Today I have some more pictures of us together ❤️ I miss her a lot. But just a little bit longer and we will be together again. Meanwhile, we both stay in chastity and plugged as much as we can so we are very horny and wild when we finally do see eachother haha!
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- I feel pretty good about myself right now haha My hair is finall getting to a somewhat decent feminin length And the only people calling me He/Him or Jens are my family But I cannot blame them, they have known me like a boy for many many years, its a big change for them. Aslong as they support me and do their best its fine <3 Everything is going good/ I miss Charlotte a lot, but we are so in love so i'm sure it will be fine. Today I am going for my nails and tomorow i need to see the doctor for my hormones. I hate hospitals , give me the chills, brrrrrrr The day after i'm gonna make some more porn Slowly concidering not using a wig anymore... Anyway, hope you have a lovely day today!! Mwah
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- Day 4 we went to the national history museum. London is very beautifull and huge! We had a lot of fun once again. But tomorow I had to leave back to belgium. We spend extra time together in the hotel. Did some romantic things that I don't want to share haha ^_^ And then the next day we said goodbye. Just a little bit longer before Charlotte can come back to Belgium. This time for good. Hope you liked my little travel post!! xxxxxxxxx Joyce
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- Day 3 was tourist day! We went to the tower of london, an old castle and we saw the crown jewels, that was SO impressive!!! I saw the tower bridge, big ben, the palace, but the highlight of the day was standing on the top of the tallest building in London (the shard). I really am scared of heights. You can see in my facial expression that I am not really at ease hahaha. Charlotte loved it. She had no fears at all hahaha. It was an amazing day once again. Filled with love and adventure.
LIFE UPDATE ----------------------- During breakfast on the next day a woman came up to me and complimented me on my dress and how I looked. I melted. I thanked her and it made me so happy. We went shopping in london! I didn't took much pictures because we were enjoying the moment haha. We took a selfie before our food in this cute restaurant. I bought a new cloak! I look very dominant in it hahaha. Charlotte and I talked a little bit about helping other sissies in the future. Maybe we could make a course or offer training or encouragement. It's just a concept yet. But I like this dominant look hahahaha. I also bought expensive foundation from Chanel! The difference is huge. The girl there helped me pic the perfect color and I love it. We also went into a casino together. This was Charlotte's first time. We agreed that we will maximum spend 100 each, and if it reaches zero, we would stop and walk out. 5 minutes on a slot machine and we both lost everything hahaha. NEVER doing that again OMG. Also, everyone in that casino looked miserable. We walked out surprised and laughing about this idiotic idea we had haha. When we got tired, we went to the hotel room, played some magic the gathering, got some snacks, and fell asleep in eachothers arms.
LIFE UPDATE ---------------------- I arrived! She brought a flower for me and once we arrived in the hotel she gave me a really cute necklace, earrings and armband. It made me cry so hard. I love her so much. I never felt loved this way. This is my first flower I ever received haha. Im keeping it forever!! After that, we went to explore london a little bit, but it was already getting late. We went for food in a cute restaurant together and chilled abit in the hotel room. The view is amazing. What an amazing perfect 1st day!!
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- I miss Charlotte too much! So I decided to travel to London and do a little citytrip adventure together with her. These are the pictures I took on my journey to her. This is basicly what I look like in a vanilla setting right now. This is me on a bunch of train rides on my way to London. I really love how feminin I am getting. I think the amount of time people call me She/her is 99,9% now, thats so cool. But every time it happens, it still warms my heart. I do like my style but I want to add a couple subtle signs that shows I am a sissy, as I am very proud of my submissive nature. ^_^ A ring? Jewelry or perhaps a tatoo? I don't know yet.
