Sending out an aesthetic video to all my fans with their resub ON tonight, as a gift of my gratitude for your continued support ❤️ Here's a little preview ☀️ the video I'll be sending is filmed from a different angle (not just looking on from outside the room) and longer as well
2023-05-02 04:10:23 +0000 UTC View Post
It's my last full day at home before I fly to France and start my tour... And I'm just trying to stay in bed and soak it in as much as possible ❤️ In reality I really need to pack my suitcase and clean up the house but (chaotic as I am) I've been procrastinating on that the last few days... Are you more self-disciplined than me or do you also struggle with this kind of stuff?
2023-05-01 07:27:16 +0000 UTC View PostI love photographing with my hanging laundry and especially on this day I took lots of analog photos that I feel really good about... Can't wait to get them back from the lab soon hopefully 🥰
2023-04-30 05:32:02 +0000 UTC View Post
A little analog set shot by my dear friend Eve from the creative duo @benjijeenappel Can you believe she didn't have much experience yet at this point in time with shooting nudes of other people? I feel she got all the best angles and directed me into shapes that made me feel feminine and beautiful and then the analog glow just brought it all together so lovely ❤️ I'm getting to see her as well on my upcoming tour which I'm definitely excited about 😊
2023-04-29 05:14:20 +0000 UTC View Post
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2023-04-28 05:22:10 +0000 UTC View PostSome behind the scenes videos of my friend photographing me in my shower 🚿 We managed to get this little ray of light in there that looked so beautiful with the water droplets on my chest. Can you see in the last video that there's even a little rainbow effect happening over my boob?
2023-04-27 12:00:55 +0000 UTC View Post
I just had a friend staying with me for a week and I had the greatest time with her! Shooting together really fired up my creative juices again And now I can't help but be even more excited about my next friendly visit by @pepa.de.luna ☀️ I'm going on tour first for a month, where I will also get to visit her and then after that she is coming to stay with me for two weeks 🥰 what a luxury!! Here's our only photoset together till date, which our friend Saïne (sien.fotografeert on insta) took when I got to know pepa for the first time last year. Can you see in the images how we just got along right away? I look forward to it so much, to have more time together to connect and create again 😊 Writing this I notice that I have so much stuff going on in my life at the moment, that I should probably do a life update video again soon for you guys ☀️
2023-04-26 05:49:03 +0000 UTC View Post
A few impressions from the beach yesterday 🥰 I love playing with the contrast in the first video between posing elegantly or crawling around like a weird little creature haha We went with some friends to see the sunset in this amazing place and shoot some beautiful photographs. I was so full of joy and awe with the stunning pastels that came out during the sunset (look at the last video) and I am very set on now always coming to the beach for sunset, instead of in the morning like we usually do it. The weather is forecast as very good this week so hopefully I'll get a few mor chance to enjoy this before I go on tour in may
2023-04-25 07:04:15 +0000 UTC View PostA little behind the scenes video of shooting those glowy images I recently shared ☀️ my friend ameliealternate (IG) took a bunch of images on analog film of me there, that I can not wait to see!!
2023-04-24 21:04:26 +0000 UTC View Post
Here we go with another small set of my photography of others! @ju_goma is probably one of the people I have photographed most and especially whom I have experimented most with. Ju is always open to any kind of concept I have had in mind so we have created the most deliciously weird things together, like this set in a bathroom, where the red curtain and an extra mirror made for the coolest photoset! I love how Ju almost looks like an otherworldly creature. Strange, somewhat demonic and yet haunting in their beauty as well...
2023-04-23 18:18:01 +0000 UTC View PostWearing a skirt with nothing underneath made me feel very playful and then adding the sun into it, casting this gorgeous light in my room I started feeling myself so much ☀️ What I intended as a quick little video turned into almost 10 uncut minutes of me posing for you and playing around with what I am wearing. Can you see how alive and full of joy I feel lately? Tip this post 13$ if you'd like me to send you the full video
2023-04-23 08:15:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Can you tell I have a love for light and when images look like they are radiating light? Also since I have started to create images without trying to avoid explicitness, I catch myself fascinated by capturing exactly that, all the time now. I suppose its simply because it is a different subject and theme to capture and thus something new and exciting... I keep on being curious how I can capture this side of myself and am having such fun getting to play a different character (a character which I am finding myself to be very comfortable in). I am sure no one on here minds that current obsession though haha ;)
2023-04-22 05:57:02 +0000 UTC View Post
I currently have a very dear friend visiting me and she is a photographer, a model and a selfportrait artist like me, so you can imagine my excitement at all the possibilities for projects we have!! She has only been here for a day but already took these lovely picture of me ❤️ Please have a look at their insta as well, you can find it under ➡️ ameliealternate
2023-04-21 05:44:03 +0000 UTC View PostI was baking cookies and ended up getting distracted by the beautiful sunlight coming in through the window... Couldn't help but want to feel that on my skin more 😅 Next time I have the house to myself I'll take you along with me and do a naked cookie baking episode 🤤
2023-04-20 05:29:15 +0000 UTC View Post
This picture makes me feel so fond and softly loving towards my body. I shot it on a medium format film on a really old camera that I got for my birthday. The resulting negative is much larger and more detailed than what I normally shoot... I always want to use this camera more, but then I put way too much pressure on myself about the theme for the images having to be something special and in the end I barely ever use it haha but I am working on changing that. Its also unfortunately at least 3 times more expensive per image than the normal film I shoot... But luckily you help me maintain my film stock ;)
2023-04-19 04:44:02 +0000 UTC View Post
I filmed a new stretching video for you guys, since you love them so much 😏 this time it's almost 15 minutes long!! 🤸♂️ I filmed from two different angles to show what I'm doing most deliciously 😊 I focused especially much on moving my spine and hips, since I've been having some tension in my lower back and I was going to go out dancing in the evening and just wanted to prepare so I'd be able to move as freely and comfortably as I wanted 💃 I just always feel better in my body after I have a bit of a stretch What do you do, to feel most comfortable in your body? Tip this 20€ if you'd like to see the full 15 minutes of me stretching
2023-04-18 05:21:03 +0000 UTC View PostI have a video planned for tomorrow that I'm really excited about 🤫☺️
2023-04-17 18:50:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Oh how I love that I have a space here, to share these images that are so full of intimacy and warmth ❤️ Except for the last one, they were all taken by my lovely partner, which makes them all the more special for me...
