

This is not what I was intending to post today, but I am so completely depleted from the past three days (of not at all doing anything I remotely planned) and still have a lot to get done tomorrow - I’m basically going to try and cram a weeks+ worth of projects into 24 hours. WHAT COULD GO WRONG (the videos give you a sense of what I moved into - the sellers literally did nothing at all to clean the house and every square inch is saturated in grease or cigarette smoke) I am chronically exhausted from endless stress dreams and my skin has been breaking out so much worse from stress acne than anytime in the past year and now I’m perpetually fighting the urge to compulsively scratch and pick at my skin. Wheeeeeee There is a small light at the end of what I think is probably a tunnel? It’s hard to know for sure because I’ve been in the dark for so long good night 💋