I also made my first keychain. I think it turned out pretty good! It took the use of power tools because I don't have a laser cutter. My hands went numb for 2hrs afterwards. Consider supporting with a little extra $ because the laser cutter that could do this for me (regular lower price ones don't cut clear acrylic) is 2FUCKINGTHOUSANDDOLLARS! Pretty please and thank you. I'm super proud of myself!
2025-03-12 23:40:26 +0000 UTC
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I remade my choker since it broke and I didn't wanna get a new one (it would be my third purchase and I'd rather be sustainable). I added glitter angel wings! Consider supporting me with a little extra $ for more leatherworking adventures!
2025-03-12 23:37:10 +0000 UTC
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Trying to figure out 3D-rendered fashion designing.
2025-02-27 00:00:05 +0000 UTC
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Another one of those reels I made for IG but I wanna post it here too. Concept: I hate red lipstick so much that if somebody fkn asks me to put it on for them again I am gonna lose my fkn mind and end you. Don't ask me to wear red lipstick. It isn't cute. I am not playing. I prefer black. You're getting black lipstick. If you ask me for red lipstick again I am going to go insane, and it will end up with me shoving the red lipstick up your ass. That's all~
2025-02-26 01:29:22 +0000 UTC
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Thoughts on potential leg warmers I would wanna make for myself in the future?? (These are super simple concepts, no texture was added just colored them digitally for the sake of the idea.)
2025-02-25 16:58:49 +0000 UTC
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Here is what would be a reel on IG. The selfies are from the post I just posted, pics from 2022 with all the fake smiles vs me now, looking much more gloomy these days ofc lol at least I stopped wearing fake fkn smiles and eyelashes.
2025-02-03 11:38:41 +0000 UTC
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Selfie dump from 2022.I've been posting these on instagram.. these are not up to date and I used to fake smile a lot + fake ass lashes ew. Don't let the smile fool you.
2025-02-03 11:35:27 +0000 UTC
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2025-01-24 22:09:19 +0000 UTC
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My before and after from the old photo from 2023 or something, but how I had to edit it so it could be posted on IG. So far, it has not been taken down! But thankfully, I kept all my edited photos so I could put them here. Just... remember who you're looking at in these photos. This was before I realized that I was being a puppet and doing things I did not actually want to do but felt like I had to do. I just wanted to show you the editing I did to make it look nice.
When it comes to color.. I love black the most. My secondary colors are a combination of pink and green. Not pink and green separately.. pink and green as a combination, most often admired in Neon forms. I might try cybergoth fashion one day to see if it fits me better.
2025-01-14 03:08:56 +0000 UTC
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Ugh Fuck this Tetanus Vaccine fucking hurts so bad rnnnn!! Day5 and it's just now starting to calm down.
2024-12-20 09:02:53 +0000 UTC
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My last photos is of my original intended design drawing. I did TRY to get it to the length I wanted, but turns out.. I am just SHORT as fuck. Mannequin tall. I short. BUT I do love how this turned out, and this one has the highest chance of being worn in public. I just feel silly cause the glitter on the velvet fucking SHEDS all over the damn place. If only there was a way to seal it. AGAIN, thanks for helping me buy this fabric. It's BEAUTIFUL as fuck and I might just ignore the glitter shedding one day and wear it somewhere. I hope you LOVE IT!!
2024-12-13 13:54:39 +0000 UTC
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Check my last photo in this string of photos.. the original drawing is included!! I usually draw out my ideas before I pursue making them. You should SEE the mass amount of designs I've come up with over the years.. this is one of them and this is what I made! OFC it did not show up as nicely on my frame as it did in the drawing.. but it DID show up as it was drawn! Thanks again for allowing me to buy the fabric and thread and stuff. Hope you like it and hope it looks cool!
2024-12-13 13:50:58 +0000 UTC
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My still photos of one of my dresses I made! I wanna remake it one day so it actually covers what it needs to in order for me to wear it in public because right now I can't. It stays in my closet because it would get me detained for public exposure and I am not trying to do that. I loved my whole concept for it, though!!
