My outfit of the day was borderline hobo lol because me and ..

My outfit of the day was borderline hobo lol because me and my family decided to take an unexpected trip up to our hometown to see my great uncle who is terminally ill and we probably won’t have him with us for much longer.
It’s also my grandmas birthday on the 11th so we want to be with her during all of this cuz she has been the one taking care of him.
I’m glad I am here, and that I was giving the choice to come or stay back home.
The events of this week have felt like an emotional rollercoaster.
My dear friend Stephen whom I met literally less than a week ago now seems to be portraying behaviors that suggest he is not in the right space mentally emotionally or physically to be having any kind of attention on anything other than healing himself.

I guess there’s still a lot of things I let take over me when I first meett somebody, I feel out a room and always find myself talking to that kid that nobody else talks go cuz Im subconsciously feeling into their pain and longing for someone to just love them as they are.
The night I first met Stephen it was fucking crazy to think that everything I felt in those moment may have been a complete fabrication seen from rose colored glasses??
He’s not the same person I talked to just 6 days ago, which in some ways is a very good thing because he was not happy at all,
Now he is on a wild spiritual high.
And I already got very overwhelmed by this energy in a matter of days. I’m pretty resilient with thst shit or so I thought.
But when I woke up this morning my body was saying girl NO.
I needed to withdraw from social media for a moment and figure out what I needed which I believe now is to just keep close to zero constant with this person while I focus on keeping myself centered.
They say people come into your life for a reason lol.
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