same but different feelings πβ¨π«Ά

same but different feelings πβ¨π«Ά
2024-01-23 10:40:20 +0000 UTC View Postsame but different feelings πβ¨π«Ά
2024-01-23 10:40:20 +0000 UTC View PostMissed capturing myself on camera! Found a store where I can explore various outfits. What kind of outfit would you like to see next? Let me know! πΈβ¨ π
2024-01-23 10:24:29 +0000 UTC View PostCheck out this view of my fishnet stockings covered behind
2024-01-23 10:20:06 +0000 UTC View PostHello Tuesday! π Sending you all positive vibes and sexy morning selfie π€³ πβ¨
2024-01-23 08:55:05 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Monday, everyoneπ π Remember the short hair days? My hair has grown, and Iβm loving it π₯Ήπβ¨
2024-01-22 10:00:24 +0000 UTC View PostDo you choose Β«Frontβ' or βBackβ' view ? π€
2024-01-21 13:11:17 +0000 UTC View PostWhat grabs your attention? π€ Ever spot unexpected wet spots? π
2024-01-21 13:08:19 +0000 UTC View PostHello, friend π How was your weekend? Ready to kick off Monday with a touch of spice? π
2024-01-21 13:02:48 +0000 UTC View PostSometimes, I can be like this. Cozy, homely. A girl who loves the comfort of home, doing laundry, and simply feeling satisfied while unpacking Ikea purchases. In reality, I often wish to see myself just like that. Perhaps, for some, this video might be mundane. Maybe, for others, it will resonate. But I hope this video brings me closer to you. It shows me from a different perspective. No pretense, just me. Enjoying the little things, expressing myself. Thank youπβ¨π₯Ή
2024-01-20 14:49:34 +0000 UTC View PostOf course, can't forget to share a selfie of a real girl who loves the gym! πͺπΈ π
2024-01-18 11:00:58 +0000 UTC View PostHereβs an interesting tidbit to share: throughout all my time working out at the gym, not a single guy has approached me to say hello. Can you believe it? Maybe I come across as too crazy during my workouts. ππͺ
2024-01-18 10:53:34 +0000 UTC View PostHey, friends! π«Άπ You know, I've always been amazed by the girls who hit the gym with full makeup and styled hair. Today, I decided to share the reality behind these post-leg day photos. Somehow managed to get grease stains that just won't come off my workout gear. And let's not forget, not only did I get smeared with grease, but I'm perpetually sweaty. But that was before I completely ditched all stimulants and energy drinks on my doctor's advice. Now, I wrestle with sleep when I step into the gym. Yet, I made a choice for happiness. Strength and endurance are still here, just adapting slowly without stimulants and pre-workout blends. What are your thoughts on girls hitting the gym with makeup and styled hair? πͺπ
2024-01-18 10:49:45 +0000 UTC View PostHow can one resist checking out the tan lines? π₯Ήππ
2024-01-13 12:00:25 +0000 UTC View PostAdding a couple more photos for the memories. Hope you don't mind ππ₯Ήπ Choose your favorite photo π₯ΉπΈ
2024-01-13 03:33:36 +0000 UTC View PostAfter what feels like an eternity, I'm breaking out the swimsuit! Decided to snap a few selfies to commemorate the moment ππ₯Ή Wishing you all a fantastic Saturdayπ
2024-01-13 03:31:09 +0000 UTC View Post9 months of sobriety π«Ά The longer the journey, the harder it gets. Everyone talks about staying sober, being clean, but no one tells you how to live with it. At some point, you find yourself alone in your sobriety, slowly losing connections with friends, and sometimes, they vanish entirely. It wasn't just a party or a night out it was days lost in the haze. I struggled with cocktails shots and β¦ but also with pills for years. Even with 9 months of sobriety, I still face side effects. Depression lingers, mood swings persist. It's a long process of rehabilitation for my mind. Please understand that I'm forgetting to post, accept me as I am at this momentπβ¨π«Ά
2024-01-13 02:15:25 +0000 UTC View PostHello, dear friends! π As the New Year approaches, I want to extend my warmest wishes to each one of you. May the coming year be filled with love, triumphs, and harmony with yourself and those around you. May your health be robust, your families blissful, and each day brimming with joy and smiles. Recently, I conquered an incredibly challenging leg workout, filling me with elation and pride. With this cheerful spirit, I eagerly await 2024, confident it will be a year of productivity and inspiration. Happy New Year, dear ones! πππ Thank you for being with me through both somber and joyful moments, even those a bit mischievous. You mean a lot to me. ππβ¨
2023-12-31 12:45:37 +0000 UTC View PostI've lost track of when I last washed my hair. No grand New Year's Eve plans for meβjust spending the day in bed with my fluffy friends. Initially had dinner plans, but after today's leg workout, decided to stay home. π How about you? Any exciting New Year celebrations on your agenda?
