Where did I go? What am I doing? VLOG - Sorry I get emotiona..
Where did I go? What am I doing? VLOG - Sorry I get emotional but times are really intense but I'll get it together
2022-04-24 15:24:43 +0000 UTC View Post
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Silly shower shenanigans felt really good after an hour emo ..
Silly shower shenanigans felt really good after an hour emo thrashing to get my rage out
2022-03-24 20:42:45 +0000 UTC View PostNew content coming: naked emo dancing & silly shower shenani..
New content coming: naked emo dancing & silly shower shenanigans. Plus, a vlog explaining my current situation.
2022-03-24 08:33:01 +0000 UTC View PostI walked around town, needing to get into my body & out of m..
I walked around town, needing to get into my body & out of my head, appreciating all the graffiti & giant murals around Tiranë. So bright & beautiful! I saw cherry blossom trees! A bunch of them!! I've wanted to see those beautiful pink blossoms 🌸🌸 since I was a wee lil lass. Dude. It was so cool. I should've filmed it but God, I was so caught up in the moment, in awe of their beauty & that a childhood dream became a reality. I live for moments like these. They help pull me away from the darkness, closer to the light. I've been living in a cloud of darkness for awhile now... those little joys keep me going.
2022-03-22 17:29:34 +0000 UTC View PostI might look insane thrashing around naked in the shower to ..
I might look insane thrashing around naked in the shower to System of a Down like this but it helps me deal with flooding emotions. So hey! Why not act a lil crazy for a lil healing?
2022-03-20 20:22:49 +0000 UTC View PostMajor wiggling to work through this mess is next on my agend..
Major wiggling to work through this mess is next on my agenda! Introspection is good, it helps me figure out what kind of person I want to be each day, but too much gets very fucking painful, very fucking fast. So! We will wiggle! We will dance! We will record it for your wiggly pleasures too! I gotta get into my body more, be in the moment, less in my head. That's my prescription for myself. That's what we're doing, if you don't like it, suck my big toe! I'd actually really enjoy that tho ;)
2022-03-20 19:12:33 +0000 UTC View PostHow do I love myself? Oh oh oh! And look at muh new hairs al..
How do I love myself? Oh oh oh! And look at muh new hairs all did up
2022-03-16 21:25:04 +0000 UTC View PostWhat's going on in my mind? Transformation happens no matter..
What's going on in my mind? Transformation happens no matter what but when we recognize our own negative patterns, likely many we inherited from those closest to us, and commit ourselves to breaking the chains those behaviors have ahold of us - we thrive and blossom. Something to remember, along with quite a few other realizations.
2022-03-16 11:40:19 +0000 UTC View Post
When u have hardly any energy to leave the couch, let alone ..
When u have hardly any energy to leave the couch, let alone shave your pussy
2022-03-11 18:40:19 +0000 UTC View PostI'm working on getting videos out as fast as possible to eve..
I'm working on getting videos out as fast as possible to everyone who has sent tips. No matter the amount you donated, you'll receive some videos as thanks for your kindness and support - example: $5 gets you 2 video dxwnloads, $50 gets you all my videos as dxwnloads (as discussed previously). I apologize for the delay and appreciate your patience with me. Still, I'm so very sorry to those who've had to wait. *Hugs*
2022-03-11 17:27:26 +0000 UTC View PostI'm trying to remain strong, even tho I'm a fkn mess. Thank ..
I'm trying to remain strong, even tho I'm a fkn mess. Thank you for all your kind words & support. It helps more than you know. RIP Mama Penguin. I loved you more than can be described in words. May your soul be entwined with dad's in the great beyond 💗 I miss you both deeply.
2022-03-11 17:17:48 +0000 UTC View PostIt's hard to speak these words out loud but here we go...
It's hard to speak these words out loud but here we go...
2022-03-10 17:03:36 +0000 UTC View PostMy heart shattered, picking up the pieces, soul feels batter..
My heart shattered, picking up the pieces, soul feels battered, praying this pain decreases
2022-03-09 16:00:03 +0000 UTC View PostI meant to edit&upload this update after my flights on Monda..
I meant to edit&upload this update after my flights on Monday but shit hit the fan and now it feels like someone ripped out mg heart and stomped on it repeatedly. I'll have another update video uploaded soon and finish sending out videos to y'all. I'm sorry for delay but very much appreciate your patience and kindness. Thank you.
2022-03-06 17:06:29 +0000 UTC View PostMy mom's pancreatic cancer can't be cured. Hospice needs to ..
