TRIGGER WARNING!!! SUICIDE, R*PE/SEXUAL ASSAULT, DEPRESSION, GUNS.
hey im gonna be really really honest with you guys right now.
I'm really going through some shit right now and I don't think I can continue onlyfans right now. i have no idea how I'm gonna pay my bills but for my own mental health I cant keep doing this. when I was 15 I was raped and that trauma was very very blocked off and just recently resurfaced right before my birthday right now I cant even look at my body in the mirror without feeling like I'm gonna puke/cry. which means I really cant be taking pictures and acting sexy on here. wednesday morning I tried to take my own life. the gun jammed and Im obviously still here and alive. I'm starting therapy next Wednesday and im hoping things get better but recently I've just wanted to die every single day. so im sorry for the lack of posting and the lack of motivation and dedication but at the end of the day im a real person and im really struggling so im sorry.
2021-07-19 18:48:45 +0000 UTC
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some vacation pictures!!! also apparently internet and cell service really really suck in the mountains
2021-06-29 18:55:09 +0000 UTC
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Stream started at 06/24/2021 01:00 am
Birthday stream!!!! also maybe candle massage
2021-06-24 02:57:57 +0000 UTC
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see y'all tonight for my birthday stream. also my last stream for 3 weeks
8pm cst
2021-06-23 17:57:00 +0000 UTC
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and some pictures as an apology
2021-06-17 01:04:05 +0000 UTC
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what type of stuff would you guys love to see?
2021-06-08 01:16:24 +0000 UTC
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hi this isn't my usual post but i want to cry right now. i worked so hard and tiktok banned me for no reason other than how i pay my bills. im trying to get my account back but for now i have a new tiktok Ashy_tastic_ https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMeKFYW7t/
2021-06-04 09:30:18 +0000 UTC
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Stream started at 06/03/2021 01:00 am
Birthday stream!!!!
2021-06-03 02:03:37 +0000 UTC
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join me for my live stream 8pm CST
2021-06-02 19:22:52 +0000 UTC
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sorry for the lack of posts i was super busy last week and then possibly broke my foot. but join me for my live tonight 8pm central
2021-05-26 12:22:29 +0000 UTC
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