Still sick, but keeping my streak alive 😎 posting these photos I took a few days ago because I don't think I photo dumped my favourites of this weird photo set here :) I really hope I feel better tomorrow because I do feel a little bit sad I thought I was getting in a good groove with posting and stuff and everything has kindof come to a halt for me 😓 but there's not rly anything to do other than wait it out and do my best i guess. I've been sleeping a lot and doing my best to get calories in me :)
Just doing a text post today as i've gotten sick and haven't been able to do much today. I don't wanna lose my posting streak so i'm counting the text post as one :)
I've been mostly just resting and taking medication, i took a bath earlier, and the last hour or so after i took a nap i've just been watching youtube videos with my friend Raven in a discord call. Her and my other friend Kiyana who visited a couple weeks ago are coming to visit on the 15th of may!! so that'll be super fun i think :) i'm really looking forward to it.
Thanks for reading this little text update :) Photos and stuff will resume as soon as I get over the headache and sinus stuff, but i'll keep you guys updated and keep posting daily whatever i can even while sick :) i'm very much trying to stay committed to regularly posting 😎
a couple more late night nudes :)
Hoping to get my mirror and lighting set up finished this week, but i've been quite busy streaming so far so it's been tough to have free time. Streaming really does burn me out, I tend to go for a full 8 hours and so it's hard to have the energy to also fit in a high effort photo session which might also end up taking 2-3+ hours depending on how hard i try 😓
That being said, these are some really hot nudes so I don't want to hear any complaints 😎
another day in a row go me 😎😎 hope u didn't miss my voice too much :)
this one's a bit of a long vlog but honestly it's one of my best, i'm very well spoken and don't ramble much compared to my usual vlogs. just giving a bit of life updates and mood updates and stuff, and i have my new haircut to show off! I think this is a good one genuinely, if you like to listen to someone talking :)
Hi hi everyone just a text update today (id normally do a photo alongside it but i'm feeling RLY gross atm after a laser session).
SO we're approaching the end of my first month in the new apartment, and I'm starting to get things set up again which is good! Most of the important things have been done, I got my new PC and some chairs and a desk and stuff, new bedframe and stuff, it's been a bit slow for me to get everything but I'm just about ready now I think (save for a few things like a couch and getting my mirror up on the wall which I need help with >.>) to start getting back into content stuff again. I REALLY cannot stress enough how much I've appreciated the patience of everyone during the whole moving process.
I've got some new makeup skills n tricks and I picked up some new clothes over the last little while that I'll be able to show off in photos now, which is very exciting. On May 1st I get my hair done and I'll probably end my blonde era at that point and go a bit more brunette (maybe w ashy cool highlights still), and that'll mark the start of my new era :) so look forward to it! I'll make another photo post and hopefully a vlog before the end of this month, and we'll begin with new content starting May 2nd.
Thank you so much for reading the wall of text :) I really appreciate it. And I'll see you all very soon!
Love, Aoife 💙
hi guys :) sorry for vanishing for a week there with no update LMAO my friend @kianavi from twitter came to visit me for a week and we hung out for basically most of the week so, i wasn't really able to spend much time working or taking photos or anything. but i figured i'd share some of the cute photos we took together while she was here because they're really precious memories for me and i love them a lot. she was really nice and lovely and i hope she comes back soon!
Apartment tour video !!!
It's still a mess as u can see and still missing a lot of stuff to make it really feel like a finished home, but it's coming along nicely so far :)
Thank you again everyone for your patience with me 😎 I actually just want to say how incredibly good my mood has been since moving in here. I'm eating better, i'm getting more sunlight, i'm going out more often, i'm just so much happier since moving. It's been amazing. I really am so happy and excited about the future 🥰
Also, I look really beautiful today 😎 which is nice. I feel like I leveled up my makeup these last 2 weeks and have got a really nice groove of doing my makeup in a relatively understated but still exciting way ! it feels good as hell. ALSO i've done a good amount of shopping for new outfits that I can hopefully model in for some photos in the future. The next thing I need to get is new underwear that feels sexy, cus i wanna take more lewds and it's so important I feel hot when I take them 😎
i've been eating so well these last 2 weeks i've gained so much of the weight I lost back !! sorry for the slow posts but i'm really doing a good job right now of being healthy and feeling good. I don't wanna rush myself to get back to producing high effort stuff when i'm kindof in the zone with my mental and physical health rn :) so sticking to morning nudes for now !!
