Pretty sure I just made myself the best meal of my life so far… only partway through, but I just had to get some shots along the way to bask in the glory. This gain’s really going places I could’ve only dreamed about 🥴🤤💕✨ Keep an eye out fort next post — dropping a video in juuuuuuust a bit here from this ongoing stuffing. Y’know, I don’t think I slowed down when Big Gains Season supposedly ended… [Jan. 16, 2024]
Happy New Years — sorry I put my whole face in the cake 😥😉🥴💕✨💝🥰💕✨ Thanks everyone for a fantastic year in the studio. No I haven’t dragged myself off the floor yet. No it’s not nearly midnight… [Dec. 31, 2023]
😳💕✨ here’s that melted ice cream chug in the destroyed flannel and belt-that-doesn’t-reach that I mentioned. I’ll be honest, I’m still trying to get comfortable after doing this one; I guess I shouldn’t be surprised since I bolted most of it in the first 3 minutes. Could’ve done the whole thing faster if the ‘center’ wasn’t still more soft-serve than liquid. Made for a little more of a scene though 🤤🥵🥴 guess I uhhh got a chance to ‘savor’ it. [Dec. 29, 2023] (Note: mostly all sitting — I stand up for a moment but it’s not well framed)
About to do a melted ice cream chug and I didn’t even make it through camera test before I’d confirmed it’s impossible to close my belt, popped two buttons, and tore through a sleeve. 2023 is really going out with a bang. [Dec. 29, 2023]
Stream started at 12/26/2023 03:27 am
Post-all-day-Christmas-stuffing — about to chug heavy cream to top off this belly full. My camera roll is a little too full too so I was worried I wouldn’t have time to show off as much as I wanted to today. A tips only stream!
A few photos from my third turkey dinner this Big Gains Season ✨💕🥴💝💕✨ I’ll be honest, I don’t think I’ve ever felt greedier than I felt yesterday, thinking ‘there’s an entire roast turkey feast in front of me...just for me.’ …Except maybe when I had to drink all that heavy cream and caramel… [photos: Dec. 19, 2023]
Woke up today feeling more spoiled and fattened up than ever. Let’s keep going 🥰💕
Talk about shocking extras… tipping the scales at 199 lbs already. Officially back to the ‘heaviest tub I’ve ever been’ — and heavier every day. 😮💨💕✨🍫 Seriously, I think the last two weeks are on pace with the fastest gains I’ve ever had. Today I’m making chocolate cookies, one hand in an over buttery bowl of popcorn, and ogling this pic from last night. I wasn’t even done eating yet. [photo: Dec. 17]
✨Unplanned video drop✨ — I was trying to finish off a pizza stuffing when I got the most MASSIVE case of hiccups from trying to inhale my food. Maybe I *am* way greedier for the next feeding than I even realize.
It would certainly explain the look the delivery driver gave me when I came to the door on this shirt…
***Kind of hiccup-specific though I am careful to give a good peek at my belly when its mid-stuffing. As usual if 5 minutes of talking through hiccups doesn’t sound like your thing, might be one to skip. Personally I never paid it much mind, *getting* the hiccups annoys me, but I noticed how crazy different getting them is now and got pretty worked up. Just had to give sharing a try 🥴💕✨ Funny how even the littlest stuff is getting me super hot anymore…
Dammit, there goes another favorite shirt and I’m pretty certain even my ‘big boxers’ are uuuhmmmm not exactly living up to the ‘big’ and ever growing demands. Weren’t kidding about feeding me right out of all my comfy clothes all through the holidays… 🥴🥵☠️✨💕🔥 This belly is way too overeager to get stuffed right through the new year…and it’s probably visibly obvious where it’s being fattened up most.
