Just some more Cherlene teases heeehehe who's psyched for some outlaw countryyyyy?
I think Cherlene might actually be the cosplay I've worn the most different times bcs omg has it been an adventure trying to compile everything for this drop! But a sexy adventure heehehe
Here's some lil bts peeks too, thought it was quite silly the amount of bronzer I need to wear to look normal coloured in her outfit Hahaha (don't worry I'll be sending out some fun btw noodz bundles later on too the uncensored will be in it). I also had such a hard time picking the final set like come on look at those two booty pics?? Which ones your pick?
And of course the derps on this set (stills AND video this time are *chefs kiss* hahahh)
*now be honest... What did that eyebrow twitch smirk do to you?* 😏
Oh my good golly gosh what a week.
First off pls enjoy my embarrassing butthole story... And anywayyyy gonna add some bits from my story and also extra goodies here for a lil catch up but the tldr is...
on the bad side: new meds side effects are brutal, I fell and dicked my shoulder v much struggling w self basic care stuff, and I'm struggling with some rough personal news as lovely icing the universe likes to give me haha but... on the positive side: I am so excited for Cherlene and other June content as well as just got the first Caticorn edits back (scroll to the end for a peek!) and they're fucking fabulous so I can't wait to be able to drop the sets and vids for both! And I also managed a lil naughty content shoot before my arm peaced haha go me (hope you like Vampy noodz hehhe)
PS as I mentioned in my story Rue had to take some time off work so I'm back to trying to juggle everything myself (mostly one handed at that haaaaah) so I appreciate your patience with getting drops going as functional time during the day I'm able to work is super limited right now I gotta get the most whoring for my spoon so to speak hehehe (if you're confused why I'm talking about spoons take a peek at this article here https://butyoudontlooksick.com/articles/written-by-christine/the-spoon-theory/)
PPS thank you to everyone who's given me positive encouragement on my adhd journey it's a wild ride even just learning about my brain without trying to medicate it haha, def a bit bumpy so far but I know it's trial and error and I still have faith I'm gonna find the right balance of benefits with Less brutal side effects (horrid migraines and zombie crash meltdowns for hours 😭) eventually 🤞🏻
Cherlene.... Coming soon...
Who's hyped for some outlaw country after so much meowgicalness??
*working an an uber big drop with 2 sfw sets 1 lewd and 1 topless noodz set as well as a smexy video and lots of unreleased bts/extras so if you missed her when she first dropped, don't worry I got chuuuu*
How do we feel about some extra Classy Curvy Clara?
Hmmmm notice anything different? Heheh make sure you scroll to the end to see the clip :p
Ngl I was super feeling myself once I took the first couple shots so I went a lil ham hehe I hope you like the bigger set treat! I included some shots with my glasses too of course this look they work extra well with I feel 🤓🔥 and ofc there's some silly ones thrown in too. PS the one with my finger out is me coming in for a nose boop... *boop* hehe. I really did start this with total I'm a bad bish vibes but then I couldn't contain the dork for too long :p
I haven't quite done a look like this before so I'm curious what you think! Which vibe do you like more the I will step on you vibe or the teehehe let's play on a swing vibe? 😏
Omgosh I know my Caticorn drop hasn't quite gone to plan (how do I still expect that after all the shenanigans the universe throws at me 🥲) but I really appreciate everyone who's still hyping me up about it and excited to see what we've made! My health really took a few hits in succession right after so it was a lot more than just the flare I'd been planning for and I got knocked on my butt pretty hard so some stuff had to get moved around. But we've still been working behind the scenes to get this ready for you and I'm so excited to say that all the fabulous video cuts are on my hot lil HDD and I'm just waiting on the last set edits back and then I can drop everything!
