Here is the full 9 minute video! I hope you all enjoy it!
Here is the full 9 minute video! I hope you all enjoy it!
2022-12-18 19:15:25 +0000 UTC View Post
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I am back! Life is a rollercoaster blah blah blah. If you wa..
I am back! Life is a rollercoaster blah blah blah. If you want to read about why I have been gone for so long, join me over on Fans.ly where I will be posting long form text posts along with my spicy content. OF will be for Spicy Content only, while Fans.ly will be for Spicy content and Blog content, cool? Cool. Now for the Spice! Here I am trying out two new toys for the first time! The first one is a metal dildo that I cover in lube and stick up my ass, I have had small toys in my ass before but nothing this thick. The other toy is a fleshlight that vibrates and has suction! It was incredible! Enjoy these clips and photos and if you want to watch the full 9 minute video, you can unlock it for $10 on the next post.
2022-12-18 19:02:50 +0000 UTC View PostWinter is my least favourite season, I hate being cold. I wi..
Winter is my least favourite season, I hate being cold. I wish I had someone next to me, to help me warm my hands. A nice pair of tits, a sumptuous ass or maybe even some thick thighs would be nice. Anyone got anything to send me to help kickstart my imagination? 😉 mind over matter they say, so maybe some visualisation might help! 😜
2022-06-20 18:10:19 +0000 UTC View PostSo it has been a little while, ever since my first attempt a..
So it has been a little while, ever since my first attempt at a themed photo shoot I have been feeling quite uninspired and as though I am f.orcing my photos. I don't yet have a solution for that so in the meantime I will just talk about a recent experience I had. The other night one of my partners (known on my page as Empath) stayed the night, she was sleeping in our living room and while waiting for the room to warm up came to talk to me. She is demi-sexual and it takes her a while to become close enough to a person to want to do anything sexual and on top of this her sex drive is almost completely nonexistent. I am totally fine with this as sex is not a priority to me in any of my relationships despite having such a high sex-drive myself. This night however, the stars aligned just right, she was horny and has gotten comfortable enough to experiment with me! She would be the second person I have ever been sexual with (if you don't count the handjobs I received on two occasions by my local Thai masseuse), the first being Wolverine, my long distance partner whom I used to live with. Wolverine is quite a vocal partner who moans and gives instructions quite readily and for the longest time, they had been my only frame of reference. I was naked, though covered by blankets and Empath walked in fully clothed, sat on the edge of my bed, and we chatted for a while (not unusual) so I wasn't expecting anything to happen. I joked about being horny and to my surprise they said they were too! I thought they were just joking around with me and so I continued the joke by asking if she wanted us to help each other out... this is the moment when I realised that she was being serious, though still light-hearted, we aren't talking about sultry seduction here. Despite having far more experience than me, she wanted me to tell her what I wanted to see/do. This is the first difference between her and Wolverine, who would be very direct, not in a dominating way, she just knew what she wanted and how to direct. Empath however stated that she is always fascinated to find out what he partners want to do and is up for anything. I asked to see her tits, they obliged, lifting their top and bra. I asked to touch them and she let me, they were so damn soft. It had been so long since I had touched anyone, it was so good, even recounting this is making me hard. Next I asked to see them fully naked, at first they hesitated, stating they had a lot of hair down there, I said I didn't mind, they hesitated again, saying she doesn't even keep it trimmed and tidy, this didn't bother me and I insisted I was fine with it and she finally slid out of her pants and underwear. Her bush was fucking awesome! Have I mentioned that while I love all kinds of genitalia, all shapes, sizes and amount of hair, I have a particular fondness for a full bush. I then asked her if she wanted to see me, she said she had been curious for a while. I moved the covers off of my body and showed them my cock, fully erect and ready. I asked her if I could touch her pussy, she let me and damn was she wet! They seemed a bit cold though, so I led them to lay next to me under the covers. There we were, laying in bed together, naked bodies pressed against each other. I was in heaven. Things were different than I was used to however, with Wolverine things moved a fair bit quicker, nothing was wrong with how things were progressing, but they were certainly different from what I was used to. I was initiating everything and asking for consent a lot, "Can I suck on your tits?", "will you let me put a finger in?", "please stroke my cock". After some time of mutual masturbation with the occasional rubbing and sucking on their tits I asked if I could go down on her. I discovered early on in my sexual journey with Wolverine that I really fucking love cunnilingus. I told this fact to Empath and they graciously allowed