Not enough random mirror pics on my page here. Have one 🥴☺️😘💕✨✨✨✨ [It’s December 10th and I hit 197 on the scale today. 200 lbs by the end of Big Gains Season is looking veeeerrrry possible 🥴]
Goooooodness gracious I didn’t quite expect this to be so long or have so many clothing articles turn out to be hopelessly small. I mean. I knew there was a chance but 😳✨ Trying on this truly tiny old stuff is only getting more shocking. Pretty sure some of it is never making it ‘on’ again. [Dec. 1, 2023]
Notes: Very simple try-on video with jiggling and giggling. If you enjoy fun, chatty try-ons, this’ll be perfect. If not, just know there’s not much else in this one 😘💕✨
I hadn’t planned for this to be another low-price-for-lots-of-footage deal but I was having so much fun and so surprised at how long it was taking to get on and out of different clothes, I decided to just keep it rolling. Unfortunately there is an abrupt cut at the end 😔 Dress-up was eventually interrupted. Never fear, there will be more, if you’d like! ☺️
Up and running again! ✨💕😌💝💕✨ Hopefully this means that try-on will go up tomorrow. Thanks again everyone! (Archived the post about inbox messaging not working so there’s no confusion — that’s all this delay was about) [Also apologies for forgetting to update the inbox ‘open’ to ‘closed’ BUT it’s officially open again anyways]
Hey everyone I have no idea if this is a problem across the board, but I haven’t been able to access messages all day. Sorry if you’re waiting on me! Haven’t been able to sort out what’s causing it—seems to be a site problem?
My ‘self-trim’ escalated to a ‘oh man I might’ve actually dropped some weight by hacking all that off…’ today — ❣️⚠️haircut warning⚠️❣️
…damn, that arm is looking thiiiiick… [Nov. 28, 2023]
Quick quick sleeeepy update I recorded the day after secondsgiving while downing the last of my leftovers. Just a free peek and not as involved as I’d planned — I think you’ll be able to tell how much all this feasting has exhausted me. [video: Nov. 27, 2023]
Still planning the ‘post feasting’ try-on! Keep an eye out.
✨💕🧡💛💝Happy Thanksgiving!💝💛🧡💕✨ I thought since we just passed up the year anniversary at the studio I’d do something extra special after my holiday feast. It’s an extra chill, extra laid back fat chat after a marathon level gorging. I’m feeling MASSIVELY grateful to be a full time feedee here and wanted to do a bit extra to express that. I list off what I took down for my ‘meal’, eat a couple candy bars, and do my best to keep breathing steady as I wrestle off my dress. I wrap with giving my belly an oil rub down. Excuse my evident exhaustion 🥴😮💨☺️💝💕✨ It was a fantastic day — and a long one. [Nov. 23, 2023]
Had some requests for bikini stuff and I got to thinking ‘man, I have a LOT of bikinis and NO new bikinis…’ One thing led to another and I decided to make this little look book of how (almost) all my bikinis fit today (I can’t find my plain black one anywhere!) [November 9th, 2023] BONUS: I don’t have time to dig up ‘before’ shots of all of the bikinis, but peek through to see a pretty staggering comparison as a bonus 🥴💕✨ Would you believe two those two pictures are from 2018?
Feels kinda funny to try all these on when all I’m thinking about is sweaters, scarves, and Thanksgiving 🥴🤤✨ YES I’m already counting the days (and have been for a while).
I took the photo displayed on the right just now [Friday night, November 3rd, 2023] but when do you suppose I took the first photo (left)? Any guesses? 🤔☺️😘💝💕✨
Note: Hey everyone!
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Up on a Friday, stuffed full of takeout and desperately drinking caramel to fill in every little crevice while my belly aches and wishes desperately I had some sense not to make a complete piggy of myself the second I’m getting fed 😮💨💕✨🥴🤭 Happy Friday the 13th — I’m feeling wonderfully lucky. [Oct. 13, 2023]
Whoops! Big apologies to anyone who saw this go up as a two parter — I didn’t think about how the second part featured me escaping the shirt I struggle into in this short featured me escaping via crafting tools technically being used improperly [see how I used language there].
Here’s part one of me putting ON the shirt I couldn’t escape from. The second part will sadly have to be lost to time due to an inappropriate tailoring approach.
But I couldn’t escape it and I still think this is cute and 😮💨💕✨ as a stand alone so check it out! This shirt stands in tatters now — but the tearing will no longer be posted.
Cute, classic ‘can barely get belly into the button-up’ goodness.
