I don’t usually offer services but I made an exception last night. I did a Snapchat session where we sent videos back and forth. I had a blast and I want to do it again!
Message me to book a time and talk rates. Let’s cum together 😏💦
My friends went to Japan and brought me back a new toy. I’ve messed around with it some but I haven’t actually played with it yet. I think I should give it a go soon…
I went on a few dates around this time. Six, to be exact. Nothing came of it but I’ve got a story or two I’d like to share sometime. The most memorable was the first date where I got groped in a busy coffee shop at 11am on a Thursday by some douche-canoe named “Eric”.
I’m living in the heart of the city in a historic home built in 1894. It used to be a small apartment building. Have you ever stayed in St. Louis? It’s electric.
I kissed a nice Jewish boy in my backyard a few days ago. Turns out, he was a little bad 😏 Between the kiss, and living with gorgeous people, I’m in a constant state of arousal.
Because one of the last things he said to me was, “you’re pretty but there’s nothing else about you that’s great” He may be right… but regardless, here’s some things I’ve learned in the last couple months of class.
**The Sacred Marriage of Inanna and King Dumuzi** ***A taste of ancient human sexuality***
The kings of ancient Mesopotamia would have the poem of King Dumuzi’s marriage to the goddess Inanna (or *Ishtar*) read allowed as part of a ritual in the “sacred marriage” ceremony. It is also believed that the poem was recited at New Year’s celebrations as well as festivals and banquets throughout the year.
This poem is one of the first writings in all of human history. It was written before the Pyramids of Giza were built— over 4,000 years ago!
This is not the whole poem, just a portion, but it’s a portion that validates and celebrates female sexuality in a way we don’t see in mainstream culture today:
*Inanna spoke: My vulva, the horn, The Boat of Heaven, Is full of eagerness like the y0ung moon. My untilled land lies fallow. As for me, Inanna, Who will plow my vulva? Who will plow my high field? Who will plow my wet ground? As for me, the y0ung woman, Who will plow my vulva? Who will station the ox there? Who will plow my vulva?
Dumuzi replied: —Great Lady, the king will plow your vulva. I, Dumuzi the King, will plow your vulva.
Inanna: —Then plow my vulva, man of my heart! Plow my vulva!*
To read the whole poem, copy & paste this link: ***https://web.ics.purdue.edu/~kdickson/inanna.html***
It’s difficult to record sound. I’m hardly alone in the house and it’s always noisy. I have to lock myself in my room and be very, very quiet 🤫🐇 Hence, the music.
Most of the music I post on here is from women. That’s on purpose.
Robert Heinlein said, *“Love is that condition in which the happiness of the other person is essential to your own.”*
Erich Fromm in *The Art of Loving* famously wrote that the most important elements of love are ***care & respect.***
In a relationship with genuine caring and respect, Fromm said that a lover must feel towards the other as such: ***“I want the loved person to grow and unfold for their own sake, and in their own ways, and not for the purpose of serving me.”***
Fromm defined mature love as a *“union under the condition of preserving one’s integrity, one’s individuality… beings become one yet remain two.”* Love can be a vessel for self-realization but it cannot be a substitute for personal identity.
Without care and respect, our attraction for another person can only be an imitation of love. Respect allows us to value a loved one's identity and integrity and prevents us from selfishly exploiting them.
It can be difficult to tell the difference between between sexual desire and love since they’re both intense and passionate. The key feature is the depth and substance behind the feeling. Sexual desire is narrowly focused and easily dismissed while love is a constant and complex emotion. Love can still be accompanied by a passionate desire for sex, but the the primary concern is caring for the other.