me to go town eating her pussy. This is where the greatest difference between Empath and Wolverine came through. Wolverine is always super vocal when I go down on her, "faster", "right there", "don't you dare stop!" all this in between all of the moaning. This is what made me love eating pussy so much, it made me feel so damn good to have such a direct impact on her gratification. Empath however was completely silent. I kept feeling like I needed instruction, asking if they were enjoying it. They assured me they were and to keep going. Eventually I picked up on her breathing, doing certain things made her breaths shallow and rapid, others made her hold her breath and suddenly release in a muted exhale. Their thighs would tense and pulse occasionally, I knew they were enjoying it but the silence still felt off, not wrong or bad, I just wasn't used to it. I stopped licking and made my way back up the bed to match them face to face as I slipped my hand back down and rubbed their clit and using my other hand guided their hand back to my cock. We finished the evening stroking each other and I ended up finishing all over her thigh. I cleaned her up and cuddled with her for a few minutes while we discussed whether we wanted a round two. I had condoms ready and I was still hard, much to her surprise. We decided to save penetration for another occasion and just chat for a bit before she said goodnight, put her clothes back on and went back to the living room. This whole experience was amazing and showed me an area in which I lack. This experience taught me that for some partners, I need to focus more on non-verbal communication, what their body is telling me. The breathing and muscle twitches while I was going down on them but also when we were mutually masturbating, whenever I did something right, she would stroke my cock harder and faster and it was awesome. I am so happy to have partners on opposite ends of the spectrum as it allows me to learn different ways of communication during sex. I never assumed that the experiences would be the same, though I also never thought they would be so different. ___________________________________________________________________ To all of you who enjoy my long posts like this, I am genuinely appreciative. I know most people are here for quick gratification, and while I do cater to that audience, sometimes I like to slow down and tell a story. I want to treat this like a blog. Even if only one person reads this all the way through, thank you, it means a lot. For everyone else, this is a photo of the aftermath once Empath left my room (sorry, they aren't ready to be involved on here just yet), such a delicious looking drip!
2022-06-06 17:36:25 +0000 UTC View PostI think I am going to start posting here again! I won't go t..
I think I am going to start posting here again! I won't go through my post history on my other page (starts with an F and ends with ansly) and post it all here, though from here on I will be posting the same content on both pages again. And I will start with a long text post detailing my most recent sexual experience with my second ever sexual partner. It was very different and an amazing learning experience. And for those of you just here to see my cock, I will share a nice picture of the aftermath of my cock dripping some cum during clean up. Enjoy!
2022-06-06 17:32:53 +0000 UTC View PostLife update! This past weekend my friends and I travelled ..
Life update! This past weekend my friends and I travelled to the city and went clothes shopping (photos will be in a subsequent post), while I am not comfortable wearing skirts outside of my home in my small town, having my friends there to support me gave me the confidence to wear a skirt in the city 🥰 This was only the second time I have done so, but it was so damn good for my confidence. I got a bunch of new shirts (because apparently I have no sense of style 😜) and two new skirts (one light blue and one orange) and my friends convinced me to get my first dress! 🥰 It will take me some time to get used to wearing a dress but I have been told I look cute in it 😳 I am feeling so damn confident lately! Which brings me to my next piece of news. As I have mentioned, I am polyamorous, I am in a long distance romantic relationship with one partner and I live with my other partner who I am in a deeply platonic relationship with. This was all of my relationships for the longest time but over the last couple of days I had a burst of courage and confessed my feelings to one of my best friends and he and I are now platonic partners. But that's not all folks, I also confessed to him that I have feelings for two of our other friends (who are in a romantic relationship and are engaged) and he supported me in building up the courage to confess to them also! One of them isn't sure how he feels about dating a guy and has to take some time to think about it but his fiancée is open to dating me, first as a platonic partner and then we will see how things develop from there 🥰 Change is scary but also exciting. I am now dating 50% of my local friend group lol I know polyamoury can be a controversial topic for some people so please be kind in the comments. Everyone involved is really happy with these developments, especially me 🥰 I hope everyone is having a wonderful day! 🥰
2021-11-30 06:10:48 +0000 UTC View PostThank you to everyone who has stuck with me. I spoke too soo..