Not a video tour quite yet but i wanted to update you guys on my apartment progress :) The last couple of days (with the help of my friends 🥺) we got my bed frame built, computer desk, kitchen chairs and shelves for my wardrobe! Now I feel like I can FINALLY start organizing stuff into drawers and putting things away and really starting to unpack stuff.
I also got a bunch of little accessories that i've shown :) I still have a few more key furniture pieces to acquire but I'm excited to start decorating everything and building my aesthetic. I'm kindof in love with the idea of just having photos of intimidating women all over the apartment ngl so I grabbed a bunch of prints of hot and stern women to frame and put up. I may even frame some of my own favourite photos (a few come to mind) 😇
I'm very much hoping to make this apartment into my evil witch tower, it'll take me a while longer to really build that vision out but I keep making good steps towards it. And I since i still love pink i like the idea of keeping my bedroom much lighter and cuter themed and to contrast with the dark and evil vibes for the rest of the apartment 😈
late night mirror selfie 😈
today was a rather interesting day, i woke up to a bunch of transphobes very angry at me over a 4 month old tweet i made, it did kindof make me sad in the morning but honestly i just avoided looking too much and went out for ramen again and i got over it pretty quickly 😌 I think right now I'm so happy about my new place that, it's REALLY hard for something to kill my vibe right now. Which is awesome!!
Tomorrow a TON of furniture arrives for my to set up, but once i get it unpacked maybe i can do a full apartment tour? would that interest people
first morning nudes i've taken in the new apartment:)
I ordered so much furniture and stuff and there's still SO much to unpack here, gonna be a really long peoxsss but i'm doing very well considering it's been literally only 4 days since i moved in and day 1 was just the move in day :)
1ST NEW APARTMENT VLOG 😱😱 + more apartment pics!
This one is a long one so I hope you don't mind :) Im sliiiightly tipsy rn so i'm rambling more than usual 😅. I'll wrote an essay below that has a lot of the core of what I said in the video, if you'd prefer to read 😎
Tonight is my first night sleeping here!! yesterday I didn't have wifi but today I do and i'm sleeping on a mattress (see pic #5) with a TON of stuff unpacked 😱 BUT It's not out of laziness or anything, i'm really just trying to be suuuuper deliberate right now with how I organize, set up, and design this apartment. I want to be ultra specific with where I assign everything, because I feel like the stronger I make my foundation right now the better off I'll be :) I want to build my shelter as strong as i possibly can while things are good, so that it holds up when things get bad.
I also have to remember to stay flexible !! I'm understanding more with myself that I enjoy change and get a huge surge in productivity and passion from it 😊 So the challenge is: Have a strong foundation, but also keep things flexible enough that it's open to change, and finally align both of those with my aesthetic goals for the apartment. It's a lot, but if you couldn't tell by the paragraphs i'm writing rn i'm EXTREMELY excited about it 🥰🥰
Aesthetically, I really want to make this place into my evil tower of doom (don't laugh 😡). I want to manifest this aesthetic so badly for myself, and i have the freedom and power to do whatever I want with this apartment. So i've decided. This is going to be my evil witch tower of doom and i absolutely cannot wait to make it look that way 😈
The last thing I want to say is i'm genuinely so appreciative that people stuck around through my slow ass march and kept supporting me. I can't thank you all enough. I'm not always the best at keeping my promises (>.>) but i'm serious when I say that I will be a fucking SUPERSTAR one day and this is literally only the beginning!! I've been transitioning and posting online for 1.5 years.. I'm going to ride out this hyperfocus on my apartment and when I get serious about my content again I'm just going to keep levelling it up even more. Believe it!! cus im going nowhere anytime soon!!
Love, Aoife 💜
Sharing a quick look at the new apartment :) I'm kindof burnt out rn from moving and stuff so I don't have the energy for a full tour video but once I get stuff unpacked and organized a little I'll show you around !
Happy trans day of visibility!! Also Hi everyone :) It's my last night in my apartment today 😖
I did my makeup all nice and took a really nice photo. I wanted my last picture here to be a nice and high effort one so I tried pretty hard and I got a lot of photos i'm very happy with.
