OUTFIT OF THE DAY 😳🥰✨🙏🌛🌞🌜🦋❤️ I had an interesting conversat..

OUTFIT OF THE DAY 😳🥰✨🙏🌛🌞🌜🦋❤️

I had an interesting conversation just now with my grandmother.
She’s a funny lady.
She worries a lot because her sun sign is cancer lol.
But just now she told me something.
Somehow the conversation was on the difference between me and my sisters personality and how we express ourselves in the world 🤣🤣

I made some sort of comment that Megan is closed off to the people around her cuz she really only seems to let her personality out when she’s with her friends but other than that I saw her as someone who is very short with others cuz she doesn’t really want the conversation.
Then my grandmother said something to me.
She said “ I don’t think so, I think she just thinks very differently from you, she sees life from a very scientific analytical way and calculates everything in her mind.”
I can not even comprehend perceiving reality this way.
Which is when I really realized how we truly are like
Polar
Opposites
In almost every way possible.
Then she said
“ and I think the solution is to get you guys bunk beds so you can go to bed near each other again like how you did back when you were little !! you can have those conversations you two used to have for hours on end!””
And like my brain
Felt like it
Broke.
For a moment lol today has been crazy I am realizing so much Shit.
I have shut my sibling out completelyyyy.
Because of my perception of her lol.
I remember very distinctly there was this moment as a childd when I got tired of sharing the entire room with her and I made a LINE that split between the center of the room using all the CRAP we had accumulated (as 2 spoiled girls have 🙄🤣)
Over the years to like almost literally represent our separation.
And I remember how excited I was to finally get my own bedroom. Once that happened we really didn’t have anything to do with each other.

And I don’t know if I would have ever remembered a time when she and I were super close but there definitely was!!! and my freaking Gma unlocked the hidden memories that I was too stubborn and close minded to cognitively conceive.
We used to talk for hours
We made funny videos together
We were a band
We wrote songs and sang together
We talked shit together 🤣

It was such a long time ago tho Thad doesn’t even sound like I’m talking about myself 🤣
I know that I am being called
To let go of my bullshit false ideas lol
And awaken to a new way of perceiving my reality which will serve me in ways that I cannot even begin to imagine.