Alright- we tried the staged bent-over-the-bike thing. It wa..

Alright- we tried the staged bent-over-the-bike thing. It was hot for about 5 minutes, then the UPS dude interrupted. Couldn’t get back in the groove after that. Couldn’t really get in the groove to begin with. Everything felt forcedd. Long story short, the whole plan went to shit…

Got kinda frustrated with ourselves- and each other- and we came THIS close to calling it a day… But then we stepped back a bit and laughed at ourselves. And some how or another, we ended up having one of those talks that I feel like everyone has to have once every blue moon. The kinda talk where you just spill all that uncomfortable, vulnerable shit you’ve been keeping to yourself. The kinda talk that you’ve been thinking about having but you put it off because you don’t wanna be “that guy” who brings up the nitty gritty shit.

Anyway, we had one of THOSE talks… and all the bullshit that’s been weighing us down for a while just melted away… and then we had the best sex. I mean The Best. I’m not sure if it’s gonna look the best on video. I’m not sure how the lighting is gonna turn out because I threw the cameras up so quick… But that’s the best part about it. I don’t give a fuck how it’s gonna look. For the first time in a while, there wasn’t a single thought going through my mind. Zip. Nada. Nothin! Nothin but those blue eyes lookin back at me and the feeling of us making each other cum simultaneously… and it didn’t hurt a bit.

Alright. I’m rambling. Still sex high. I got a point here I swear. The reason I wanted to (over)share this with y’all is because I think it’s really really REALLY important to open yourself up sometimes. U don’t gotta be a chronic over-sharer like me and broadcast your shit on the internet- but I think it’s really fucking important to talk your shit out sometimes. Whether it be with your partner or a sibling or the sweet old lady at the corner store- I think it’s really important to spill ur thoughts and your worries and your fears every now and then. I think that old saying about opening up before your thoughts eat you up from the inside or whatever that saying is— I think there’s actually something to it.

Anyway. That’s that. Been a while since I got mushy on y’all. Probably just B’s babies makin their way to my brain and stirring shit up.. alright. Gross thought. Y’all. The hammer felt so good. Gonna go eat and sleep like a baby and not think about this website til the morning. I’ll get the whole vid up (pre-UPS man and post-UPS man) before I do ANYTHING tomorrow… I know I’m gonna read this whole thing later and cringe, but fuck it. We’re past that. If you’ve made it this far, you’re as nuts as I am 🤷🏻‍♂️