I'm moving tomorrow!! Finally :) It's been a rough couple of months and I wanted to say I am SO freaking grateful for your patience through this time. I'm very close to the finish line now and I can take a bit of a break and get back into a good rhythm of doing my photos and just enjoying myself again. I'm so excited.
I decided to add some stuff to my amazon wish list, if you want to help me a little with the move and getting new stuff :) don't feel any pressure, I'm sure i'll be okay no matter what :) https://www.amazon.ca/hz/wishlist/ls/3PUAYYCYV9RGY?ref_=wl_share
A couple more quick nudes tonight :) ALSO i got some new jewelry and a new bag which i'll show you as well !! I'll show off them more in new photos hopefully 😇
Moving is in 5!!! Days. Packing and moving has already started, garbage has been cleared out and i've moved a lot of my things to my friends apartment in preparation as they live close to my new place.
I ran out of meds and haven't got my refill so that's gonna be a bit of a pain for the next week but I'll try prioritize getting those again >.>. Im gonna do at least one more high effort photo session in this room as a sort of celebration of the end of this era of my life. Moving on to bigger and better things hopefully :)
Hi :) it's been a little while! Getting back into taking pretty photos (again) 😇
I move apartment in 9 days !!!! It's so crazy it's so soon. I've been trying my best to keep up with everything but I'm sorry again i've been slow here :) I know I probably don't have to apologize but i'm gonna apologize anyway 😎
I'll be back tomorrow with another post and hopefully the day after as well, Ill try set myself a mini challenge to post extra this last week of the month to make up for the slow other weeks 😎 wish me luck i'm hoping I do a good job!
DMs have been so slow for me to respond to so I'm sorry :( it's honestly just a time investment I don't have at the moment since i'm barely keeping up with twitter photos and even my posts here. But once I move and get settled I hope I can be more responsive 🙈
More nudes, + talking about posts here.
Hey everyone :) Amazing day today for me.I worked really hard on photos and got some cool headshots and nudes 😎
I was thinking about photos a little and I guess more specifically about how I don't really like to show my dick in them. I have genuinely super confused and complicated thoughts about it but recently i've been experimenting a little with taking photos that have it shown - just to see if I myself like them. And honestly of the ones i've taken, I kindof did like them. So I might see about posting them in the near future, I'm not sure. Maybe I'll do some system of setting goals that if I reach I post them here, or sending in DMs as small PPV messages or something, i'll figure it out.
A bit of a vent incoming (🙈) but something that's really weird for me is this feeling that I have nobody to share these photos with. I guess I feel like being popular on the internet stops me. Like, the photos are hot I look good i love how my body and everything looks in them, but i'm kindof afraid of posting them then changing my mind again. I also feel like I can't post nudes anywhere anonymously cus i fear i'd be recognized. I don't have a partner or anyone to send nudes to.
I just regret a lot of what I posted in the past and it's made me super nervous about what I post now I guess. Blegh. It's confusing and it confuses me.
Good Morning :)
Hope you're all having a good month so far! It's been a while since I just took nice nude selfies and I felt really good about them and my body today so, that's got me in a really good mood 😇
Everything is going well at the moment I think! although I'm very stressed it's still overall okay :) The only thing is I feel totally exhausted most days, I think I'm just low on energy right now in general so it makes getting out of bed tough 😔
Hey everyone :) I have a very awkward short striptease video for you today! Plus some extra headshots and photos I took that looked cool 😎
I've been doing so well I think the last week or so. Not in terms of productivity but in terms of taking care of myself. I took basically a week off after my february stress with twitch grind/apartment hunting and a twitter shadowban, I was really feeling exhausted and stressed tbh. And now, my apartment deposit has been made, my shadowban was lifted and I hit 250k on twitter, AND I got accepted to twitch partner today! All of my hard work has paid off and it feels so so incredible 🥰
I'm also not beating myself up too much for slow posts here :) that should probably be expected for a little while longer, as I take my time trying to do things healthily and avoid burning myself out 🙈
But truthfully I'm just proud of myself. Im so proud of my makeup, im proud of my twitch stream, my twitter, my progress. I keep getting sentimental about it but I really did all of this stuff while I lived alone in my bedroom 😭 I honestly don't know what the next chapter of my life is gonna look like once I get out of living in 1 room 😭😭
Headshots :)
More apartment updates!! I GOT ACCEPTED I GOT THE PLACE I WANTED I GOT A MOVE IN DATE !!!!!
