• the morning after • We woke up at the start of the 3rd ye..
Added 2023-09-29 06:19:54 +0000 UTC• the morning after • We woke up at the start of the 3rd year of our lives together. Moving slowly with the day, waking up late, taking time to savor each ray of sun across their body, each scent from their skin. I don’t take any moment for granted. I’ve been gifted two short years with this person who for some odd reason loves me back just as much as I love them. People say it is so rare to find a love like ours and while it can feel that way breakup after breakup- I wish I could go back to past me to tell them that I found it. To hold out because the wait and the pain and the experience was worth it. I found another human, who is just as imperfect as me, who likes everything I was bullied for, who has the same traumas as me, communicates like me, who gets turned on by the same things and laughs at all the same things, spends money the same way, validates my feelings and my thoughts.. they are everything I was told I shouldn’t be while also being everything I am not. Selfless, gentle, beautifully emotional, charismatic, and can fulfill my sensory needs in ways I can’t even care for in myself. How could I not fall in love with every bit of her. She doesn’t see the things I see, and I’m sure I don’t see what they see either, but I know that they are my muse. My angel. and I am just some crazed madman who had to have her to myself, it’s just dumb luck they wanted me too. I am no angel, I am far from a saint, but for her, I’d drag heaven down to earth if it meant I got to wake up and see her asleep next to me, the morning after.