There's gonna be a full HQ sfw set (in the look in these clips) and accompanying pro video as well as a nsfw noodz set which also has a video like damnmnn we went hard hehe
So whilst we wait here'sa lil bts peek at the actual studio part of the shoot day! Everything was so hectic I literally only got this and like a five sec 🕒 app clip hahah but luckily everyone else shot lots of quality stuff *shhh yes I fully didn't know where my ears were in that 3rs clip and bopped myself trying to be cute it's fine just go with it ahah*
That last clip was a lil right after showing my cute new pin a lovely Cosmianaut got me from another spoonie creator (actually have a wonderful collection of them it's on my todo list to show!). What an easy way to show I ded nao Hahaha but also wanted to show a more detailed shot of my makeup bcs it was really tricky and I did so many trial runs to get it right so I'm rly proud!
More bts posts about getting ready and the look at home coming soon 💕
PS ⚠️ MUSH WARNINGGGG ⚠️ I know on the surface this is a super silly OC cosplay but the tradition we've built doing this for so many years in our community, like literally since I started this career, is so special to me and esp since I missed a yr when I was bedbound it means so much to me to be able to do this again, bigger and better than ever, and like it makes my heart so full and happy to hear back the smiles this brings you guys (and boners of course, I'd feel as if I failed at my job if you don't get at least one confused boner a week... remember I'm a business lady so I have quarterly confused boner targets to hit and such 😏)
PPS did you peek my story yesterday for the peek at what the drop after this is? 👀 🤠🎙️🔥
No makeup sweats and crop top tummy/ab appreciation post some belly dance vibe freestylin and a mini set
**Naughtier ppv of another dance w tiddies out and some bush piccies coming to your inbox asap, just sent out but with OF who knows it could be there in a few mins or a few hours lol just check back in a lil if its not there yet <3** *edited to add a lil Cosmianaut feedback at the end of the pics hehe*
***if you missed the PM, unfortunately you missed the special price but you can still grab this bundle by tipping $28 and including "topless sweats belly dance bundle" so I know to send you the video and pics 🔥***
So uhhhh we all know I didn't have a lot of friends growing up and I was a nerdy reject but I don't exactly talk about the level of sad so here's a lil idea haha..... I rented belly dance tutorials on VHS from my library and practiced my lil tushy off for months by myself when I a wee tatertot. And then when I got my hands on the music video for this song (prolly on like napster or limewire or something hahah) I cannot tell you how many times I watched it trying to learn the moves. Ahahaha so even tho I am incredibly white I put a lot of effort in being able to at least competently move my hips and perhaps when the light strikes just right they can border on, dare I say, mesmerizing 👀 hehehe
Should I do more belly dance vibe clips?
These moves are risky for my hips and as much as I love them I haven't been able to dance like this safely in yrs BCS my hip partially dislocates very easily ,so I am being gentle but I am so excited to be able to do a lil again if you like it too I def wanna do more! 🥰 I love this style of dance so mu h I incorporated some belly dancing into the first full pole routine I choreod and it came out pretty spiffy if I do say so myself (this was all many yrs ago in another life when I had a more functional body of course)
Bumpy day but I managed to get this lil spoopy throwback set edited for you just under the wire haha, happy Friday the 13th from a lewd Wednesday Addams! Fun fact this is the only look with the full original cosplay and the wig in braids (for my full shoot I had it straight, posting some of that over on my free page tmrw so keep an eye out if you haven't seen it before)
This outfit and wig took me over a month to make its actually way more intricate than it looks (as you can see from the sheer bra pic there's quite a few layers haha) and I had to completely hand tweeze and sew the widows peek hairline on the lace front wig (which I'd never done before so it was a lot of anxiety and winging it hahah). I also spent lots of time making detailed props, some of which I set up for this mini shoot here, so I'm super proud of this whole look!
Somehow the only cute booty shots I could find were extras from a lil fan sign segment so just totally ignore the huge bit of paper in my hand lol or actually... even better tell me some slogans Wednesday would put on there hahaha
PS make sure you have resub on bcs I'm going to pm out an extra lil cute clip in that sheer bra look with the nip peeks (pic 11) tmrw!