April 1st I move :) I'm so so happy. I'm so happy i'm finally going to be moving and have my own apartment and my own furniture and it's gonna be all mine 😎😎😎 AAAAAA IM SO EXCITED let's goooo!!!! I'll be able to get back to posting content soon i've been working very hard on this stuff recently. I'm so excited to take photos in the new place once I get it set up too!! It's just gonna be so awesome you have no idea 😭😭😭
Hey everyone :) Happy 1st of March ❤️😇
It's been a little bit since my last post so there's lots to update you on!
1) I've applied for Twitch Partner! I've been grinding away so hard at my streaming this month, about 25hrs/week so it's basically been a part time job for me, and I reached the required viewership goal to be able to apply to become a twitch partner 😇 I'm honestly so proud of myself. It's been so much hard work, I've been streaming for more than a year at this point.
2) I've been continuing to apartment hunt, and I found another place I really love that I've applied for! It's at the upper limit of my budget, but genuinely a dream apartment. I really hope I get it because moving has been seriously weighing on my mental and physical health 😞 I don't want to be here anymore I want my own space so badly.
3) I'm gonna be offering a sale this month since I don't really have time to prioritize my content at the moment and I feel a liiittle guilty about that. It's important i remind myself that it's okay to have off months from posting :) I've been dedicating so much of my free time to streaming, apartment hunting, entertaining visitors from other countries (last week another twitter girl came to visit for 7 days and it was very difficult for me to socialize 😫) that it only makes sense I can't do everything at once when I'm spreading myself so thin.
I'm trying my best :) I do always try my best. I hope everyone knows that ❤️. Thank you so much for supporting me. It means more than you could possibly know, and you motivate me to work hard and try my best.
Love, Aoife
legend has it my ass is made of bubblegum 😳
I spent the last couple days with friends just being low energy and stuff. Trying hard to get back into eating well again, because I lost a good amount of weight recently (unintentionally >.>). That's a problem I have that will definitely be solved once I live alone I hope 🙂. My goal is to get back into working out/eating healthier and gaining weight in the next month or so :) PRAY FOR THE ASS GAINS
Hi everyone :) Late night posting 😈
As you may have seen me mention, I've been apartment hunting this month and I was really hoping to move into a new place by March. Yesterday I viewed a bunch of apartments and I actually found one I genuinely loved, and I made an offer on it, but it got rejected. The owner didn't really like my job and wanted someone who was a full time/salaried employee 😔. Honestly it was really upsetting because I could genuinely envision myself living in that place, and more than that, I'm really afraid that I'll keep having this same issue with other landlords when I try rent other apartments. It's so dumb to me, because it's not like it's that rare for people to be youtubers/streamers/influencers or to do freelance work, my credit score is literally excellent and i could obviously afford the apartment. I don't really understand it at all 😡 aaaa its sO DUMB!!
😮💨 outside of that, content has been going a liiittle slower here than I'd like this month, but I'm not too surprised by that. I also finally caught up on every single one of my DMs today!!! i'm so proud of myself :) i need to figure out a better system for DMs in the future because there's simply
too many of them and i'm simply too introverted to keep up with them 🙈
Happy Valentine's day everyone ❤️
Taking these photos reminded me of how incredible good natural lighting is at making my body look good. I honestly kept thinking about how good it'll be when I move apartment and get a place with big windows and lots more light and more space to take photos 🥰
I did good today :) I had my first online therapy session in the morning which went okay! It's just a first session so it's not like much happened but i'm really proud of myself for even doing it at all. It's a small step but it's a big step for me in the right direction with my mental health 😊
Having a bit of fun with colours today :)
I took so many creative colourful photos today. Most of them were just fun honestly. It was so much fun.. i didn't feel pressure to make something special, i didn't feel pressure to do anything groundbreaking, i just genuinely had fun. it was such a lovely time. I love feeling like this and honestly i've missed it.. it's been a while since a photo session was just genuinely fun for me 🥰