Thank you to everyone who has stuck with me. I spoke too soon in my previous post, my health is actually quite a bit worse than I thought. I saw my doctor yesterday and he was concerned by my new symptoms (a bit graphic but I will tell you in a message if you are interested), so he ordered a blööd test and a CT Scan and I am waiting on the results. Worst case scenario, I need surgery to remove a section of my colon, best case scenario we caught it early and can treat it with meds (but never fully cure it). To be completely honest, I am terrified of needing surgery, so if anyone here has Ulcerative Colitis and has had any surgery because of it, hit me up. My posting on here will be spotty as my mental health fluctuates but I am not giving up on my journey no matter how bad my health gets, this community has helped me so damn much and I am so appreciative of you all. On a more positive note, not only is it a beautiful sunny day, I felt comfortable and confident enough to take photos and a short bts video in my yard wearing one of my skirts. Yay progress! 🥰
2021-10-26 03:01:26 +0000 UTC View PostHey friends! I am still alive, just had the worst week I hav..
Hey friends! I am still alive, just had the worst week I have had in a very long time. Not only did I have a bad colitis flare up, the Australian government decided to take away the Covid relief payments since we hit 80% vaccinated (which is great news, but I still need that money as I am still unable to work 😕) on top of that I discovered some fraudulent charges on my bank account and had to cancel my card, thankfully I got all of my money back. My week was shit, I have been very depressed, I don't know what I am going to do about money (I'll figure something out don't worry) and I am just emotionally exhausted. But I have you all to help me through it. If you can buy my stuff or tip me I'd appreciate it, however what I'd really like right now is pictures of your beloved pets to cheer me up 🥰
2021-10-23 01:04:22 +0000 UTC View PostAlmost forgot this video! My cock looks so damn good in this..
Almost forgot this video! My cock looks so damn good in this! The sun shining through my window was so nice and warm and the way it made my precum glisten was divine! The colour of the head, such a rich purple! I have to charge a bit more than usual for this but trust me when I say it is worth it! Not only do you get two and a half minutes of me worshipping my cock, but you will be directly contributing to my cat's upcoming vet bill payment, it is a win/win, so what are you waiting for?
2021-10-07 16:00:22 +0000 UTC View PostSize does not matter, however I got curious just like a lot ..
Size does not matter, however I got curious just like a lot of other penis owners. Here are my stats! Let me know if you have any dildos that match up with my measurements! Also to note, these goals are just a suggestion, appreciated but not required.
2021-10-07 10:48:25 +0000 UTC View PostCock appreciation video! I have been really horny the last c..
Cock appreciation video! I have been really horny the last couple of days and I spent some time today giving my cock the attention it deserves. The light from my window was hitting it just right, the precum glistening, my veins bulging as I gripped it tight and not to mention how lovely the colour of the head is. I would love to know what you all think!
2021-10-07 10:33:05 +0000 UTC View PostI have such a nice cock. As someone who has a preference for..
I have such a nice cock. As someone who has a preference for pussy, I really like my cock. Do you like my cock? Please let me know what you think of it.
2021-10-07 10:26:52 +0000 UTC View PostHaving fun with my orange skirt! What do you think of these ..
Having fun with my orange skirt! What do you think of these lewds? Let me know if you want to see more.
2021-10-07 09:28:29 +0000 UTC View PostI am back! I stopped for a while due to low motivation and j..