Realized it’d been a loooooong time since I had a liquid bloat that wasn’t some insanely caloric chug that had to be metered out. I entirely got my start with just plain tap water ages and ages ago, when I thought surely there wasn’t room in my lifestyle to gain any ‘real’ weight. The thought popped into my head after a stuffing from my favorite burger joint (including multiple shakes, yes, of course) and I just… I dunno! I had to see what I could do. I also made a shocking discovery about my size 3 shorts (I can still get my ass in them—I’m totally a Hollister size 3…! Totally!!). Way low price point per minute on this one because 1) there’s a storm, audio might not be clean 2) lighting is clearly still an issue when I don’t have natural light in the studio and 3) I seriously didn’t plan to shoot this at all so it’s entirely off the cuff 4) IT WENT SO WELL I’m actually a lil tooooo eager to spread it around so 💝💕✨☺️
This is today: me, my 50oz keg, my metal straw, and a lil Gatorade powder goin’ a loooooong way in clothes I outgrew…probably 50+ lbs ago. Enjoy! And thank you very much 🥴💕✨ I have some photo and video orders I’m still finishing, so no fretting! The same things that discounted this video are holding me up on the orders! A guy can only eat and pose so much in one day. The inbox is also open ✨💕🥰💝💕✨ [August 12, 2023]
Rough spell while the whole world is hotter than ever my AC decided to break down (as some of you know). Got it fixed only for it to come down AGAIN. It’s been a whole week of trying to get the landlord to send someone to install the new unit and rigging up little mobile ones that get delivered (and also turn out to be broken). It’s been HOT — and I’d like to thank everyone so much for hanging around while I get the studio sorted. I know there’s no subscription charge anymore, but it means a lot to come back between all the sweating through new layers of fat to see encouragement and company waiting! Thank you so much! I’m all right! The main unit’s still not fixed and there was a couple days of honest-to-goodness dehydration, but now that there’s a working mobile AC in here I can breathe easy and eat hard 🥰💕✨ And, let’s be honest, it’s a great excuse to be lazier than ever. And, maybe it’s just me, but I feel like I’m bringing a little bit of that ‘jock who let themself go’ vibe lately? Gonna blame that on the extra gaming and late-late-late night snacking.
[June 12, 2023] I got a great request for a Q&A video and decided to post the answers right to my page as a little ‘archived milestone’ to check in with everyone who’s interested.
*** Just as a note; this video is MOSTLY a chat answering 7 specific questions—if you’re more interested in physicality (😉) than the more chatty and straightforward ‘progress update’ (🥵🥴) this might not be the video for you. Always more on the way!
I’ve got a carton of ice cream in me already today but honestly after filming this I can feel how desperately I need way, way more.
[photo date: Nov. 17, 2021] I’m busier than I’ve been in *months* today, I think, but I’ll be back at the studio starting THIS Saturday! Just posting real quick because once again my photos app threw up a cute one I’m pretty sure I never posted anywhere. Jeez, I feel like I’m twice the size of this… that can’t be true, can it? ;x
Finishing up May 2023 juuuuust right with a massive pile of late-night French toast. Honestly, I can’t even articulate further than ‘this next few days is going to wreck me, I’m pretty sure’. Seeing my belly *this* overfed is doing something downright filthy to my brain—in the best way 🥴✨💕💝💕✨ Can we keep fattening me up forever, please?
my Photos app was kind enough to remind me that THIS happened a year ago today and I’m just alllll too delighted to look back on how much bigger I am EVERYWHERE in comparison these days. I can handle a lot more chocolate cake too ✨💕💝😮💨💕✨ [May 26, 2022] That was a good look for me though 🥴
May 22, 2023!! Surprise! A little video update to go with the photo update from earlier. Where the photos are from mid-stuffing, this video is post stuffing MID-DESSERT. I think it’s a lot of fun for the compact check-in that it is. A good standing look, some nice burps and belly play; short and sweet just to give a better look at all the hard work that’s been going on behind the scenes! Now excuse me it’s only been about an hour since I took this and I’m *exhausted* and very *very* full, so I’m gonna go horizontal a while 🥴🥵💕✨