On the last slide I show my original drawn design that I wanted to accomplish! It turned out quite well.
2024-12-13 13:47:21 +0000 UTC
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(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a full body outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)
Was happy to be done taking photos by the end of this collection! I still can't give enough praise to the pink glitter I put on the white fabric, for staying on and actually holding it's flare. One of my favs for the simple color scheme.
2024-12-12 14:45:30 +0000 UTC
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(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a full body outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)
Pardon me I was getting tired by the time I was taking these photos. I still love the silver glitter zebra bikini and wish I could have made more with this glitter but it did it's job of looking good enough here. I need to do more vinyl work.
2024-12-12 14:44:02 +0000 UTC
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(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a full body outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)
Still photos. More fruit. Made in June with the rest of them. HAD to try the vintage trend that was out at the time and I think it went well! Cherries on a white background with red accent bows? It works.
2024-12-12 14:42:40 +0000 UTC
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(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a full body outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)
Still photos. Fruit. Watermelon. Love it. I can't eat it cause my stomach will hate me for it, but at least I can wear it. I made this cause I can't eat them anymore without dying loll .. Plastic strings are the fucking worst to keep tied. They undo themselves constantly.
2024-12-12 14:41:07 +0000 UTC
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(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a fullbody outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)
Love strawberries. Screw them for making the Strawberry Dress trend a PINK dress with strawberries. I had to make the BLACK with strawberries to make up for it.
2024-12-12 14:38:56 +0000 UTC
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(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a fullbody outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)
My lovely Y2K pink, white, and black Leopard .. bikini? Is this a bikini? Idk. I just like the pattern I came up with!
2024-12-12 14:37:43 +0000 UTC
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(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a fullbody outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)
Here are the still photos for the peach gradient bikini!! Charms were extra cute.
2024-12-12 14:36:29 +0000 UTC
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(Reminder: This is just to show what I made. Not the body it's on. This is for fashion design showcasing purposes only. If we can't be civil and see that, I will wear a fullbody outfit and wear the bikini on top of it. Don't make me have to do it. Look at the STUFF I MADE, not the body it's on. Thank you. And special thanks to those who funded my fabric purchasing in order to make these things.)
I forgot I have still photos of the bikinis I made. This is the Explicit Content Meme-ass bikini I made.
2024-12-12 14:35:12 +0000 UTC
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(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find and wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it. I don't want to have to do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol.
By the time I was recording this one.. I had just got done recording all of the previous ones, AND the dresses you just seen. I was very tired. I already had low hopes and high suspicion that people would ignore my garments and just look for jack off fuel so I had enough emotions drained out of me and also my disabled body just had enough by then. Pardon me.. but.. here is the pink glitter and white version of the zebra bikini from before. I had to make it a sister or opposite aesthetic, since I have not touched the pink glitter yet. I had to put it to use for once, at LEAST once! I love how it turned out, despite my huge drained energy vibe. The garment itself turned out very nice. Again, with my symbolism of Zebra Print.. the irony.. as my Zebra Disease (EDS's little nickname) started to kick my ass lollll.
Thank you, once again, for buying me fabric and vinyl and dye to make all of these things for you! Sorry it took a while to post. ADHD is one hell of a dsiability. If you would like, for this holiday season, I would like to try to make more things if I can. This is the most stressful depressing time of the year for me. Any distraction would help. But, thank you, still! You helped me make this.
2024-12-05 09:13:17 +0000 UTC
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(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find and wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it. I don't want to have to do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol.