I am back! I stopped for a while due to low motivation and just general bad mental health due to the recent lockdowns in NSW Australia. Here are some spontaneous shots from me post morning wood stroking. Enjoy!
2021-09-15 16:32:17 +0000 UTC View PostThis recent lockdown has played havok with my mental health,..
This recent lockdown has played havok with my mental health, so I thought I would finally share my experience and feelings on mental healthcare here in Australia, hopefully start a conversation. Tell me about your own experiences, either here in the comments or DM me for a more personal conversation. This is open to all regardless of where in the world you are. Anyway, on with the show... Early this year after a rough stay in the hospital due to a change in my antidepressants it was apparent that my condition was mental rather than physical and after consultation with a psychologist I spent some time in a mental health facility in a nearby town and it was the best health decision I have ever made. We need to end the stigma on getting treatment for mental health, and when that happens those facilities might finally get the funding they are sprely lacking. I was lucky enough to be treated at a decent facility but even there the art supplies, leisure activities, and general quality of life features were in short supply. These things and many more are in my opinion, mandatory for the wellbeing of all patients whether they are voluntary like I was or in the unfortunate case for some, those who are in against their will. Mental health facilities shouldn't feel like a prison (and don't get me started on prisons), they should feel like a relaxing day spa, or a lovely resort, a place where people come to get better not a place to hide sick people from the general public. The facility was in my opinion equivalent to a mid quality hostel, I had my own room and bathroom and access to a moderately stocked common room, it was a far cry better than my first solo apartment but the bar should be way higher than that. I thank the staff who looked after me when I couldn't look after myself and I am thankful for everything I was provided while in their care. The Australian Government really needs to step up and stop treating mental illness like something to sweep under the rug. Anyway that was my rant, you may all go back to whatever it was you were doing.
2021-09-15 16:06:38 +0000 UTC View PostGetting back into the swing of things! I Have mostly recover..
Getting back into the swing of things! I Have mostly recovered from my recent flare up and I am ready to get back to making spicy content! I removed my posts containing sexual content and moved them over to my Fansly (in one large post) but now that OF has back-pedalled hard, I will resume posting my naughties here, I will pepper my previous stuff through new posts occasionally but over on Fansly I am going to be posting only new stuff from now on. On with the show! Tonight I pushed myself to try something new and I think it has potential! Off camera I edged myself for a while and then when I felt I couldn't take much more, I flipped upside down and leant against my wall and stroked myself until I came all over myself. I had hoped to get cum all over my face but I didn't get the distance. I'll get the money shot next time! Let me know what you think!
2021-08-27 16:05:21 +0000 UTC View PostLet's get vulnerable for a moment. Warning, this post is lon..
Let's get vulnerable for a moment. Warning, this post is long and rambling and discusses depression, invisible illness and physical symptoms related to the bowels. My stride has been broken a bit due to the resurgence of my Inflammatory Bowel Disease. About ten years ago, after many visits to my doctor with symptoms of intestinal blëëding, cramps, stabbing pains, bloating, diarrhoea, chronic fatigue and dehydration, and being ignored and told that I just had a stomach bug, IBS or I just wasn't eating a healthy diet, I had become so convinced that my illness was all in my head, I gas-lit myselfninto thinking that I was just making it all up. I was working at a cafe that was paying for my TAFE course so I could become a fully qualified chef but due to my frequent sick days I ended up getting fired and spiralling into a deep depression, after a few months of moping around at my parents house I finally found a great job working in the kitchen of a hotel, it was a long drive from home but it was worth it. I bottled up my depression, took all kinds of over the counter medications to deal with my pain (thankfully nothing that would trigger a cycle of addiction) and I got to work, picked up my studies once more and started enjoying life and work again. This was until the hotel came under new management, my head chef left and I had to deal with the chaos of a constantly shifting environment and staff roster. I was given more responsibilities and occasionally would run the kitchen myself. I appreciated the trust but my health was failing and in no time at all I began falling back into the pattern of calling in sick at short notice, doubling over in pain when I was alone