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Getting evicted and having to move in with your boyfriend's ..

Getting evicted and having to move in with your boyfriend's mom is a whole new level of low and everything hurts all the time and I honestly don't know how to make it any better right now

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I wish this world was in a better state, I wish I didn't hav..

I wish this world was in a better state, I wish I didn't have 5 days to pay rent or get evicted and I wish that everything would just work out how its supposed to but I guess nothing ever does🌹

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I'm learning to love the parts of myself that not many peopl..

I'm learning to love the parts of myself that not many people know about, I wake up as somebody different every day, and some days I switch between personalities rapidly throughout the day.... it is difficult to say the least because no body notices the switches except for me. I feel like I have to suppress the differences in the personalities as to not be seen as absolutely crazy.... but the other personalities want to be known, they want to be recognized, they want to be addressed by their names when they're present..... so how do I allow myself to let the other personalities have their personalities..... how do I stop hiding the biggest part of myself and allow myself to be me and let my others be themselves as well?

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When you're fighting to want to stay for yourself and can ge..

When you're fighting to want to stay for yourself and can get very very difficult, I don't always want to stay for myself but I'm working on making it so I am staying for myself because thats the only thing that matters at this point, I have to figure out how to be happy with myself😊🥰

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The hardest thing anyone can do is work to become the person..

The hardest thing anyone can do is work to become the person they want to be, and I mean attitude wise and everything like that, never change who you are deep inside for anyone or anything but also remember to fight for what you want, I'm fighting to better my mental health and outlook on the world, its not easy but its for me and what I want, and thats about the only thing that matters. Fuck what everyone else says😊🌸

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Starting this year off with a bang, trying to convince mysel..

Starting this year off with a bang, trying to convince myself to work hard is not the easiest but I know its going to be worth it which is why I am trying so hard

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The good days are really good, which makes the hard days eve..

The good days are really good, which makes the hard days even worse sometimes.

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Starting to kind of feel like myself again.... I don't know ..

Starting to kind of feel like myself again.... I don't know if any of you know what repressed memories are I will assume you do for the most part, but I've been having a lot of traumatic repressed memories flood back in this past week. I was in a very bad relationship for almost 2 yrs we were even engaged which looking back now we definitely shouldn't have been. Anyways just wanted to say that shit gets really really hard, but we've got this☺

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Killing it with this makeup look today😊

Killing it with this makeup look today😊

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Did my makeup the other day in a very simple way to just mak..

Did my makeup the other day in a very simple way to just make myself feel a little better, don't be afraid to do things for you🥰

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Inspiration boards of each color pink, purple, blue, green, ..

Inspiration boards of each color pink, purple, blue, green, yellow, orange, and red. Each made to insight a different feeling than the last and to keep you motivated. I think my favorites are purple and yellow.. I hope you like them let me know which is your favorite😊

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🌺One of my daily skin care routines🌺 I alternate between two..

🌺One of my daily skin care routines🌺 I alternate between two collections from Arbonne's skin care at the moment First the AgeWell collection which is great for targeting fine lines and wrinkles and giving your skin an even fresher look.🌸 The second being the RE9 Advanced Prepwork line to hydrate, matify, and protect my skin from harmful sun rays. (Do this mainly on days I'm planning to be outside a lot)🌺 love alternating between these two lines they're absolutely perfect and make my skin feel super soft and refreshed without being too much😊

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Self care is surrounding yourself with people you know are o..

Self care is surrounding yourself with people you know are only going to build you up and push you towards your goals. Get rid of the toxic people in your life because they're only going to pull you down with them. Also in ways of my DID do you want to hear more about that? Let me know in the comments or even with a like but yeah switches have been happening more often and I'm not always sure of who I/we are at any given time. Its quite the adventure I must say.

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Meditation is great for centering yourself and your mind and..

Meditation is great for centering yourself and your mind and allowing yourself to reconnect with your emotions and thoughts while in a calm and clear headspace, allowing yourself the time to check back in with yourself daily is important. Our minds can get clouded and fuzzy really easily and meditation can clear that all up with in just 10 minutes when done properly

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Todays been a struggle with getting up and doing things, but..

Todays been a struggle with getting up and doing things, but I waited until I felt like I had enough energy to get up and at least shower. Most days if I can get up and shower than I can at least do the rest of my self care which is normally skin care and personal health and a cup of tea 🍵 some days I can't even get up to shower and thats okay, when you're healing you take your time, you move at a pace you can handle because anything more can set you back a bit. You have to be gentle with yourself and make sure that you're putting your comfort before everything, nothing else matters like you do. If you're not in a good place then your efforts will be lessened than if you take care of yourself first🌺🌸 Some days are harder than others but we will get through it😊. Dm's always open if you have any questions or need some support💜

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Hiya😊 so glad you decided to subscribe to my page! I'm going..

Hiya😊 so glad you decided to subscribe to my page! I'm going on a personal growth adventure and I wanted to share my journey! I want to help others while I stabilize my mental health and work through my personal ups and downs, but I figured by sharing this journey anyone can see that they can heal and grow too🥰 cant wait to get to know you loves! Feel free to contact me about anything and also don't forget to check out the link in my bio for more of my social medias😊🌸

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