I have Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome. The "Ribbon" for it's awareness is Zebra Print. Zebras are black with white stripes, and so am I, lol. So, I had to make this! Vinyl, or the glitter you see here, is actually kind rough on the skin so that was my downside.. but goddAMN this turned out so nice! Silver on black is so nice and I always wanted to have zebra print on things even before I knew I had EDS and it's ribbon was zebra. .. I guess it's giving Y2K again? Goddammit.. me and my Y2K goth blending. This is one of my favorites out of the group of bikinis I made. Fkn glitter. HEY! At least this glitter doesn't shed. It actually stays put! Greatest invention, imo. Glitter that won't come off.. maybe not until you wash it in the machine later.. idk.. I didn't put it through the washer yet. This was the last time I wore it. I stare at it now. What do you think?! THAnK YOU forhelping me buy the stuff needed to make this!
2024-12-05 09:06:39 +0000 UTC
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(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find and wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it. I don't want to have to do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol.
Now, I am not the most fond of ACTUAL cherries.. but the aesthetics of cherries, as a SYMBOL and DESIGN ELEMENT, is pretty fkn pretty. I had to try to make something vintage. I also wanted to implement bows. And.. here I go. I made a cute thing, and I love how it turned out! I make all these fabric designs in my digital art software programs and then size them to what I want and make these things for practice and for fun. I have nowhere to wear them where I won't be mistaken for not-a-goth, or overly objectified.. but I do like to make these things to see if maybe others would wear it. Sht, get one for your GF! I can make it for her, lol. Anyway, I am still thankful that you helped me buy the fabric and dye in order to make these things. I hope you like it too! THE GARMENT!! Not my body pls. Just the fancy bikini. Red and White is just a beautiful color combination and fruit is just so sweet as a design element. Thank you.
2024-12-05 09:00:04 +0000 UTC
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(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find and wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it. I don't want to have to do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol.
I told you I love watermelon things! Pink and Green are my favorite colors to have when people don't like when I answer that black is my favorite color.. those people that say "blAcK isnT a COloR" and I hate those people with a burning hate that might as well be a full blown curse on their names. Don't fucking say that to a goth we hear that shit enough. BUT.. if I had to choose a color.. it would be two.. neon pink and neon green, or babypink and babygreen, pastel, whatever. BUT.. here I go with my watermelon-themed creation.. the first of it's kind that I've made anyway, that has a SPLIT-THEME where it isnt the same on the top as it is on the bottom and I liked how I made these fabric design patterns. Screw Spoonflower for pricing their custom printed stretch fabrics as much as fkn latex when it's not latex it's just stretchy sht.. I can do it myself for much cheaper thank you. Oughta teach you companies!
Thanks again for the contributions for the fabric fund to give me these things to make! I love it.
2024-12-05 08:55:53 +0000 UTC
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(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find and wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it. I don't want to have to do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol.
I love two artificial flavorings.. strawberries and watermelons. I honestly love watermelon more but strawberry lipgloss is what I own for the times I need to stop picking holes into my damn lips and bruising them. I seen that trend of the Strawberry Dress and loved it to deth.. but it drove me crazy because I would not be caught dead wearing such amounts of pink. It's a natural goth instinct. But, I appreciated the whole trend. One day I went crazy and started to look up black versions the dress, which barely exist.. and then one day this year I was like "huh.. I can make it myself!" and so I did. Now I have a goth version of the strawberry dress trend, as a bikini, since it was much easier to make as opposed to a whole dress. I did enough of those for the time I was creative this year.
Oh yeah, thanks again for contributing to the fabric fund in order for me to make this! I love it, thank you!!
2024-12-05 08:50:56 +0000 UTC
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(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find and wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it. I don't want to have to do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol.
I miss Y2K fashion, if you can't tell. I am a total mall goth and I was emo before I was goth. Some of these things did appear in my fashion such as t shirts that went over my long sleeved black shirt, as a fashion choice in my teenage years. Good times. I was bullied like fuck back then.. but at least I liked my own fashion choices! Now.. even though I am still bullied, I can at least make my own bikinis and make them Y2K themed from time to time. I can't wear it anywhere.. but I do like what I made. It works well enough for my slumpy chest pieces. I love gradients, as we know.. so I designed the fabric graphics to have a gradients because ofc I did. I LOVE this one so much!! I stare at it from across the room from time to time just to admire it.
