🙂So, I haven't posted in a minute,and that's because I final..
Added 2023-10-25 08:01:48 +0000 UTC🙂So, I haven't posted in a minute,and that's because I finally achieved my ultimate goal of getting a boyfriend (we hala dated tho so no touching.) He was talking about getting married in 1 year and discussing where to buy rings, and kids, and telling me he loved me lots.❤️ Unfortunately, he suddenly said he was "embarrassed/disgusted" to be seen with me because I "look 12 irl", and he felt everyone was staring at him. [I'm 3 years older than him btw] I only wore plain sweaters and plain jeans when we were together and there was nothing I could do about my face🥹. He also dropped multiple bombs including that he hated my personality because I was too introverted and that he wasn't sexually attracted to me. And then lots of general insults for 3 hours straight including telling me to go cry all night. Even when I love someone they hate me secretly and hide it, while telling me they love me, before revealing it, seems to be a common trend. Last thing he texted was "Leave you disgusting human" so that's where I'm at, just disgusting basically. I've had this happen so many times losing a potential fiance because my face is disgusting looking, doesn't even hurt anymore really.😮💨 Here's some ugly pictures, I was cold so I took them quickly so they're not very good unfortunately.