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- Soon I will see Charlotte again. I am so excited for that. I fill my days without her mainly with work. Working for the sissy market or decorating our little home and stuff... I have to go to the hormone doctor in like 10 days, blegh... For that, I need to get a bunch of tests and i really hate doing those, they cause me so much stress. What is it called when you're afraid of diseases? Hypochondria? I deffinatly have that haha. My feminization is comming along nice. I keep seeing progress. Specially my boobs and hair growth. My hair currently is in another awkward phase, Sometimes I feel I look like a skater boy haha. I straighten it and put clips in it to keep it feminin. In a couple months, my hair will be long enough to throw my wigs in the bin. Very excited for that. Very very excited. I'm also going to get a voice coach cause i'm tired of not having a good feminin voice. Lots on my mind, lots to do, and lots of love to give to charlotte. ^^ Life is good.
LIFE UPDATE ---------------------- Take a good look at my boobies! They are growing! It's funny because I just had my injection of male hormone blockers. The day before that, I was starting to get erections again and my boobs were less sensitive. But now, the erections are gone again and my boobs start to hurt again. That is really funny. There is actually no way back for me now! I miss Charlotte a lot. I heard that many of you subscribed to her onlyfans page, thank you for supporting my girlfriend. I'll tagg her for you : @tscharlottehush I will do a few more promotions for her because she really truely is an amazing person and she deserves so much more support.
We might be apart for a little while, but its only for a little month. Charlotte says I have unusual high sexdrive but hey, she's so hot can you blame me? Haha.
Go have a look at her page too!! ^_^ She posts unique content that you can't find on mine! ❤️
After the big 1 year on hormones post, you probably want to see something more sexy ❤️ Yesterday, we made a bunch of custom videos together and we got so horny we had to play together haha. Of course we made a new video too. That will come later.
1 YEAR ON HORMONES ------------------------------------------ Warning!! This contains pictures of me before HRT in ''boy'' mode, If that is a turn off... don't scroll trough these... I am sharing my 1 year on hormones journey in full detail. To show a realistic few of transitioning. To hopefully help anyone that is on the fence or not sure to make the right descisions themselves.
Picture 1 : I just started hormones. I was confused but also very excited. In the first couple of months I paid very close attention to my body to check for changes. Realisticly, not much happened. Perhaps mentally I got abit calmer maybe. Morning erections were gone. My first orgasm had no cum, that scared me. But I was so happy I could finally be myself. Unsure how this will go...
Picture 2 : after 3 months, still in boy mode for my family and friends. I can notice my skin getting softer and my nipples started to hurt. This gave me confidence that the hormones are working. I want to be more feminin, but I don't really have the courage for it. I have days where I believe I will never be a pretty girl. Days where I want to give up. But I did not.
Picture 3 : 4 months on hormones, I can finally see a difference and I am taking little steps. I now am permanently wearing pink nails. Even in public. I had to buy a sports bra to go running cause my breasts feel so sensitive.
Picture 4 : 5 Months on HRT and I cannot wait. I make myself take big steps. I want to look better so badly. One day I had fillers done, in my lips and my face. I regretted it because it looked ''too feminin'' for how I felt. I was scared to see my family for weeks. I realized that if the steps I take are too big, I panic. I need to let this transition go on its own pace... Even though I see progress, I don't see a girl in the mirror...
Picture 5 : 6 months on HRT My first feminin haircut! It is still very short but oh my god I am so happy i look a little bit feminin atleast. I am proud and this is how I go out. Even to my family! Still just wearing a big oversized t-shirt and leggings. I don't believe I can ever wear a dress. The progress is slow. Sometimes I feel bad and want to quit, but you know me, I never quit! haha.
PICTURE 6 : 7 Months on Hormones. I met the love of my life. Charlotte ❤️ We had so many amazing moments together. She was there for a lot of big steps. She helped me wear dresses in public and even to my family, this picture is me going out in a dress for the first time! Very scary, but thanks to her support, I did it. We also did a workout where i was wearing feminin clothes. I received an immense amount of love and support from her.