Quickie slo mo squat clip hehe
I've had some inquiries about the hip physio I did since it's so minimal but it was part of the grueling rehab regime I was on for a yr to relearn how to walk after I was completely bedbound 3 yrs ago so it also very effective. My hips are still incredibly weak, I struggle with standing and walking still for more than a minute but the improvements I've made, even tho they were so incredibly difficult and slow, have added up to some real damn progress and I am super proud of myself!
I haven't been able to do any physio or even qigong since my birthday bcs of this flare so I am also v proud to announce FIRST SQUAT IN A MONTH WOOPWOOPPPP. I can only manage one a week but if my hip handles that and doesn't sublux then I can increase to twice a week after a month. Bb steps 🥰 as an impatient person I hate everything about this obviously 😅
For anyone else that has hip or knee issues this type of squat is also very good! You make sure you don't drop your butt below your knees and all movements are incredibly slow and controlled. The pressure is down balanced between your heel and ball of your foot and then you engage laterally the whole time by pushing your knees outward against the band as you do the squat to keep them lined up over your feet. Make sure your core is tight and your back isn't rounded too much either way (neutral core is key, this is more about stability than booty building)
If you'd like more details about core posture or a dif angle let me kno 💕
This was after my chiro appt and unplanned so omgosh an actual real life not trying to be sexy outfit Bahaha. I didn't have the spoons to take my braces off and pants and then put shorts on and then redo the braces so here's the 'real' Clara haha 🙈 I do think I should redo this again when I'm feeling stronger with some cheeky gym shorts tho what do you think? 😈
Oh also I looked rly cute and the lighting was being kind to my mild migraine so I actually felt decent so got a lil tease for you too 💕
(of course then I promptly had to go lay down and add some muscle rub to my neck hahah but I look hawt so worth it!)
I am on a summer dress quest!
Like I'm just trying to live out my summer dress fantasy and it is proving to be problematic to say the least 😅🙈
I started out trying some combos with dresses I had out (I think a couple are still in storage)... The green dress won for me (bonus looks cute w my core brace) but it still wasn't giving the vibe I was looking for so I figured trying some free returns dresses from Amazon was low risk (starting with the yellow) but uhhhh also didn't go the best 😅
Also went in the opposite direction for a backup look and created this kinda sporty alt look that I'm actually really digging and it also looks cool with my braces so honestly I'm thinking that may be winning and I may have to just continue my summer dress quest hahah
Basically my best friend who I've seen once this entire pandemic is renting a car to come have a distanced hang with me and I am not letting myself get too excited yet in case my body doesn't cooperate but he's a photographer too, we actually met literally half my life ago and bonded over photography (I started in my teens and spent many yrs behind the lens before anyone ever shot me). So I'm secretly hoping I have the spoons to go for a lil drive w him (masked windows down of course) and maybe find a place to shoot a lil. I don't even remember the last time I just hung out with a friend to do something fun omg 😭 but even still of courae Clara work brain is like you should def have a cute outfit on just in case so he can grab a couple shots of you too hahah so even tho I've finally convinced myself to just have a lil time off and not focus on work for once in like a yr I only managed that by making a side deal with my subconscious agreeing that I would still get a bit of content done hahahah. Look I'm not saying it's a perfect system but I'm working on it 🙈
TW crying (happy ones and sad ones)
Woof, this is really hard to talk about, but I know I need to share it publicly at some point but I'm not ready for that yet. I need a safe space where I know I'm supported first, so obviously I'm sharing it here whilst I work up the courage for publicly bcs I know you've got my back here and I feel safe letting you into this part of my life 🥰
I officially have a diagnosis of ADHD and I have a prescription for medication to help. I haven't talked about this process bcs it's been too stressful and I kept telling myself not to get my hopes up for it to be an answer the whole time so I didn't want to have to explain it all only to be another let down. But wow its been rough. It's went from a yr of slowly realizing I may have it, to fighting for months to get the diagnosis to fighting for more months more to get the meds.