My mom's pancreatic cancer can't be cured. Hospice needs to be called in. My heart is on the floor. Today is beyond hard. (text from my sister in second pic) Chemo's kicking my mom's ass, plus she passed out at home (breaking multiple ribs)... turns out she has pneumonia I gotta get back to Florida. Seeing her like this wrecked me. Ugh, dude... my heart. I hope I can hug and kiss her at least one last time... I'm sick to my stomach
2022-02-24 17:19:08 +0000 UTC View PostI busted out crying tears of gratitude looking at my bowl of..
I busted out crying tears of gratitude looking at my bowl of fruit bc so many are without food. This isn't a flex, just immense appreciation for the blessings in my life. Thank you for this fruit, the roof over my head, protection from the elements and more ❤️
2022-02-02 22:33:27 +0000 UTC View PostWould you like to join me in this hot shower?
Would you like to join me in this hot shower?
2022-01-26 14:22:11 +0000 UTC View PostLogging on Twitch now! NAME: AedanArcade https://www.twitch...
Logging on Twitch now! NAME: AedanArcade https://www.twitch.tv/aedanarcade?sr=a
2021-12-26 00:38:24 +0000 UTC View PostMy neighbors are gonna be like, "Why is she screaming so lou..
My neighbors are gonna be like, "Why is she screaming so loud?!" Uh, sex. Definitely sex. It's not that I'm streaming on Twitch but that I'm having very passionate sex.
2021-12-25 23:39:37 +0000 UTC View PostAll I want for Christmas is to give you ALL MY VIDEOS! Tip $..
All I want for Christmas is to give you ALL MY VIDEOS! Tip $50 to get a link in your inbox to download all my videos, without fear that you'll lose my content if OnlyFans stops allowing adult content! ENJOY MY CONTENT FOREVER!
2021-12-25 20:52:19 +0000 UTC View PostJoin me on Twitch tonight for my first stream in years at 6 ..
Join me on Twitch tonight for my first stream in years at 6 or 7pm EST! 🤗 💖AedanArcade on Twitch! 💖 https://www.twitch.tv/aedanarcade?sr=a MERRY CHRISTMAS 💖🎄 I hope you can join me for some holiday wiggles & giggles 🥰
2021-12-25 19:19:08 +0000 UTC View PostWhat time would you watch me stream on Twitch tomorrow?
What time would you watch me stream on Twitch tomorrow?
2021-12-24 17:40:01 +0000 UTC View PostI GOT MY TWITCH ALL SET UP AND IT FEELS REALLY GOOD! I'M SO ..
I GOT MY TWITCH ALL SET UP AND IT FEELS REALLY GOOD! I'M SO EXCITED TO STREAM AGAIN!!! Twitch name: AedanArcade Watch AedanArcade on Twitch! https://www.twitch.tv/aedanarcade?sr=a
2021-12-24 16:49:44 +0000 UTC View PostWould you watch me stream on Twitch Christmas night (Saturda..
Would you watch me stream on Twitch Christmas night (Saturday) or wait until next week?
2021-12-23 20:46:00 +0000 UTC View PostWhat do I do when my panties are wet???
What do I do when my panties are wet???
2021-12-23 20:03:47 +0000 UTC View PostJoin me for my first LIVESTREAM NOW! Let the fun and adventu..
Join me for my first LIVESTREAM NOW! Let the fun and adventuring begin 🥰😜 I woke up at 3:30am to make sure I caught my American buddies at a good time, hope you'll join me! Pxtreon.com/AedanArcane - change the X to an A cuz fuck OF
2021-12-19 03:59:49 +0000 UTC View PostIMPORTANT - ABOUT MY FUTURE IN THE ADULT INDUSTRY ✨ https://..
IMPORTANT - ABOUT MY FUTURE IN THE ADULT INDUSTRY ✨ https://patreon.com/AedanArcane ✨ With AVN Stars, one of the biggest platforms in the industry, shutting down due to payment processors' new rules - I am releasing this a month earlier than planned. Every day feels like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. When will OnlyFans be the next site to shut down? Fancentro? Camming sites? The positive from this "war on porn" is that it helped me take a look at what I'm really missing in my life and frankly, the biggest thing I miss is LIVESTREAMING and my incredible community, THE Penguin Army. I miss you. I'm stoked that my Patreon will feature my gaming content + taking you on adventures in the developing country I moved to, getting into funny situations with you, but what I'm most excited for is to spend time with you while live. I am so ecstatic to get into shenanigans together with you, exploring virtual worlds like FFXIV, watching youtube and movies with you and laughing out asses off together!! I can't be the only one feeling lonely during these covid times, esp during the holidays away from family, but I know being with you will help. I'm very grateful for all of you and for the future we create together <3
2021-12-12 21:32:24 +0000 UTC View Post