2024-12-05 08:46:55 +0000 UTC
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(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.. the garment.. the clothes. Not me. If people can't be civil and see the art, I will find a wear a full body alien suit or zentai suit or just put it on over the top of a full blown dress. Do not make me do it.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it. It's Michelle McDaniel talking about the irony in how ppl act with the body pos movements ironically lol.
This is another square one that I made. I always wanted a gradient thing to have. I love gradients so much and they're so rare in the fashion industry, so I have to implement one myself and see what it was like. I had one bikini before with a gradient but it was done wrong so here I go making one done right! Peachy! No.. I do not have a peach on me. I don't think I want one. The attention would be negative, if I had one. So.. I put a few peach charms, since I have not made anything with charms yet, but it's SO CUTE!!! The fact the peach charms are gradients, too, is just icing on the cake! If anything, the cute charms can make up for the square shape that we know can be unflattering on natural slumpy bodies! Hurray for gradients and peach charms!
2024-12-05 08:39:53 +0000 UTC
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(Be civil this not for pornography this is for fashion design. I only wanted to show you what I made.) Vid clip from June or July. Raw audio cause I was not going to stay sane trying to find audio to go over it. Just mute it if you don't like it.
I made a few bikini things for a test to see what weird shapes I could make a get away with. This one is kind of slumpy imo. It looked better on the mannequin cause the mannequin doesn't have saggy chest pieces and a saggy bun set. I do like my design of the garment, however. It was creative to put the x-rated coverings on the chest and the lower half as a label. I like how weird it ended up.. but I guess the square is not suitable for cone-shaped chest pieces, which is what I have. Now I know that this is not for me! I try to make these things for women to wear if they want to. I use myself as a test dummy for some things, though, and try a design on both mannequin and slumpy human body so it's much more realistic as to what it would look like. Easy to wear ofc but .. can be unflattering unless you've got fake chest pieces.
2024-12-05 08:33:58 +0000 UTC
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This is the third thing that I made at the time somewhere in May, June, or July. I know I recorded these in July but I think I made them in May. I had these all drawn out by hand at first and then made them, ALL THANKS TO YOU and your contributions. (Again, if you want to give me something extra to do to keep my busy and distracted from my depression which I cannot medicate, feel free to contribute! Or let me know you want to contribute and I can point you in a better direction on how to, with less percentages being taken out of what you give me, which on here, it is Twenty Percent. You give me ten and I get eight.)
This one did not turn out the BEST I wanted it to.. I just have to sew the top piece together. I got the bottom skirt just perfectly though, and I love what I made there, but the top.. oh, the top needs work. Since then I learned what I did wrong there but now I know and can fix it in the future if I ever have enough to remake them. The skirt is a little short but it shows off the tattoos so it works out well enough. Nobody is gonna be looking up there anyway, if they know what is good for them. I still love crushed velvet. Thanks for letting me make this and show you.
And as I said with the last ones, I did leave the whole process in there, so you could see that I DID make it with stuff that YOU gave me to make it with, and did not buy it out of a store and just claimed I did it. I leave in the process for the sake of my promise to be honest with you. I just hope you don't hate me for leaving in all the filler process, and I hope you like what I did make!
Thanks again. Finally, after months, I finally post this. I am way late but thank you for not getting on me about it. ADHD takes a while to convince itself it's not going to be in trouble.
And after all this time, thank you for the continued support and kindness. I needed to take this step back and do something else and I found out I like to sew. I want to make more things for you. Let me make things for you to see! Thanks for being here for me this year.
I know once the year thing ends, everyone will be leaving. I still wanted to thank you for coming. I hope I see you some more, but ofc.. idk if I will. Until then, thank you.
2024-12-03 14:08:40 +0000 UTC
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