As you know I have many battles on the go at once just trying to get through my day with all my health issues so obviously this was A Blo0dy Lot to handle on top and it's been a rollercoaster to say the least. I captured some of my feels to share so far today. I'll share more when I see how the medication goes but for now this is where I'm at. A ball of relief and joy and pure rage.
But I'm reminding myself I'm allowed that. I'm not going to swallow them like society taught me to, I'm going to cry and rage because it's messed up and this is a small sliver of processessing. The system is messed up and I shouldn't have been missed, I went to university disability supports begging for help in my last yr of uni finally bcs I couldn't cope anymore I knew something didn't work the way they wanted to in my brain, I even managed to get tested for dyslexia but still no one thought to suggest adhd BCS I wasn't struggling enough in the right ways apparenlty... Sigh anyway I'm trying to let it flow through me instead of sticking in my body bcs it wasn't my fault, there's nothing I could have done... Maybe eventually I can share my story widely & use my experience to help other ppl (esp women bcs it's so underdiagnosed for us) get help sooner. Bcs I'll be damned if I went through all that for nothing. But right now I'm recognizing I'm still just at the tip of figuring this all out for myself first.
Even though I have too many feels for my tiny body to process, & I already spent most of yesterday sobbing over everything going on in the world and with my family, this feels like the start of something that could really impact many aspects of my life positively. It's a natural truama response not to get your hopes up but part of me can't help it. I'm putting the energy out into the world this is gonna help dammit, and I know I've got you guys along for the ride and that makes me feel incredibly happy and grateful bcs I wouldn't have even been able to make this discovery without you all (and of course the disabled community on twitter), so I appreciate any good vibes you can send my way for this next step in my health journey, now living in the land of neurodivergence 🎉
Continued caticorn Interruption for a very important Hot Potato update.... So yes hehe even tho my caticorn concept is itself quite silly I put so much pressure on myself it was so intense I didn't realise how much I needed a low spoon silly project to perk me up again so I present... The Hot Potato Adventures...
It all started one fine spring day on twitter dot com as things do... And as you can see things have escalated. When I asked ppl to unite Hot Potato and Lingerie so I didn't have to wear lingerie over a potato suit I was expecting lingerie to win however... It did not 😅 and here is where the Hot Potato cosplay was born gentle friends. Obviously still a wip but I will post the finished pics asap 😂
Actually a friend gifted me a fabulous pun... So maybe she'll be known as Haute potatHO hehehehe what do you think?
(the googly eyes cause potatoes have eyes... Get it? Huehuehue)
*I've had this post in my drafts since Oct (which is why I'm mentioning the mini stroke as happening recently), but it really felt like the right time to share this. I keep getting clobbered with some flare or life shit after another and it feels like I haven't been functional since the shoot. Not being able to get enough of my meds has been really messing with me and I'm doing my best to remember my body has had a rly rough couple of weeks and its understandable there are some repercussions (however maddingly frustrating they may be).
My bad flares also lined up terribly with Rue having to take some time off so I wasn't able to get the extra help with the executive function side of things and it easily falls apart from there... the extra layer of not being able to finish the caticorn shoot that everyone worked so hard on is mildly soul killing as well of course (ssh brain just keep swimming) anyway my point is I know this flare wont last forever. I watch this video and I tell myself I will have a moment like that again soon. Even though I am beyond exhausted I can't give up. I have to keep fighting to get to my next moment of joy tho things seem bleak now. I know many of you are also going through rough times and I hope this p;ost brings you a smile and a reminder not to give up and that you're not alone <3*
**feeling slightly more human so Caticorn content coming in the next few days if my health continues to be kind to me, starting with the live out this weekend!**
Here's the original post:
It's hard to feel joy in the moment when everything is so overwhelming and you're struggling to just survive. But if there's any silver lining to this mini stroke it's reminded me that it's even more important to truely emerce yourself in whatever little moments of joy you can eek out and appreciate them no matter how small.
