*My loneliness is killing me* -Britany Jean Spears

*My loneliness is killing me*
-Britany Jean Spears
*My loneliness is killing me*
-Britany Jean Spears
Guess who’s not a sad bitch anymore?
Answer: me!
*Psych and Cupid* François Gerard 1798
"Psyche was so beautiful that the goddess Venus became jealous. Venus commanded her son Cupid to make her fall in love with the most despicable man. However Cupid fell in love with Psyche himself."
🎀
I spent the day cleaning the house. My sister and I have been in a stand-off the last few years bickering over the equity in household chores. Generally, growing up, I did all the cleaning, even cleaning her room for her well into our adulthood. It took a lot of growing to learn how to stop doing things for other people that they can and SHOULD be doing for themselves.
Today, I let that all go. I cleaned everything. The windows, floors, microwave, dishes, and I even deep cleaned the fridge. It was a gift to have her come home to a clean house and see her smile. It’s like I said, if I can’t be happy, maybe I can help others to be.
I haven’t gotten to my messages yet, just a few I read this morning. I chose to clean the house for my sister instead. The outpouring of love I’ve received in the messages I saw is too much to put into words. I’m humbled and honestly, slightly embarrassed. I didn’t post the life update to garner sympathy. It’s just the truth of my life recently. Saying it all out loud and releasing it to the world has helped. Thank you for letting me share my life with you and for holding space for me.
Here’s to trying ❤️
Also from today: 2.9.23
This is for a very specific audience: 🦶🏻
3 minutes and 30 seconds in, I got a phone call while simultaneously my phone alerted me it was at 20%. Inconvenient timing but it is what it is.
Life update 💛💚
⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ I’m literally crying 😭
There is ZERO spice in this video.
*Sometimes* I'm into anal.
I have to be in the mood,
I have to prepare myself,
Never with a partner I couldn't trust,
And never with a partner who is too big.
*I'm sorry. There is a strict size restriction.*
*Towers*
Bon Iver
...Break the sailor's table on your sacrum
Fuck the fiercest fables, I’m with Hagen
For the love, comes the burning y0ung
From the liver, sweating through your tongue
Well, you're standing on my sternum
Don't you climb down, darling
Oh, the sermons are the first to rest
Smoke on Sundays when you're druñk and dressed
Out the hollows where the swallow nests
Justin Vernon knows exactly how to capture passion between lovers. His lyrics leave me tickled.
*"A man who thinks not of a woman as the complement of a sex, but of sex as the complement of a woman, is ready for love."*
André Malraux
*The Jealous Cat*
Nicolas François Octave Tassaert
1816
*Oh, but I love her dress and white stockings!*
What? Can’t a lady enjoy giving oral?
2023-01-30 04:13:52 +0000 UTC View Post*A scanning electron micrograph shows the moment of fertilization involving a human egg and spermatozoa. Historically, the egg has often been portrayed as passive while the sperm jockey in competition, but new findings suggest that the egg may screen out sperm with unsuitable genes.*
D. Phillips
Science Photo Library
*This photo makes me feel attacked. Like get off me.*
#bush
At times, it's a jungle. I hope you're a wilderness explorer.
*Throwback*
October 26th, 2021
It was laundry day.
*"If they substituted the word 'Lust' for 'Love' in the popular songs it would come nearer the truth."*
Sylvia Plath
I’ve been studying human sexuality for a year and a half. Now whenever I do classwork, I think about sex. I have accidentally conditioned myself to associate studying with sex.
I need a study buddy 🥺
*If* I ever made an intercourse video...
2023-01-22 16:19:21 +0000 UTC View PostMasters & Johnson, 1966. “Human Sexual Response”
2023-01-21 05:00:34 +0000 UTC View Post