Picture 7 : about 8-9 Months on Hormones. I work very hard for a future with charlotte. I got a new appartment, away from princess diamonds, but it basicly needed to be rebuild. We both got very sick, we had to travel, we had to do a lot of paperwork. It overwhelmed me. At this time, I also became very very emotional. Before hormones, I was a very logical person and I never cried... but now, I cry almost every day. I cry from happyness, sadness, or just when watching a movie. I worked so hard that I got very very tired. To a point everything got overwhelming for both me and her. She needed some time and eventually we broke up.
Picture 8 : 9-10 Months To deal with the pain of the breakup (I never experienced such pain before), I did everything I could to feel better. I workout a lot. To the point of failure. I take hair growth pills, I try and go outside, I try to feel good about myself cause there is clear progress now. I see progress, but I'm not feeling good. I miss her so much...
Picture 9 : 10-11 Months on HRT. Oh my god I look like a girl. You can even see my boobs in this dress. That is so crazy to me! I still see a guy in the mirror, but some days, some moments, I feel like myself. Wish my hair was longer too. Charlotte and I have been talking online on discord a lot about what happend. I hope we can work this out. The hope gives me strength to continue
Picture 10 : 1 year on hormones. Charlotte and I worked things out and when we finally saw eachother again it was an instant click again. We enjoy every little second together. I am very happy. I feel i'm getting more and more feminin and i'm excited for the future. This time, I'm working abit less and I am just enjoying the moment. Life is more than just work... Charlotte needs to go back to the UK for legal reasons soon... just for a month. We will miss eachother very hard, but we got this. ❤️
Charlotte and I are spending a lot of quality time together. So to fill up this gap, i'm uploading some longer videos to entertain you in the meantime haha. This video is where Lina pegged me. 🤗 In a couple days, I have some spicy new content to share with you all! ❤️
Being completly naked isn't my favorite thing (yet) because I think my feminin curves are not there just yet! :D Today i'm going out shopping with @tscharlottehush (highly recommend her page if you like sissy content). After that we are having a visitor over and that is about it. But tomorow or the day after that, we are laking new spicy spicy content and I cannot wait to share it all. xxx
Goodmorning everyone!! We are back home! We went on a little citytrip in the UK because Charlotte had to get her hormones there. 😊We are very happy and we love each other very very much. On this trip I realized how difficult it must be for her to be in Belgium, in a country where everything is different and you don't speak the language!! I really love the UK by the way. The people are much more friendly over there. In belgium, everyone is very introverted and it has more of a ''every man for himself'' type of vibe. I really really like the UK. Fish and Chips?!?! Yes please OMG! 😂
So... For the last +- 10 days, Our content wasn't the best, we have spend a lot of time on our relationship. I don't want to go into too much details but just know that I understand why it all happened and that we have grown a lot. Just know that we are very happy and very much in love.
So now Charlotte and I are going to pick up the pace! Share more of our sissy lifestyle together and share more hot content. We don't know where this will go yet. We're just gonna have fun and let everything happen to us. We really aren't very good at planning things haha.
Hope you all have a nice start of the week. Mwah Joyce
2 More weeks and I am 1 Year on hormones!! Yay!! A lot has happened in this year. Probably the most intense year I ever experienced. With very deep lows and increadibly amazing highs. I will of course make a post about my 1st year on hormones once it happens and share all the details. Currently Charlotte and me are just spending a lot of time together and enjoying ourselves. We do a lot of different activities during the days or even just play games together. We go out for dinner together, watch a movie, we have amazing conversations. I do hope you like the little bits of content we already made together. More is of course on the way. Just taking it at a slower pace right now and just enjoying ourselves a little bit.
Well well well... Who would have expected this! Me holding @tscharlottehush 's chastity keys! We have spend a lot of quality time together and on one day we decided to go bowling... but with a catch. The winner gets to dress the loser up in any way they want for a day. Charlotte crushed me so hard, there was no way for me to win. She felt bad for me and she said : ''If you can roll a strike this game, we will concider you won!'' Guess who rolled a strike!! 😂 So for 1 day, Charlotte had to obey me. (All in good fun of course) We laughed so hard and we had a lot of fun together. More pictures and videos will follow!! <3