2023-12-31 12:31:19 +0000 UTC View PostHello, my cherished friends ππ Today, I'm moved to share my innermost feelings with you. The enchanting holiday spirit has left its mark, and the past month has been a profound test. Struggles with family matters, home responsibilities, and loneliness drained my energy. Today, as I embraced my first leg workout, it felt like a radiant burst of inspiration piercing through the somber reality. Eagerly awaiting the passing of these festive days, yearning to embrace the simplicity of everyday life once more. How did you navigate through Christmas? Anticipating the New Year? π¬π Last month, my days were spent nestled in bed, embracing copious slumber, and succumbing to the comforting allure of chips and sweets. Thoughts entwined with concern for my furry friend still grappling with illness. Unveiling high sugar levels, magnesium deficiencies, and a whirlwind of panic left me grappling with a sense of confusion about the changes within me and the dissipation of my energy. Your supportive words uplift me during these momentsππ«Άβ¨
2023-12-27 05:34:30 +0000 UTC View PostDear friendsπβ¨ π I want to wish you a Merry Christmas and hope this day is filled with warmth, joy, and love. My heartfelt wishes for you to spend it with family, happy and healthy. In our times, it becomes a true luxury, especially in my case. I feel deep loneliness, never imagining I'd be decorating a Christmas tree. I planned to spend the entire day in bed. However, after sleeping half the day, I decided Christmas should be in my apartment for me and my fluffy friends. Tried to capture it on a vlog, but alas, my tripod failed. Had to pull the tree from an old pillowcase. The Christmas lights didn't work, so I found an old sock. A lonely sock, just like me. But I won't despair πI'm trying to stay positive. Thank you for being with me. Love and cherish youππ
2023-12-25 11:10:13 +0000 UTC View PostOpened up a bit about the last couple of days. Slept through two days, missed the gym as I genuinely couldn't comprehend what was happening. Tests showed high sugar and a magnesium deficiency, despite taking vitamins. Surprisingly, the real issue was my long dependence on Alprazolam and cocktails. Eight months and 14 days sober, but anxiety lingered. The true struggle? Fear of not sleeping led me to a high dose of melatonin, 10 mg, and Diazepam. Following the doctor's advice, I'm tapering off Diazepam, reducing melatonin, and embracing a magnesium boost. Hoping to return to a normal daily life. For now, managed 30 minutes on the stepper today. ππ€
2023-12-23 08:50:43 +0000 UTC View PostHey loves! π Just a quick update on my end β not only is my fluffy friend under the weather, but I've also missed the gym. Dealing with a spike in sugar levels and awaiting some test results. Despite feeling a bit low on energy, my guilty pleasure is watching YouTube videos of people tidying up their homes. It might sound strange, but it's my calming hobby. How about you? Any news or exciting updates on your end? Let's share and connect! πβ¨
2023-12-19 11:56:14 +0000 UTC View Postβ€οΈhello my friendsπ₯Ή my day has not been super nice... just normal as much as it can be trying to live fully and share my positive energy π my Stitch got very sick and its making me feel worried and terrible insideπi know some people don't care for such things( but he is my furry family((and seeing him sick is breaking my heart into pieces( after i put myself together i went to hairdressers to refresh myself, do u want to see my new hair?
2023-12-17 16:20:02 +0000 UTC View PostAnd last for today β¨ππΈ
2023-12-16 13:52:02 +0000 UTC View PostSome more pix of me πβ¨πΈ
2023-12-16 13:49:47 +0000 UTC View PostBut don't worry, I'm still keeping up with our daily photo tradition! πΈβ¨ Adding a bit of sexy charm to spice up your feed. Get ready for some sizzling snapshots! π₯
2023-12-16 13:44:38 +0000 UTC View PostOne of my fluffy friends fell ill, and I had a sleepless night, anxiously awaiting the clinic to open. So, today's workout was just a 10-minute cardio stepper and a few back exercises. Feeling exhausted, but we went to the doctor and started treatment. Wish us luck. Your support means a lot to me in times like this. Thank you for being a significant part of my life. ππ
2023-12-16 13:41:21 +0000 UTC View PostJust got back home, all sweaty from my cardio workout. It's not the rain that left me chilled, but the need for warm embraces π¦ποΈββοΈ Ready for some cozy hugs? π
2023-12-16 07:55:26 +0000 UTC View PostHey everyone! π§οΈ The rainy season has came in, and last night's storm was something else β thunder so loud it felt like the house was shaking. Even though it's my rest day, getting out of bed and heading to the gym was a struggle. But with my trusty raincoat on, I braved the weather for a 30-minute stepper session. Result? I was soaking wet! π Followed it up with 6 different shoulder exercises, each arm carrying 2 kg weights just to get that energy flowing. It's not always easy, but every drop of sweat feels like a victory. πͺ How's your day going ?
2023-12-15 14:22:08 +0000 UTC View Post