in the kitchen and just lying to myself saying it wasn't that bad. After about a year of this, I ended up getting called in for a one on one meeting with the owner of the hotel who told me it wasn't working out. He was a charismatic man who convinced me that it was a mutual decision and not simply him firing me. By this point I had moved out of my parents house and into a shared apartment where I met one of the loves of my life, who helped me to come to terms with my illness and pushed me to continue my studying to become qualified. Without a job, I ended up needing my older sister's help paying rent and I will never forget that kindness and hope to repay her some day. So I kept going to TAFE and one day during a practical demonstration as we were standing around our teacher, another student noticed all of the colour drop from my face and signalled the student behind me to catch me, right in time too as I passed out momentarily. I figured I was weak from skipping breakfast or something. Which was weird as I rarely ate breakfast, but since I was told there was nothing wrong by my doctor, it was the only logical explanation. I decided to book a last minute appointment with a doctor who took one look at me and suggested I go straight to the hospital. Once at the hospital I was fast tracked to the front of the line and my obs were taken. My resting heartrate was 167bpm and the nurse couldn't believe I was still standing. She got me on a bed and on fluids immediately requested the doctor to see me quickly. Within five minutes of hearing my symptoms and checking my medical history he had diagnosed me with Ulcerative Colitis (Similar to Crohn's Disease but limited to the Colon), admitted me to the gastro ward and ordered some scopes to confirm his diagonsis, which it certainly did. The left side of my Colon was realy bad but by some stroke of luck I didn't need any of it to be removed. After a full week in the hospital, so many blóòd tests my that arm was black and blue and a tonne of fluids and anti-inflammatories, I was stable enough to return home. I couldn't stay renting so I moved back in with my parents. It was hard though due to the steroids I was taking and the intense mood swings they caused. I was off work for a full year until I finally dragged myself up (with the help of my family who never gave up on me no matter how difficult I had become) and found a job at a beautiful log cabin cooking German/Austrian foods and loving life again. I have held this job for eight years now and been in remission from the Colitis for about the same, however recently with the fires, covid and other stressful life events it seems that the shit just always catches up with us. These past few weeks my symptoms have returned, including blēēding, pain, bloating etc, and a scope confirmed that my colitis is back. The main difference this time being that now I have a much stronger support network, my mental issues are medicated, my job security is rock solid (my bosses, are an elderly couple in their late 70's that treat me not as an employee, but as family) and I know what to expect. I finally have a doctor that listens to me and I trust but also I have a second doctor who I can go to for a second opinion, or if my primary doctor is unable to see me. I am so much stronger than I was back then and I am so happy to have found such a warm and supportive community on here. I don't know where I was going with this but I am happy to be comfortable enough to share my story. I hope you are all doing well and I hope to be back to making content again soon! I love you all! Stay safe, happy and healthy! 🥰🥰🥰
2021-08-12 08:59:17 +0000 UTC View PostSince cleaning the house for my house inspection and then ta..
Since cleaning the house for my house inspection and then taking a couple of days to recover from the anxiety burnout, my mojo is back and I am motivated and inspired to cook at home again! I have been living in a depression for months now and haven't wanted to cook but I think I am back, or at least on the road to recovery! I made chicken stock today and lamb stock the other day. Currently reducing the chicken stock and reboiling and reducing the lamb stock I had frozen. Tomorrow I will be making a lamb curry, chicken pies and some maybe lamb curry pies too since I have plenty stock and pastry 😊 Do you like cooking? What are your favourite things to cook? Should I take some cheeky, naked except for an apron photos tomorrow? 😜
2021-08-07 09:06:31 +0000 UTC View PostSpent the last week cleaning my house for a house inspection..
Spent the last week cleaning my house for a house inspection that took not even five minutes. My anxiety was through the roof and today, the day after the inspection, my body has completely crashed. I am physically exhausted but mentally I am feeling good. My thighs still hurt from the exercise I did the other day so I am just going to do situps and crunches today. I also discovered after realising that I am uncoordinated as fuck and cannot for the life of me keep my legs down, that I can simply use my bed restraints to hold my legs in place 😜 Kink FTW!
