Thank you guys again, for being on this body positivity jour..
Added 2020-01-27 15:05:44 +0000 UTCThank you guys again, for being on this body positivity journey with me!! It is nice to feel confident in my skin; it's hard most days to make sure I take care of myself because my self image is terrible... It doesn't help that I punish myself, whenever something doesn't see to my expectation. It's easier to smile through it, just so I don't have to feel the sadness or frustration. I know that isn't healthy; I have been trying to express my sadness more and to allow myself to feel the emotions, so I can understand myself better.This allows me to see why my head ticks the way it does and it also helps with having more compassion towards myself. So, this is a huge reason why I don't pervert the things I do. My body is mine and solely mine alone and I am PROUD of where I am today. Years of poor body image, punishments,not eating, and getting onto myself, drained me. I am taking back my confidence that ex(s) have diminished, I am saying " THIS IS MINE, AND NO ONE IS ENTITLED" and taking back the things that were forcefully taken. These things mean more to me, then just money. I want to love myself again, I want to feel again.
