Sometimes I am absolutely baffled at the cruelty of people. I canโt give details for legal reasons, but never would I have thought things would just keep getting harder. This year has been hard, but I canโt say itโs been harder than others...until now. Something so malicious, unnecessary, something planned to just hurt me. Iโm trying so hard to make it day to day and handle each blow. Mostly Iโm sad and scared. Trying to hold my head up and trust that eventually this will end and good things will come. Until then Iโll indulge in pretty colors and appreciate the kindness and care of those who support me. And one more chapter to add on to the tragic chronicles of my peculiar life.