Took this impromptu a couple months ago when I was having a low pain level day and had some music on whilst I was trying to make food. I just suddenly felt the music light up my soul and burn me to move. I wasn't planning on sharing this clip, I just took it just for me so I could remember that joyful feeling when I'm down, or too sick to stand up (let alone move like that), which to be honest is most days hah. So anyhoodles I let my white girl out hard I wasn't trying to dance smexy, just feeling the groove and moving my body in ways it wanted, I hope you can share in this moment w me and it beings a lil light to your day (I mean... I'd say the odd are good bcs... Bobs 👌🏻)
Also for anyone that's new, my functionality varies greatly day to day depending on many factors influencing my disabilities, I get small moments like this very rarely (and they normally cost me a lot of f0rced horizontal recovery time and increased pain levels), most days are a struggle to move, taking be several minutes to just get from one room to another, but that makes these moments even more precious 🥺
We interupt your regularly scheduled caticorn content with a lil vintage sci fi look hehe
**(still quite badly health flared from the shoot, but I'm doing my best to take care of myself so yay for saved draft posts whilst I try to rest!)**
Here's a super fun silver and navy lingerie set with a cat eye, I was also inspired by all the great feedback to my lil goth gf mini set so I tried by best at making my natural bitch face sexy bahah what do your boners think how did I do hehe? Also the top is actually quite sheer ehhe can you spy any nips?
Sidenote the spacey vintage vibes are making me think of that ridic fab 70s song "I lost my heart to a starship trooper", I don't know if I can post YouTube links here but I highly recommend you look it up bcs the music video is exquisite bahaha
JUST LOOK AT THESE BTS SHOTS OF MY CATICORN SHOOT OMGGGGGG
I am still very knocked on my arse from that massive shoot day on no sleep but Rose just sent me the bts she took (check twitter for a pic of the crew I can't post it here) and I just had to share these lil piccies bcs like holy shit fam when I say the wait is worth it HOT DAMN IS IT EVER I haven't even seen most of the main shots yet but I mean... If these are the bts I may just pass out when I see the proofs 🥵🤯 as you can see from these peeks we got some good outfit and location variety (noodz too hehe) this studio is so versatile it was a total whirlwind of costume bits flying! I put so many lil details into this shoot and I am sosososo proud of what we all got done and I cannot wait to drop the full shoot and videos!
It was like a riddle shooting between the corset and skirt tho haha bcs the skirt looked best standing up and couldn't sit but also my body couldn't actually handle standing for more than a couple mins.... then the corset looked great sitting down and helped my back but if I was in it too long it messed with my rib issues and then certain locations either needed sitting or standing to look best which means I was swapping back and forth (not easy in tight stuff) and then on top of that my body pose determined what mobility device I needed, it was either Dora (my walker) or my cane haha add to that two ppl shooting photos and video on each set up simultaneously and IT WAS A LOT for my poor lil overstressed underslept brain haha, but we pulled it off!
IT'S ALMOST CATICORN SHOOT DAY AAAAH!
I tried on the shoot outfit with the stream makeup so that you'd get a better idea of the shoot look, what do you think?! I still have some accessories left to finish and I may tweak the makeup but this is basically what we're shooting. The location is gonna be at this really cool looking neon studio so I am super excited I've been planning this for soso long and I can't freaking wait!
I'm also super pleased to say I'm not as badly flared after the live as I was expecting (normally I can't even walk after that much movement) I'm feeling rough for sure but I've still been able to move around a lil to get food and such and even my RMT remarked my joints weren't as bad as she was expecting them to be (she knows about my work and that I was doing a stream, and in fact has reprimanded me for all my butt juggling after ones that flared me badly/messed my hips up haha). I'm trying to rest up and balance it with getting all the shoot prep done I need to so things are gonna be really hectic for me the next couple of days I appreciate everyone's patience whilst I recover and do my best to catch up on my inbox and get the bday live recording out as soon as I can. 🥰
I'm also glad I did this lil run thru bcs I discovered the skirt is not cute to take pics in sitting down as you can see by my face in the last pic Hahaha so gotta make sure I bring my cane one shoot day since I won't be able to shoot this look sitting on Dora like I had originally planned!
