Im sorry for not doin a vlog yettttt, ive been just having m..

Im sorry for not doin a vlog yettttt, ive been just having metal breakdowns and no time to rly even think logically about this until tonight(ish and basicallllyyyyyy, yeah either way out lease ends March31st, and they wont let us renew, so i am forceed to move. i have NOOO idea how im gong to do this when every single possession ive acquired since living here. my art stuff, plants, EVERYTHING. My physical condition is so bad rn and any exercising just kills my fuckin jaw..just the stress of this has sent me into like a shock of not rly able to speak to anyone, i reached out to FB first to see if anyone had immediate help with the law stuff, and then got COMPLETELYYY ezhausted (girly time came, great timing lol) I wanna give you guys a proper video so i will be able to do it tmw, since we cant do anything about this all weekend bc its the weekend....ive exhausted all options, and i have to leave, but i wont be able to pack or do it...and this is so insane the fact that my upstairs neighbor has been dealing since we moved i, and like most of the entire complex smokes weed....the only two who did the inspection were the maintence guy *whom i hate, as do alot of other ppl, he is super sketchy and TRACI, the fucking manager who wants me gone. so this like was NOT FAIR the fucking state did not conduct this shit. We were targeted FIRST out of everyone for these, and we know they were he only two bc the signatures, and our neighbors said they were when they came to their home. I am so scared....i wont be able to do my art, like i havent been able to bc WHATS THE POINT??!! do i need to start packing or what i cant do this and i need my mf doctors to help me, my therapist very vaguely said yes to writing a note to pls give at least till the end of the lease, because they wanna evict in SEVEN DAYS. I will do a video, and try to get back to everyone tomorrow, im just so fucking burnt out mentally right now :'( heres some butt tho lolz :P