2023-04-17 05:38:02 +0000 UTC View PostDo you like watching the colored light change on my breasts and tummy?
2023-04-16 04:09:03 +0000 UTC View PostJust a little quick tip to turn on your resub/renew function today, cause I'm sending out a gift tomorrow for everyone that has it on and this one is gonna be one you don't wanna miss 😏
2023-04-15 08:53:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Remember this picture from my story a few days ago? It was actually a part of a video where I am kind of stripping out of my workout outfit again (I don't actually end up fully naked but all the fun bits are out 😉) Tip this 5$ if you want me to send you the actual video
2023-04-15 06:04:36 +0000 UTC View PostStill in bed with sleep in my eyes, but feeling so good in my body, especially when I stretch it like this 😉
2023-04-14 05:24:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Rescanning this film from last year was definitely worth it! I am actually rescanning film all the time... I am sure I have mentioned this before, but as my film scanning methods keep on improving, I feel the need to catch up on old negatives and update the scans I have of them. Often time its an impressive difference (to me at least) to the old scan and I find an entirely renewed sense of joy about the pictures :)
2023-04-13 06:29:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Another two images (and one extra one with boobs cause why not) that I had previously only shared as a cropped version and that I have decided is actually to nice, not to share uncropped 😏 I still adore the shine on my belly from my own sweat. Everything felt so raw to me when I took these... I think you can really see it in the images, don't you think?
2023-04-12 02:24:05 +0000 UTC View PostWho loves dungarees/Overalls here? I do love wearing them, they're so comfy and especially great for garden work, although perhaps not, if you aren't wearing anything underneath 😏
2023-04-11 03:05:22 +0000 UTC View PostWho wants to see me strip out of my little workout-outfit? I just finished working out and feel all sweaty and tired, but that also makes me feel really good and sensual about myself, as you can clearly see in the video I took for you ;) in the background you can already hear the shower running because I can't wait to have the hot water running over my body... Check your inbox if you want to see me take off these clothes and move sensually infant of the camera, feeling my body and all my nature-given-gifts Tip this 8$ to receive the full video
2023-04-10 02:58:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Last week several of you voted for the fact that I should also start sharing some of my photography where I was behind the camera photographing others and I felt that this set of photos was ideal to kick it off. Its one of the absolute first photosets that I shot on analog film and I didn't even know yet how the camera worked and ended up underexposing all the images (which means they all came out much darker than the should).
2023-04-09 01:25:03 +0000 UTC View Post
So I just created a huge set of self-portraits, check out the little preview from my unedited photo gallery ;) and it is my most revealing work yet! I have been exploring my freedom and expression of self more and more lately and simply celebrating my body and how I feel in it. And as I have briefly mentioned before I am just craving not to hide anything anymore, which includes explicit themes in my photography and in general the content I share here. With this shoot especially I had such fun exploring how I want to express that part of myself, what positions and movements I find beautiful, what makes me feel powerful and divine even. I feel in general in our society there is this notion attached to imagery of female body parts, that is considered cheap and not at all connected to art or elegant beauty and I am on a mission to break through those stereotypes, because I see how even in my own head they appear. So I have come to the conclusion to face it head on and I gotta say I am pretty pleased with the outcome! The final set contains 33 colour images, which is the biggest set I have self-shot in a long time... If you want to enjoy them as well, tip this post 27$
2023-04-08 05:44:01 +0000 UTC View PostMade a couple of GIFs from @ju_goma and me last week trying to figure out what poses we were going to do in our zoom Life drawing session. I really like how you can see the process here very clearly of us taking on a pose feeling how we feel in it and adjusting it a little etc until we find what we think will work best . The entire recording of the actual session is available so if you're interested send me a dm
2023-04-07 02:06:50 +0000 UTC View PostOne of my lovely fans requested some foot content and I was very happy to provide a video of me doing a foot massage on myself 👣 it's kind of filmed from a POV perspective It was very much needed after a long day of walking around the city and got all of the tension and soreness out. I always feel like it's a reset when I have massaged my feet ☺️ Would you like to see the 10 minute video as well? Tip this 12$ if you'd like me to send it to you ☀️
2023-04-05 22:03:47 +0000 UTC View Post