Fuckkng UPDATEEEEEEEE!!! Cute tease and New plant hehe I fuc..

Fuckkng UPDATEEEEEEEE!!! Cute tease and New plant hehe I fucking love begonia Rex 🥰 and painted a pot for my rubber plant🥳 I’ve been going through a bout of rly bad pain the past couple days, I can’t really tell why bc I just found out someone is talking shit about my personal things I say in here, found out from my best friend Whoever you are thank you for your money 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 Idiot Lmfao Idc though who you are bc you’ve been at this for a decade now messaging every single person that comes in my life with shit to try to derail anything good in my life, didn’t work this time bro.. 🙃 I’m seeing my bff in late may! 🥰🥰 We got an air bnb and I would put a goal for it but none I’ve done have been successful this month 😬 I appreciate everyone who has contributed and helped support me in so many ways, my pain management and my art especially. I would to be able to afford that if it wasn’t for the help of posting here and feeling like there’s interest in what I post I rly appreciate it 🥲🥲🥲 I’ll do a better update when I’m more awake, I slept on my jaw wrong three nights ago and it has been giving me a non stop migraine 😔 typing this with one eye open lol sorry if there’s typos 😂 I’m not proofreading bahahah I heart you guys 😌 if you do wanna contribute to seeing my best friend, it would make my day 🥲🥲 I’m so scared for next month, so I’m just hoping that I’m able to still be active on here with positivity but yeah may is a struggle and it’s going to be weird being with my dad on this specific year, cause it’s pretty significant being ten years now without my mom, and the constant dismissal of what happened how we never talked about it or grieved together He likes to pretend things didn’t happen with like everything lol so I wonder if this will be the first time I will ever see him cry in my entire life 😬🥺 Omg I did SO MANY SHIRTS, 15 to be exact lol I have to dye them though and idk how I’m going to hahahaha all I have is chartreuse wine red grey and mint but there’s a hobby lobby like two blocks away so I’m impatiently waiting for it to open 😂🤣 will take noodz there LOL