(also this is the second time I'm writing all. This bcs OF glitched in me so I feel like I'm forgetting something lol oh well I did my best haha)
Omgosh what a wonderful night thank you soso much 💕🥳💕 that's one of the best birthdays I've ever had (and it's not over yet I still have my bday candle light soak on the agenda hehe)
I crashed rly hard and I couldn't walk for a lil but but I am doing my best to take care of myself and recover as best I can!
I'm probably gonna be flared for a bit from this (I got a bit carried away clearly but soooo worth it) and I've still got to prep for the shoot so I will do my best to get back to everyone and send out the livestream but I super appreciate your patience whilst I go slow to balance it with keeping my health a priority so I can do my best at being a functional human 🥰
BDAY SHOW TONIGHTTTTT
***here's the menu 👉🏻***
omgosh I have been non stop prepping and organizing everything for this show tonight so I really appreciate everyone's kind bday wishes! I saw them and they gave me the biggest smiles I just haven't managed to catch up on my inbox bcs I'm very overwhelmed right now trying to prep thru this flare and wanted to do everything I could to make this the bestest bday live show for yous all 🥰🥳 so I appreciate everyone's patience whilst I prep for this show and recover a lil after 💕
I'M SO EXCITED I CAN'T WAIITTTT
I'm going to start the part a lil early on the free page for a couple mins and then start our main show here at 9pm EST
I've got lots of fun things planned and can't wait to show off my new caticorn version 🥳🥳🥳
YAY ITS MAH BIRFDAYYYYY! Here’s an extra special piccie of ya bday gal in her bday suit to celebrate <333 If you have resub on check your inbox bcs I sent a fully uncensored nood as well! I’m a fan of hobbit bday traditions hehe xoox
The universe decided to bless me with a heckin’ rough body day but I’m trying to make the best of it and I’m going to try and have a nice soak tonight to unwind after this hell week! I still have a lot to do to prep for the bday show and shoot but I also know if I push too hard NOTHING is happening bcs I’ll be unable to function so it’s a delicate balancing act that I am not exactly the best at yet haha but I’m trying. Even though I’m stressed about getting everything done I am BEYOND hyped for my party on friday, literally been planning this for two years and I really hope you can join me to celebrate :)
***BDAY LIVESTREAM WILL BE 9PM EST FRIDAY (Saturday 8PM as rain date)***
💖Pastel Pink Caticorn💖
Happy Caticorn season hehe
An intimately self shot set in front of my bookcase UNEDITED, warm mood lighting surrounded my squishies, super soft cute sexy vibe
This dreamy pastel pink Caticorn bundle includes 21 lewd/nood piccies and two and a half minutes of super sexy clips! I love this Caticorn look, I feel so adorable and sensual at the same time. My other Caticorns are dark or bright so I was totally out of my comfort zone with this pastel look at first but omg did it win me over! I felt so adorable and smexy in all the light fluffy meowgical softness… Plus I’m rocking my adorable matching pastel pink bush! YEA YA HEARD ME, I commit okay, matching bday bush is a tradition heheh🙈😈🥵💕
Most piccies are fully topless with a sensual lil chest chain and have the tiniest thong of life, it won’t even cover half of my bush! A couple pics are fully nood and of course, as usual, you can expect a couple bonus derpy pics in there hehe. The clips are in the same look and include peeling my thong off and some tiddie/bush play, read on for more details!
(check your PMs for the bundle unlock)
***BUNDLE DEALS!***
📍ALL pics & clips bundle, BEST DEAL $50 (save $28)
💵Tip me $50 and say "All NSFW Pink Caticorn bundle" and I'll send you all three self shot NSFW clips and 19 naughty pics!
📍 ALL clips bundle $40 (save $16) **this ones in your PMs**
💵Tip me $40 and say "Pink Caticorn All 3 Clips bundle” and I'll send you all three clips!