2021-08-05 07:03:02 +0000 UTC View PostA little bit about me. As a nudist my relationship with clot..
A little bit about me. As a nudist my relationship with clothes is utilitarian, they serve a function but I don't typically get any joy from wearing clothing. That isn't to say I have no clothes that I like, it's just that in general I find clothes to be awkward and uncomfortable. I believe this is due to an undiagnosed sensory processing issue, likely linked to other autistic traits that I have. For most of my life, any time I found myself alone at home and I knew I wasn't expected to be anywhere or do anything, I would be naked and while that was satisfactory for those periods of time, it didn't solve the overall issue I had with clothes for the times that I was required to wear them. I would be constantly stretching the collars of my shirts because they would be touching my neck or sitting on my shoulders wrong, it wasn't pleasant. I never mentioned it to anyone out of fear of bullying (which I already recieved enough of), and I secretly wished I could wear skirts like the girls at school, they always looked so comfortable and sat away from their legs. It wasn't until relatively recently, maybe in te last 4-5 years that I have been comfortable enough and surrounded by enough supportive people to start wearing skirts at home. Skirts have really changed my life in a big way. I have always been confused by people who gender clothing, why over the centuries different cultures have worn all combinations of pants, skirts, dresses, shoes, etc but now, in the modern day western world there is such a strict adherance to "Girls wear skirts and Boys wear pants". Clothing should be about comfort and expression, not archaic gender roles. Christmas of 2019, one of my partners persuaded me to wear a skirt out in public for the first time. After a lot of patience and encouragement, I finally managed to build up enough courage to do it. We went to a local Christmas garden and had a wonderful time, I got some odd looks but nobody confronted me and mostly people focussed on the beautiful scenes around them. I am still not ready to go shopping or go out to eat in a skirt but occasionally I will be confident enough to check the mail while wearing one. Baby steps.
2021-08-04 01:30:02 +0000 UTC View PostOk friends, today I got up early (for me) and think it's as ..
Ok friends, today I got up early (for me) and think it's as good a time as any to start excercising, I won't force myself into a routine just yet because that has never worked for me in the past, this time I am going to takd baby steps, and ease into thing. I am a firm believe that weight does not equal health, however I am not happy at the weight I am, or at least, I am not happy with the distribution of that weight across my body. I have no weight goal in mind, nor am I going to look up "what is a healthy weight for my height" because those are bullshit and predatory. Instead I am going to keep a record of my weight changes as I exercise and just stop when I feel happy. Today I am making shit up as I go because fitness tutorials make me anxious. Also not recording myself yet because my room is small and there is no good place to put my phone, so photos will do for now until I get a stand. As of today, Monday 2nd of August, I weigh 90.4kg (199.3lbs) and I am 183cm (6ft).
2021-08-02 02:10:20 +0000 UTC View PostHere is some test footage of me in the shower. Mostly testin..
Here is some test footage of me in the shower. Mostly testing the framing. Don't mind the bag on my foot, I recently had minor surgery and I need to keep it dry.
2021-07-25 16:37:51 +0000 UTC View PostHi, I'm Owen and this is my body, while I am not ashamed of ..
Hi, I'm Owen and this is my body, while I am not ashamed of it by any stretch of the imagination, I am lacking in the self esteem department. My therapist told me I should find a way to build confidence and self esteem, in a way that keeps me engaged and I think this site may help. If I can make a few bucks along the way then even better. My goals are to get into healthy routines including exercise and self care. I am not generally an exhibitionist but I do have some part of me that is excited to have some fun here. Not everything here will be sexual but I may record and photograph some of the more physical self care sessions. 😉 I hope to foster a nice little community and perhaps inspire others to join in. Please be nice to me. 😅
2021-07-23 14:58:45 +0000 UTC View Post