I hope these cumshot pics will cancel out the lameness of th..

I hope these cumshot pics will cancel out the lameness of the caption ahead ♥️🤞🏻

Sooooo, the verdict is in!! This past month was, in fact, mania (actually hypomania, I just say mania). NOT me magically becoming a new person who's happy and full of energy all the time!! I'm extremely embarrassed that I put this on display for everyone AGAIN. I honestly really don't want to be telling you this right now, but I know I wouldn't be able to hide it for long. Showering is already feeling like a major chore again. Plus I know that some of you can relate and like hearing about my experience. But I just wanna know why I keep doing this??

what's that quote about doing something over & over and insanity?? my symptoms have always been completely textbook and my friends even recognize mania now and tell me. Yet 10+ years after my diagnosis, I still can't believe/accept that this is for life. It's managable, but not curable.

As always, I'm gonna do everything I can to keep that momentum going and working on real change. But quite frankly, I do nottttt feel great. And I'm disappointed I didn't seize the moment to catch up on chats. I really wanted to, but focused on other things I've been avoiding since I thought things were different and I had time.

Ugh this sucks and feels like a bunch of excuses, and no one wants to hear this, and I'm only venting not trying to gain pity. I always thought it was desperate and sad when girls post crying pics and I don't think typing and posting these overly personal details for hundreds, over time thousands, of people to read is really any different :/ But this oversharing my life thing also feels like a bit part of my page. It's not what I wish it'd become, but I quickly found that it's the only way I can do this and not hate it.

So if you see me start to slack again, pls think back to this incredible month we just had and enjoy that content for a minute while I survive this wave 😂😭  Manic me just gets sooooo excited when I have new content that I can't help but share it all with you immediately. Hence the 40-50 posts this month. It's fun in the moment and then it completely fucks me over later when I lose the energy. Like that literally coulda been a whole fucking month of content for me. Super cool, super dope, just great stuff haha

Imma wrap this up now because this is depressing af & I apologize for that!!! I'm completely okay :) I hope you are too (maybe a litttttle better than me, at least) and having a nice, easyyy week 🥰