💖NSFW PICS SET💖
$22 - 21 self shot lewd and nood piccies, unedited, remote shot
Same look in my white thigh highs with light pink garters, bush, booty and nips out! I was really feeling myself while shooting this set. I feel so sexy and cute in my playful pastel pink Caticorn look that features a low rise thong and a lightweight body chain 😈 **Set includes sitting, standing, booty close up, tiddie close up, a sweet low angle crotch shot, some feet in tights peek w adorable derpy surprises & one of my personal kinks, my knickers pulled down around my thighs**
💵Tip me $22 and say "Pink pic set” and I'll send you all 21 piccies
💖NSFW CLIPS💖
🔥 Clip 1 $26 NSFW Dancing and bum smacks - 1 min - I’m standing looking right at you, dancing sensually and running my hands up and down my body 🔥 My nips are fully out and my pink bush is peaking out above my tight micro thong 🥵I lower my thong, winding and grinding, revealing more of my bush! I turn around and push my butt toward the camera. I grip my booty and give you some cheek smacks and jiggles hehe 🙈 you can peek one of my two *forbidden booty holy freckles* (sarah) during the wiggle😇 who knows where the spicier Helena will show up muaha keep an eye out
💵Tip me $26 and say "Pink Caticorn clip 1” for this clip
🔥 Clip 2 $18 NSFW Tiddy and bush POV 1 min - I’m seated, sensually licking my finger, looking up at you. I smile and continue to massage my naked tiddies. Then I give you a lil tiddie shake and sensually run my hands down my entire body 😈 I grab hold of the sides of my tiny thong and grind my hips as I pull it down it down to reveal my full bush hehe of course I end on a silly cheeky kitty pose and giggle!
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🔥 Clip 3 $12 NSFW Full frontal 20 secs - This is a full body view while I’m seated! I’m feeling myself being a bit cheeky and coy and getting into my meowgical zone hehe. Then I open my legs, giving you a full view of my tiddies, nips out and bush peeking above my thong as I get very sensual 🔥🙈🥵
💵Tip me $12 and say "Pink Caticorn clip 3” just this clip
Announcement time!
*but first if you haven't yet pls vote in my poll (last post) for the live next week*
So as some of you may have noticed I've been able to release more content the last month or so and no it's not bcs I suddenly became magically healthly haha I've actually been knocked on my ass a tonne this month but still managed drops bcs...
*drum roll pls*
I actually hired on an assistant part time!!!
Her name is Rue and shes also disabled, it's nice to work so closely with someone I don't have to explain a tonne of stuff to just to be on the same page 🥰
It was a huge scary leap, for many reasons but extremely tight budget & being a control freak doesn't help. And also a learning curve for sure, bcs my systems are weird and OFs back end is hot garbage. But all in all, as you can see from the chat excerpt debriefing her on my forbidden freckles™, its going super well 😂
I love that it's helped take some of the executive function stress away and allow me to focus more on creating sexy fun stuff and engaging w everyone and building our community!
So I'm really glad I took that leap and so excited that more of what I want to do around community building and art isn't stuck on some forever away shelf and that instead of constantly trying to unbury myself, I get to actively work on things that light me up 🥰 (in between the universe kicking me in the teeth by way of random health fires and such obvs but we can't win em all haha)
Thank you as always for being a part of this adventure with me!
HELP ME PICK MY BIRTHDAY LIVE STREAM TIME! For next week!
**all times in EST, in the evening**
Pls vote 🥰
EDIT: **looks like the early lead top three slots are Wednesday 13th 9-11, Saturday 16th 7-9 and 9-11**
My actual bday is on the 13th but I know a weekday may not work the best for everyone, however on the flip side the weekend is also Easter so that may complicate things a lil so I tried to offer a range of slots and hopefully we can pick something that works for most of us!
If my health holds out I'm aiming to do a two hour show with all the regular naughty fun as well as some extra birthday shenanigans!
(piccies from my 2019 rainbow live, this year's will be the icey holosexual version I've been posting bts of!)
