wasn't sexually attracted to me. And then lots of general insults for 3 hours straight including telling me to go cry all night. Even when I love someone they hate me secretly and hide it, while telling me they love me, before revealing it, seems to be a common trend. Last thing he texted was "Leave you disgusting human" so that's where I'm at, just disgusting basically. I've had this happen so many times losing a potential fiance because my face is disgusting looking, doesn't even hurt anymore really.😮‍💨 Here's some ugly pictures, I was cold so I took them quickly so they're not very good unfortunately.

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