What a strange 24 it’s been.... ever since Aries season star..

What a strange 24 it’s been.... ever since Aries season started.. (swipe for today’s yoga routine!)
I did something really stupid last night! 🤡
But I don’t regret a single thing 😚👌🏼
For those of you who are in the discord chat you already know 🤣
I invited my good friend, my sweet fuckin friend, the only friend I have who I allow at my house during covid hours.. totally just envisioning us having a good ol time, buying som chipotle, watching some Netflix and shi with me and my parents,,
Then I remembered I had to pick up my friend Tyler from work and take him home first,
So I thought that would be fine, I’ll take him home drop him off then head back to go hang out with George 🤷🏼‍♀️🌸

WELL. Tyler’s mum texted me, me and here are so cool! And she told me that her daughter, whom has been STRUGGLING a lot with all kinds of mental disorders, addictions, drug use, and had been MISSING for days was finally home, and she wanted to meeet me! And she was trying to learn how to play guitar! 🥺🥺🥺🌈🌈🌈🌈

So I was LIKE YAAAAS I want to meeet this gal, talk with her about music and maybe set up some guitar lessons??? 🥳🥳 then be well on my way to go spend time with GEORGE!!!

Well that’s not what went down 💩💩💩💩

I take Tyler home, I go in and chill with him, his mum, the daughter and her friend who is there, we chat for a bit but then at one point Tyler’s mom makes it obvious that she is taking Tyler inside so that me and these 2 girls are together. The conversations were somewhat random but for some reason I felt like she had something to tell me🤔 so I stayed for longer that I should have them next thing I know...
I’m taking a freaking hit from her bong 🤣😭
And they told me I just took A LOT of what ever kind of crazy SHIT they just gave me.

So I sat there for about 5 minute and could tell that shit was about to get INTENSE, then all the sudden my mother calls me thank GOD

So went to the back of their house to tell my mother I was TOO high to drive at the moment so I couldn’t come home myself 🤡👌🏼
So she said she’d come get me!

Cool beans WELL I decided that I wasn’t going to try to be any burden to anyone and just left out the back gate without telling ANYONE ???? 🤣 and i just went in my car, drove to the mailbox nearby their house Before I really felt anythinf,, to somewhat avoid anyone seeing me so fucked up once it hit 🤣 then I thought about messaging Tyler’s mum to let her know I left but then I realized I had 0 service.
🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

So at that point nobody knew where I was all they knew was that I was high as fuck. And they thought I was driving around 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ Whic wasn’t the case but I couldn’t tell anyone cuz I GOT TOO HIGH to figure out how to send a message. My mother ended up calling me which I someone answered and I just said “IM AT THE MAILBOX IM NOT DRIVING JUST COME GET ME”

It was the weirdest high of my life literally the things my mind was convincing me was real was so REALISTIC. It was actually quite the enlightening experience and I don’t regret taking the hit lmaoo

But I do regret not being able to let everyone know I was safe and there was no need to worry. And for not being home when I invited my friend over who is trying to quit smoking weed so that he can be there for his new SON 🥳😩💩

So I am kind of a piece of shit 🤣 but I apologized to him and asked if there’s anything i can do to make up for it let me know!!
You know what this mother fucker said
“ The only thing you can do for me is be safe and love yourself. It’s okay to indulge every once in awhile and it will never make you a bad person ! Youthful mistake, learn, grow and just be happy! I love you and your family, thank you so much you are a joy to have as a friend and I will always be there! Never hesitate to call me in situations. I can always help you get you or be your safe haven if something like this happens again!”

AND DUDE I BALLED MY EYES OUTTTTT to that
I am so blessed to have him as a friend 😭😭😭😭🥳🥳🥳

And I know I am supposed to be in his families life for a reason. I let myself get wonked up with these lovely girls haha but I’m really hoping to be a GOOD influence on her instead of getting fucked up with her... 🤣

It was a wild experience. And I learned 🤣
I still feel like an ass 🤣

So I did yoga this morning feeling like an ass 🤣
But I still did it
And I used a roller to hopefully roll out the assness inside me 🤣👏🏼
Hope you enjoy!
Mckay 🦋