***PS I just sent out some lewd wip pics so check your inbox for peeks of the last lewd look (shooting three)***
9 days to my bday!
Rawr means I love you in caticorn hehehe just some silly tb myspace vibes
Wanted to give a lil nostalgia nod with these poses :p I also did a retro edit but I couldn't decide which I liked better so I've included both, which is your fav? Natural or retro?
10 days to my bday!
Almost done sorting lots of naughty content in this pastel Caticorn, it'll drop shortly but I just wanted to share this lil silly clip I found whilst I was sorting haha. I was running out of spoons, tried to rally, and it clearly didn't go the best 🙈
BTW if you are confused why I talk about spoons so much it's related to my health/disabilities and if you'd like to read more you can check out this article here:
https://butyoudontlooksick.com/articles/written-by-christine/the-spoon-theory/
PS I'm going to make a poll shortly for when I should do my naughty live bday show so keep an eye out for that!
RAINBOW CATICORN LIVE SHOW SHENANIGANS
This show was in 2019 when I was a bit more abled so I don't dance around quite as much these days but my live shows are still 100% as ridiculous and I hope you can join us for this yrs bday live in a couple weeks (I'll be dropping a poll for the date on Monday)!
I just sent out a nsfw clip with a naughtier edit from this show with lots of nips and juggles at a super special bday price be sure to check your inbox & unlock before the sale ends if you'd like some extra spice 🔥 hehe💕
For the record I made those cupcakes and I'm still super proud of that rainbow heheh. What was your fav sillys part of these clips? 😂
HOLOSEXUAL CATICORN BTS post 2
(check your ✉️PM's for bush peeks🔥)
THIS SKIRT IS SO COOL OMGGGG
(yes I meant to post this a week ago but then my body went and got extra broken for a bit so sshh just go w it)
What a rollercoaster this entire cosplay is turning out to be but this skirt was it's whole own mini adventure haha DID YOU FEEL THE SUSPENSE?!! Haha
I'm still finalizing shoot looks, I originally wanted to shoot the blue outfit with the white corset and the skirt but as you can see from my face in the pic (near the end) I didn't love the way they all looked together lollll, IMHO the skirt looks much better without the corset... Or entirely on its own hehe check your 📧 inboxes for a peek of that look, if you have renew on you got a lil bonusss (I had fun w a lil 90s vibe quick edit hehe) I quite like it I think I'm going to use it for the noodz set!
Check my bts post 1 here (https://onlyfans.com/293704641/claracosmia) for more of the outfit without the skirt
PS if you missed some of my story updates don't worry I'll be making a post with all the main bts from the last week shortly I'm just still a bit under the weather 🥰
HOLOSEXUAL CATICORN WIP BTS POST 1
Okay so even tho I have 3 weeks of crafting to do in 3 days and I'm super overwhelmed and stressed trying to balance taking care of my health and still trying to execute my vision for my meowgical birthday shoot! Under the mental health menagerie tho I am getting rly excited, I have been working on this shoot for three 👏🏻 Blooming 👏🏻 Years 👏🏻
I've been walloped w migraines and other life issues and am behind on crafting but look at the before and after for thr ears at the end of thr album, I'm pretty proud of my ear glow up skills hehe. Also as you can see this outfit has a million layers and combos and trying to find a sfw and noodz look that complimented each other and tied everything in plus was the most comfy/spoon safe was a lot all these pics were over a week of trying stuff kn here and there as I could manage but hey we got Er doneeee the middle looks of both rows (1B and 2B) won as well as shooting in just the skirt by itself bcs it's so cool lookin!
Oh and as you can see by the pic near the end I actually solved the bra problem bcs my one white bra magically isn't padded so it managed to fit under and still look cool!
Also super excited to announce I'm shooting this in a lovely studio (first time in like 3 yrs) and it happens to be the awesome studio I shot my very first disabled lewd shoot so it's like a cute full circle moment too (peek the last pic for a throwbaaaack)
PS plss vote about the shoot here: https://onlyfans.com/293725247/claracosmia
